He stared motionless for a long time, and only then did a thought slowly float in his heart: It turns out that this is what he likes......

When you are angry, you are angry, and when you are happy, you are very happy.

In the past twenty-six years, no one has ever brought him such a feeling like her, so that when the feeling comes, he never thinks that it is heartbeat.

The tragedy of his parents' relationship and marriage made him make up his mind from a very young age that he would never love any woman in his life, nor would he marry any woman.

When he was young, all he wanted in his life was the dream of mountains and rivers.

After the dream of mountains and rivers was shattered, he thought that his life might be like this, Gu's enterprise, lonely family, and lonely old age.

He really never wanted to have one more woman in his life.

It wasn't until he saw her eyes at the old mansion...... He began to be disturbed by those eyes frequently, and he slept with her...... He was frightened by his loss of control, and he forced himself to be cruel to her until he literally forced her from pestering him to avoiding him.

He began to feel reluctant again.

It was probably from that time that he began to make exceptions for her again and again, right?

braving the heavy rain to pick her up; Seeing her being bullied to stand up for her; knew that she went to Lu Bancheng for help and anger; Seeing the ruffian king hurt her desperate sword; knew that she was depressed, so she found a lot of people to play with her; I traveled from England to France to give her a birthday present......

He couldn't figure out why he kept doing things he shouldn't do.

It wasn't until Lu Bancheng had just analyzed him sentence by sentence that he had to face the reality he had been covering up and escaping: he fell in love with her.

When did you start liking it?

He didn't know. All he knew was that now that he realized that he really liked her, he cared about her a lot.

Maybe on Grandpa's birthday, when the car came, she pushed him away, or maybe earlier, as early as the day she moved into Grandpa's house, the moment when he first looked her in the eye.

All in all, he has her shadow everywhere in his life now.

Many questions that were once incomprehensible are suddenly understood like this.

Love has always been a very ethereal existence for him, and it was not until this moment that he knew that in fact, love was very simple, really simple, that is, one person, again and again, uncontrolled, making exceptions for another person again and again.

The smoke burned to the tail, and the scorching temperature emitted it, the hot Gu Yusheng pulled back from his contemplation.

He put out the cigarette in the ashtray on the side, and replied to Lu Bancheng, who had not spoken for a long time: "You know, I never thought of liking a woman, nor did I want to marry a woman. ”

Because this kind of thinking is so ingrained that it runs deep into his blood, so that when he was upset by her, he thought of countless possibilities, but never thought that it was love.

But now that he figured it out, what should he do?

Love down? Or give up?

Abandon?

Gu Yusheng's heartbeat suddenly skipped a beat, and in the depths of his heart, there was a heart-rending pain inexplicably.

This pain was very familiar, as if he had experienced it himself, I don't know if it was his hallucination, and with this pain, the picture of him constantly crying and saying "I'm sorry" appeared in his mind.