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I am Bai Xueer, a popular little flower, I like my profession, everywhere is the stars holding the moon.

The only flaw in my life is my best friend Leng Xia, she will crush me in everything, and before we become best friends, I see her as a thorn in the flesh.

There are no eternal enemies, only friends of interest. So for the boy I liked, when I was eight years old, I took the initiative to get close to Leng Xia, she was very friendly, and we quickly became friends, and this friendship that I calculated has continued until now.

About that boy, I'm sorry, the boy I liked, the boy who was only good to Leng Xia alone, died that year.

I'm 24 years old this year, and I've had the brightest year since I entered the stars.

When I came back from New York Fashion Week, my agent, Kia, told me that I had taken a job for me, and I didn't have to perform anything, just show my face.

I didn't want to attend, but Kia said that I offended the rich people by doing our job, and I had no right to refuse anymore.

When I returned to the cordial Dahui City, I made an appointment with Leng Xia for the first time, and the TV that had just been completed was filmed for half a year, and I flew to many places around the world, and I never met Leng Xia.

I arrived half an hour early for that private party, and I don't know if I was a little nervous that day, but I couldn't help but walk up to him when I saw a group of people hugging a man coming.

The second they looked at each other, the throbbing that had been hidden in my heart for many years "thumped" again. Maybe handsome guys have a male nature, that is, to lead women to scream, I like this kind of difficult challenge, directly holding his collar and pushing a room open.

He was very dignified and calm, and he didn't even lift his eyelids in the face of a beautiful woman like me.

My pride was defeated, I unbuttoned him, one by two, and suddenly, I stopped, tears blurring my eyes.

When he saw that I didn't move, he said disdainfully, "Good! Your good days are over!

Also, I forgot to tell you that you can't even beat my fiancée on a finger! ”

When he turned around, I put my arms around his waist and bit my lip and cried.

He said, "Let go! Don't force me to do it! ”

"Brother Asao, is it really you?"

I could feel his body tremble a little, and I said, "Brother Asao, is it really you?" ”

He suddenly turned around, squeezed my wrist, and looked at me with great strength, as if it was difficult to accept: "Are you Xiyan?" ”

Sure enough, he still remembered Xiyan, Leng Xia's previous name, Leng Xiyan. My heart hurts, and I have always admired him, following them every day, why is it that he only asks Leng Xia.

Leng Xia changed her name after her mother's death, I went with me that day, Leng Xia told me that she hated the word Xiyan, Xiyan is the name of a flower that blooms in the night, Leng Xia said that her name is not good, and she hurt her brother and her mother.

In fact, I really want to tell her that it's just fate, but I can't bear to say that she is so sad.

"Yes, I'm Leng Xiyan, Brother Qian, I still have the little tiger tooth you sent, I'll go home and get it for you now."

I cried with a face, one for meeting Gu Qian again, and the other for crying for myself, when I met him, I wouldn't let go, which meant that I could only stand by his side in the name of Leng Xiyan.

As for the little tiger tooth, it was because when Leng Xia lost the first baby tooth, Brother Qian snatched it, he said that he would keep it for a lifetime, Leng Xia was unwilling to give it to him, so Brother Qian took the tiger tooth from his neck and gave it to Leng Xia, also as an exchange.

Brother Qian's tiger tooth was brought back by his father when he went to the capital, and it is a real tiger tooth. I still remember Brother Qian telling Leng Xia: This tiger tooth protects you and makes you never afraid.

Later, Brother Qian's death and Leng Xia's mother also died, Leng Xia buried the tiger tooth sent by Brother Qian in front of her mother's tombstone, hoping that her mother could return the tiger tooth to Brother Qian, so that Brother Qian would not be afraid underground.

That night, I took advantage of the darkness to steal it back, just because it was something that my brother had wore.

In a blink of an eye, so many years have passed, and I can still meet Brother Asao, what did he just say about his fiancée, I don't want to care about anything, let them all go to hell.

I hugged my shallow brother but didn't let go, and he also hugged me very hard.

"Xiyan, I'm not called Gu Qian now, my name is Gu Mo."

"Gu Mo? The name is still so good. I leaned into his arms, and I could see that he also liked to call me "Xiyan".

Brother Shallow also changed his name, which reassured me a lot, at least in the future, in the cold summer, I don't have to worry that she knows that my true love is also her heart.

"Xiyan, give me a little time, I'll go back and make it clear to my fiancée that I may not be able to marry her."

Hearing Gu Mo say this, I was overjoyed, "Well, Brother Qian, I'll listen to you." ”

After Gu Mo left, I didn't care what activities I should attend, I went straight home to find Xiaohuya, and when I rushed back to the Lafite Mansion to find Gu Mo, I learned that he was proposing to her fiancée.

In the dark of night, I stood on the shore of Tianjing Lake, watching Gu Mo propose to Leng Xia, I was unwilling, why am I one step late, I am unwilling, really unwilling.

I frantically called him, but he never answered, and his bright face that smiled in the cold summer pierced my heartache.

I don't want to be a supporting role between them anymore!

Love is selfish, and when I meet love and let love go, that's stupid, so I'm going to fight for it!

I quietly went up to the top floor of the Lafite Mansion and sent a message to Gu Mo: Brother Qian, the scenery on the top floor of the Lafite Mansion is really good, and you can see the scenery of the entire Tianjing Lake. Brother Asao, I can't help but lose you once, and as for the second time, I don't want to lose it.

Farewell, love your sunset forever.

Sure enough, not long after the text message was sent, Leng Xia walked out of the door of the Lafite Mansion alone, and I think I won.

When Gu Mo came up to look for me, I was still sitting at the very edge of the top floor crying.

Gu Mo was very worried about me, he approached me step by step, especially cautiously, which made me want to cry even more when I saw it.

Leng Xiyan's three words are only his obsession, even if the real person who has changed his name can't compare to him in front of him.

I won, but I also lost.

When Gu Mo came over and hugged me, he said, "Xiyan, don't do stupid things in the future, I promise you that the person I want to marry in this life will only be you." ”

It's not me, it's just Leng Xiyan...... But I chose this path, and I have to go down.

"Gu Mo, I like to hear you call me by my new name, Bai Xue'er, Xiyan's name is not good, I have changed it."

"Okay, Cher, I'll listen to you."

Gu Mo told me that he was in a hurry and had no choice but to leave, his parents forced him to go abroad, and he only came back in the past few years, and he has always been single, but he met his fiancée not long ago, to be ex-girlfriend to be exact.

He confessed to me about his feelings for his ex-girlfriend, and he felt that he found my shadow in her, of course, not me, but me called "Xiyan".

We flew to Greece that night, this should have been the trip that Gu Mo had booked for him and Leng Xia, but the heroine was replaced by me.

During the trip, I repeatedly mentioned that I had a girlfriend who had played since I was a child, and when I went back to meet them, Gu Mo never doubted it, which also made me even more angry, because that person was myself.

It seems that Gu Mo has never remembered that they are followed by a girl named Bai Xue, Bai Xue'er is the name I changed after entering the Star Journey. The brokerage company changed it, and there was one more word at the end, but it also made me popular.

It's just that Gu Mo often calls behind my back, and asks about Leng Xia, but I pretend to be nothing. Women, chickens don't like men, especially men with weight, such as Gu Mo.

It wasn't until I returned to Huicheng that I wanted to go upstairs to his house to sit down, but he refused, and I didn't think much about it at the time, the coming day is long, we just met, if it goes directly to that point, Gu Mo must not be adaptable.

So I chose to wait, but when I was waiting downstairs at Gu Mo's house with a hot pastry, ready to surprise him, it made me jealous.

Gu Mo entered his house in the middle of the night with Leng Xia, the home that didn't let me in, I decided, Gu Mo can only be mine.

So I worked step by step, step by step, and the things I did were crazier than the other, and the friendship between me and Leng Xia was destroyed little by little, I had hesitated, but in the face of love, everyone is equal.

Finally, after a thousand sails, I realized that people's hearts have changed, when Gu Mo told me: "Xue'er, I'm sorry!" I thought that Leng Xiyan's name was engraved into the bottom of my heart, and I always thought that as long as I met Leng Xiyan again, I would definitely marry her.

It's just that I'm wrong, and people's hearts will change. When you appeared in front of me and called me Brother Asao, I wanted to love you, because I always thought so.

I've been pushing myself like that.

It wasn't until Leng Xia left completely, and her goodbye glance, that I suddenly realized that I couldn't leave her anymore, I fell in love with her deeply, and she had replaced the word 'Leng Xiyan'. ”

Gu Mo that day, tears were in his eyes affectionately, not for me, he confessed his love to Leng Xia in front of me so bluntly, I really couldn't stand it, so I slapped him.

Gu Mo didn't react, it looked like even if I slapped him a few more times, he wouldn't feel it.

But I selfishly didn't want to tell him that Leng Xia was Leng Xiyan, and I forced Leng Xia to death step by step, but in the end I put myself in a catastrophe.

In fact, even if time can be turned back, I think I will still pounce on Gu Mo so unhesitatingly, even if it is unscrupulous, even if it is a moth to the fire, even if it is self-destruction.

In so many painful entanglements, I lost my first child with feelings, I'm not sure if it was Yang Longxiang's, but I feel that it is more likely to be him.

In the days of the "Rose Club", I called it hell, I always thought that it was very simple to accompany a man, until in the rose, I realized that in the past, all those scenes were drizzle, in the rose, I understood what is the real x abuse.

They were all animals, and they poured chili water into my body knowing that I had just been aborted......

And the scary mortuary......

I don't want to remember it for the rest of my life!

So all this is caused by Gu Mo, I want revenge, I want to pay it back!

I climbed into Mr. Mystery's bed step by step, he said that he would help me get revenge, and what I had to do was very simple, take all the information about Gu Mo, the more specific the better.

I did it, I did it step by step, the only thing I didn't expect was Corona, she was not as stupid and cute as she seemed on the surface, she backhanded me to the army, in public, at the gate of Gu Mo's company, splashed me with paint, but Gu Mo was still passing by......

Since then, my identity as "Leng Xiyan" has become invalid in Gu Mo's eyes, and he said to me: "Give me back Huya!" ”

I said angrily, "Throw it away!" ”

Actually, I didn't throw it away, I just didn't want to give it back to him!

I even said in front of many people that he would not lift it, and I also generously promised that the child I conceived was not his species, and he only deserved to be cut off from grandchildren in this life.

Gu Mo was very angry, he really wanted to kill me when he grabbed my neck, but then he suddenly let go, I don't know what he was thinking, he seemed to have been looking at a point behind me, I didn't care.

On this day, the sun was very big, and I couldn't wait for the dark clouds and couldn't look forward to the rain, Gu Mo sent two bodyguards to wait aside, forcing me to hand over the tiger teeth, but I didn't hand it over, because I had no faith in living at this time.

Mr. Mystery disappeared, and he promised to send me abroad to make soup, in Huicheng, this place that is small and big, big and small,

Unless I deboned and changed my face, the men who passed under me would harass me for the rest of my life, and Gu Mo would not let me go.

The smell of paint is very strong, the bodyguards are a little farther away from me, the sun bakes, the paint dries on my face, my hair is also tied up by paint, and my clothes are also erected, I don't care, because there is nothing to love.

Under the scorching sun, the only thing I think about is Yang Longxiang, if I must owe something in this life and can meet in the next life, I think I can meet Yang Longxiang in the next life.

Since I was born, I haven't had a good life, I finally grew up, and I have the dream of being a star, so to speak, I can lower all my posture in order to be a popular star, I have succeeded but I have lost a lot, such as Yang Longxiang.

He was the only man who treated me well, without expecting anything in return, and even voluntarily stopped all the crimes for me, including giving his life.

I said it, to Gu Mo...... Love and hate, I don't regret it, but Yang Longxiang can't, I'm deeply blaming myself at this moment, if I quit and gave birth to his child at that time, would my life be another way? It must be.

But I can't go back to the past, there is no regret medicine in the world, only consequences, and all I have is the consequences.

At noon that day, when I was about to get sunburned, a woman held an umbrella above my head, my eyes were very dazzling and I couldn't see clearly, I only knew that her lower abdomen was slightly bulging, and she was pregnant.

When I woke up in the hospital, it was Leng Xia next to me, and the charm on her body was very strong, and the first thing I said was: "You're going to have a son." ”

I don't know what I thought at the time, but I said it anyway, and it turned out that I was right.

Leng Xia didn't pay attention to me, but just said: "I owe so many debts, if I don't pay them off, I want to pay them off?" ”

She didn't care about me, but she lost a bank card for me, and I really went to check it later, and the balance was three thousand two, which I guess was her salary card.

Actually, I don't understand, I hurt her so badly, why did she help me? But I didn't have a chance to ask, because after she got married, the time was ...... It doesn't seem to belong to her, I secretly looked at the door of Gu Yuze's house several times, but I never saw her leave the house, except for going out early and returning to work late, in Zhongrun.

She works in Zhongrun, so I understand that Gu Mo looked at the point when he pinched me halfway through the pinch that day and let go of me, probably it was cold summer. In fact, Gu Mo has always been quite cruel, and in my eyes, the word "cruel" accurately describes him, because he has always been so cruel to me.

I worked as a waiter in a small restaurant until one day, Xing Feiyu met me when he came to dinner. We all tacitly agreed that we didn't know each other, but before he left, he told me that he could find me a better job, I said no, he said this is what Gu Mo meant, and he also said that Gu Mo had realized that he was wrong, and all these stories were caused by him, I learned from Xing Feiyu that in the "Rose Club", Gu Mo didn't arrange such a thing for me at all, it has always been a ghost made by a mysterious man, and then it was detained on Gu Mo's head.

I regretted it, and immediately took out the tiger teeth and asked Xing Feiyu to return them to Gu Mo, Xing Feiyu took it with a smile, and said that the president already knew who was the right person, but it was too late.

Yes, it's late, Leng Xia and Gu Yuze's children are about to be born, and she has gained a lot of weight, which is also because she was taken care of by Gu Yuze.

For Leng Xia's apology, I don't have the courage to stand in front of her and say, and she looks happy now, if I run to tell her that Brother Qian's brother is not dead, it is Gu Mo, what will happen to her?

I continued to be a waiter until my demented father died, and when I cleaned the house, I found the money under the bed, and I remembered that Yang Longxiang in prison had mentioned it, and I didn't take it seriously at that time.

I took the initiative to find Gu Mo and wanted to pay him back, although I was bitten by insects and mice, Gu Mo said no, let me keep it for myself to do what I wanted to do, I didn't refuse, because I really need a fixed place, I listened to Gu Mo's words, opened a morning shop, hired two people, the business is not good, the salary that can be paid, there is a small balance, and life seems to be smooth.

I would also send things to Yang Longxiang's parents anonymously, and occasionally sneak a look, but of course I never dared to show up.

I wish I could face them bravely and admit my mistakes to them, after all, I was the one who should have been in jail in the first place, and I was the one who should have been damned, but I still didn't have the courage to do it.

That's it for my story, it's just over for the time being, I know that sooner or later a man will come, like Yang Longxiang, who will pass by my breakfast shop, and then look back and smile and say, "Xue'er, long time no see!" ”

But what I hope more is that person will only be Yang Longxiang.

Even if he doesn't come, when I leave the world at the last second, I think Yang Longxiang will come and take me by the hand to take me to the place where he is.