364 The Beginning of Affection

After thinking about it, Yao Xiaohan finally waved his hand, in fact, there was no need to ask this question. Because whatever the answer, it doesn't seem to have much to do with her.

Seeing that Yao Xiaohan didn't speak for a long time, Ye Chengshu raised his eyebrows and asked silently.

"You're a person who is in control of everything, you shouldn't have a problem." Yao Xiaohan muttered to himself.

Ye Chengshu's eyes flashed, and he asked casually, "You are worried that Lingse has an opinion about me." ”

A very definite tone.

Yao Xiaohan nodded lightly, "You made a big fuss about Xiao Nai to protect her back then, and used the sacrifices he made for her to deal with him." I'm just afraid that Lingse will ...... in my heart."

Yao Xiaohan didn't say the next words, but it was already obvious. Ye Chengshu will not be unintelligible.

If it weren't for Xiao Nai's desire to protect Gu Lingse, he wouldn't have left so embarrassed. And the relationship between them will not break down. Xiao Nai explained to Gu Lingse back then, maybe there really isn't anything wrong with Ye Chengshu now. Gu Lingse is a long-term person, and he is also a dedicated person. When she knew that Xiao Nai was leaving in humiliation for protection, she would definitely wait for him to come back, no matter how good and good Ye Chengshu was, she would not waver.

The incident five years ago was the factor of their relationship breakdown, and even more, it was the best embodiment of Xiao Nai's deep love for Gu Lingse! His affection for her is a burden of forbearance and humiliation that can give up all glory and respect and leave his homeland.

Ye Chengshu can send Xiao Nai to hell, and he can even make Xiao Nai disappear from Jiangnan Province again. But only, he shouldn't use this matter to deal with Xiao Nai. Only this matter is unacceptable to Gu Lingse.

Xiao Nai is desolate enough to protect her, is she going to be criticized again for protecting her?

Twice, the same thing, Xiao Nai can't say it, behind this, it's all for her. If Gu Lingse knew about this, she was afraid that she would collapse. will hate Ye Chengshu!

"It's come to this, and I have no other way." Ye Chengshu said coldly: "Just look at what Xiao Nai did to you tonight, he is crazy now." If I hadn't killed me with one blow, no one would have expected Xiao Nai to do something crazy. And what I want to avoid is that Lingse is hurt by Xiao Nai. ”

"But Chengshu, what you are doing now, from another point of view, is also hurting Gu Lingse." Yao Xiaohan said mercilessly: "Her husband, for whatever reason, used the sacrifice made for her by her first love to deal with her first love. I'm afraid no woman can accept it. ”

"She's vulnerable, but she's also strong." Ye Chengshu only said this.

There are some things, she will understand. You'll understand.

Biting his lip, Yao Xiaohan compromised himself on the seat of the car and sighed, "I just hope Gu Lingse won't misunderstand you." ”

She was almost raped by Xiao Nai on her front foot, and Ye Chengshu on her back foot was about to beat Xiao Nai into the abyss of hell. I hope Gu Lingse can understand that what Chengshu did was not for her Yao Xiaohan, but to protect her Gu Lingse.

Ye Chengshu hid the emotions between his eyebrows and eyes, and said calmly: "These days, you can live in Qinyuan Oasis." The password is Lingse's birthday. ”

Closing his eyes, Yao Xiaohan shook his head gently, "I still don't want to." If Lingse knew, she should have misunderstood. I know you feel sorry for her, and I don't want her to be misunderstood. ”

"It's fine." Ye Chengshu started the throttle and said casually: "After the wedding, we are going to move back to the compound to live." "So don't say it's the Qinyuan Oasis, it's the South Palace, and they won't come back. It is impossible for Lingse to know that he lent the house in Qinyuan Oasis to Yao Xiaohan to live in.

"Then my agreement with Xiao Nai, do I have to continue to disguise it?" Yao Xiaohan took a breath softly, trying to make himself laugh less afraid, "Although Xiao Nai would be in danger once you found out about that incident five years ago, he is not a hairy boy. He'll find a way to exonerate himself. I think it's better for me to continue to pretend and work with him. In case he thinks of some tricks and throws all the charges to Gu Baobao, I can easily convey the news to you, right? ”

"Nope." Ye Chengshu denied it without thinking about it.

"Pivot." Yao Xiaohan looked over sincerely, "Xiao Nai is crazy, but I believe he is still a decent gentleman." Today's incident is just an accident, an accident. If Xiao Nai was really that kind of scumbag, Lingse wouldn't have liked him before, right? Something like today, I promise, will never happen. At this critical moment, if the news is blocked, it will always be a trouble for you. I don't want you-"

"I don't want you to get hurt trying to help me." Ye Chengshu turned his head sideways, glanced at Yao Xiaohan, then put his gaze back on the road, and said calmly: "Xiaohan, I don't want to owe you anything more." It might hurt, but that's what I thought. I don't even want to have any more formal contact with you if I could. Lingse is a very delicate and sensitive person, do you know what I mean? ”

Yao Xiaohan hooked his lips bitterly and nodded, "I understand." ”

She understood, how she didn't understand. Chengshu didn't want her to be in danger again, and he really didn't care about her. Just to keep Gu Lingse from misunderstanding anything. Any frowning suspicion from her was something he didn't want to see. Therefore, he didn't want her to pretend to be with Xiao Nai again, because he didn't want to have anything to do with her.

For Gu Lingse, he was really afraid of this and worried about that. I'm afraid that it will make her feel uncomfortable and misunderstood. He really spoiled her. But once, this luxury belonged to her.

Shaking his head, the curvature of Yao Xiaohan's lips became a little more bitter. Forget it, what else do you want to mention these. They're over, completely over.

Seeing Yao Xiaohan's expression, Ye Chengshu knew that she understood. I didn't say anything superfluous, just said, "Thank you for your understanding." ”

Yao Xiaohan smiled at him reluctantly and didn't speak again.

He would rather work hard himself than have her help him. This is his distress Gu Lingse, and it is his choice.

But she must help her, even if she is in danger with herself, and she will not hesitate to seek skin with the tiger. This is her choice to still love him.

She will not interfere with his decisions, and he has no right to interfere with her choices!

She must continue to disguise with Xiao Nai, she has to help him! Even if what she helped him do was to protect the woman he loved. But so what? If she didn't even do that, then there really wouldn't be any connection between her and him. It's like two parallel lines, which seem to be very close, but there will never be a day when they intersect.

And this, she doesn't want to see!

As long as she still helps him, as long as she is still by Xiao Nai's side to help him spy on the news, the connection between them will not be broken. Even if it's such a humble relationship, she wants to keep it going.

She had never thought of taking him back, because after seeing everything he had done for Gu Lingse, she had already understood. Ye Chengshu's heart has long belonged to Gu Lingse. No matter how much she does and how much she helps him, it won't help. But she didn't care!

As long as she could keep in touch with him from time to time and see him from time to time, she would be satisfied. She never asked for much.

Ye Chengshu is her poison/medicine, and only he can detoxify it.

When he stood in the house of Qinyuan Oasis again, Ye Chengshu had an indescribable feeling in his heart. For him, the South Palace was the place where they broke through the last line of defense. Keqin Garden Oasis is the place where their relationship begins.

Here, she cooked for him for the first time, washed him for the first time, kissed him for the first time, and met his family for the first time...... Many of the firsts between them started here.

So when Yao Xiaohan refused to live here again, Ye Chengshu did not object, but nodded in agreement.

It was only after coming here that he reacted. This is where their relationship begins, and he doesn't want to be disturbed and ruined. In particular, it was disturbed and destroyed by Yao Xiaohan.

"It's all here, let's stay here today." Ye Chengshu said, "I'll ask someone to help you find a house tomorrow." Always staying in a hotel is not a long-term solution. ”

Yao Xiaohan nodded gently, and the slippers of the couple under her feet made her feel slightly uncomfortable.

Qinyuan Oasis is the house she and he carefully selected and bought. It was a house that was going to be used as their wedding house. But now, even the air in this house has been carved with Gu Lingse's shadow. Couple's slippers, couple's mugs, couple's pillows, everything comes in pairs. By the time she left, things had long been wrong.

Here, it doesn't belong to her anymore. Even if this house was bought because she loved it very much, Ye Chengshu bought it.

There had been no one to live in for months, and some dust had fallen in the house. It's just that daily necessities are readily available. If you only stay for one night, it's not a problem.

Ye Tezhu is delicate and expensive, and never does rough work. But that doesn't mean he can't do housework. When he was alone in another province, didn't he clean the house by himself?

"Alright, sit down and rest. I'll clean it up. Ye Chengshu stopped Yao Xiaohan from wanting to help, and said lightly: "You almost had an accident tonight, don't move." Go and take a break. I'll clean the room for you, and you'll go to bed early. Tomorrow by noon, I'll have someone get the house ready for you. ”

Yao Xiaohan smiled and put down the mop obediently.

His thoughtfulness has nothing to do with feelings. Just sorry. After all, she almost raped Xiao Nai today, and it was also to help him. The more considerate he was, the more desolate Yao Xiaohan's heart became.

The more he did, the more he wanted to make it up to her.

And to make up for her, but to be able to draw a line with her as soon as possible.

She was so pathetic that even the thoughtfulness he gave her was a thought he wanted to disappear from her.

After simply cleaning the guest room, Ye Chengshu left in a hurry.

Yao Xiaohan knew that he was in a hurry to go back to accompany Gu Lingse. I'm afraid that she won't be able to sleep at home alone.

That's right, the husband left for too long in the middle of the night, and the wife should be suspicious. And Ye Chengshu didn't want Gu Lingse to suspect that he had misunderstood him.

Yao Xiaohan was reluctant to wear Gu Lingse's pajamas, lived in her house with Ye Chengshu, and wore her pajamas. She always felt very sad. Reason told herself that this was someone else's home, that she was a temporary guest, and that she shouldn't have trespassed. But the body is always out of control.

With a slightly trembling hand, he gently pushed open the door to the master bedroom. Tears overflowed in an instant, and I couldn't control it.

Yao Xiaohan covered his mouth with one hand to prevent himself from crying, and the other hand trembled and stroked the wall.

Nothing has changed here. It's all the same as when she left.

"Chengshu, I love this wallpaper. We'll just buy it, okay? ”

"Okay."

"Come and see, this floor lamp is so beautiful. I want to buy it! ”

"Buy."

"Bearing the Lord, I love this bed with a curtain. It feels gorgeous, I'm a princess! ”

"But you've already bought a bed."

"I don't care, do you want to buy it?"

"Buy."

"Oh my God, this wardrobe is amazing! I just want this kind of extra big wardrobe so that I can put my clothes down. ”

"Wardrobe, bought. I'm going to buy you more beautiful clothes. ”

The wardrobe was opened, and there were still a few pieces of clothing lying in it. Men's shirts are neatly hung on the left-hand side, while women's shirts are neatly hung next to men's shirts.

The promises he had made to her were now fulfilled on Gu Lingse's body.

Yao Xiaohan smiled bitterly, and she didn't know if she was more pitiful or Gu Lingse was more pitiful.

"Chengshu, I've never regretted one thing so much." Picking up a men's white shirt, Yao Xiaohan smiled bitterly.

She really shouldn't have lived in this Qinyuan Oasis and saw with her own eyes how everything that belonged to her became something in Gu Lingse's pocket.

The cruelest thing is not that you don't have it. Rather, they once had it, and now they have lost it one by one.

The furniture she carefully selected has now become a warm little home for Gu Lingse and him. This house, for her, is too cruel.

Holding Ye Chengshu's shirt, Yao Xiaohan entered the bathroom, wanting to take a bath and wash the place that Xiao Nai had kissed and touched. But as soon as she entered, her smile became much more desolate.

In the bathtub, hot water has been placed, obviously made for her when Ye Chengshu cleaned the room just now.

This man is always considerate and gentle. This is how she can let him go.

Yao Xiaohan bit his lip a little coquettishly, took off his clothes and got into the bathtub with a little sweetness.

Sink herself into the bathtub so that her tears don't flow.

I don't know how long she cried, Yao Xiaohan felt that if she continued to cry like this, I am afraid that the bathtub would be full of her tears.

Get up and get out of the tub. While dressing, she inadvertently saw her body in the mirror. There was a flush on his chest. That's the marks she left to wash away where Xiao Nai had touched. There are several places that have been scratched by her.

But the disgusting feeling still lingers. If he could, Yao Xiaohan wanted to use disinfectant to wash his body. But just like that, she still can't erase the disgust in her heart.

"Xiao Nai, you bastard!" scolded viciously, Yao Xiaohan turned his head away and didn't look at himself in the mirror. Buttoning up her shirt, she felt like she should not want to see the body she was proud of for a long time.

In addition to fleeing to the South Palace at the beginning, he showed aggrieved emotions when he first saw Ye Chengshu. After that, Yao Xiaohan never dared to show grievances and fear in front of him. She didn't want to use this pity to win his sympathy.

Now that Ye Chengshu leaves, the fear that he brought to a woman after he was almost raped, Yao Xiaohan dared to show it. Even though, she has tried to keep herself calm. I also convinced myself over and over again, telling myself that she was just almost raped, but she was not raped.

People who have a strong heart are very effective in their inner hints. What's more, Yao Xiaohan cried and went to find Ye Chengshu, in fact, only half of the elements were afraid, and most of them wanted to get close to him, let him hug him, and comfort himself.

Ye Chengshu is right, Yao Xiaohan does things many times not intentionally. She had already done it before she even figured out her heart. Like this time.

Wearing wet hair that was still dripping, Yao Xiaohan did not go to the guest room that Ye Chengshu helped her clean, but turned around and went into the master bedroom of the house.

She didn't even think about snatching Chengshu back from Gu Lingse's side again, lying on the bed he slept on and covering the quilt he had covered, wasn't it too much? She's just sneaking around and doing it with humility. It will not be known, let alone known by Gu Lingse. So, her little willfulness at once, it doesn't matter.

As if persuaded by himself, Yao Xiaohan got into the bed with a little joy. I buried my face in the quilt and sniffed it fiercely, with the faint fragrance of rose petals. It's the smell of the bearing. It seems that this is the case that Ye Chengshu is by her side.

The cell phone rang without warning.

Yao Xiaohan was taken aback, and subconsciously shuddered. A woman was almost raped, no matter how calm a person is, it is impossible not to be afraid.

What's more, the two words flashing on the screen of the mobile phone are impressive-

Shaunai.

Biting his lip and calming down, Yao Xiaohan gently picked up the phone.

"Lawyer Yao." Xiao Nai's voice over there was also deep exhaustion.

Yao Xiaohan didn't answer, just silently waited for Xiao Nai's next words.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I was abrupt just now. I hope Mr. Yao can forgive me for my rude behavior. I don't drink much alcohol, but today I drank a little more, and I couldn't control my emotions for a while. I'm so sorry. ”

Yao Xiaohan heard that Xiao Nai was sincerely apologizing. As she said to Chengshu, Xiao Nai is not the kind of despicable person. He still has the bottom line of morality.

"I don't ask Lawyer Yao to forgive me immediately. I called, just to say I'm sorry. ”

"Shaunai." Yao Xiaohan finally spoke, and she said calmly: "I forgive you." ”

"Thank you." A very low tone.

"I forgive you, not really for your actions. It's just that we can continue to work together. Please understand this. ”

"I know. But thank you anyway. ”

"You're welcome." Yao Xiaohan said coldly, "If it's okay, I'll hang up." ”

"Wait." Xiao Nai hurriedly stopped her.

"Hmm."

"Huang Jiancheng ......"

Yao Xiaohan's eyes were cold and he didn't speak.

"He's still useful to me, I hope Lawyer Yao doesn't-"

"I won't retaliate against Huang Jiancheng." Yao Xiaohan replied kindly, "If you don't want me to do this." ”

Xiao Nai said with obvious relief; "Thank you, Mr. Yao, for your understanding and understanding."

"It's fine." After speaking, Yao Xiaohan quickly hung up the phone. Xiao Nai called this phone, I'm afraid it wasn't to apologize. Instead, he wanted to convince her not to let her attack Huang Jiancheng!

She won't retaliate against Huang Jiancheng, but it doesn't mean that Chengshu won't trouble Huang Jiancheng. Thinking about it this way, she can't be considered to have deceived Xiao Nai.