Fu Tingyun was stunned for a moment, thinking of the intricate relationship in the backyard of the Yu family, thinking that Aunt Wu was afraid that she had also done some shady things, but after all, it was in the past, and now that she is out of the door of the Yu family, she is no longer a member of the Yu family. Seeing her crying heartbroken, her heart softened, she sighed faintly, and persuaded her euphemistically: "The Buddha has a saying, put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the ground." As long as you have the heart to be good, and from then on accumulate good and become virtuous, the Bodhisattva will bless you. Then he bent down to pull her.

Miss Wu grabbed her hand and knelt there, tears fell even more: "Mrs. Zhao...... You don't know...... I met you in Tanzhe Temple that day, and I just wanted to tell you...... I don't want to be a concubine, but I can't watch my father and young sister cornered...... When I arrived at Yu's house, Yu Xiujing didn't want to look at me, and there was a sense of indifference in her gestures, and Mrs. Wu just blindly asked me to please Mrs. Yu and Yu Xiujing...... My heart is full of no one to say...... Thinking that this is okay, I should have practiced in the sister-in-law's temple...... I didn't think about it, but I was pregnant......" she said this, her face gradually lost color, "I was happy at the time, I felt that if I could give birth to a son and a half daughter, I would have hope for the future, although Yu Xiujing looked down on me, but the children were always his blood and bones, for the sake of the children's face, give me some face, and treat me politely in front of outsiders, I will be satisfied...... But I didn't expect that not only did he not have the slightest joy, but also found fault with me everywhere, showed me a look, and treated me even more unbearable than before...... That's when I realized where I was going...... The child is even born. Like me, I always look at his face, and even, my sister-in-law's face...... I thought, why did I get pregnant? How nice it would be without this child! ”

Fu Tingyun listened, and "chuckled" in his heart, vaguely feeling that something had happened that made him shudder. She couldn't help but feel a pang in her heart.

“…… In the Midyear Festival that year, Mrs. Yu and the young grandmother were going to Tanzhe Temple to offer incense, "Miss Wu's eyes were glazed. Staring blankly into the air, he muttered, "I'll send them out." Waiting in front of the hanging flower gate early...... Mrs. Yu has not yet come. After a while, the young grandmother came over in a hug...... I'm busy coming forward to ask for peace...... The young grandmother didn't even look at me, and walked past me with a 'snort' through her nose...... The maids and mothers-in-law all scrambled to be the first to follow my grandmother, and I don't know who it was, and bumped me on the shoulder as they walked past me...... I knew that someone was making a mix for me, to please the grandmother, and I was afraid that someone would repeat the old trick, so I took a few steps back............ Didn't notice that there were steps behind him. All of a sudden, I fell on my back and fell under the steps......"

Fu Tingyun's eyes widened with an "ouch": "So, it wasn't Fan who pushed you?" ”

"It's not!" Miss Wu's pale face flashed a red glow, and she avoided Fu Ting's gaze as if evasively, and lowered her head in shame and shame, "I accidentally ...... myself," she whispered. "Lianxin was frightened, and it took a while to react, and she took my hand and asked, 'Auntie, what's wrong with you', her lips were white...... The eldest grandmother just frowned and glanced at me, scolding the maids around her, 'What are you doing stupidly?' If you don't help your aunt go back to the house, ask a doctor to come and show your aunt.'" The maid and Lianxin helped me and walked back...... Over there, Mrs. Yu walked over. Seeing two maids supporting me, I asked what was wrong? The grandmother smiled lightly: 'It's okay! I saw that Aunt Wu was getting heavier, so she didn't have to send me anymore, so I sent a little maid to help her go back'...... I felt like my waist was broken, and I couldn't walk steadily. Mrs. Yu glanced at me, only said a soft "um", and got into the carriage with the eldest grandmother without looking back.

"That's when I got it.

"No matter how kind Mrs. Yu usually treats me, when it comes to family interests and heir disputes, she will never be on my side. I'm the only one who still stupidly remembers what she said in my heart - 'As long as you give birth to a child, you will be raised by my side, have a bite of food from me, and never let him drink porridge'......"

As she spoke, the tears that had been stopped fell again.

"When I got back inside, I felt that something was wrong.

But when I thought of the understatement in which my grandmother spoke to Mrs. Yu, and when I thought of Mrs. Yu's tone with a bit of sky-high humming, my heart was pierced...... Since you don't want this child, what do I care! Anyway, I didn't want to live for a long time, so it's a big deal to lose his life......"

Fu Tingyun couldn't help but hold Miss Wu's hand tightly.

The corners of Aunt Wu's mouth trembled: "I haven't said anything." In the afternoon, Mrs. Yu and Grandma were about to return from the temple, and Lianxin came to ask me if I wanted to wait in front of the Hanging Flower Gate, only to notice my strange appearance...... "Her voice became lower and lower, "Then the imperial doctor came...... I quietly poured the medicine on ......" and she burst into tears.

Fu Tingyun felt an indescribable sadness in his heart.

I don't know if it's for Miss Wu, or the child who was given up by his mother because he wasn't expected.

But looking at Miss Wu who couldn't cry, she seemed to be able to understand Miss Wu's choice.

Just like herself, every time she sees several children and thinks of the child's father, her heart will be as sweet as drinking honey water.

"Don't cry!" Fu Tingyun persuaded Miss Wu, her voice was a little more sincere and gentle, and a little less polite to entertain, even she didn't expect it, and was slightly surprised, "Yesterday's events can't be kept." People have to look forward, so that the days can get better and better. I see that the woman in the countryside is still working in the fields when she is about to give birth, and it can be seen that this child can not be saved, not all because of carelessness, or you have no fate with that child......"

Miss Wu looked up in surprise, her eyes washed with tears were black and shining: "You, you forgive me......" She said cautiously, her expression full of uneasy hope.

Fu Tingyun was stunned, and then understood.

Miss Wu is a person who has read "The Female Commandment" and "The Legend of the Martyr", ethically speaking, as a mother, she is equivalent to killing her own child with her own hands, and the sin is heavy, even if she goes to the eighteen layers of hell after death. But emotionally, she felt that she was right to exempt the child from the pain of facing the difference between the concubines in the future, and to exempt the children from being inferior as concubines forever. In the midst of the contradictions, she desperately needs a judgment on what she has done......

Either because she couldn't tell anyone about it, or because there was some other reason, Miss Wu regarded her as the one who judged her right or wrong.

Is it because of this that Miss Wu has an inexplicable affection and kindness for herself!

Fu Tingyun is unknown.

She hopes that her words and deeds can comfort Miss Wu's panic, and she sincerely hopes that Miss Wu can put aside her past and start a new life.

In a sense, she, like Miss Wu, is a victim of Yu Xiujing.

"What qualifications do I have to say forgiveness, forgive." She smiled, "It's just that I think it's impossible for people not to make mistakes in this life, and the important thing is that we can't make the same mistake repeatedly." ”

Miss Wu hurriedly said: "I will never be like this again!" After speaking, he felt that this was a little inappropriate, and said hurriedly, "We have a lotus nunnery there to take in those lonely old people or children who have been abandoned by their parents. I have already discussed with my father, brother-in-law, and sister, and when I go back, I will work as a layman in the Lotus Nunnery near us, helping the masters in the nunnery to take care of the elderly and children. ”

Fu Tingyun was a little surprised by the open-mindedness of the Wu family. If you think about it, I think that's fine. Taking care of others, gaining recognition, and slowly forgetting the past pain.

She asked Yuwei to come in with a hundred taels of silver tickets.

"This is the incense money I donated to the Lotus Temple." Fu Ting stuffed the silver ticket to Miss Wu, "If there is any difficulty in the Lotus Nunnery in the future, you can report to me." Don't dare to say anything else, you can still donate some incense money. ”

Seeing that her words were sincere, Miss Wu thought about it, and she was not hypocritical, she accepted the silver ticket and said: "I will tell the master, and I will also pay tribute to the incense in front of the Bodhisattva every day on behalf of the lady, and ask the Bodhisattva to bless you with the safety of the house and all the best!" ”

Fu Tingyun thanked her, and the two gossiped again, seeing that it was noon, Fu Tingyun left Miss Wu for lunch, and Miss Wu politely declined, saying that she had not yet resigned to Mrs. Wu. Fu Tingyun didn't want to stay long, so she sent her to the gate.

On the day of Miss Wu's departure, let Yuwei take Cheng Yi to give Miss Wu a ride. As a result, when Yuwei came back, Mrs. Wu also came with her, and the words were all grateful to Fu Tingyun for sending Miss Wu, Fu Tingyun perfunctory a few words to her, and turned the topic to the spring banquet on the second day of the second month of February.

In the blink of an eye, it was March, and the people who went to Beijing to report on their work left Kyoto one after another, but Zhao Ling was nowhere to be seen.

Fu Tingyun couldn't help but be a little anxious and asked Ah Sen to inquire.

There was no letter from Ah Sen's side, and Shopkeeper Ye suddenly visited. It is said that the business of the restaurant where she joined before has been very prosperous in recent years, and the original place is not enough, one is to put down the shop next to it, and the other is to open a branch on East Street and West Street, so that the silver can not be turnover, he came to discuss Fu Tingyun, whether he can get the 10,000 taels of dividends this year and use it as an expansion of the shop.

Fu Tingyun originally invested in the restaurant, but he wanted to maintain the family's expenses, and now it is more than enough to unfairly maintain the family's expenses, and he can accumulate praise, he is already very happy, and asked the Ye shopkeeper's plan, listening to the orderly arrangement, knowing that they are not watching the business on a whim, they happily took 10,000 taels of silver tickets to the Ye shopkeeper.

Shopkeeper Ye smiled and left.

The next day, I took a few sites to ask Fu Tingyun.

The two discussed and discussed, and more than half a day passed.

Next is the decoration of the shop and the selection of dishes...... Fu Tingyun is busy every day, but the doubts in his heart are getting bigger and bigger.

She only participates in shares, and these business matters do not seem to belong to her...... (To be continued)