The whole world brightens up,

The buildings in the distance, the asphalt road underfoot, the thick plane trees on the side of the road, all this looks so familiar.

Qin Guan suddenly turned around, and finally realized that this was not his own university campus, and then looked at himself, the ancient robe had also become a set of modern casual clothes.

Frowning deeply, looking at this incomparably familiar environment.

He knew very well in his heart that he would definitely not be in the modern plane now, but in an illusion created by the demons in his heart.

Students walked past him in twos and threes holding books, chatting about topics of interest, and some girls saw him and would unconsciously take a few more glances to see the more famous handsome children in this college.

From time to time, there are girls who secretly chat for a few words, and then run away with a joke.

"Hey!"

Suddenly, a young and beautiful girl jumped in front of Qin Guan and scared him at Qin Guan, Qin Guan's body was stiff, his eyes were a little dull, and he shouted two words in his mouth, "Yuzhu." ”

"Why are you here in a daze?"

The girl looked Qin Guan up and down with a pair of smart big eyes, and then stretched out her hand to try it on Qin Guan's forehead, "There is no fever." ”

Seeing the person who once made him think about it day and night, Qin Guan felt like he was out of control, and unconsciously stepped forward and hugged the girl in front of him, and his tears couldn't stop staying.

"Hey, hey, what's wrong with you, what are you crying about, you're a big man, crying here, you'll be laughed at by your classmates."

"It's just that I haven't seen each other for a day, so I think of me, I think I cry, this is not like the usual Qin Guan."

The girl hugged Qin Guan and said.

Qin Guan didn't care about the strange eyes of the people around him, hugged Yuzhu and cried bitterly, like a wronged child, at this moment, Qin Guan's mind was completely lost.

The girl saw the eyes of the people around her, and an embarrassed smile appeared on her face, "It's okay, it's okay, don't look at it, we're practicing acting." After speaking, he dragged Qin Guan and ran outside the school.

Yuzhu pulled Qin Guan into a taxi, all the way to Qin Guan's residence, searched out the key from him and opened the door, after closing the door, Yuzhu looked at Qin Guan with a surprised face, and asked very puzzled: "What's wrong with you, why did you suddenly lose control of your emotions, did you encounter something, it's okay, you name it, let's figure it out together." ”

Qin Guan's mood had stabilized a little at this time, looked at the girl in front of him, reached out again to hug her tightly, and muttered, "Yuzhu, don't leave me." ”

"I'm not leaving you, what's wrong with you." Yuzhu patted Qin Guan's back with her hand and asked puzzledly, she felt that her boyfriend was very strange today.

"Okay, you go wash your face, I'll pour you a glass of water."

Qin Guan came to the bathroom, ready to wash his face, picked up the water and splashed it on his face, and when he raised his head again, Qin Guan found that he seemed to be several years younger in the mirror, not in appearance, but in temperament.

Slightly more immature than his usual temperament.

Qin Guan was stunned, suddenly, he was alert in his heart, himself, this is in the heart of the magic realm, this is not a real scene, what about Yuzhu.

Back to the living room, see the furnishings in his home, or a few years ago Yuzhu did not leave the appearance, the window sill on the pot of bamboo is still growing lush, this is Yuzhu and he bought back, raised for more than half a year, and then Yuzhu died, this pot of bamboo did not take long to wither, and finally slowly became dry, the small needles on the top fell down, so that the branches of Wenzhu became small yellow branches.

In the end, my mother felt bad, so she moved the basin away.

Qin Guan can be 100% sure that all of this is an illusion, it is all a illusion of the heart, and only by breaking through it can he not be trapped here.

"Let's take a sip of water." Yuzhu's voice sounded behind him.

Qin Guan turned around, and the moment he saw Yuzhu, he had just risen the heart to smash all this, and suddenly he was extremely reluctant to get up, at least, there was Yuzhu to accompany him.

He has several women, but he has never forgotten his first love Yuzhu, he can't forget the beauty of the two, he can't forget the painful feeling of holding her when she died, and he can't forget the thoughts after that.

Yuzhu's home is in Yunnan, the surname Yu is one of the four surnames of the Dai people, Yuzhu is an authentic Dai girl, she is an orphan, grew up with her grandmother, and her grandmother passed away after she was admitted to university.

However, Yuzhu was not immersed in sadness, but was a strong and optimistic girl, always full of the smell of sunshine, Qin Guan fell in love with this girl after seeing her for the first time at school.

Qin Guan took a sip of water, his eyes were still looking at the young and beautiful girl in front of him, the girl stiffened her nose, and made a grimace at Qin Guan, "What's wrong with you, why are you suddenly so out of control, hugging me and crying at school, you lost the adult, do you know, let me tell you, tomorrow you will definitely make headlines on campus." ”

After saying that, he laughed.

Qin Guan didn't say anything, just looked at him quietly.

Yuzhu saw Qin Guan in a daze, jumped over and sat next to Qin Guan, hugged his arm, let Qin Guan's head rest on his shoulder, gently patted his shoulder with his hand, and said like a child: "Good girl, don't be unhappy, can you tell me what's wrong." ”

Qin Guan raised his head, looked at the girl, and showed a slightly sad smile, "I, I just miss you very much, I miss you very much." ”

"I don't want to lose you, but I can't do anything about it." Qin Guan said.

The girl rolled her eyes and said: "Don't be unhappy, do you remember the plan I told you before, I am going to go back to my hometown this summer to see, when the time comes, you will accompany me, I can take you to eat delicious snacks, celebrate our festival, and live in Grandma's bamboo building." ”

"I was thinking, when I work in the future, I want to make a lot of money, and then build a hope primary school in my hometown, when I was a child, I had to go to school over mountains and mountains, it was very hard, and I didn't want my younger brothers and sisters to work so hard."

The girl said to herself, but her voice grew farther and farther away.

Qin Guan endured the feeling of heartache like a pinprick as he watched the girl's figure gradually blur and finally disappear, and everything around him returned to chaos.

Qin Guan opened his eyes, and tears flowed down his eyes.

With his great will, he freed himself from his demons, he was unwilling to leave, he wanted to be by Yuzhu's side forever, but all this was illusory after all, but this feeling of abandoning the obsession in his heart also made him feel extremely painful.

Qin Guan took out a piece of top-grade jade that was half a person tall from the space, put it on the table, stared at the jade with his eyes, and looked at it for a long time, as if he was in a daze.