What should love look like, little Bian Qingran once thought about this question very seriously.

If I had to describe it in one thing, it would be wine. The best way is to stop and keep a sense of sobriety, rather than giving the other person unrealistic delusions because of the heat of the moment and impulsiveness.

In Bian Qingran's memory, only when his mother was drunk could he see himself from the eyes of the only relatives in the world. At that time, she would rub his face with her soft fingertips, and look at him with extremely gentle eyes.

But when she woke up, the familiar indifference would appear again, twenty-four hours a day, and she would not look at Bian Qingran again when she was awake.

At the beginning, Bian Qingran was also wronged, angry, and hated, but it wasn't until his mother left that he knew what the other party had experienced.

Mom just regarded Bian Qingran as a reflection of that man, struggling between love and hate, and couldn't ask for it. And now, she is still relieved and has gone to another world to find the feelings she wants.

After she left, Bian Qingran had no change in her life, except for the ability to see ghosts, and she was neither close nor close to the crowd.

Marx said that people are the sum of all social relations, even if Bian Qingran wants to reject people thousands of miles away, he has to face friends, classmates, and teachers...... Play your part and keep things running.

He hid his deep boredom in his heart, put on a near-perfect mask, concealed his emotions, and succeeded in creating a perfect image externally. There are more and more people who like him like this, but such superficial likes seem to be cheaper than his mother's love, how long can it last.

Later, he would often have a dream about a woman whose face she couldn't see clearly, and she often followed behind a man, and she did a lot of stupid things, and she also moved the person in the dream a little bit. The girl was so timid, but she was willing to pick up the sword in her hand for the person she liked, and the man's unspoken liking became the biggest regret.

also made Bian Qingran understand that maybe in this world, in the future, there will be such a person who will appear and become his only one, and he must remember to say that he likes it.

In college, he met more people, only Xia Shuochen was the only one who understood his indifference and still wanted to be friends with him.

The other party is obviously much warmer and more fulfilling than his heart, with a happy childhood, a beautiful and considerate partner, and everything is developing on a good trajectory. How nice would it be if that didn't happen? But without it, would he still be able to meet her?

Soon after Xia Shuochen's death, she finally appeared, but she came as Bian Qingran's ex-girlfriend Lin Xiao, and her eyes were as familiar as those in her dreams, which made Bian Qingran wonder if the story in his dream would be his and her past life.

And standing in front of Bian Qingran at this moment, she said that she wanted to find the cause of her death and then go to reincarnation.

How could Bian Qingran not know what reincarnation represents? If she went to reincarnation, he would have to say goodbye to her again. Is there a chance to meet again?

So he chose to hide it, and when Su Su asked who he was, he didn't hesitate to tell a lie. Later, he also tried to turn this lie into reality countless times, but it never seemed to have a chance.

She always wanted to know the story of Lin Xiao, Bian Qingran could see it, but he just didn't want to confess, until Tang Yu's appearance scared him.

With so many people coveting her, what can Bian Qingran do, he can't protect her.

So when Tang Yu proposed to merge with him, he agreed, not only for himself, but also for his confessed friend to seek justice.

Tang Yu said that he lost, to a girl who had someone in his heart. She also asked the protector of the once mighty four kingdoms to be his stand-in, although aggrieved, but willingly.

didn't wait for the girl to give up first, Tang Yu was afraid first, Lu Yao was already weak, and she stuck to him every day, Yin Qi was not so kind to the living, Tang Yu felt sorry for her.

Tang Yu said that let Bian Qingran help Lu Yao avenge and let her forget all her previous memories, Bian Qingran said yes, the two of them touched their wine glasses, looked at each other and smiled, with the sadness of being the same fallen people at the end of the world.

When Bian Qingran really became Tang Yu and had a strong soul power, he knew the meaning of reincarnation and understood her determination.