"You have a relationship with you?" Murong Wen couldn't accept it, but she was still a sane person, and she could still listen to Qiu Cheng's explanation. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"What Wu Yang said was all things he explained, and I said that I might be an agent, which is also something I guessed" Qiu Cheng said: "Maybe because I did something before, and then I was targeted by the trafficking group, even if I left the secret service department, they didn't want to let me go!" ”

"What the hell did you do? What do you think you did before, and now you are involved in this thing! Murong Wen didn't understand the question, but Qiu Cheng shook his head: "I don't know what it is, what I said is speculation, because only this explanation is reasonable, why did Wu Yang treat me like this, why did I become the target of the memory trafficking group, is there a more reasonable explanation besides this explanation?" ”

"Then why didn't you ask Wu Yang at that time, ask a clear question!" Murong Wen asked.

It's just that Qiu Cheng was silent, and finally shook his head and said, "Didn't you say it just now?" It's because of what's happening now that I'm guessing about it, I didn't think about it that much before, but since I have such a guess, I won't ask about it, because I must have understood these things before, and I accepted to leave the Secret Service like this, there must be a reason for me, so I don't want to break my current life. ”

Qiu Cheng's words surprised Murong Wen, but she also accepted it so much, because this is Xiao Mu's memory, Xiao Mu's character, she has been taught before, and after she left the Liu family, she didn't choose to sell her memory, but also because of Xiao Mu's influence, this is Xiao Mu! Murong Wen said this to herself in her heart.

"That's why you're never going to solve the mystery in your heart," Murong Wen said lightly, "Because those truths may cause you pain, right?" ”

Qiu Cheng nodded and said, "Maybe it's not a pain, it's just that it will affect my life now!" ”

Then Murong Wen also nodded, just with a little disappointment and sadness, she understood Qiu Cheng, understood Xiao Mu, even if she didn't want Qiu Cheng's attitude to be like this, but she knew that there was no way to do this.

"Didn't you find out?" Murong Wen listened to Qiu Cheng say, but she also thought about these questions, and also explained to Qiu Cheng: "The things we said can't seem to be connected, what you said, you are Xiao Mu, and the world I said, you are Liu Yifeng, have you never believed me?" ”

"I want to believe you!" Qiu Cheng showed an embarrassed expression, he didn't know how to explain this matter to Murong Wen, there was no excuse, but the facts were in front of him, and he finally said: "However, things are really not what you remember!" ”

"How's my memory?" Murong Wen knew that Qiu Cheng didn't believe her from the beginning, she was very angry, like the person she was most willing to believe, or the person she liked, didn't believe in herself, such an inner grievance turned into anger: "Everything I said is true, everything exists, and it's all in my memory." ”

"But I've already proven it with you!" Qiu Cheng was also a little broken, he just didn't understand why Murong Wen was so stubborn, and said helplessly: "Obviously, everything proves that what you said is false, but you are so insistent, don't you feel ridiculous?" Why go against things that don't exist? ”

"You just don't believe me!" Murong Wen said that it was a refutation, but in fact, it was more like a scolding, like a scolding for her boyfriend, not loving herself and not caring about herself.

"Then you have to come up with a reason to believe you!" Qiu Cheng really broke out this time: "I always want to believe you, I also hope that what you say is true, I also hope that when I am in the Liu family, Liu Yiyun is my brother, I also hope to have such a brother who cares about people, I also hope to prove that Xiao Mu is dead when I was in the orphanage, a person like me is a waste person, nothing, no friends, no relatives, no life of his own, every day is like a cycle of death, I also hope that I am dead, and then Liu Yifeng, there are relatives, I have friends, I have a girlfriend like you, but you just can't prove this, I, Xiao Mu, am still alive, or with this simple life, I am alive in vain! ”

Qiu Cheng said a lot in one breath, like an inner cry, he has been accepting himself, accepting his own reality, not fighting for everything, he doesn't seem to be self-motivated, but he is so comfortable, sometimes enviable, but he also has his own pursuits, he also hopes to have a family, his relatives, brothers, parents, a wonderful and perfect life.

Murong Wen looked at Qiu Cheng who broke out all of a sudden, she was stunned, she thought she knew Qiu Cheng and Xiao Mu, but the desire that erupted in Xiao Mu's heart, she hadn't thought about it at all before, at this time he realized that even if he was a person who was willing to be mediocre, he also had a dream, that is, he hoped that he would have a wonderful life.

A person struggles all his life, has his own goals, many times for the people around him, in order to let his parents and brothers live a good life, and then struggle, with such motivation, they will not give up before countless difficulties, keep moving forward, keep moving forward, so that they have dreams, have their own pursuits, and Xiao Mu just doesn't have such a dream, he will be so indisputable, with this kind of life life that is better to die than to live.

Xiao Mu also wants to have a dream life, but in his life, there are no people to struggle for, countless people hope that they are alone and have no burden, but in Xiao Mu's eyes, all those burdens are a kind of happiness, and what some people want to get rid of is a dream that can never be touched in Xiao Mu's eyes.

The two of them were silent, Murong Wen felt that she had only met a new person, Qiu Cheng felt that she had burst out of a different self, the self that had always been hidden deep in her heart, what she had always wanted to say, not to say it to Murong Wen, but to say it to everyone, and now that she said it, her heart was calm.

"That's why when I say those things, you're going to follow me stupidly to prove it, right?" Finally, Murong Wen asked, her tone calm.

"I don't know!" Qiu Cheng also quieted down, feeling that he yelled like that just now, not like himself, and he shouldn't yell at Murong Wen like that, he still said calmly: "What about me, I have no resistance to beautiful women, I have no way to make a fuss, and I also want to know the truth about what you said, although I feel troublesome, although I hope it is what you said, but I firmly believe that I am myself in my heart, so I will insist so much, and in the end I am still disappointed, this disappointment is my innermost self." (To be continued.) )