Fanwaijiu teenager's heart
Everyone will have some very important people in their hearts, maybe lovers, maybe relatives, maybe friends.
For Heshu, there are two such people.
One is his maternal grandmother, Mrs. Duan, and the other is his little cousin Cheng Wei.
He was a wild seed of unknown origin, the bitter fruit of his mother's humiliation, but his grandmother never disliked him because of it.
Every birthday and festival, he can get a gift that contains the kindness of his grandmother.
It seems that for his grandmother, he is a grandchild who is no different from Han Zhi and Han Ping's cousins, and there is no need to hide his background and think that he is unsightly.
Sometimes he thinks, how can he not mind? His father was the murderer of his mother!
He himself would have a deep dislike for himself.
But his grandmother told him again and again that his mother loved him. When he was still in his mother's womb, his mother told his grandmother that she had been ruined and that she could never marry again, and that it was a blessing in misfortune to have a child of blood to accompany her for the rest of her life.
My grandmother said that every child was born from a star in the sky that fell into the mother's womb, and he was the mother's lucky star.
He was moved, but never believed.
How kind and loving his grandmother was, she weaved such touching words to the son of the man who killed her daughter.
If his mother really thought so, how could she kill herself so soon after giving birth to him?
His mother was as kind as his grandmother, and no matter how much she disliked him as a wild species, she couldn't bear to strangle him.
"So, my mother committed suicide, not because she disliked me, but to protect me?" After listening to Cheng Wei's story, tears flashed in his eyes.
He is eighteen years old, and his body has become no different from ordinary people, but at the moment he is still fragile and wants to cry.
"That's right. Heshu, of course my aunt loves you, if she can, she will definitely be willing to watch you grow up. But at that time she was threatened, and if she didn't kill herself, those wicked people would kill you. In desperation, she has no choice but to sacrifice herself to protect you. Cheng Wei spoke very seriously to He Shu.
A lot of times, she thought, people need white lies.
He Shu's body is better, but his heart has not been better.
He knew the real mastermind behind the killing of his aunt, and saw what happened to them, but there was one person he couldn't forgive, and that was himself.
Looking at the relief revealed in Heshu's grief, Cheng Wei knew that his heart knot was finally resolved.
This was the last time He Shu saw Cheng Wei before deciding to leave the capital.
He went to the hot spring Zhuangzi in the suburbs of Beijing again.
It was when it was cold, he didn't need to come here anymore, and after Cheng Wei cured his congenital weakness that year, he really didn't come again.
Although he didn't show any envy since he was a child, he liked the joy of the New Year and preferred the excitement of the Shangyuan Festival.
He didn't have the opportunity to participate in these excitement before, and he was reluctant to miss it in the future.
However, this year's Shangyuan Festival, despite his grandmother's obstruction, he still came here.
Walking in the smoky hot spring village, the corners of his mouth have been smiling faintly.
He was familiar with every plant and tree here, and he used to want to escape from the place, but he really didn't come again in the future, and he was so nostalgic.
The sound of footsteps came, and He Shu raised his eyes, and the smile on his lips condensed.
"How did you end up here?" He secretly clenched his fists and asked coldly.
Suddenly meeting, Rong Xin was also a little at a loss: "I...... I thought you wouldn't be here this year......"
"You're not welcome here, please get out!"
"He Shu-" Rong Xin stepped forward and grabbed He Shu's wrist.
He Shu shook off suddenly: "Don't touch me!" Why, if your mother pretends to be friends with my mother, do you do the same? ”
Rong Xin was stunned for a moment, then his face gradually turned pale, and his lips moved: "Heshu, you can't say that......"
"So what should I do? Like that year, soak in the hot springs with you and eat mutton pots? It's a pity that the things and people of the past can't come back! ”
These words were like a sharp arrow, plunged into Rong Xin's heart.
He staggered back and laughed miserably: "Heshu, you don't need to say this, I have self-knowledge." Past Events and ...... Man, never come back. ”
His ugly girl can only exist in memories and dreams for a long time.
He didn't even know who to hate. Who do you hate, can you give him back his ugly girl?
He didn't expect to marry her, at least she could still quarrel with him and laugh and laugh like she did when she was a child. Now, he didn't even dare to meet her, and all the royal banquets couldn't be excused.
He was afraid to see a complete stranger in her gaze.
Rong Xin's embarrassment made He Shu's tone soften slightly: "In that case, what are you still doing here?" ”
"I have begged the emperor's uncle, and I will go to the north to experience at the beginning of spring, and I don't know when I will come back. I thought about it, I didn't have anything to worry about, I just wanted to come here for a walk. ”
He Shu lowered his eyes and was silent.
Rong Xin stepped forward: "Heshu, I know you hate me." Why don't you just beat me up and get angry. ”
He Shu tilted his head: "If it was useful to beat you, I would have beaten you a long time ago." ”
Rong Xin gritted his teeth: "So, do you want to hate me for the rest of your life and treat me as an enemy?" ”
He Shu looked at him and said lightly: "At least now I can't forgive." As for the future, let's wait for the future. You go, I still have business. ”
After He Shu finished speaking, he raised his feet and walked forward, leaving Rong Xin to stop there.
There is a laurel tree at the end of the Zhuangzi, which is growing better and better than in that year.
He Shu stood under the tree and looked up for a long time before he found the wishing ribbon that he threw with Cheng Wei and them a few years ago.
His one actually hung on the highest place.
He Shu couldn't help but smile.
He remembered that he was weak and weak at that time, and he couldn't throw it a few times, and finally the wish written on the ribbon was looked at by Cheng Wei and Cousin Che.
Later, with the encouragement of Cousin Che, he wrote a better wish on the ribbon and threw it on.
Now, the wishes on the ribbon have come true.
He Shu stopped under the laurel tree for a long time, took out a brand new ribbon from his arms, and threw it with all his strength.
The branches swayed, and streamers fluttered in the wind.
He Shu turned around and walked out with firm steps.
The world is so big, he thought that he would not have the opportunity to take a look in this life, so he could only drag his weak body and pass away regretfully, it was Cheng Wei who gave him the opportunity to see the scenery of the world.
Yes, another very important person in his heart is undoubtedly Cheng Wei.
When I was a child, I was a teenager, and maybe it was a long, long time later.
But he hopes that one day, in the vast sea of people, he will meet a good girl like his little cousin.
I think he will meet it, after all, he hangs those wishes that he can't say on the laurel tree.
The person who made the wish gradually moved away, the laurel branch was still shaking, Rong Xin quietly came closer, and also took out a ribbon and threw it up.
People are gone, and the two of them are going to a new life, and perhaps they will become more mature and rational in the training, and only the luxuriant and evergreen laurel tree knows all the thoughts of the teenagers who have been deeply hidden. (To be continued.) )