"Next......" Zhuang Jia muttered, his eyes became empty, and his voice was low, "Next, I'm probably going to see a doctor......

……

There is no appointment this time.

When I arrived at the clinic, the psychologist happened to have time and received Zhuang Jia.

I hadn't seen Zhuang Jia come over for a long time, and Dr. Zhang was a little surprised.

"How are you doing?"

"I don't know if it's good." Zhuang Jia lay on the couch in the consultation room and said slowly, "If it refers to suspiciousness, crankiness, and self-pity, it seems that there have always been problems, but the fear and rejection of men are not as strong as before." ”

"Oh?" Dr. Zhang asked, "What do you think helped you overcome your mental barrier?" ”

Zhuang Jia thought for a while and replied, "It should be in love." I have found that everyone has ambitions in their dealings with others. Some are well-intentioned intentions that want to please you and want to be intimate with you; Some are malicious intentions that want to see you out of trouble, want to make you bad.

Ambition is a normal thing in interpersonal interactions, and I don't need to be afraid, as long as I keep a safe distance, they can't hurt me. ”

Doctor Zhang's hand holding the pen paused slightly, and looked at Zhuang Jia, "So, you have come to the conclusion that you can keep yourself safe by staying away from them?" ”

"No, you're talking more like an escape." Zhuang Jia shook his head lightly, "I think, in fact, I also have ambitions, I also have things I want to get, when a relationship can't give me what I want, this relationship will become a hurtful ......"

There was a faint noise and noise outside the door.

Dr. Zhang apologized and interrupted Zhuang Jia: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

He opened the door and walked out, Zhuang Jia ignored it, and continued to say to himself: "My first love was when I was 15 years old, and others said that first love was unforgettable, but I don't have much impression anymore, I only remember that I cried when he transferred to another school, and then I slowly forgot about it......

The second time I fell in love, I liked the senior senior, and I brought it home to play at the birthday party, but after he saw my mother, his eyes didn't roll immediately, and then he proposed to me to break up, saying that he preferred an attractive strong woman like my mother, what the hell......"

The noise outside the door became louder, mixed with the roar of the man and the cry of the woman—

"That's the guy, isn't it?! …… Are you really good, why did you go to a psychiatrist to see a doctor, and you saw the doctor in bed?! How long have you two been dating?! …… Say!! ”

Zhuang Jia didn't hear it, and continued to talk to herself: "There is a third time...... The third time, someone finally liked me, and he said that the frowning look I made when I drew the design was cute, but it turned out to be a lie.

Compared to my friends, I'm really mediocre except for dressing up pretty. Zizi is not only smart, but also independent and self-reliant, and can solve any problem in front of her. Zhinuan is versatile, and he seems to be silent, but in fact, his mind is more correct than anyone else's. What about me...... Not smart, unsteady, and very squeamish and lazy. The most commonly heard evaluation is lively and cute, the word lively and cute, in fact, is equivalent to ordinary and featureless, right?

Oh, I've got a talent for design...... But with my mom as a comparison, this talent has become a matter of course, and it is not worth mentioning.

Dr. Zhang, I really hope that someone likes me, even if I am so ordinary and so bad, I hope that person can like me wholeheartedly, and only put me on the tip of my heart, the only one, the only one, not a substitute for others, or a filling of emotional emptiness. ”

No one responded to her.

The noise outside the door continued.

Zhuang Jia got up and walked out, and saw Dr. Zhang and Miss Ma huddled in the corner, and a strange man was beating and smashing like thunder.

She didn't care if Dr. Zhang could hear it or not, she stood in place and said calmly: "I came here today to talk about this, mainly to tell you that my illness has probably been cured and I will not come back in the future." ”

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