Chapter 2: You have a crush on me, and I love you
March 7, 2004, at 5.30 p.m.
Gyeongju No. 1 High School.
Liu Ze had just arrived at the school gate on a bicycle, a luxury car whizzed past from behind and almost touched him, a sharp turn stopped at the door, and Su Anan jumped down from the car.
Liu Ze glanced at the fiery envy in his heart, and pretended to be very calm in his eyes, Su Anan is the little princess in the class, her family is superior, she is also beautiful, and her personality is very easy-going, not only the boys in the class, but many boys in the whole school like her.
The inferiority complex and poor speech in his heart made Liu Ze, who had always been eager to communicate with Su An'an, never have a chance, and he also strongly controlled himself not to have a chance, he calmly and almost cold-blooded understood that he had to study wholeheartedly in the third year of high school, and he must not be distracted.
He had a strong premonition, his heart was like a depressed volcano, it had been suppressed, and if he found a breakthrough, it would erupt regardless of it, and this breakthrough could only be Su An'an.
From the first day of school, Liu Ze liked her when he saw Su An'an, she was wearing a beautiful and expensive dress, her father drove a luxury car to send it, the family of three talked and laughed, Liu Ze was very envious, he had always had a crush on Su An'an, he hid it very well, never told others, and even Su An'an didn't notice it at all.
He was too ordinary at first, even in the same class for almost three years, and the number of times they could talk was very limited.
Liu Ze also created a miracle, from the township middle school to the first place in the entrance to Gyeongju No. 1 Middle School, but to the master of the provincial key high school, he was only ranked 11th in class 3, and the whole grade was 120 later, the first midterm exam fell to 20 in the class, after the second year of high school, he rose against the trend and took the first place in the class, even if there were ups and downs later, he was also in the top three in the class.
He likes to be self-taught and doesn't follow class discipline very well.
The head teacher, Mi Lan, doesn't like him, and the relationship between classmates is average, and he doesn't have any close friends.
"Goodbye, Dad." Su Anan saw Liu Ze, said hello to his father, and walked in side by side with Liu Ze.
Liu Ze's heart beat faster, and he felt that he could smell the fragrance on Su An'an's body, and the very good smell of the girl's fragrance made him can't help but sniff two sips secretly, it smells so good, and the accelerated beating of his heart makes him lose his usual calmness.
Yes, the more repressed he is, the more he desires, especially at his age, he is very eager to explore women, he has a habit that no one knows and even feels shameful, that is the deepest secret in his heart.
"Liu Ze."
Su Anan shouted with a sweet smile.
"Hmm."
Liu Ze didn't know how to respond, those bad boys would say witty things, he also wanted to be like a river, and it seemed that he couldn't do it.
On weekdays, except for studying hard and being admitted to the farthest university from home, he does not do amateur activities.
"Liu Ze, have a good weekend, it's the last weekend before the college entrance examination." Su An'an's sweet voice sounded.
"Hmm."
Liu Ze was a little nervous, thinking of the quarrel between his parents at home, yes, the last weekend, just like this, he didn't know what warmth was, his heart was empty, what was he living for? Studying hard? He sometimes wonders why people always have to die, so why do they still live so hard? Later, suddenly he understood that if you don't work hard, you will only live harder, so in order to be a little happier in the future, you have to pay, you have to refrain.
Su Anan likes to wear skirts very much, every skirt is very good-looking, she always likes to tie a ribbon around her waist, which reflects her thin waist and waist curve, her figure is very good, her buttocks are like ripe peaches and straight, the thin waist has a deep concave arc, a beautiful waist socket on one side, and her breasts are also well developed, one of the few girls who wear corsets.
After all, born in a wealthy family, the parents are very visionary, and when the breasts are developed, they wear corsets, and many other girls also wear tight suspenders.
For high school boys, the faintly revealed corset straps seem to have a kind of magic, and they especially like to look at it, Liu Ze secretly glanced at it several times, licked his lips, and exhaled cautiously, warning himself that the college entrance examination is coming, and he must not be distracted.
It was a rare opportunity for the two of them to be alone, Su Anan wanted to find something to say, she was not too good at taking the initiative to chat, and said angrily in her heart: "It's really that the stones in the dung pit are smelly and hard, won't you say a few more words?" ”
The two walked towards the school building.
"An An." A tall sunny boy walked over and greeted him with a smile, with love in his eyes that couldn't be hidden, after all, Su Anan was dressed fashionably, the delicate eldest lady, the hairstyle with bangs, beautiful and cute, boys like to talk.
Su Anan got angry and shouted, "Classmate Qian, you should call me Su An'an." ”
"Haven't you been called that since you were a child?"
"This is the school, you can't call me that."
"Okay, Su An'an, let's go to the classroom together." Qian Bing is not angry at all, the two have been friends since childhood, and they are childhood sweethearts.
"Who wants to go to the classroom with you, I'm not in the same class as you."
Qian Bing smiled, "Who is this person next to you?" ”
Su Anan said angrily: "Are you polite, Liu Ze, a classmate in my class." ”
Without waiting for the introduction, Qian Bing smiled and said: "Liu Ze, I've heard that every time the examination room is arranged, it is the first examination room, and the scholar is wow." ”
"I know you too."
Liu Ze said.
Su Anan had to go to the dormitory first, although she didn't live in the dormitory, she still wanted a bed for a lunch break and put things, and she brought some snacks from home to share with her sisters.
A girl who knows how to behave in the world and can think about others.
Qian Bing walked with Liu Ze, "You're from Qingnan Town, right?" ”
"Yes."
"It's good to study, come on and get into a university, hehe." Qian Bing patted him on the shoulder, "Don't you think anything about Su An'an, a bad student like me doesn't care about the college entrance examination, for you, the college entrance examination is the only chance to change your fate." ”
Liu Ze has a fire in his heart, he hates threats, and being despised by others, he longs for honor, longs for others to worship, and longs to change his fate, this is all the motivation for him to study hard and leave this damn place as soon as possible.
At the same time, he also knows the reality.
"I know."
After he finished speaking, he left, went back to the rental house to get a book, it was the nursery community behind the school, full of green saplings, sat on the ridge of the field for three quarters of an hour, exhaled deeply, and the breath that pressed on his heart dissipated.
Evening self-study starts at six o'clock on time.
Liu Ze is studying in the second class of the third year of Gyeongju No. 1 High School.
Gyeongju is a small city in the middle of the country, and the only way for students here is to study.
Today happens to be Sunday night, the college entrance examination is approaching, the school finally gave the students a day off to go home to see, and there will be no rest until three days before the college entrance examination.
Liu Ze felt a strong sense of urgency when he came to the classroom, almost all the students were lying on the table to write and draw, even if the evening self-study had not started and the teacher was not there, no one spoke.
The countdown to the college entrance examination on the blackboard is 60 days, which is very eye-catching.
Some of the usual mischievous guys are also silent at this time.
A college entrance examination will torture everyone like this, there is indeed only one way for children from ordinary families in small places to get ahead, every parent grasps it very tightly, and every student carries the expectations of a family.
For Liu Ze, the sooner the college entrance examination, the better, and he will definitely choose a prestigious university that is farthest from home.
He walked into the classroom absent-mindedly, never focusing on anyone else.
Su Anan was seriously answering the exercises, and looked up as if she was conscious, and a little light from the remnants of the slanting sun spilled in, and for a moment it hit his face, adding a mysterious charm, she pursed her lips, and a distress rose in her heart, which has always been the feeling that Liu Ze gave her.
Liu Ze came to his place and sat down, this is the position on the left side of the third row, Jiang Chen's relationship with him at the same table is okay, he is the only existence in the class who can still say a few words, and sitting in front of him is Su Anan and her best friend Meng Xue.
With a solemn atmosphere, the head teacher Gu Qing walked in, and the class was immediately silent, and it would be very obvious if a needle fell, and the heavy breathing of some students could be heard.
The students lowered their heads and did not dare to look at the people on the podium.
Liu Ze slowly raised his head and glanced at Gu Qing, then lowered his head to look at his book.
Very serious, very serious girl, not tall, chubby, with a pair of thick-rimmed glasses, still can't hide the freckles on her face, and she also likes to wear skirts, but her waist is very fat, like a bucket, and her eyes are sharp and majestic.
The old head teacher of Class 2 had a cerebral infarction during the summer vacation of the second year of high school, and Gu Qing was ordered to take the head teacher just after graduating from the provincial key normal university, which is actually less than 22 years old.
A pair of OL dresses, a typical teacher's tube skirt, a strong intellectual temperament, but the face is very cold and serious, under the glance, the students have to retreat, look at the books and pretend to write and draw.
In private, everyone called her Gu Witch, and reprimanded her students like a grandson.
Gu Qing glanced at the students below and said coldly: "Students, the battle of the college entrance examination is about to start, this is a war without gunpowder, and it is extremely cruel. ”
"Then the final result will almost determine your future fate, thousands of troops crossed the single-plank bridge and squeezed out, that is, the carp jumped over the dragon gate and the flying dragon went to the nine heavens."
"Can't jump? Hum! If you fall into the water, you can only climb ashore and continue again. ”
Sure enough, it's this set again!
Although Gyeongju No. 1 High School is the best high school in Gyeongju, its education is still very backward.
In 2003, there were 60 students in a class, and on average, only about 10 people could pass the undergraduate line, and only 3-5 people could go to the key line.
About 60% of those who repeat their studies for one year can be re-admitted to university.
There are also some people who have to repeat their studies for two years, or even three years, just to study for a university, spending many years and tens of thousands of dollars in tuition, what about after graduation? It's hard to get around in a big city.
Su Anan listened absent-mindedly, her seat was in front of Liu Ze, and she took out a small mirror to look at Liu Ze who was looking down and contemplating, the boy's concentration was always very attractive, his thick eyebrows wrinkled and trembled from time to time, and he bit his lip lightly and only felt that it was more beautiful.
He is always alone, he doesn't communicate much with other classmates in the class, and the loneliness of living alone makes Su Anan feel distressed, and he wants to go deep into his heart to melt that layer of hard ice, but Liu Ze is difficult to approach.
Liu Ze is a well-deserved first place in the second class of the third year of high school, and his grade is stable in the top ten.
Teacher Gu had a lot of lectures today, which made Su Anan a little irritable.