Volume_245.Stabbed by the most trusted person
After Bai Xianxiu finished explaining, he didn't appear again, and Eun-hee felt that her suppressed heart was suddenly loosened, as if her consciousness and strength had returned to her body and belonged to her again.
Bai Xianxiu's words just now made Eun Hee stunned, she carefully recalled Bai Xianxiu's words and pondered the plan.
In the other room, Nian En and Liu Ruyu were ready to sleep, and the two were a little sleepy after chatting for a while, but there was a knock outside the door, it was Feng Yi's voice: "White fox, have you slept?" ”
Liu Ruyu and Nian En glanced at each other, both a little puzzled, Feng Yi almost never came to them on this big night, because there was nothing wrong, what happened today?
Liu Ruyu changed her clothes and replied, "I didn't sleep, what's wrong?" ”
Nian En also pricked up her ears and waited for Feng Yi's answer, but she didn't hear a voice from outside for a long time, she sat up, and then asked Liu Ruyu: "Why didn't he speak?" ”
"I don't know." Liu Ruyu was a little puzzled, Feng Yi had never been so strange.
At this time, it was a little late, Liu Ruyu didn't know what Feng Yi was looking for her, but after all, she was a friend, even if Feng Yi didn't have anything to do, such a strange silence should feel abnormal, Liu Ruyu explained to Nianen, and then wanted to go out to check, at this time, Feng Yi's voice, which had disappeared outside for a while, sounded again: "It's okay, I want you to go with me." ”
Listening to Feng Yi's voice was also a little strange, Liu Ruyu opened the door, Feng Yi stood at the door and looked at her, his eyes glanced into the room again, and saw Nian En hiding in the quilt, he said to Liu Ruyu: "Let's go, walk with me." ”
Liu Ruyu looked at Feng Yi's eyes that flashed with golden light, but she was stunned for a few seconds, and then quickly closed the door, with a hint of emotion on her face.
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Nian En poked his head out, Feng Yi asked Aunt Yu to go out for a walk on this big night? The snow outside hasn't melted yet, but it's okay, if Feng Yi can rub a little spark of love with Liu Ruyu, it will be a great thing! Thinking of this, Nian En felt pretty good.
But Feng Yi didn't come to ask Liu Ruyu for other things at all, he just needed someone to talk to.
Under the moonlight, the two lonely figures stood in the heavy snow one after the other, Feng Yi looked at the night sky and was distracted, while Liu Ruyu looked at his back and sighed.
"Time is running out?" Liu Ruyu asked.
"Yes." The phoenix nodded slightly, then retracted his gaze and turned back, his golden eyes were extremely bewitching in the moonlight, the closer to the time of Nirvana, the more restless the spiritual power in his body would be, and such a situation would become more and more common.
In the past, Liu Ruyu didn't have much feeling about Feng Yi's nirvana, this was just a ritual of rebirth, Feng Yi was still Feng Yi, it hadn't changed, but not now, now Feng Yi's destined person is Nian En, who has been involved with Liu Ruyu invisibly, and she is worried about the future of Nian En and Feng Yi.
A faint flame swirled around Feng Yi's body, lasted for a few minutes, and then gradually disappeared, and around him, the snow on the ground had melted completely, and it had become water and soaked into the earth.
There was a trace of bitterness in Feng Yi's eyes: "White fox, do you think I will really forget Nian'en?" ”
Liu Ruyu didn't make a sound, she is not Feng Yi, and she has never experienced forgetting, I don't know what kind of taste it is, if Feng Yi really forgets, then she will also remember, remember that Feng Yi is really good to Nian'en, and she likes this girl very much, but no matter how much she likes it, after Nirvana, the reborn Feng Yi will automatically eliminate the existence of Nian'en in her memory.
When we meet again, it's also strange.
"I can't even imagine it." Feng Yi sighed, his handsome face was covered with a layer of moonlight, like glowing glass, which looked a little lonely in the night.
Liu Ruyu is just a listener now, she doesn't have much right to say more, just listen to Feng Yi quietly, Feng Yi called her out, just to talk about it.
"If I forget Nian'en, you must remind me then, even if I can't remember it anymore, you have to describe to me all the kindness I have to her, and I will listen to a story." Feng Yi muttered, he was standing there, the wind blowing his sleeves, Liu Ruyu had never felt that Feng Yi was so lonely.
Feng Yi said that he didn't know what the meaning of the Phoenix Clan's nirvana rebirth was, and he didn't know whether it was good or bad to forget the person he loved once in five hundred years.
"White fox, I don't have to be like you, guarding a person who has been dead for a thousand years, guarding memories to be infatuated, but I'm thinking now, maybe you're better like this, you're much happier than me, you still have memories, but I don't have anything, even at the last moment of Nirvana, I love her unforgettable, and I will forget it in an instant."
No one can make him remember that such loneliness is the price of thousands of years of chic and comfortable.
Usually Feng Yi always protects Nian'en, and his devotion to Nian'en can be seen in every little detail, once Liu Ruyu also asked Feng Yi, why did he kick Nian'en at that time? Feng Yi said: "I don't know, I suddenly saw her, so I went down and approached." ”
Otherwise, how can it be called fate? It was to start this story for no reason, without any sense of wanting to stop it.
Maybe tonight, he just wanted to talk, Feng Yi closed his eyes, felt the wind blow through the tips of his hair, through his robe, and Nian En's face appeared in his mind, and the conversation with Qi He at the beginning also appeared.
Feng Yi thought about it, if he forgot Nian En after Nirvana, then don't be so selfish and still think about getting a hint of response from Nian En, and there is no need to make Qi He jealous, Qi He's feelings for Nian En can't be seen by others, but Feng Yi and Liu Ruyu can see it.
The two were silent, the snowflakes began to rise again, not far from the hotel, the curtains were half opened, Nian En was lying on the window, looking at the two hazy figures, she couldn't sleep, she wanted to go to see Qi He but was worried about disturbing him, so she had to get up and look at the night outside, who knew that she happened to see Liu Ruyu and Feng Yi.
What are they talking about? Nian En thought, she tried her best to open her eyes to see Feng Yi and Liu Ruyu's figures clearly, but she didn't know why, it was getting more and more blurred, as if there was a fog covering them in front of them, they looked back at Nian En, Nian En waved his hand, but fell into a complete blur.
The feeling of uneasiness was like a vine that grew secretly, winding around Nian'en's heart, she was a little out of breath, Feng Yi and Liu Ruyu had never given Nian'en such a feeling, why is this?
After a while, Liu Ruyu came back, she saw that Nian'en hadn't slept yet, but was sitting there a little distracted, she walked over and pulled the quilt on Nian'en: "Why don't you sleep yet?" ”
"Aunt Yu, what did you just go out about?" Nian En came back to her senses but asked anxiously, she felt so scared.
"It's nothing, Feng Yi is not in a good mood, we talked about the past." Liu Ruyu said soothingly.
Is that so? Nian En breathed a sigh of relief, but the uneasy mood in her heart did not disappear for a moment, she looked at Liu Ruyu lying down beside her, and suddenly said, "Aunt Yu, you and Feng Yi are the people I trust the most." ”
Liu Ruyu was stunned, and didn't understand what Nian En meant for a while.
"Don't leave me, whether it's Qi He, Aunt Yu, you, or Feng Yi, I don't want to lose any of them, I don't know why I suddenly feel so scared, if I don't have you, what should I do?" Nian'en suddenly became vulnerable, and before the words reached his lips, tears had already fallen.
What's wrong with this girl? Liu Ruyu was a little distressed, and a little crying and laughing, how could she and Feng Yi leave? Even if Feng Yi forgets Nian'en, she won't leave, she will find a way to let Feng Yi get to know Nian'en again and be a friend.
Perhaps, Liu Ruyu never thought that the reality was often crueler than expected, they thought they would not leave, but one day they left and never came back.
Under Liu Ruyu's comfort, Nian'en finally settled down after crying, she fell asleep with red and swollen eyes, but Liu Ruyu couldn't sleep at all, she looked at Nian'en's sleeping face, just like looking at her own daughter, so gentle and loving, and in her mind, the figure of the little white fox became clearer and clearer, at this time, she really wanted to see the little white fox.
The night was cold, everyone had their own thoughts, tossing and turning one by one, but Nian'en, who was asleep, had a long dream, the dream was a strange world, lively and extraordinary, people came and went, that was probably what Ouyang Zi said, the world that once belonged to human beings.