After the house is repaired, it will be the New Year again, and there is still no money for the New Year this year, and it will be the New Year.

After the New Year, I will start working in the fields again.

Song Ziyang still likes to help others work, sometimes he goes to work in the field, but he throws the tool in the field and the person disappears, and when he comes back at night, he knows who he went to help work again, he always says that people are inviting him, and Yang Cuiping is not easy to say.

On this day, Yang Cuiping asked him to work in the cotton field again, and when it was time to eat, Yang Cuiping went to ask him to come back to eat, there was no one in the field, and the hoe was thrown in the field.

In the evening, he came back drunk again, saying that his brother had told him to go.

Later, the sister-in-law said, "Where are you calling him to go," it was my brother and sister-in-law who went back to their parents' house to help their mother's family work, passing by across the river, Song Ziyang saw it and asked his brother where he was going, and his brother said that he was going to work for his father-in-law's house, so Song Ziyang threw the hoe and ran away, saying, "I will also help the godfathers work"

When Yang Cuiping heard it, she knew that it was Song Ziyang who took the initiative to help with the work.

Song Ziyang wants to help outsiders work all day long, mainly because he has wine to drink every day, and he will not have wine and meat to eat at home every day, so he wants to help people all day long. Yang Cuiping was angry and scolded, "You are from helping people, you haven't drunk enough wine in your life"

How is Yang Cuiping scolding, Song Ziyang is still like this every day, in the busy season, helping other people's families plant seedlings, drinking at night and walking home, passing by another house, seeing another family drinking, and running away to drink again, sometimes the drink rolls under the table, and others send him back, such things often happen, Yang Cuiping is so angry, "Why did I meet this product, my face is lost."

In those years, it was necessary to pay public grain and retention tax, and the special retention tax was very heavy every year, and the common people made trouble, thinking that the retention tax was too much, unreasonable, and the people could not afford to pay it, and the village often collected the retention money at all, and it was not easy to collect the retention money at all, and every year the grain in the field was recovered, and the village and the countryside organized a team to collect the retention money, and if the retention tax was not paid, the house would be demolished, and so on.

A few young people in the team organized to petition and complained that the retention money was unreasonable.

Song Ziyang is also one of them, and he goes to the city and county to petition every day, and asks the people to raise funds without travel expenses.

Since he went to petition every day, Song Ziyang has been busy, not at home all day, running to discuss things with a few people every day, although others often go to petition, but people come home to work and do the same, but Song Ziyang doesn't do the same work at home, Yang Cuiping asked him to work, he said that he was going to go to those people to discuss things, and he had to play until dark before coming back.

Sometimes a few people go to the city together, and when they come back in the afternoon, they pass by in front of Yang Cuiping's house, and as soon as those people leave, Song Ziyang said, "Oh, there is one more thing I forgot to tell them," and then chased after him again, and this time he had to eat dinner in the evening before coming back, so once or twice, Yang Cuiping could see that he had nothing to do at all, and it was an excuse for deliberately not wanting to work.

On this day, a few people came back together, Yang Cuiping said, "You should have nothing to do today," Song Ziyang said, "There is nothing to do today" Yang Cuiping said, "Then you take care of the child yourself, I went to the river to wash clothes, there is no time to wash a lot of clothes, you will put away the cotton later," Song Ziyang promised well, Yang Cuiping carried a basket of clothes to wash, there were a lot of clothes, and she didn't wash until dark, and thought that Song Ziyang would come to pick her up, but Yang Cuiping carried the clothes back and saw that the cotton was not harvested, Dongdong's crying eyes were swollen, and Song Ziyang was gone, so Yang Cuiping asked her mother-in-law, "Where is Song Ziyang?" The mother-in-law said, "You just went to wash the clothes, and he ran to the bay and said that there was something to discuss" Yang Cuiping was angry, turned around and ran to the bay to find Song Ziyang.

went to Shangwan, heard Song Ziyang drinking in the family, Yang Cuiping shouted "Song Ziyang, Song Ziyang" shouted twice, Song Ziyang didn't come out, Yang Cuiping shouted loudly, the family came out to call Yang Cuiping to eat, Yang Cuiping's face was ugly, said "I don't eat," said and called "Song Ziyang, you can't go back" At this time Song Ziyang came out, Yang Cuiping originally wanted to scold Song Ziyang, but thought that it was in someone else's house, this is not good, so she turned around and left, Song Ziyang followed back, and when she returned home, Yang Cuiping began to scold, Song Ziyang said that there was something wrong, and he went to the village accountant again, and Yang Cuiping was so angry that he didn't know what to do with him. Run, run, I'll see how big a wave you guys can make.

Song Ziyang ran like this every day, until the township cadres found a few young people and solved the matter, but he didn't know how to solve it.

Through this incident, the township cadres also thought that there were many people in this team, so they chose their father-in-law as the captain, and in the second year, the township government developed the common people to grow mushrooms, and Song Ziyang was selected as a mushroom technician.

Since Song Ziyang became a mushroom technician, it was like being the secretary of the county party committee, and things at home had nothing to do with him, all day long either there was a meeting here or something there, anyway, he didn't go home, he came back in the middle of the night every night, and left early in the morning, and Yang Cuiping did the work at home alone, there was a drought that year, there was no draft, and he had to go to the river to fetch water to come back to eat, and it took several loads of water to feed the pigs and people every day. It took a few breaks to pick it back.

Every morning, Yang Cuiping went to work in the field, and did not come back until noon, and when she returned home, Song Ziyang was gone, and she didn't know where she went, Song Ziyang didn't help Yang Cuiping pick up a few loads of water, nor did she cook some rice for Yang Cuiping in the pot, Yang Cuiping was angry and hungry, so she had to go hungry and go to fetch water.

is like this every day, Yang Cuiping is discouraged, when will this day be a head.

Yang Cuiping felt that Song Ziyang was lying, he didn't have anything to do every day, he didn't want to work at home, so he made an excuse to hide out and play, but there was no evidence.

Yang Cuiping was very depressed in her heart, thinking that having a man all day long was the same as not having a man, it was better to have no man, seeing that other women were working together, the sun was big and they came back to rest together, and a bunch of people got together to have fun at noon, Yang Cuiping was very sad.

Yang Cuiping couldn't be happy, her heart was astringent, and the smile on Yang Cuiping's face became less and less.

One day Yang Cuiping came back from working in the mountains, went to the river to wash clothes after lunch, Yang Cuiping passed by the road behind the Wang family, walked behind the house of the second child of the Wang family, heard Song Ziyang eating at this house, and Song Ziyang's laughter was very loud, Yang Cuiping thought, "Didn't you say that you went to a team of mushroom technical guides, why do you play here again" Yang Cuiping didn't make a sound, went to the river to wash clothes and came back, just passed by this door, the family beckoned Yang Cuiping to eat, Yang Cuiping said no, and went back.

Yang Cuiping thought to herself, Song Ziyang should come back after dinner, but she didn't come back until more than four o'clock in the afternoon, because the weather was hot, and she usually rested at home at noon until four or five o'clock in the afternoon before going out to work.

Yang Cuiping went to the second family of the Wang family to see why Song Ziyang hadn't come back yet, when Yang Cuiping just walked to the side of the third family of the Wang family, she met her brother-in-law, Yang Cuiping asked her brother-in-law, "What about your second brother" The brother-in-law said, "The second brother has left" Yang Cuiping was angry and asked, "Where have you gone?"

Since then, Yang Cuiping doesn't want to say a word to Song Ziyang, Yang Cuiping doesn't pay attention to him, and just asks him where he has gone, what he is doing, and he doesn't talk to Song Ziyang about things at home, and he doesn't expect Song Ziyang to help the family work, Yang Cuiping sometimes doesn't say a word for ten days and half a month, and it seems that she can't speak after a long time, Yang Cuiping doesn't like to go in crowded places, seeing others are happy, her heart is sour, just like that, Yang Cuiping closed herself.

Dongdong's health has always been very poor, he doesn't leave the medicine every day, he often gets sick in the middle of the night, Song Ziyang is often not at home, Yang Cuiping asked her mother-in-law to take Dongdong to the hospital with herself, her mother-in-law was busy feeding the pigs and cattle, Yang Cuiping couldn't wait for her mother-in-law to be verbose, so she went to ask her sister-in-law and herself to take Dongdong to the hospital, the sister-in-law's child is also very small, and she can't leave her sister-in-law at night, so her brother-in-law and Yang Cuiping took Dongdong to the hospital together. This kind of thing happens twice in three days, from Dongdong can't speak to Dongdong can talk and often does this, and then every time Dongdong is sick, he says, "Mom, go and call your uncle to carry me to the hospital, I have a headache" Yang Cuiping every time she heard Dongdong say this, she wanted to cry, but she couldn't shed tears.

Dongdong is often sick, Yang Cuiping is sometimes desperate, seeing Dongdong crying when he is sick, Yang Cuiping hugs Dongdong and cries, Dongdong doesn't cry when he gets better, he raises his hand to wipe Yang Cuiping's tears, Yang Cuiping's heart hurts like a knife, she even hates Song Ziyang a little, she wants Dongdong to have three long and two short, she won't live.

The days are grinding like this, Yang Cuiping has no hope, Yang Cuiping is also confused, she feels that she has no future, and she has doubts about her future.

There have been divorces a few times before, but every time Song Ziyang said that he was leaving, and he didn't leave after acting, Yang Cuiping made a fuss, he apologized to Yang Cuiping and admitted his mistakes, and swore that "I won't run around in the future, I must work hard and do a good job at home," etc., and also planned how to change the face of the family in the future, every time Yang Cuiping believed him, but every time Yang Cuiping forgave him, he returned to his original form, and later became more and more ruthless. It has always been a mistake and never corrected it.

Yang Cuiping also reasoned with him many times, gave him analogies, and analyzed the importance of his family. It's useless, I've quarreled many times, I've beaten it, it's useless, Song Ziyang still doesn't change.

There have been more times like this, and Yang Cuiping no longer believes him.

Yang Cuiping was angry all day long, and she slowly lost her appetite, couldn't eat, and every day her neck was like a rope, and she couldn't swallow the food when she looked at it.

Because he was angry, his eyes couldn't see things clearly, and he had lost weight from more than 100 catties to only a few dozen catties. And the qi fire disease is getting more and more serious, Yang Cuiping thinks that maybe she may not live to be forty years old.

Yang Cuiping really wants to divorce, but she can't leave, even if she leaves, she can't take Dongdong away, Dongdong is the treasure of the Song family, and she wants to throw Dongdong to this family, Yang Cuiping is not at ease, this family was born in bullfighting, and it will scare Dongdong, thinking of what Dongdong would be like without her mother, Yang Cuiping can't think about it, Yang Cuiping wants to leave again, and can't let go of Dongdong, wants to take Dongdong with her, and doesn't know what the road will be like in the future. Yang Cuiping has thought of thousands of roads, but she can't think of a way to go.

On her father's birthday, Yang Cuiping took Dongdong back to her parents' house to celebrate her father's birthday, and her mother saw that Yang Cuiping was already thin and unhuman, so she quietly asked Yang Cuiping, looking at her elderly parents, the words came to her mouth and swallowed back, she couldn't tell her bitterness.

Yang Cuiping was going back the next day, and her mother sent him to catch the car, Yang Cuiping couldn't help but say to her mother, "This person is boring, it's better to die" and her mother kept persuading Yang Cuiping.

Back at home, Yang Cuiping thought about it, and wanted to live well for Dongdong.

This is a housework, no one can help you, only if you want to open something to look down, slowly stay up, and wait until you are older.

Persuade yourself in this way. I'll talk about that later......