I'm sorry to say to everyone again, I've been writing for a long time, but I'm not feeling well, and it hurts every few minutes, I'm really fed up. I wrote such a small number of words in an hour and a half, and I feel very sorry for everyone. Just discharged from the hospital for two or three days.,It's repeated.,I should be going to the hospital right away.,Today's update must be no way.,Anyway, I'll make it up as soon as I'm free.,I hope you'll forgive me.,There's only one week left in this month.,This month's full attendance must be guaranteed.,I'm sorry for everyone.,I'm really sorry.。

"I'm not drunk." Li Huan said with a pale face, "Let people take it and throw it away." ”

Ning Juan had already taken out the decanting soup in the food box, and when she heard Li Huan say this, she slowly put it back, she didn't dare to persuade her again.

Letting Li Huan go out with Han Changxue is already Li Huan's compromise, if he forces Li Huan to do anything again, he is afraid that it will backfire.

Anyway, the decoction had already been drunk, and Li Huan's condition had improved, and Ning Juan planned to go back and continue sleeping.

As soon as he walked to the barrier, he was stopped by Li Huan.

Li Huan asked her, "Did Uncle Wang give you that jade pendant?" What are you going to do? ”

Ning Juan's footsteps paused, and she turned her head with a sad look on her face.

Lord Ruan was reluctant to reveal the secret about the jade pendant, I don't know if it was true or fake, but until the use of the jade pendant was clarified, it was absolutely impossible to give the jade pendant to Han Yu. But if I can't get the jade pendant, my identity will not be recognized, and even my identity will not be recognized, and I will definitely not see my uncle, I have asked Han Changxue, if it is a secret of the royal family, then in addition to Han Yu, only my uncle knows. ”

Li Huan patted the empty seat next to the bed, and Ning Juan walked over and sat down without thinking about it. Such a well-behaved appearance made Li Huan's heart soften, and his tone became more and more gentle.

"After Siguan came to Changling Kingdom, it was better to calm down when Xuanguo was in Xuanguo, how could he limit his sight to the two extremes and retreat if he didn't advance." Li Huan looked at Ning Xuan's eyes and said, "When it's like this, isn't there any other way than to give the jade pendant to Han Yu and keep the jade pendant and not let go?" ”

"Something else?" Ning Juan also looked at Li Huan's eyes, but his eyes were blank, as if he didn't understand Li Huan's meaning.

Li Huan smiled and shook his head lightly, he asked Ning Juan softly, "What did you bring Yiren over?" ”

Iraqis......

Li Huan reminded him like this, and Ning Juan suddenly realized. Didn't she bring Yiren over just to let Yiren pretend to be her, so that people couldn't tell the truth from the fake, and act for others to see?

Han Yu didn't believe that Ning Juan and Doctor Yan were the same person, and they desperately asked people to find out the whereabouts of the Yi people, why didn't they take this opportunity to let the Yi people appear? It can not only confuse the public, but also allow the Yiren to find out the secret of the jade pendant.

"I see." Ning Wan raised her lips and smiled, "Thanks to Prince Yun's reminder, otherwise, I, with an elm head, might not think of when to go." ”

Li Huan looked at the bright smile on Ning Juan's lips, and the corners of his lips were also hooked.

He smiled and said, "It's not your elm head, it's just that you want to think about things too much, and you haven't slowed down for a while." ”

Isn't what Ning Juan thinks about?

To think of Han Yu, to think of Li Huan and Han Changxue, to think of Li Nan, to think of Ruan Mansion

"You will take me to heaven, and you are afraid that I will go to heaven, and you will deliver me from hell, and you will push me into hell...... It is you who are high, you are the worldly, you are merciful, and you are hypocritical! ”

"I was wrong too...... The one riding a white horse is not necessarily a prince, it may be a Tang monk, and the one wearing a crystal slipper is not necessarily a princess, it may be a Cinderella with makeup and a mask. I believe in fairy tales, but I forget that fairy tales are all lies, there are thousands of Cinderellas in the world, who has become a princess? ”

"Under the glamorous exterior, who knows what kind of heart is hidden. If you don't cut it out and take a look, how can you know if it's dirty and dark, or pitiful and inferior......"

The hoarse and mocking voice was a curse in the dead of night, crawling with ugly scars crisscrossing it, solidifying the red blood stains that had long since dried up, covered with dust and nets, as if it had been dusted for a hundred years.

They all said that time is the cure, and I believed it. I thought that after a long time, no matter how deep the wound was, it would heal, and I thought that as long as the wound healed, I would not be in pain.

However, every time I touched it, the scabbed scars would still crack open one by one. The blood flowed down the wound and dripped on the ground, outlining the bewitching flowers, connecting into pieces, smearing on the dock, and through the dream, it hurt me unstoppable.

The world was quiet, and she stood straight in the dock like that, stubborn and decadent.

He was still wearing the obviously much larger gray clothes, which were loose and baggy, as if they would slip off at any moment. The long hair was tied into a ponytail, and it hung weakly on the thin back, motionless, like a sculpture.

That was the last back she left me, and since then, in the midnight dream, all she left me with was her back, and only her back......

"You're here!"

The hoarse and unpleasant voice swirled around the room, reverberating heavily, like a call, like a supplication, like a dream that could never be awakened in the middle of a lonely night.

Two short words, ghostly and flamboyant, mixed with endless hope and despair, wisps, intertwined into another curse.

As if crazy, I panicked and got up, stepping barefoot on the cold marble floor, looking around for her.

What are you!

All I want is for her, I just want her to be there.

But no.

Without her in the bright lights, without her in the eyes, there is no her wherever I am.

All that remained in the room, except for me, who was haunted by nightmares and couldn't sleep at night, was a cold moonlight that poured in through the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Outside the window, there is a quiet night, in the blue night sky, the stars are flashing, and a waning moon hangs in the center of the stars, exuding a bright and lonely light. The sea retreated from the arrogance of the day, like a sleeping baby, quietly nestled in the moonlight, breathing shallowly.

"The waves crashing on the reef, softly, are the lullaby that the sea sings to the moonlight."

Her voice came from the ears, immature and innocent, giggling, like a silver bell ringing softly.

In my mind, a silhouette flashed at the speed of light.

It was an eight-year-old child, dressed in a blue and white sailor suit, sitting curled up on the reef, his thin arms clasped to his knees, his head buried between his legs, and only a white pleated skirt and a high ponytail swaying in the wind.

"Second brother." She called out to me, never got up, never looked back.

The sound seemed to be far away in the sky, and it was so clear that it seemed to be right in front of me, both true and false, and my last vestiges of reason collapsed.

"You're here! What are you! ”

I mechanically repeated these two words that drove me crazy, and my hands slammed desperately against the window, letting my fists rain down on my head, and blood splattered everywhere.

I'm afraid it's not a dream. In the vast world, in the vast sea of people, I tried countless times, but finally I couldn't find a second her.

I'm afraid it's still a dream. Even in my dreams, she was thousands of miles away from me, and I couldn't see or touch her.

The windows were smashed out of one hole after another, and the sea breeze rushed in through the holes, blowing in and out of them, cold and damp.

I slowly released my clenched fists, listening to the sound of blood dripping on the floor.

In the end, it's just a dream.

After all, it's still a dream.

But! She used to curse so carelessly, the words were sonorous, and the words were heart-wrenching.

Now I feel guilty and remorseful, I can't sleep, and I can't live or die...... All I have is living according to her curse, and why is she so slow to show up?

She's back, she's back, don't you want to see what I'm pretending to be in my heart, as long as she comes back, I'll cut her heart out with my own hands.

The "clang" sound stimulated my eardrum so hard that I couldn't even wait for a reaction before I hurriedly turned around.

It was a twenty-four or five-year-old woman, wearing a luxurious dress, delicate makeup, and a pair of big watery eyes looking at me without blinking.

"Who are you?" I asked.

"I ...... I'm Su Yunyao. The woman replied, and her two thin red lips trembled.

Zhang's mother, who came in a hurry, trembled even more, and her whole body was already shaky.

She said, "Sir...... Miss Su entered the room. ”

That room is the forbidden place of this seaside villa, and it is also the forbidden place in my heart, and it is the bottom line that no one can touch! I'm not even involved, let alone anyone else!

Before Zhang's mother finished speaking, a string in my heart snapped.

I gritted my teeth, stepped forward in three or two steps, picked up the smashed photo frame on the ground, and held it in my hand without looking at it.

I thought I was like a mad beast at this time, as she depicted, with red eyes, bloodthirsty color, and thin lips pursed into a stiff straight line.

The mountain rain is coming, and the wind is full of buildings.

Just as her anger was about to erupt, I heard her voice again.

"To be angry is to punish yourself for the mistakes of others, and the second brother is the wisest person in the world, and he will not punish himself for my mistakes. Second brother, you won't be angry, will you? ”

Faintly, I seemed to see a pair of clear eyes, innocent and gentle like a fawn, filled with trivial streamers.

It was hers, a fearlessness that pretended to be fearful.

I've never been a good-natured person, I've always been soft and hard, and I prefer her duplicity.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to! I'm sorry, I'm really sorry! ”

Su Yunyao's cry pulled my thoughts back, and the suppressed despair made me empathize.

I turned my head and looked at Su Yunyao crying so much that I didn't forget to reach out and pull my sleeve.

I learned from her movements when she hated me deeply, shook off Su Yunyao's hand, and said a word lightly in the same disdainful and hateful tone as her, "Get out!" ”

I turned around suddenly, clearly feeling the dull pain of the glass slag on the frame piercing into my palm.

Now, she is in my hands, the face that I have erased, the face that has been blurred for a long time, quietly hidden in the picture frame, just by looking at it, I no longer have just the back.

But I didn't dare, I didn't dare to look at it.

Remember, she's not with me.

No matter what, she won't appear in front of me right away.

I walked back to the window, pressed the frame to my chest with my left hand, and slowly swiped my right hand across the unrecognizable glass window, writing the word "return" with the blood of my fingertips.

I think that even if I am not there, as long as I am here, as long as she is alive, she will eventually come back to me.

"The well-known actress Su Yunyao wandered the streets late at night, lost all announcements overnight, and became a dream as the queen of the movie, all kinds of encounters are suspected to be caused by being abandoned by the gold owner......"

When the news was broadcast by the entertainment news at noon, Lin Wan was coming out of the kitchen with hot noodles.

When he saw the man sitting on the sofa, he couldn't help but be stunned, and then reacted, "You still have the key there?" ”

He said that Du Xingzhi had changed his temperament and would take the initiative to hand over the key to her.

Du Xingzhi did not admit or deny it, and his Danfeng eyes were full of unyielding pride.

Lin Wan approached, put the dishes and chopsticks on the table, and stretched out her fair and slender hand, "Give me the key." ”

Du Xingzhi glanced at Lin Wan, silently moved the dishes and chopsticks to him, devoured them, and realized that something was wrong after a few bites.

"Spicy!" He exclaimed, and his eyes were full of unbearable tears.

"Give me the key and I'll save you." Lin Wan said.

Soldiers can be killed but not humiliated, how can the key that was obtained with great difficulty be handed over easily. Du Xingzhi didn't look over his head very strongly, and his two thin lips that were red and swollen were tightly pursed.

Lin Wan couldn't stand Du Xingzhi's little daughter-in-law who was wronged and cried, every time, as if she bullied him.

"You don't go out with your brains, isn't it, is it the first time you have suffered such a loss?" Lin Wan shook her head helplessly, went to the refrigerator and brought out the fruit plate, and continued, "Can you ask how many chili peppers are added to it before eating." ”

Du Xingzhi took the fruit plate, and devoured the apples in the fruit bowl, and his rude eating appearance and Sven's appearance couldn't be beaten together.

Lin Wan held her forehead, "I really should let the many employees of Lingyu take a look at their boss's famine......

After eating nearly half an apple, Du Xingzhi was resurrected with full blood, and praised sincerely, "It's a good habit to always have a fruit plate in the refrigerator, keep it well, but the apples are too sour, I'll take you to buy sweet next time." ”

"Du Xingzhi!" The slender index finger pointed to the door, "Typical get cheap and sell well, eat and go out." ”

"I skipped work." Du Xingzhi pointed to the news on TV, with a bitter look on his face, "It's just for this broken news, the company is tossing up and down." ”

Once Du Xingzhi started talking about the topic, he could only show that it was absolutely impossible for him to leave without a meal.

Lin Wan admitted that she went to the kitchen to prepare food, who asked Du Xingzhi whether it was her employer or her benefactor......

Du Xingzhi got up, looked around at Lin Wan's new home, and saw that the desk was crooked, busy moving it, and the window was dusty, so he was busy wiping it.

The words in his mouth didn't stop, "The gold lord is also ruthless enough, no matter how you say that the big girl with a beautiful face has followed him for three years, and she kicked it when she said it, and forced people to it."