On the sixth day of June 1990, my own mother did something that shocked the whole city. She conceived in October and gave birth to four sons in one go, and I was the youngest. I hadn't seen my own father since the day I was born, my mother was a waitress at the hall, and she got along with a bastard, who swore to let her live a good life, and my mother believed him, but when the four of our brothers were born, the bastard ran away.

My mother couldn't afford to raise the four of us, so she left only the eldest and the second, and the third and I were sent to an orphanage.

When I was six years old, I was adopted by a family surnamed Lin. The man's name is Lin Yuan, who is in the real estate business, his wife died, and he married a daughter-in-law who was ten years younger than him, the little wife is in the beauty business, and she is beautiful but she can't give birth.

When I came to the Lin family, there was a nine-year-old girl at home, who was brought by my mother Li Qing, who said that it was her sisters' child named Fan'er.

When I first arrived, I was so unfamiliar with this home that I didn't dare to speak, or even to eat. Fan'er was very kind to me, always holding my hand and sitting at the table with me to eat. In my heart, Fan'er has become the closest person to me.

My new parents are busy with their own businesses, and Fan'er and I play at home after school, and she takes care of me like a sister. On weekends, she would take a lunch break with her arms around me.

Since then, when my parents are away, she has been with me as long as I have a lunch break.

Sometimes, at night, when my parents were asleep, she would quietly run to my room to accompany me, patting me on the shoulder and singing nursery rhymes every time.

In this way, three more years passed quickly, I was nine years old, and Fan'er was twelve years old. At this time, I was still not very sensible, although she often went to my room in the middle of the night, but it became more hidden than before, because she was my sister, and I didn't think much about it.

Since then, I have begun to like to be with her, at night, as long as my parents close their door, I take the initiative to run to Fan'er's room, without Fan'er's sister's nursery rhymes, I can't sleep. As time went on, I became more attached to her.

At this time, her body began to change. Our secret has never been discovered by my family, but the next thing that happened changed my home, changed everything, and even pushed Fan'er to a point of no return, and also changed the trajectory of my life.

One day at noon, Fan'er went out to play with her classmates, I missed her, so I lay in her room to play, and when I turned over her schoolbag, I found a beautifully packaged gadget, which was too small at that time, and I didn't know that this was a safety measure for adults, so I opened it and blew it up as a balloon to play, and it happened to be discovered by the mother who went home to get the key. My mother's face changed suddenly, and she asked me where I got this? Usually my mother is very fierce to me, I didn't dare to lie, so I told her the truth, saying that I found it from Lin Fan'er's schoolbag.

At night, first the little mother and Lao Lin blocked Fan'er into her room and tortured her, asking her where she got this thing? The stubborn Fan'er didn't say a word. Lin Fan'er's silence angered the little mother, who hit her hard, her face was swollen, a bloody cut was left on her forehead, the corners of her mouth were bleeding, and her arms became bruised. The little mother not only beat her, but also scolded her for being out of tune and being a little ashamed.

I hid in the corner, secretly watching, and wanted to go over and grab my mother and tell her to stop beating Fan'er, but I didn't dare to step forward in the end, because I knew that if I went up to stop it, the consequence would be that I would also be severely beaten.

When the little mother beat Fan'er, Lao Lin didn't dare to intervene, on weekdays, as long as the little mother was unhappy, she scolded Lao Lin for being a useless man, saying that if he was useful, he would still use it to raise us two wild seeds!

Until late at night, my mother was tired of beating and scolding, and was persuaded by Lao Lin to go back to the room. I hesitated for a long time before I came to Fan'er's room. When Fan'er saw me, she cried and called me a traitor, said that she would hold a grudge against me for the rest of her life, and pushed me out of her room.

Back in my room, I regret it to death, I'm a traitor, why should I say I found it in Fan'er's bag? Why don't you say that you picked it up from outside, or that your classmates gave it to me? I also cried that night and cried until late before falling asleep.

The next morning, I was woken up by my mother and Lao Lin Huang and asked me where Fan'er had gone? I hurried to her room and found that she was gone, and her bag and some clothes were missing. At that time, I had a hunch that Van Er might never come back. I ran into the street barefoot crying, and I searched for a morning without seeing Fan'er. Li Qing and Lao Lin were also anxious, looking everywhere, but they couldn't find it in the end.

didn't find Fan'er for a few days, and finally Li Qing called the police to Lao Lin. The police searched the city but did not find it. The mother was sentenced to 60 days in prison on charges of child abuse. During those days, I was home alone, looking forward to Fan'er suddenly appearing in front of me every day. However, in the end, she did not appear.

Since then, I have learned what loneliness is, and I have slowly begun to taste loneliness, and the whole person has become silent.

Nine years later, I became a high school student.

In the past nine years, a lot of things have happened, first of all, Lao Lin and his mother divorced. My mother scolded Lao Lin for being useless, Lao Lin scolded my mother for being a chicken, and I slowly learned what a chicken meant. Less than a month after Lao Lin's divorce, he went bankrupt, became insolvent, the house could not be sold, the bank collected debts, Lao Lin and I moved from the villa into the unit building, and were threatened with debt collection all day long.

Lao Lin began to drink heavily, drunk. When I saw him like that, I vowed to study hard and share some of the burden for him in the future. Although he is not my own father, he has nurtured me and has been good to me over the years.

In the past eight years, I have often remembered Fan'er, her eyes, the way she looked when she was angry, and the way she smiled often appeared in my dreams. I often wondered, where is she now? What does it look like? Would I still recognize her if we met? If I met her, I would have told her that I was really sorry. That's when I should rush to protect her, because I'm a man. If I can still see her in this life, I must protect her well and prevent her from being bullied in the slightest.

As I grew older, I learned that the thing in Fan'er's bag was called a condom. At that time, Fan'er was only thirteen years old, how could she have this thing in her bag? Could it be ......, every time I think of this, I don't dare to think about it, and my heart hurts inexplicably.

When I moved, I cleaned up Fan'er's room and found that there was a photo of me when I was a child, with a round face and bright eyes, and I felt very sad to see it, I thought about it, no matter what, I had to find her. However, China is too big and there is a sea of people, where can I find her?

After a boring and long summer vacation, I entered the county No. 6 Middle School, a new school, a new starting point, and I was very excited. On the day I entered the school, I didn't ask my father to send it, so I rode to the school to sign up. After registering, find a classroom and divide the dormitory. When everything came down, I was a little dizzy from exhaustion. Just when he went to the supermarket at the door with his roommate Zhang Tao to buy ice cream, a figure floated out of the supermarket.

Dressed in an off-white dress, with a slender figure, her budding figure is like a lily that blooms at the beginning of a summer night. The moment I saw her, I was stunned. Fan'er?!

The girl froze, her eyes paused on my face, and then she moved away and walked towards the school. Looking at the back in the breeze, I was surprised and delighted, could it be that Fan'er is also studying in the sixth middle school? She was three years older than me, and it was possible that she was in the same school.

"Lin Xiao, you have a good eye! This girl's name is Du Yin, the third and fourth classes of high school, and the school flower of the class. Zhang Tao, who was beside him, looked at the girl's back, licked his lips and said.

"How do you know? Didn't you just come to No. 6 Middle School? "Looking at the distant back, I really want to catch up and ask her if she is the Fan'er I miss day and night.

Zhang Tao said that although he had just entered the first year of high school like me, he also studied in the sixth middle school in junior high school, so he knew everything about the sixth middle school well, and also told me the heroic deeds of the four tigers, eight wolves, one brick and other bastard students in the sixth middle school. I'm not interested in what kind of wolf or tiger, what I want to know most now is the girl named Du Yin, is she Fan'er?

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