We've been waiting too long in this unknown destination. The supplies he brought with him had long been exhausted. I stopped and looked up, and there was nothing I could see except the gurgling of running water. I don't even know if it's day or dark outside! And what I don't know is how long it will take to go down this road. People tend to be at this time, and it is also the time when willpower is the weakest.

Don't tell me now, any special insistence, that's all! I'm now pinching my thighs, and all I'm scrolling in my head is that persistence is victory! But this stomach is not angry! The more you insist, the hungrier your fucking stomach becomes!

I couldn't walk anymore, so I put Shen Zhidong down and lay flat on the underground river beach. I thought about going down to the river to Mo two fish, so I had to pad my belly and hurry! If I don't wait a while, I'll collapse from physical exhaustion, and then I'll really stop cooking!

When I jumped into the river, the cat pouted and touched it for most of the day, not to mention the fish, not even a damn loach.

Alas! There's no way, we can't complain about the government! I had no choice but to poke my head into the water and drink a stomach full of cold water!

When I returned to the shore after I had drunk enough, I looked at Shen Zhidong who was motionless, and an inexplicable sadness suddenly rose in my heart!

Ay! It's all tears.

I readjusted my mentality, picked up Shen Zhidong, and continued along the river. It was estimated that he had walked for more than an hour, and finally reached the end of the underground river.

The exit was a very long low hole, and I could only crawl out with my waist on my waist first, pulling Shen Zhidong out.

When I got outside, the big stone that had been pressing on my heart finally fell to the ground. I greedily gulped in the fresh air outside, and my heart said, "Alas! It's better to be alive! ”

After a short rest, I didn't dare to delay more in order to find out where we are now, so that we can get rescue as soon as possible. Hurriedly took out the locator, took out a tactical map that he carried with him, and circled and marked it dots.

When all the coordinates were marked, the result surprised me, according to the map coordinates, we are now in the Kunlun Mountains, Kunlun Mountains!

"Is this the day that is going to kill me?"

I looked up to the sky and shouted, lying on my back on the ground, looking at the clear blue sky and the white clouds slowly drifting by, a sense of discouragement instantly spread from my heart to my whole body, and I actually had the idea of sleeping forever.

Karma ......

A crisp and loud eagle roar broke the silence of Kunlun Mountain, like a sleeping death. I looked at the eagle soaring across the clear sky above me. It seems that even it looks down on my self-willed depravity, and drops a bubble of waste, which is just pasted on my face.

This time, I was completely awake and sat up violently and vomited! He ran to the river and scolded: "it, it's unlucky!" I saw the eagle in my eight lifetimes, and the bubble fell on my head, and I provoked whoever provoked me! ”

I washed my face and scolded again, which was a complete spit out of the grievances in my heart.

I tightened my belt, returned to where I had been, and straightened my gear. Looking at Shen Zhidong, who was still sleeping, I also sighed, and said in my heart: "God has arranged it like this, I have no choice, whether I have a life or not depends on your own creation." ”

Time is not waiting, I carried Shen Zhidong along the flow of the river all the way to the east, and carried him for nearly 30 miles, and this is the end. The exhaustion of these days has reached the limit of my physical fitness, and it is true that I can't walk.

I put Shen Zhidong down, wiped his face for him, tidied up his military appearance, and said with a sigh: "Brother, I tried my best, but I really can't walk!" When you get over there, say hello to the sacrificed comrades-in-arms, as well as Yang Fuen and Du Erquan on my behalf! There is no war, no pain! Go all the way! "After saying that, I was already sleepy to the limit, and the two eye frames were so hard that I fell asleep groggily.

This sleep is so refreshing, I have never slept so soundly. When I woke up, I was lying in a military hospital. It is said that the mountain people in the Kunlun Mountains found us, carried us down, and notified the local garrison to take us to the hospital.

My injuries weren't big, just I was overtired and slept in a hospital bed for two whole days. When I opened my eyes, I didn't react for a while, thinking that I was still "fleeing". struggled to get up and scurried around looking for Shen Zhidong.

Several patients dragged me and forcibly pressed me to the bed. The doctor stabbed a sedative on his buttocks, and he fell asleep for another day.

During this period, I had been taken back to the military headquarters by the former army like a deserter, locked in a confinement room and waiting to be released.

It was only later that I learned that shortly after I left with the soldiers, the instructor had received instructions from my superiors to return the same way to support the retreat of the brothers.

I was seven days away from the designated arrival time. At that time, after carrying out the new tasks assigned by the superiors, the company successfully returned to the station, but I was still nowhere to be seen.

According to the clues provided by Lu Jinheng and several later soldiers, the superiors went to the sinkhole where we were in distress to look for us.

But several groups of fighters went down and turned around the bottom of the pit countless times, but found nothing! In broad daylight, we didn't even find the "thief hole" we drilled.

To say that he left his command post in wartime is not a small crime! Moreover, it also caused a non-combat attrition accident with two deaths and one serious injury, and it is estimated that if the military court does not shoot me, I will have to be sentenced to life.

I thought about it behind closed doors in the confinement room, and I was locked up for two months! During the investigation of the incident, Gazi was also righteous, and concealed the facts for me countless times, saying that the troops were marching at night and suddenly encountered a natural phenomenon, which is commonly known as the Yin soldiers in the local area. Since the situation was unknown after dark, I mistakenly thought that the enemy was lurking in camouflage, so I took a reconnaissance squad to check the situation, and the distress was delayed.

But as for why I appeared in Kunlun Mountain, my superiors had reservations about my statement.

On the other hand, I have to say that my father's old subordinates. He served as a division commander in our army, and repeatedly went to the court-martials to intercede on my behalf.

In the end, considering that I was the son of a military cadre and the only seedling in my family, and the intervention of the army, it was decided to expel me from the party and the military, deprive me of the quota of rehabilitation and resettlement, and return to the local area to choose my own job.

This result is too light for me!

Not to mention anything else, the light killed the lives of Du Erquan and Yang Fuen, two comrades-in-arms, and I was not shot ten times! However, compared to the administrative punishment, the hurdle left in my heart is the eternal knot, and their sacrifice is enough to make me feel guilty for a lifetime.

On the same day that I went through the transfer procedures, I received two telegrams at the same time. One was sent by Yun Jingjing, while the other was sent by Meng Qiankun.

When I looked at the time, it was now a full month since they sent the telegram. Yun Jingjing said on the telegram: "Crack, for the wordless book of heaven, see you in the old area, cloud". Looking at Meng Qiankun's telegram again, it is much more straightforward than Yun Jingjing's, which reads: "Human life is at stake!" The old area of Inner Mongolia is waiting for you, come quickly! No, let's all, dungeon."

I folded the two telegrams and put them in my pocket. I bought a ticket to Kunlun Mountain first, and visited Shen Zhidong at the local military hospital.

Doctors said he had suffered severe damage to his brain due to excessive blood loss, which led to insufficient blood supply to his brain. Although he has woken up, his intelligence is like that of a three-year-old child. If you continue to do rehabilitation training, there may be a possibility of recovery, but there is very little hope.

As soon as I heard that there was still hope for recovery, I handed over all the demobilization expenses to Shen Zhidong's attending physician and left my home phone number. Let him take good care of Shen Zhidong for me and make him recover as much as possible! If you don't have enough money, call me.

When I came out of the hospital, I didn't dare to delay, so I immediately bought a ticket to Inner Mongolia. The two telegrams in my pocket have long since taken me back to the unbearable gravedigger and ghost hunting operation ten years ago.

As the train traveled through the mountains and mountains, my mind drifted back to ten years ago. The "Great Proletarian Revolution" of 1968 was in full swing throughout the country, and under the influence of the revolution, we became the third generation of world news. That's when I used to call myself a veteran.

Now that I think about it, we, the veterans, were all thinking about responding to the call of the country and "breaking the four olds" and "establishing the four new" to achieve the important goals of the revolution.

Speaking of the "Broken Four Olds", I really smashed a lot of good things! If I had the consciousness I have now, I would have to hide a few of them secretly! Maybe today, I won't rely on eating the old bottom of my ancestors, going into the mountains, going down the valleys, and doing the business of dividing money and fighting backwards.

In that environment, affected by the impact of the Great Revolution, many old cadres in the compound were isolated and censored, and my father was also among them. Later, we, the self-styled "veterans", were also suppressed, and we lived in fear and idleness.

In the social context of that era, it was also important to pay attention to the division of components. Originally, when I graduated, I could rely on my father's connections to enter the army, become a correspondent, and work as a service soldier.

However, because my father was listed in the black five categories, my bottom and supreme proletarian element was abolished, so I had no choice but to obediently accept the great instructions of the chairman: "The intellectual youth go to the countryside and receive the re-education of the poor and middle peasants." He went to the Zhaowuda League in Inner Mongolia and became a young man who "went to the mountains and went to the countryside".

That being said, it's okay, God doesn't mean anything to me. In 1969, the Construction Corps of Inner Mongolia was established, and I used all the connections at my disposal to win a supernumerary, who was regarded as a layman of the Corps, and was assigned to join the team in the village of Shanzuizi Qifen.

I came with a big man in our compound, his name is Meng Qiankun. We used to call him Dunzi, who was more than one meter tall and more than eight meters tall, fat and strong. Under the impact of the revolutionary ideology, he opened and closed his mouth to say all the quotations of the chairman, so as to express his loyalty to the party and the people.