(I'd rather deceive myself than believe in love)
Chapter 246: I'd rather deceive myself than believe in love
Outside, the sultry heat begins to dissipate, and then the overwhelming autumn breeze caresses the leaves, leaving a rustling overture.
She brushed aside the "messy" hair in front of her, looked at the scene in front of her in a daze, as if she had forgotten how she had just come out, and looked back, it was already a little far away from the hospital.
"Baby, I love you......"
Hearing this, she was so calm, calm that she was startled. But now I have found out that the calm is only because the brain has forgotten how to think, and the blank and white brain has long lost its mind.
Only the subconscious mind is left for her to escape!
Yes, escape!
When he said this six years ago, she just wasn't smart enough to run away and be kicked into hell.
So she wants to run now, run now, get out of his range, run away!
But where can she escape?
Baby, look at this aimless street, the scenery here is already familiar to her, and she can know what it is without looking at it.
But now I don't know where to go.
However, the frightened heart still kept telling her to escape, run away! Run!
She took a breath of cold air, and a shiver suddenly welled up all over her body.
"Hey!" With a sound of excitement, a hand slapped heavily on her shoulder.
"Ahh The baby was startled again, and glanced back at Millie's smiling face. The heart that jumped on the tip of her tongue fluttered and fell back, and such ups and downs made her lose her strength suddenly.
"Are you coming to see your friend again?" She said in a slightly prostrated tone.
Ying Millie was obviously stunned for a moment, stepped forward and stared at her and said, "Girl, what's wrong with you?" ”
"Nothing?" She shook her head, her pale face and purple lips clearly not as insignificant as she had said.
"What's going on? Did Mo Xianan bully you? Millie asked. No. The baby turned her face away, and her heart was unusually 'chaotic', and she couldn't find a clue about the 'chaos'.
"Blue baby, do you know that your lying skills are really bad, so bad that ^H makes people want to flat." Ying Millie shook her fist at her and said.
"It's really nothing." She still didn't want to say it, or didn't know what to say at all.
"You ......" Ying Millie looked at her again and again, and finally could only sigh and hook her neck and say, "Let's go, go drink!" ”
"Drinking?" Baby look at her.
"Of course, if you're in a bad mood, you drink, and when you get a good night's sleep, you'll be fine." This is her single experience, who told them that no one loves them, then they will be drunk!
"This ...... That's good! The baby hesitated and nodded, maybe she wouldn't be so dazed, or maybe it would be her dream when she woke up.
"Let's go, let's go to the bar!" Ying Millie yelled like crazy, then pulled her and ran.
The baby laughed with her, and she loved Millie's crazy and happy "sex" personality.
"Drink, sister, I'll invite you!" When she came to a certain bar, she ordered a bottle of beer and put it in front of the baby. The baby looked at her, picked up the bottle and drank it.
Seeing her happy appearance, Ying Millie smiled, and couldn't help but say, "Yo, I haven't seen the wine rise in six years!" ”
Syllable! The baby drank it in one gulp, put the bottle down and said, "Of course, when I was in the United States, the customers over there were all poured out by me!" "It's not that she's proud, anyway, when she was in the United States, she had to work as hard as she wanted to raise Beibei. So in just two years, he has gone from a basic staff member to an account manager.
"Hehe, okay, then my sister will let you let go of your belly and drink today!" Ying Millie smiled, in fact, she was distressed for her. But she knew that it was useless to ask anything now, it was better to let her drink a painful drink.
The baby was also happy, and ordered a few more bottles and drank it.
I didn't put down the bottle until my face was red and my eyes were dizzy.
"Are you better?" Ying Millie gently patted her back.
"Hmm!" She nodded heavily, and the alcohol began to mess with her brain, and all the things that had been suppressed before rolled out.
"Millie......" she turned her head and threw herself into Millie's arms, choking. Well, let's go, what the hell is going on? Ying Millie continued to ask distressedly, if she could help, she would be happy.
"Millie, Mo Xianan said he was in love with me. But I really don't believe it, really...... Six years ago he ...... "Baby, without saying a word, and finally cried in her arms."
"It's fake, love or something! Millie, I'll never believe in love again! "Chen Tianyu is, Mo Xianan is, all of them are traps for love. So she didn't believe it anymore, really didn't believe it anymore.
"Do you really not believe it? So why are you crying? Ying Millie sighed softly.
"I ......," the baby sobbed, her shoulders shaking over and over again. I used to say that you were stupid and you didn't admit it, but now that you're a mother, you're still so stupid, I really doubt it, did you give birth to your son? How can you be so smart, genetic mutation? ”
"Millie, what are you talking about?" The baby looked up, and Pear Blossom looked at her with the rain.
"Call you stupid!" Ying Millie looked at her and said. "If you don't believe it, then why are you crying? Don't worry about him at all! Otherwise, don't deceive yourself, maybe what he said is true! ”
"But he obviously likes Chu Yan'er, okay! He said that in this life, she will not marry or love! She will always remember this sentence, and she will remember it for the rest of her life.
"Fool, didn't you say before that he specially came to you to explain, saying that it was just a brother and sister relationship for that person?" Ying Millie 'touched' her head, but the baby still shook her head and said, "Millie, it hurts to be kicked into hell, I don't want to taste it again." ”
"So you'd rather make a fool of yourself and choose not to believe?" Ying Millie raised an eyebrow and looked at her still bowed head.
The baby no longer answers, what a self-deception, she just sees the facts!
Ying Millie stopped talking, picked up the wine bottle next to her and said, "After drinking, it will be more comfortable to spit it out." Baby look at her and smile wryly, but there's no denying it's a good idea.
In the end, the baby drank until about eight o'clock in the evening, and was so drunk that Millie took great effort to send her home.
When I opened the door with the key, the light in the living room was on.
Ying Millie thought it was her two sons there, but when she opened the door, she found Mo Xianan sitting on the sofa in the living room with an uneasy expression on her face.