The heart does not deduce [18]
The school library is always open to students only, which is a great place for high school students.
Ever since she had seen Ember with his extraordinary learning ability, Su Su also asked Chen Ember to come here from time to time to help her open a small stove.
It is said that serious people are the best-looking, Su Su didn't have a chance to see it before, but now he is really lucky to see such a picture.
Maybe it's because I've watched the other party grow into such an elegant and gentle appearance step by step, or maybe it's because of my identity that I always set my eyes on the teenager.
Over time, it becomes a habit.
What Su Su often does is drag his chin and observe the other party's small movements.
When he speaks, there is always a gentle smile between his eyebrows and eyes, and he has to fight with the warm but not dazzling sunlight outside the window.
It's very different from when he was in junior high school, getting better and better, and more likable. If he encountered some more difficult questions, he would frown slightly, if it was before, Su Su would have stretched out his hand to soothe it silently, but as the days got longer and longer, even Sansan noticed the slight feelings in her heart, and she buried it deeper.
"Host, you're just a passer-by in this world, just in moderation!"
Sansan was melancholy in his heart, from the time when the other party took the initiative to exchange the amnestic agent, it had a sense of foreboding, after all, the space-time management bureau had a lot of lessons from the past.
Those who indulge in love, a few of them can really peel off these feelings without worry, knowing that the starting point is false.
This is a mystery for Sansan.
Su Su always said that it was a data that would not understand this, but it was not convinced, because no matter how much it was data, at least it was a product from the high-level plane, and how could these codes that were free in the virtual world compare to it?
However, Su Su was its first bound host, and had worked together in several worlds, and had established an unusually strong revolutionary friendship, and out of selfishness, it did not want to interfere with the host's decision.
Sansan, it just wants to provide her with the best convenience possible.
Why couldn't Su Su notice Sansan's intentions?
If you are destined to be a passerby, then only do what a passerby should do.
High school is destined to be a time of tension and not lack of motivation, and almost everyone has a direction in their hearts, a dream that they want to achieve with all their might.
More and more students are immersed in studying, shuttling in the sea of questions, affected by this rich atmosphere, Su Su also took out the original strength and worked hard to gnaw on his knowledge blind spots.
Of course, the first to notice her change was Chen Yan, just as Su Su was able to lock Chen Yan's back at a glance in the vast crowd. Chen Yan also put Su Su's shadow in his heart without leaving a trace.
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The closer the college entrance examination is, the teacher began to suggest that everyone go out more and relax their mood.
At this moment, the moon cage is light and the small lotus is swaying.
The coolest is the sassy summer breeze that is unintentionally blowing, and the most complete is the fifteenth moon that climbs to the horizon.
Su Su and Chen Ember sat side by side on a bench in the park, in front of a large lake with water lotus.
The fragrance of flowers floats and rises in the night, and it is provocative inch by inch.
Su Su was looking at the scene in front of him, but Chen Shen quietly turned his head sideways, and subconsciously left his gaze to Su Su's side face.
In this way, he watched it for a long time, so long that Su Su even had a fight with the telephone pole and the nerves that he had noticed this strong sense of presence.
Su Su pursed her lips embarrassedly and whispered, "Why do you keep looking at me?" ”
When Chen Yan heard this, the hand hidden in his coat pocket suddenly cut a stray thread, and he was silent for a while before he asked tentatively, "Where do you want to go to college?" ”
Su Su looked at Chen Yan's long eyelashes that seemed to tremble with uneasiness, and couldn't cry or laugh in his heart, why did he suddenly look the same as when he was a child, looking pitiful.
She pretended to cough lightly, and Yu Guang saw that the other party really looked like he was sitting and listening, and tried to put on a serious expression, but the unbearable smile on his lips still didn't hold back, "Of course, there are mountains and rivers, and... You're in the place. ”
Chen Yan's heart was relieved, and he nodded solemnly at Su Su, "Well, we must go to the same school." ”
Su Su stood up and rubbed Chen Yan's black hair very unceremoniously, and quipped, "Why are you still like when you were a child, you can't live without people?" ”
Chen Yan opened his mouth, but in the end, he didn't say the emotion that was about to fill his chest.
The other party looked at him the same way as before, treating him as a relative, and really loved him very much.
But he was different.
Under the cover of night, Chen Shen raised his hand to touch his plopping heart, and his eyes like a deep pool began to gather whirlpools.
He also really likes and likes her so much.
Although Su Su felt the more enthusiastic eyes of Ember on the other side, what she was about to do was to keep her distance from him.
How good would it be if time could have stayed on this summer night, he hadn't confessed, and she hadn't tried to leave all the baggage behind?
It's a pity that there are no ifs in the world.
Although there is no if, I have no regrets.
Chen Yan's confession was long, and if you really noticed the difference, it should be the night in the hospital.
What Su Su didn't know was that Chen Shen watched her for a long, long time that night, so long that he remembered all the hers in his memory in his heart, constantly overlapping, and constantly deriving... Until today.
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The day before the college entrance examination, Chen Ember said goodbye, hesitating between deciding to take that step and not to take that step.
He went alone to the easternmost part of the school, where there was a particularly long staircase, and I heard my classmates mention it by chance, as if there were more than four hundred steps.
At the end of the staircase is a gazebo with four corners pulled up.
Chen Yan was actually very flustered in his heart, but except for the slight emotion leaking from his eyes, his expression was quite calm and self-controlled.
He climbed the stairs in two or three steps as fast as he could, and when he was exhausted, he could only pull on the railing and go up step by step.
It seems to have been stretched out a lot of time, and naturally it has allowed him to use it wholeheartedly.
"If the steps are odd, then I will confess, if it is even, then write to her to confess."
However, as soon as he thought of the letter, Chen Ember remembered the hearts of the boys he had hidden and secretly stuffed into Su Su's desk, and his face, which had been flushed from exercise, turned black.
Those who still want to think about him have no doors, and even less windows, and as for the walls, he will definitely put more glass, bricks, and thorns to entertain them o(′^')o.
After the strenuous exercise, Chen Yan returned home alone as if nothing had happened.
Su Su heard the head teacher say that Chen Yan wanted to go home early to rest because he was uncomfortable, and his heart tightened, and he couldn't help but think that the college entrance examination was going to be tomorrow, so there should be nothing wrong!
She also left the school early, but as soon as she got home, she saw Chen Yan lying on the floor with her eyes half-closed.
Su Su was puzzled in her heart, she walked towards Chen Yan, squatted down, and said softly, "What's wrong with you?" Read the latest chapters, stay tuned