Chapter 80: Lost Soul
Mu Xiaoya secretly changed her clothes and wanted to go out for a walk, but she was very depressed.
She walked out of the gate of the hospital, looked at the people coming and going on the road, and walked in all directions, but Mu Xiaoya found that she had nowhere to go.
She stood in the middle of the road confused, not knowing which direction she should go. There is no place in this world that belongs to her, and there is no place that can contain her who is scarred in her heart at this time.
The "Dididi" car stopped at Mu Xiaoya's feet, and the driver stuck his head out of the window and scolded, "How do you walk, why do you stand in the middle of the road." ”
Mu Xiaoya didn't seem to hear it, and still stood still.
The cars behind "Dididi" were blocked on the road one by one, and a long line of cars honked their horns together, and the sound of horns filled the streets all day long.
The driver in front finally couldn't bear it anymore, got out of the car, and came to Mu Xiaoya, "Miss, can you let me, you stand in the middle of the road, how can we pass." ”
Mu Xiaoya was immersed in her own world, she couldn't hear what they said, she only saw their mouths open and closed.
The driver looked at Mu Xiaoya, who was dumbfounded, thinking that she was a fool and a deaf person, so he became irritable, pulled Mu Xiaoya to the side of the road, and immediately got into the car.
And Mu Xiaoya didn't stand still because of her unstable center of gravity, she fell to the ground, and her palms were rubbed by the rough ground, but she didn't feel it at all.
Because Mu Xiaoya walked away, the cars that were originally blocked on the road were liberated, and they sped past Mu Xiaoya one by one.
Mu Xiaoya stood up slowly, and her embarrassed appearance was seen by the people around her, pointing at her, and really thought she was a fool.
Mu Xiaoya walked to a park, because the weather was good, there were many people in the park, and the benches were also full of people.
Mu Xiaoya sat on the lawn, looking fixedly into the distance, and her thoughts flew far away.
"You can eat." A woman's happy laughter came from the side.
Mu Xiaoya looked over and saw a pair of young men and women picnicking not far away. They sat on a piece of floral cloth with a lunch box in the middle, and they could see that the food in the lunch box was delicious.
The woman took a piece of sushi and handed it to the man's mouth, looking at him expectantly. The man ate the sushi in one gulp, and he chewed hard because the sushi was too big. Then he nodded exaggeratedly and said with a surprised expression, "It's delicious." ”
The woman received the man's compliment and smiled shyly.
Mu Xiaoya looked at them with envy, so good.
She had never been in a relationship before, and she didn't know the sweetness of love at all. It turned out that she had an infinite beautiful yearning for love, but now she was bruised all over her body, and she didn't dare to love anymore.
Despite this, she kept looking at the man and woman, watching their sweet smiles and intimate interactions, as if she could feel that love herself.
Mu Xiaoya looked at them like this for a long time, and the man and woman finally felt her gaze, at first, the woman just said to the man that Mu Xiaoya was very strange, but gradually, Mu Xiaoya looked at them all afternoon, and she always used a very sad look, and her face was also very pale. The woman slowly began to doubt the relationship between Mu Xiaoya and the man.
She confronted the man, "Do you really not know her?" ”
"I don't know!" The man said with a resolute expression.
"Then why did she look at us all afternoon and keep looking at us like that! Isn't it your woman out there! The woman's voice slowly raised, and she began to have some physical friction.
"Or am I the woman out there!" When the woman thought about it, her emotions were even more out of control.
Seeing that the woman was so emotional, the man hugged the woman and said, "I really don't know her, you calm down." ”
But the woman didn't listen, and beat the man's chest with both hands.
The man was anxious, and pulled the woman to Mu Xiaoya's side, "Miss, why have you been watching us, now my girlfriend has misunderstood, please help explain." ”
Mu Xiaoya looked at the two people who were fighting in front of her, and suddenly came back to her senses, knowing that she had caused trouble to others, and hurriedly explained, "Miss, I really don't know him, I think you are just ...... It's just because ......" Mu Xiaoya couldn't say why.
What do she want to say, because she was abandoned by her husband, humiliated by the mistress, and lost her soul, and because she envied the love between them, did she keep looking at them?
She didn't know what to say.
And when the woman saw that Mu Xiaoya couldn't say why, she was even more convinced that there was a problem between her and the man. In a fit of rage, he broke free of the man's hand and ran away.
The man glanced at Mu Xiaoya, sighed indignantly, and chased after him.
Mu Xiaoya looked at the figures of the two of them gradually moving away, and knew that she was in trouble. Sure enough, I did something wrong again, didn't I? With his head down, tears slowly blurred his vision.
Mu Xiaoya stood in a daze for a long time, the sky slowly darkened, and the street lights in the park also lit up.
The park is full of trees, and although the street lights are on, it is still dim and difficult to see. There aren't many people in the park now, so the wild cats start to come out and move, and the "meow" sound is not as cute as usual, but adds to the eerie atmosphere.
Mu Xiaoya was wearing a thin sweatshirt, shivering with cold.
She lifted one foot, but because she hadn't moved for a long time, her foot was a little numb, as if she had been gnawed by tens of thousands of ants, and she couldn't get up.
After slowing down for a long time, Mu Xiaoya slowly walked out of the lawn. She didn't want to go back to the hospital at this time, and she couldn't pretend that nothing had happened in front of Zhang Yuxuan to hide her sadness. She didn't want to face this empty hospital room alone.
Mu Xiaoya walked out of the park, looked at the brightly lit street in front of her, and walked over.
Along the way, she looked at the people coming and going, and felt that the street was full of sweet couples, and she turned her head to look at the shops on the side of the street.
As she walked, she saw a bridal shop. In the window, a snow-white wedding dress was placed. She kept looking at the wedding dress and was fascinated by it. This wedding dress is sewn with many big flowers, with a big V-neckline, a tight waist, and a wide skirt that drags long on the ground, which is beautiful and makes all women excited.
Mu Xiaoya thought of the day she and Ye Yuhan took wedding photos. Since neither of them liked this marriage, the filming was not pleasant and did not go well. When the original wedding dress was also went, the clerk brought it, and she wore it, and she didn't look carefully at what she looked like in the wedding dress.
Mu Xiaoya looked at it for a long time, and the clerk inside saw it, and came out to entertain Mu Xiaoya and said, "Miss, do you want to go to our store to take a look at the others?" ”
Mu Xiaoya didn't look at the clerk, her eyes were still staring at the wedding dress, "No need." ”
After speaking, Mu Xiaoya reluctantly left.
She walked to the door of a bar, looked at the rock music playing inside, the dim lights kept flashing, and the drunken atmosphere made her walk in without hesitation.
Zhang Yuxuan brought food to Mu Xiaoya at noon, but found that she was not in the ward, at first he didn't suspect anything, thinking that Mu Xiaoya was going out for a walk, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't see her come back, walked to the window, saw the photo of the trash can next to him, and realized that the situation was wrong.
He immediately rushed out of the hospital to find Mu Xiaoya. He couldn't think of where Mu Xiaoya would go, only to find that he and Mu Xiaoya were far away, he didn't know her life at all, he didn't even know where she often went, he could only look for it aimlessly near the hospital.
He searched for a long, long time, and he was almost desperate for a long time.
He was exhausted and stood in front of a bar, he couldn't give up, so he thought about it and went in anyway.
Entering the bar, he recognized Mu Xiaoya lying on the bar at a glance. She wore a plain sweatshirt and long hair, and collapsed drunk on the bar.
Zhang Yuxuan immediately rushed up and hugged Mu Xiaoya, and his tears of excitement were about to come out.
He was glad that he didn't give up, and still found Mu Xiaoya, otherwise she was so drunk now, if she ran into someone, then what would she do. The more he thought about it, the more Zhang Yuxuan's heart couldn't be calmed.
Ye Yu's cold hurt Mu Xiaoya is so deep, he will never give Mu Xiaoya to him again!
He held up Mu Xiaoya's face and saw that Mu Xiaoya's face was as pale as paper, and her lips were also white.
He patted Mu Xiaoya's face in pain, "Xiaoya, wake up." ”
"Is that you? Ye Yuhan. Mu Xiaoya tried hard to open her eyes, but she felt that her eyelids were so heavy that she couldn't see the person in front of her clearly.
She raised her hand, touched Yu Hao's face, and asked anxiously, "Is that you?" Why don't you speak?"
Yu Hao looked at Mu Xiaoya, who was delirious in front of him, and felt that his heart ached and he couldn't breathe. He had never thought that Mu Xiaoya would love Ye Yuhan so much before, but now, just for the sake of his indecent photos with a woman, he wandered outside for a day, and now he is drunk and calling his name.
Zhang Yuxuan didn't answer Mu Xiaoya's words, just helped her.
Suddenly, Mu Xiaoya retched a few times, Zhang Yuxuan suddenly panicked, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with you." ”
Mu Xiaoya couldn't answer, she walked to the wall crookedly, and finally couldn't help but vomit.
Zhang Yuxuan hurriedly patted Mu Xiaoya's back, hoping that she would be better.
He touched her hand, which was horribly cold. Zhang Yuxuan immediately picked up Mu Xiaoya and took her back to the hospital.
"Doctor, doctor, come and see her." Along the way, Mu Xiaoya kept holding her stomach and moaning softly. As soon as Zhang Yuxuan arrived at the hospital, he immediately shouted for a doctor.
Zhang Yuxuan had been waiting outside the emergency room, walking around constantly, and at this moment, he was irritable and wanted to kill Ye Yuhan.
As soon as the lights in the emergency room went out, Zhang Yuxuan immediately walked to the door, and as soon as the doctor came out, he immediately asked, "Doctor, how is it." ”
"The patient drank a lot of alcohol on an empty stomach, which caused stomach bleeding, and now he is fine. And just had a miscarriage, and the body has not recovered yet, so you spoil your body, and your family doesn't pay attention to it, the child is gone, and you can't hurt yourself like this. At the end of the doctor's words, his tone was a little reproachful, and the doctor's parents were heartfelt.
"We'll pay attention to it later." Zhang Yuxuan was not dissatisfied with the doctor's words, but replied to the doctor gratefully.
After saying that, Mu Xiaoya was pushed out, and Zhang Yuxuan hurriedly followed.