How happy will a child who is not welcomed by his mother be when he comes into this world?

She regarded Wu Hao as her deep love, but Wu Hao betrayed her; She regarded Lu Bancheng as a friend, but Lu Bancheng raped her...... Her own life is a mess, she is still in debt, where does she have the extra energy and heart to raise a child?

Take 10,000 steps back and say, even if she really gave birth to this child, she didn't want to be with Lu Bancheng and leave the child to Lu Bancheng to raise, is it good for the child if she leaves?

Either way, it's the wrong way.

Rather than this, it is better to let the children not come into this world-

Xu Nuan recuperated at home for a week and then returned to work.

Xu Nuan entered the company's business department, the more orders she signed, the higher the relative salary, in order to make money, she almost devoted all her energy to work, except for going home and sleeping at night, the rest of the time, she was busy with work-related things.

The days of focusing on work are very hard and tiring, but at least it can keep her from thinking about the sad things in the past.

Probably from the day she took off the child, she no longer likes to be as lively as she used to, and she doesn't like to go out with her colleagues after work, and even rarely plays games that she used to play when she had nothing to do.

When there are outsiders, she still likes to laugh, but when the outsiders are gone, leaving her alone, she is in a daze for much more time than before, sometimes, walking alone on the street, suddenly will stop in a daze, staring at a certain place, stunned.

Since Lu Bancheng had a big quarrel with her and left, she didn't know if Lu Bancheng had ever been home, anyway, he wasn't there when she was at home.

As he said that night, it was as if he and she had never appeared in each other's lives, and there was no intersection or connection anymore.

If it weren't for the occasional thought that she and he had a marriage contract, many times, she would have thought in a trance that she and he had never met.

Such a peaceful day passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, it was April.

I don't know if it's because she's spent too much energy on work this month, or if the weather has been unstable recently, hot and cold, on the first day of April, when Xu Nuan woke up in the morning, she felt a little headache, like a sign of a cold.

She didn't pay much attention to it, she just changed her work clothes and went to the company, meeting seven customers a day, most of them were running outside, even for lunch, she was in the cake shop, and she bought two breads to fill her stomach.

By the time I finished work, took the bus, and got home, it was already nine o'clock in the evening.

The headache was even worse, Xu Nuan flipped through a box of instant noodles indiscriminately, and after solving the problem of food and clothing for dinner, he took a shower, drank some hot water, and climbed into bed early.

After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, she felt that her whole body was hot and cold, and she was very uncomfortable, and her brain became groggy and began to dream.

She didn't know what she dreamed about, her consciousness was sometimes awake, sometimes she was confused, and later, the picture of her being pressed under her and tearing her clothes came out of her mind, she was afraid and panicked, and begged for a long time, but the person didn't let her go, and then she cried in despair in her dream.