Chapter 238: A Curtain of Autumn Dreams

"Come, little Beizi eats vegetables." I held Hongli in one hand - this little guy is still clutching the corner of my clothes, there is enough resoluteness, it is really a piece of material for the emperor, and the other hand is busy picking vegetables, busy taking care of one and the other. That little naughty was still bouncing around me, and in a few moments, it was making me sweat profusely.

I really don't know, why do I have to run here on a hot day to be a wet nurse, I will hand over my own family to the wet nurse and forget it!

"I'll help you!" I don't know when, the seventeenth elder brother actually ran back to my side: "I'll hold him, you just do your business." ”

"......" I looked at him stupidly, but I couldn't say a word again - again, he took the initiative to approach me regardless of his previous suspicions, and he made an effort to come to me, after I left again and again without a reason......

"It's so good, if the master of my family also has the seventeenth elder brother to treat me well, I don't have to quarrel with him every day, so that the sisters will laugh." Shifujin Borzigit, the princess of Horqin in Mongolia, has a personality like the fiercest horse in Mongolia, but she was unlucky to marry the ten elder brothers who also have a hot temper. As a result, from scolding to fighting, to fighting all the way to Kangxi, it has already become the laughing stock of all the Fujin women after dinner.

"Counting it, your big Gege is also celebrating his birthday today, right?" Sifujin saw that I was empty, and he also gave me cloth vegetables very politely: "Why didn't you bring her over today, so lively?" ”

How dare I! Every time my sister sees her daughter, who has no chance, she always can't help but burst into tears, on such a big day, in front of so many nobles, do I dare to make things more and more out of control?

Even if the fourth elder brother has been deceived by me, no amount of gossip will shake my sister's status, but people's words are terrifying, what if it reaches Kangxi's ears?

"Actually...... "I was looking for a reason to cover up this matter, but I didn't expect my sister to take the lead.

"Hehe, speaking of Da Gege, I was just about to tell my lord and sister!" My sister smiled and avoided my eyes: "I think that there has never been a girl in the fourth master's mansion, and these two children are the same age, the younger sister is young and not very good at taking care of children, I don't know if your sister is willing to pass this child to us, anyway, you and Seventeen are still very young, and there will be more opportunities to have children in the future." ”

I knew it was going to be like this!

This child has always been my sister's heart problem, but I didn't think she would do such a desperate job, no wonder she has not dared to look at me since the beginning of the banquet.

I don't have any feelings for that child, and I don't really like children very much, but has my sister ever thought about it, in the eyes of their ancients - I am now in a situation where the new person laughs at the old person and the old person cryes, I don't have a boy under my knees, it can be said that my status is shaky, and only this one daughter is the only breakthrough point to maintain the relationship between me and the seventeenth elder brother.

Sister, you are an ancient woman, you don't care as much as I do, you have considered me in doing this, but you will feel sorry for me?

"How can this be? Qiyun is just this one child, and she is still the first child. "It's still Thirteen Blessings who are kind-hearted and stand up and say a fair word for me.

"What else do we sisters have to share with each other?" My sister turned her head to look at me, her eyes full of supplication—she knew it, she knew everything about my situation, but every mother was selfish. There was no mother who didn't want to keep her own daughter around, so she chose to ignore my position.

"Sister......" In front of everyone's eyes, I can't say anything if I refuse, I know better than anyone how difficult it is for my sister to get to where she is today. She sacrificed so much for me, and now she's just trying to fulfill a wish that all creatures have, and I can't refuse.

However, it is still sad that we cannot refuse, and the intimacy that we used to talk about in the past has finally begun to get farther and farther away with the difference in our positions with each other......

"Qiyun-" Seventeen hugged Hongli with one hand, and secretly held my hand with the other, his eyes sparkling - as if to say, if you are very difficult, I will help you refuse.

I looked at Seventeen, the man who always respected my decisions in everything—he actually loved this child much more than I did, and I knew that if I agreed, he would be more reluctant than I was. But he didn't say anything, just looked at me like that.

"Seventeen." I shook my head, my sister is the future queen mother, destined to dominate the world, in fact, when I implemented this plan, I knew that with her stoic personality, she would definitely return her own daughter in the end, but I didn't expect that she was not strong enough now, and she would be so unbreathable.

It wasn't mine, and I couldn't keep it, I just felt sorry for Brother Seventeen - I couldn't have children anymore, this may be his only child, but it still doesn't belong to him......

"Everything depends on my sister's arrangement, my house is thin, and it would be better to hand over the child here and have someone to play with."

"I knew my sister would think like this, so ......"

"Qiyun, do you really think so?" My sister's words were frozen in the air, and what froze her was the cold voice of the fourth elder brother: "Although there is a lack of a small Gege in my house, the thirteenth brother has long agreed to pass on his big Gege to my family Fujin, and you and the seventeenth brother only have this one child......"

"It's because there's only one, so I'm afraid I'll be spoiled, and handing it over to my sister will definitely hurt her more than me, and I don't have anything to be reluctant to."

If there is anyone in this world who dares to interrupt the cold-faced Hades Fourth, it must be me—because I don't know how to do it now, and I am still looking him in the eye without fear of death, and whose eyes are more lethal than him.

Fourth elder brother, I am very grateful to you, you can still consider my situation even though you know that it is your own daughter, and come forward to reject my sister's selfish decision on my behalf.

But I can only live up to your kindness, I can't refuse my sister, not only because I can't forget the previous kindness, but also because of the cruel reality in the future - it is not destined to be my own, so it is best never to be delusional.

"Then it's decided." My sister's originally ugly face immediately rejuvenated because of my words, and she kept casting grateful eyes at me: "I will immediately go to Zhengbai Flag to pick the best nurse, you can rest assured, I will never treat Da Gege badly, and all her future use will be compared with Hongli, and it will never be less than half a point." ”

She's your biological daughter, what else am I worried about? Compare the calendar? I'm afraid you'll only be better to her, right?

I pursed my lips, signaled to the seventeenth elder brother that I was fine, and smiled proudly at Bafujin, who was watching the show, and didn't say anything more all night.

"Qiyun, you wait."

Just as I was about to leave, the thirteenth elder brother suddenly stopped me at the door.

"Third brother?" I turned around and waited for the sedan driver to wait for me to get on the sedan chair. remembered the unpleasantness that happened in Chengde two years ago, so I had to change my name again: "Thirteenth elder brother, is there something wrong?" ”

"You better call me third brother." Seeing my unfamiliar look, the thirteenth elder brother smiled bitterly: "Qiyun, let me ask you, why do you agree, you obviously know ......"

"Thirteenth elder brother, you are too much to manage." I still remember his ruthlessness that day, if it weren't for his determination, I would not have been forced to hand over that maid to the fourth elder brother, I would not have been forced to the point where I needed to take risks, betrayed my virginity and even almost needed self-judgment to get rid of my crimes. "You just take care of your fourth brother, I don't need you to care if I'm doing well or bad."

The thirteenth elder brother's lips trembled, and it seemed that he was stabbed by my words: "Qiyun, are you the one I chose to kill you for the fourth brother?" Is that so? So you've been avoiding me for the past two years, and you're not even willing to say a word to me? ”

"......" is so, you have your position, what else do I have to say?

"Qiyun, I was going to hand over that girl to the fourth brother at the beginning, because I couldn't let the fourth brother know without knowing or even taking precautions. But I never wanted you to die, I thought about it when I went that day, even if I knelt for three days and three nights, I would ask the fourth brother to suppress this matter, but-"

"It's just that you haven't had a chance to show your friendship, and that maid is dead, isn't it?" I looked at the thirteenth elder brother's anxious and embarrassed expression, and felt more and more that this world was ridiculous - why didn't you say it at the beginning? Why did you come to explain all this now? Why did I tell me that I was almost going to be entangled with the fourth elder brother like this for the rest of my life?

"Hahaha, you must be sad, right? Can't you make me thank you and be willing to surround me from dying? "I looked at this first good person I met in the Qing Dynasty ironically - he who loved to fight and fight and save Tiantian from the hands of bullies, he who said in court that he would protect me for the rest of his life, and he who cheated and deceived people with me...... What is it that leaves us with nothing to say now?

"You must be curious, right? How did I make that secret a secret forever? I don't think you can figure it out until now, do you? You look so strict, how can you die? ”

"I've thought about it, the only one who can start with me is the fourth brother." The thirteenth elder brother did not shy away from saying to me: "But I just can't figure it out, why did the fourth brother do that?" There's no reason, what else do you have to do with him? ”

"You want to know?" It's so overwhelming that I don't even want to think about it.

"No, I've decided never to think about it again."

"Very good, Thirteenth Elder Brother, you do your elder brother well, I will do my Fujin well, and you will never think about my affairs again." Thirteenth elder brother, I never hated that you would choose to do that at that time, your position is different, you just did what you should do. What's more, I now know that you don't want me to die, but we are not destined to be all the way.

"Wait, Qiyun, there's one thing I haven't wanted to tell you, but I must say it today." The thirteenth elder brother was so excited that he actually took my hand: "I rejected your marriage proposal today, I asked you, do you want to know the reason?" ”

Brother Thirteen's words reminded me of back then-

"Qiyun ......" Thirteenth Elder Brother stopped me from behind, "Qiyun, don't you want to know the reason?" ”

I stopped, trying not to grieve at the fate I was about to face: "Would you answer if I asked?" No, right? Then I refuse to ask. ”

"Qiyun, I'm sorry ......"

"Qiyun, if you asked that day, I would definitely tell you." The thirteenth elder brother held my hand tighter and tighter, and I tried to break free without success: "Because, I know that you don't love me at all, and I know that you want to marry me just as an expedient measure." But I'm different, if I never got you, I could lie to myself and say that we were just brother and sister. But once I get it, once I get it, I can't control myself anymore, I'm afraid I'll hurt you, I'm afraid you'll hate me after all......"

"......" turned out to be like this, I always thought it was because of the fourth elder brother, but I didn't expect it......

"Third brother, thank you." If you want to fight Song Qingyun together and fight against the powerful together, did you really not move at all? It's just that knowing his true identity and knowing that he is sure that his three wives and four concubines will never belong to him - so, he chose to be my brother, and I chose to be his sister, it turns out that we are both such timid people! "Thank you for rejecting me for my sake!"

Thank you even more, I am still sad because of my embarrassment to this day, but I already have a seventeenth elder brother, and he has already had such a virtuous wife......

"I think you were a reckless man at the beginning, and I was a yellow-haired girl who didn't know whether to live or die, we could sing about wine and marry Jin Lan." I broke his hand with my other hand: "But now, you can only be the thirteenth elder brother, but only your younger sister Qiyun Gege, we have no choice......"

The past is like smoke, and all we can do is remember......