Chapter 103: Don't Come to Me

Qi Yiyi smiled and said, "Otherwise? ”

Yan Tang glanced at her, frowning and silent.

Qi Mi then held his chin and looked at him and smiled.

Whether Yan Tang has ever liked Su Shenci, apart from himself, she should have the most right to speak.

If you look at it according to the ten years of getting along, and looking at it from the perspective of her after knowing about the affair, he doesn't have that kind of longing for her.

If he likes her, then at least she should always show it when she mentions her feelings for Xiao Heng to him.

However, he didn't from beginning to end, on the contrary, he briefly discussed Xiao Heng with her.

If a person has another person in his heart, how can he have such a calm and indifferent state of mind?

Even when he died, he was still not married, and she didn't think it was because of her.

In his eyes, she had never even seen the floating emotions that Xiao Heng had when he looked at her.

Yan Tang saw her puzzling smile, and her heart became inexplicably upset.

He got up and walked to the window, now that the sun was shining, a small camphor tree in the corner of the courtyard was already wilted by the sun, and the lonely terrain was alone.

On that summer day eight years ago, he personally pinched the misdeeds of his second uncle Yan Daning tightly in his hands, and suppressed them in front of the palace.

It was his first confrontation with the enemy, and it was a good experience, but after that, he only felt cold sweat dripping with cold.

Ever since his father's death, he had felt a sense of loneliness, and that day, his feeling of helplessness was even greater.

Because it was his own uncle, he was already a big tree, and he was only an eleven-year-old child.

He knew that Yan Daning would never sit still, and his victory was only short-lived.

What will happen next is an endless battle of wits with him.

As an eleven-year-old, he was scared and helpless.

Concubine Ye loves him and Yan Nan like a heart, but after all, she is a mother and can't share his subtle feelings.

Yan Nan is his sibling, and he has been very sensible since he was a child, but after all, he is too young and pampered to understand him.

When he walked out of the palace, he saw Su Shenci also sitting there lonely looking into the distance.

The longing and apprehension in her eyes and the hesitation in her eyes were so familiar to him, and in the mirror, he had seen himself like this countless times.

She said, now that you and I are two people, we will not be alone......

This sentence wrapped him like an invisible palm.

Later, he also knew how naïve and unreliable it was to pin his soul comfort on a little girl who was five years younger than him.

The age difference of five years and the difference in the environment make it impossible for her to fully appreciate his mood even when she grew up in adversity.

But after all, as the years go by, it has become a habit to guard her.

After all, there was no one but her who could resonate with him more—even slightly.

People are very strange, they don't fit in with others, sometimes a look, a movement, a sentence can be identified.

In the time of a speech, you can judge how far his friendship with you can go.

Except for Su Shenci, he has not tried to contact other people in the depths of his heart, but he has always reached the point where he can sit up and talk to himself freely.

Then he gave up.

Su Shenci has a stable temperament, not the kind that is suddenly irritable and dull, which makes him feel very peaceful in his heart.

Even if she was busy with her, he didn't feel uncomfortable when he sat next to him and thought about himself.

Everyone said that he and her were childhood sweethearts, and there was a childlike relationship.

Really? He didn't know either.

I just know that I am used to it, he hopes that she is good and trusts her very much. If we can be together for the rest of our lives, there is nothing wrong with that.

However, more and more profound, it is not.

Now that Qi Mi is smiling like this, it always makes people feel as if she has seen through him, as if her belief has also been laughed out of a crack.

It made him feel as if he had seen through the emptiness in his heart.

He began to regret a little, why did he explain his feelings to Ah Ci in front of an outsider who didn't have any friendship?

He had been in love with Ah Ci for eight years, and how unfair it was to her when he said that.

"You stay away from Peiying in the future." He took a deep breath and leaned on the windowsill to look at the tree, "Ah Ci has only one brother, and I don't allow you to tease him!" ”

Qi Yiyi, who was eating the grapes on his plate, stopped when he heard this.

After looking at his back for a long time, she said: "Protecting Peiying like this, is it possible that you really like Ah Ci?" ”

He didn't answer.

Whether he likes Su Shenci or not, what does it matter to her?

She's just an outsider.

The grapes in Qi Yiyi's hand stopped at his mouth, and he couldn't eat them anymore.

"You're not serious, are you?" She walked over.

He avoided her and walked back: "It has nothing to do with you. ”

"But you can't do that." She looked at him fixedly, "She doesn't like you." You're unrequited love! ”

"How do you know she won't like me?"

Yan Tang turned around suddenly, catching a glimpse of her suddenly becoming serious, and for some reason her heart was slightly relieved.

"Because I don't like you." She said.

It's hard for her to say anything else, she must know what Su Shenci is thinking.

In addition to his old-fashioned and boring, and carefree temperament, the main reason is that he can't meet Su Shenci's inner expectations and desires for a lifelong partner.

Su Shenci is particularly eager for warm and stable love, how can he give it when his temperament is so dull and bland?

In her previous life, she had never liked him after losing Su Peiying, and she could still expect that she would like him after avoiding those tragic experiences in this life?

Expecting Su Shenci didn't do him any good at all.

Yan Tang's face that had just calmed down sank again in a blink of an eye.

"I mean seriously." Qi Mi looked at him sincerely.

"I'm not here to hit you, but unrequited love hurts the most.

"As you said before, take your heart as soon as possible, there are a lot of pure and lovely girls in the world who love you, who can't find it, you have to find someone who doesn't like you?

"I'm doing this for your own good, really."

If he really had thoughts about Su Shenci, then in his previous life, he never got married because Su Shenci married someone else?

Then she didn't want him to grow old alone in this life.

Regardless of whether he really likes it or not, as long as he pins his hopes on Su Shenci, she has to give advice with her conscience.

"Have you said enough?!"

Yan Tang looked at her coldly.

Qi was stunned for a moment, spreading his hands.

He stared at her with a heavy face: "It's her business how Ah Ci feels to me, and what kind of mood I feel to her is also my business, and it has nothing to do with you!"

"I said before that you and I have nothing to do with you after teaching you to ride a horse, and now that I'm done teaching, don't come to me again, you and I won't know anyone in the future, that's all!"

After saying that, he picked up the head of the table and went out without looking back.