One hundred and forty, who will fall into the flowers
Chapter 139: Whose Family Falls
At the end of April of the forty-ninth year of Kangxi
"Qiyun, if Concubine Yi hadn't reminded the mourning family a while ago, the mourning family would have almost forgotten. Our little Qiyun has grown up and is a big girl. "The Queen Mother was in a very good mood on this day, and just when all the ladies and ladies came over to relieve the boredom of the Queen Mother and her old man, the Queen Mother mentioned this matter at this time, and it was clear that she wanted to marry me.
"Yes, yes, I still remember the scene when she composed poetry at the dinner that day, she was so old in a blink of an eye, and I don't know who can be so blessed to endure such a lovely person!" Concubine Yi on the side heard the Queen Mother mention her, and she was busy patting her ass.
I immediately shouted in my heart - no, in order to keep his mother from going against me (to be exact, it doesn't prevent me from helping him), he once lied to Concubine Yi that he intended to be with me, Concubine Yi won't still remember this matter now, right? Don't, I don't want to add murder to my husband in my glorious history!
"Qiyun doesn't want to get married, Qiyun wants to accompany the Queen Mother Lafayette for the rest of her life!" Seeing that Concubine Yi wanted to ask the Queen Mother for me in the next sentence, and the Queen Mother was probably happy to do this favor, I immediately interjected.
"Hehe, I know that the mourning family didn't hurt this child in vain!" The Queen Mother swept all the concubines present with her eyes, and saw that those ladies were all deadly and laughed: "But you are a child's stupid words, how can there be a girl who does not marry, even if the mourning family is reluctant to you, it can't delay your life's events!" You say, don't you? ”
Looking at the ladies at the bottom nodding yes, I knew that I was afraid that I would be very sad at this level today - the Queen Mother would say this to show that she was too high in my worth, and all the ladies saw that I was so favored in front of the Queen Mother, and they wished that their son would accept me so that they could take the opportunity to win the favor of the Queen Mother. If this continues, it seems that my life is going to be decided like this.
"Queen Mother, Qiyun obeys the Queen Mother's arrangements in everything, but Qiyun is blessed, I'm afraid that people don't look down on me!" I'm a wild girl from the folk, my mother is still a prostitute in Qinglou, all the ladies, you have to think clearly, don't be carried away by the Queen Mother's momentary praise!
"Don't worry, child, the mourning family will make the decision for you in this matter, and the mourning family will choose a wishful husband for you, and will never let you be wronged!"
Fortunately, the Queen Mother said that she would pick well, that is, she would not make a hasty decision, and I still had the opportunity to do activities. I secretly wiped the cold sweat from my forehead - I admit that I am a coward who is afraid of death, and if the time comes, even if it is a holy decree, even if I want to marry Lao Jiu
I don't dare to disobey it. So, I can only fight as hard as I can before the decree falls.
"Qiyun thanks the Empress Dowager for her grace!"
When I returned to my accommodation, the first thing I did was: "Ke'er, help me get the eunuch costume from last time again, hurry!" "As a woman, everyone wants to be happy in the end, but my situation is different - Brother Jiu will not allow me to marry the eighth brother!
If the Queen Mother really got dizzy and followed the advice of Mrs. Tong, then the final result would be - the dead old man who should be cut off with a thousand cuts will definitely force me to kill myself to get rid of future troubles......
And the person I really want to marry, the fourteenth elder brother, is he really worth the risk I have to take? With the same reason as the eighth elder brother, the ninth elder brother will never allow me to marry the old fourteen, for two reasons:
One is that this is not good for their group at all, and the fourteenth elder brother is already close to them - I married the fourteenth, first, I can't find out the news for them, second, I can't frame my husband for them, and I don't even have the opportunity to make a beauty trick - the ninth elder brother has cultivated me for so long, and he almost didn't lose an arm last time in order to keep my chess piece, how could he tolerate me losing my effectiveness?
And who is he most likely trying to match me with? This is what I urgently need to understand at the moment - it is impossible for the prince, one is that the prince already hates me for the ninth elder brother, but the prince is now difficult to protect himself, and there is no need to deal with it.
What about the third elder brother? He is now the sworn enemy of the old Bayi Party!
It is also possible that the fourth elder brother is the most difficult character among their brothers, and it is very likely that the ninth elder brother will ask me to go there to do eyeliner. Recalling the chill and murderous intent in the eyes of the fourth elder brother in the Fourth Baylor Mansion when he suspected that I was a spy, I really can't imagine what would happen if I was really sent?
Besides, my sister is so kind to me, how can I work with my sister and compete with my sister for favor?
How do I do that? How on earth can I find a place for myself?
"Qiyun, it's only been a few days, what do you want to do?" Ke'er is afraid of me now, although she has suffered and suffered for many years as a palace maid, she has never seen me in such turbulent waves.
"I'm going to see the fourteenth elder brother, there is one thing I have to make sure quickly, it's too late!" I don't know how good the Queen Mother is, maybe she will think that she has chosen a good candidate tomorrow, and the time I can buy for myself is only tonight, so no matter what, I have to make sure of one thing first - love has always been a matter of two people, not something that can be decided by my efforts alone!
"It's so important that in the middle of the night, you can't be tomorrow-"
"There is no tomorrow...... "I'm going to put it on the shelves tomorrow, waiting for a good price to be auctioned - Mrs. Tong, Brother Jiu, the Queen Mother, and even Emperor Kangxi are waiting to use me to make a lot of money!"
"Qiyun, what's wrong with you?" Ke'er looked at my pale face and said hurriedly: "Don't worry, don't worry, I'll go and prepare clothes for you, I'll go!" ”
Thank you, Ke'er - if I don't ask clearly, I'm afraid I'll have a flaw in my life. I must know whether the love in my heart is worth protecting with my life.
Shu Fang Zhai. Fourteenth Elder Brother's Residence
"Ah, Qiyun Gege, why are you dressed like this?"
"Don't ask, call your master out!"
"Gege, it's late at night. I see you'll call ...... tomorrow."
"Tell the fourteenth elder brother that I want to see him, I have something very important to tell him, please come out quickly!"
"But ......"
I glared at him with a sharp look, and asked the little eunuch outside the door to obediently shut his mouth: "Okay, I'll go now, Gege, you wait." ”
……
"Gege, my master - my master said he didn't want to see you, you better go back!"
"What did you say?"
"It's not the slave who said it, it's - the master, the master himself said it, Gege must not blame the slave!"
"I don't believe it!" It is impossible for the fourteenth elder brother to do this to me, something must have gone wrong—it must be! How could a person who didn't want his life for me back then do this to me?
"The slave dares to vouch for it with a human head, and the slave is telling the truth......"
I just saw that you weren't lying, so I couldn't believe it anymore and became even more sad: "This father-in-law, I'm sorry, I know it's not your fault, please go and help me inform me again, just say that this matter is about my life and death, if he doesn't see me today, then there will be no time to see each other again......
……
"Gege, you'd better go! The master said, tell you not to waste your time, he will never see you today! "The little eunuch's expression when he looked at me had changed from fear to sympathy—heh, sympathy...... Fourteen would actually think that the important things I said were playing tricks with him, haha, it can be seen how failed I am in my usual life! Even the man I love doesn't want to trust me anymore......
A love that was supposed to have two people working together has now turned into a prayer for me alone - I am actually embarrassed to stand and let a eunuch pity me! Zhang Xiaoying, weren't you deceived enough back then? I still can't change your dog can't get rid of your-eating problem, but you still come to be humiliated by others - this time, it's for a man who doesn't belong to you in the first place!
"Gege, Gege, are you okay!" The little eunuch hurriedly came up to support me, who was swaying from side to side and was almost unstable.
"I'm fine!" I've never been so sober as I am now: "You go back and tell your master that I don't have to be him, since he doesn't want to see me, I will never get in his way again!" ”
"Gege, actually—not ......," the little eunuch stopped talking.
Do you want to say that your master actually has a hard time? Didn't he mean to hurt me? Hehe, none of this matters to me anymore - I want to live for myself once, but I don't want to leave my fate to God without doing anything!
Now I've tried, but your master hasn't responded—I think I've found a reason to die, whether it's true or not, at least I'm free. Actually, I also know that I can't fight the divine will of God, so it's okay, maybe God also expects us to die like this!
Actually, Brother Fourteen, I want to thank you for not accompanying me to go crazy, otherwise on this day next year, probably the grass on my grave will be taller than mine......