Chapter 469: Suffering
"Siguan, I don't know what to do." Li Huan tightly wrapped his hands around Ning Wan's waist, his thin lips gently covered the smooth and white back of his neck, and said, "I know it's wrong, and I can't change it." Siguan, you know what? There is a fear that it is not that it knows its mistakes and does not change them, but that they know that they are wrong but can only make mistakes. Behind is the sword and sword, and in front is the abyss, what do you say I should do? You say, "What should I do?" ”
It's like the matter of Li Yan and Yao Xi, just like the matter of Yao Xi and Nymph, just like the matter between them and his father.
He knows, he understands, he sees the situation very thoroughly, but he can't put himself in one side's shoes, and he can't ......
If he is biased, the situation on both sides will be chaotic, and it will be the next mistake.
He chose not to interfere, not to interfere, and to live as if nothing was done, and it was a decision made after careful consideration, but he did not dare to guarantee whether it was right or wrong for him to let it go like this.
When he thought of Ning Juan's blame for him after the East Window incident, and when he thought that Ning Juan was going to leave after the thorny problem was solved, he was not calm.
He just wants to live well, live a simple life, be with Ning Juan, no disputes, no scheming, no calculations, just live like an ordinary couple in the world, why is it so difficult?
"What can I do even if I get to a high position?" Li Huan asked sadly, "Siguan, what can I do?" ”
Li Huan said a few inexplicable words from time to time, and Ning Juan was already surprised.
She didn't understand what Li Huan was talking about, and she didn't know what Li Huan was feeling, and of course, she didn't want to snoop too much on Li Huan's secrets.
Li Huan is willing to sigh, then he will sigh, anyway, even if he tells her, she doesn't know anything about it, and she can't guess why.
"Siguan, you speak." Li Huan suddenly increased the strength of his hand, and the strength was so great that he almost broke Ning Xuan's waist and limbs.
Ning Wan was in pain, her brows furrowed, but she was inexplicably stubborn, stubborn and unwilling to respond to Li Huan.
She knew that among the things he could do, there must be one to keep her by his side, whether it was to ascend to a high position or not, that was his resolute determination not to change.
"Siguan!" Li Huan was really annoyed.
I just want to leave him with all my heart, and now I am lying in his arms, and I don't want to take care of him?
Now that he has tasted the sweetness, he knows that it is good to eat, live and sleep with her, he knows that she is infatuated and in love, and he knows the taste of eating marrow, and he has become addicted, and he can't imagine that one day she will not be by his side.
"Siguan, say you're here." Li Huan ordered coldly.
Ning Xuan's brows furrowed even more, and her little face was abnormally red from pain, did Li Huan have the intention to break her waist?
If she wasn't there, what was he holding?
You shouldn't have believed his nonsense and let him go to bed!
Ning Juan was also ruthless, pulling and pulling Li Huan's hand with both hands, struggling to get up.
Li Huan breathed a sigh of relief, the strength in his hand suddenly decreased, and his tone softened.
He kissed Ning Juan's earlobe, kissed Ning Juan's cheek, and said quite hypocritically, "Siguan, I like you, I wish you were here wherever I am, let's go on like this, okay?" ”
Ning Juan understood, Li Huan was sick, and he was not lightly ill.
Go on like this? He wanted to go on like this, but she didn't. He likes her, but she doesn't like him!
"Not good." Ning Juan said word by word, "It's not good at all!" ”
Li Huan's body stiffened, sat up suddenly, grabbed Ning Juan's shoulders with both hands, and pulled Ning Huan to sit up.
The two faced each other, at a stalemate.
Ning Juan looked at Li Huan's eyes, and the emotions in them were annoyance, helplessness, incomprehension, confusion, and a bit of gain and loss.
Li Huan's eyes have always been clear and bright, as if nothing in the world can escape his eyes, such a look makes her a little stunned.
Is he now half-asleep, unable to distinguish between reality and dreams?
In other words, Li Huan didn't wake up, so he showed such a look.
"Siguan, do you still like Ruyu?" Li Huan asked.
Look, if he is sober, Li Huan will not ask this question, this question is a thorn in the thorn of the two of them, no matter who mentions it, it can pierce them with blood.
After so many days, didn't they tacitly agree not to mention it?
"Do you still like it? You tell me, do you still like it? Li Huan took Ning Juan's two hands and put them in his heart.
Dong Dong's heartbeat reached his hand, making Ning Wan uncomfortable and turned his face away.
Do you like it?
She didn't know either.
If she likes it, it seems that she treats Li Yan without the same paranoia as she did at the beginning, as if, from the beginning, she treats Li Yan with another kind of paranoia, and that kind of paranoia seems to be caused by habit, and it seems like she talks to herself and takes it seriously, she doesn't know if it is a liking.
If she doesn't like it, let her stay away from Li Yan and never get along, or let her and Li Yan turn against each other, but she can't do it.
Her feelings for Li Yan can't be retreated, entered, can't be lifted, can't let go, she herself is at a loss, how can she know if she still likes it.
Ning Huan's reaction made Li Huan's heart half cold.
He wanted to cut out Ning Xuan's heart to see who was inside, to see what position Li Yan occupied, and to see if she had left him a place......
But how could he be reluctant, even if he wanted to cut his heart, he would cut out his heart and show it to Ning Juan.
The more he thought about it, the more Li Huan felt at a loss, he gave her all his heart, why did she still turn a blind eye?
He is so compromised, so cautious, so humble and flattering, how can she not care at all?
Li Huan felt like a beast in his mind, tearing all his reason apart and eating it, he suddenly pushed the defenseless Ning Juan back to the bed, and his long body was covered with it.
Again, she knew that once she talked about it, he would do it again!
Ning Juan didn't know if she was afraid or angry, and she couldn't breathe smoothly.
Li Huan's scorching breath sprayed on her face, hot as if she was going to burn her, and she saw clearly the madness in Li Huan's eyes.
The skeletal hands pressed her shoulders, making all her struggles meaningless, she couldn't get up, Li Huan crushed her to death, she couldn't get up at all.
She didn't want it anymore, the bites and tortures of that night, those pains and marks, she didn't want anymore!
Ning Juan punched and kicked Li Huan, Li Huan was unmoved, and his thin lips leaned towards Ning Juan more and more.
"You always have to mention it, and you're not happy when you mention it! What do you think of me? Ning Juan exerted all his strength, raised his slap high, and landed on Li Huan's face.
The blow made Li Huan's face deviate, and a trace of blood overflowed from the corner of his mouth. Still struggling with the latest chapter you can't find? Amway One or search for Hot/Degree/Net/Article "Remember to remove "/"Otherwise you won't be able to search", here is a young lady to help you find books and accompany you to chat!