First of all, the author would like to bow deeply to all the readers who support this book and say sorry! Don't get me wrong, it's not eunuchs, Khan!

It's for this long-term break, the crab will tell me the reason, as well as the journey in my heart, don't vomit or be unhappy!

The author is a novice, and the driving is not very stable, and it is a bit overturned, which must be admitted, and the plot concept behind it is not very detailed, and it is a bit floating...... Secondly, the overall rhythm is not well controlled, a little jumpy, novice, inevitable.... There is also writing that I am getting less and less passionate, and I always want to write out the ideas I came up with in advance, and the progress is also part of the reason (I always feel that there is a dog chasing me in the back, which is actually fame and fortune. In short, looking back at this book, I was very dissatisfied and did not write the feeling I wanted...... (Honestly, it's a mess!) 100 points, I give myself 50 points, fail! ）

The author really didn't expect that writing a book was such an energy-consuming and not simple thing, and he seriously overestimated his abilities!

Many book friends who have been reading should have found that there is a suspicion of water in the back, of course, the front is not well written (the pace in front is too fast, and the foreshadowing is not enough.) ）

The first time I wrote a book, I made too many mistakes, so that the more I wrote later, the narrower and narrower, and the passion was lost, plus the author's heart was not so strong, and when I saw everyone spraying, I was a little suspicious of self-abandonment (please allow me to laugh shamelessly, hehe!). Hit me, I'll hand over a forty-five size insole...... ）

Hey, people, I didn't understand.

The author must admit that he did not calm down to write the book, and he will not say anything about the excuse of work or something......

Finally, let's talk about the break, in fact, I just wanted to be quiet at the beginning (I was sprayed by everyone without confidence, very annoying, and I didn't want to write.) I didn't want to break it for so long, two months, hey!

Let's talk about the mood of the next two months, I can't live all day long, I think I will be relaxed if I don't write, but what do I say in my heart, I am scared, I always feel that I am pressing a stone, I feel guilty, I have no place to be ashamed, and I am depressed...... (I don't even know what I'm talking about.) ）

QQ doesn't dare to go on, there are only a dozen people in the book friend group, I'm afraid of being asked why the author doesn't write, do you want to be a eunuch? And so on.

To be honest, the author is very disgusted by the word eunuch, and every time someone says this, he can't wait to take off his shoes and slap someone's mouth; Damn, you dare to tell me about eunuchs, watch me beat you to death, but now, after two months of interruption, I don't have the courage to say it, because during this period, the author did give birth to such an idea, and said to himself in his heart, if you can't write well, don't write if you can't write it, it's no big deal, and I don't rely on this line of food to eat, let him go...... (Self-hypnosis, ah q is the main story.) ）

But no!

Did my first time end hastily like this, anticlimactic, and gone?!

A little aggrieved, a little unwilling!

For more than two months, I didn't dare to read what my book friends said about me, and I kept being a turtle with a shrunken head?!

No, after all, this book is read, and dozens of brothers have rewarded it if it is not on the shelves, and there is not much money, but after all, people can afford you, so they will reward you, what is the matter with you walking away like this and disappearing silently? !

How do many people say about themselves, look, the author who doesn't even have the courage to say a word about eunuchs, it's that book, that author?!

I went, I was escaping reality, and I realized that my heart was so fragile that I might care, so it was hard to face it!

But people always have to take that step, no matter how they break it, they keep talking, this is the minimum respect, the respect for the book lovers who support this book, I can't waste your time and expectations. (Does it feel like the author is a person who is unbeatable?) Uh-huh? ）

Well, after thinking about it, the author finally decided to stand up.

I read the book friend review today, there are many people who support the author, of course, there are also sprays, but the mood is not so heavy, maybe the burden is unloaded, and the heart of gain and loss is unloaded (of course, it is not really unloaded, hehe, only God knows!) ）

Back to the topic, let's talk about the update, let the author sort out his thoughts, let's move on, and officially resume the update next week!

This time, Crab wants to calm down, start from scratch, travel lightly, and try to write a plot that satisfies him.

Thank you very much for supporting this book, to say a word from the heart, the author is ashamed, ashamed of your support, bow, pause!

April 5, 2018.