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"Fourth sister, okay, this science can be explained, the book is not in vain, no, it is not in vain to watch TV!"

After instructing my aunt to prepare things, I went back with Xiaoliu on the stairs, and I did it at night, so I didn't have to stay at home all the time.

On the first floor, there is no need to wait for the elevator, knock on the door and let Pang open the door, I replied directly, "Science is committed to reducing uncertainty and increasing the practicability of natural humanities, but science is not absolute truth, my attitude is rational analysis, just talk about things, not blindly follow." ”

Xiao Liu responded improperly next to him, "What about Zhou Yi?" ”

"To a certain extent, the generation of Zhou Yi is the result of taking analogies, so it is particularly emphasized that 'the ancients Bao Xi's king of the world is also, looking up is to observe the image in the sky, looking down is to observe the law in the ground, watching birds and beasts is appropriate in the ground, close to the body, far from all things, so he began to gossip, with the virtue of the gods, with the feelings of all things, 'although there is a suspicion of idealistic ideas, but it is often confirmed in practice.'"

Xiaoliu looked at me like a mentally handicapped child, "Fourth sister, I will never ask you this kind of question in the future, I will have a headache when I hear classical Chinese......

Pang opened the door, looked at me and Xiaoliu and smiled, "What are you talking about?" ”

I smiled and waved my hand into the door, and Pang followed me with a chatter, "Baosi, what's wrong with the upstairs house." ”

"Nothing!"

Xiao Liu responded with a grin in the back, "Go back to the house first, it's okay to take a look at the natural password that can be learned!" ”

Pang Bean glanced at him inexplicably, and asked in a low voice, "What did he say?" ”

I shook my head and walked back to my bedroom, "Leave him alone." ”

Pang followed me behind, "Bao Si, you ...... last night What's wrong with Lu Er? ”

His ears were a little hot, and he looked back at her and smiled, "What's the matter, nothing happened, I just stayed there for one night." ”

Pang pouted, "I don't believe it, he ......"

"Really."

looked at me seriously for a while, saw that my eyes were determined, and scratched his head, "How come, is it possible to have a big quarrel?" ”

I shook my head, "It didn't matter if there was no fight, anyway, nothing happened." ”

"That's not your character!"

I smiled, "What kind of character do I have, I can't beat him, I can't make a noise, forget it, I don't want to think about it." ”

After chatting for a while, I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her, "Fatty, have you found a job?" ”

Pang Bi's face tightened, "What kind of job, why am I looking for a job, I am not short of money......"

"I know it all."

I took her hand with a hint of helplessness, "Fatty, I know, my attitude may have put some pressure on you, but my thoughts are just afraid that you will be hurt, but I think it's also a good thing for you to find a job and change your life, as for the rest, as a sister, I just want you to know that no matter when, I am your dependence." ”

"Bao Si ......"

Pang Bi's eyes turned red again, "I was just afraid that you would say that I was dead-eyed, so I didn't dare to tell you......"

Stretched out his arms to hug her, dead eyes, who is not.

……

At about nine o'clock in the evening, I went upstairs again with Xiaoliu, raised my hand and opened the door for me without waiting for Aunt Wang to knock on the door, she didn't call me a little girl, but directly called me Baosi, after contact during the day, obviously closer.

"Bao Si, I'm all ready."

I nodded and went straight to the bedroom where her husband had been resting, and the paper, the rice-scented bowl, and the large stainless steel basin were all ready.

Nodding his head, he asked Aunt Wang to get a big bowl full of water, and asked with a mouthful, "Aunt Wang, what kind of water did my uncle drink before his death, the tea is still cold and boiled." ”

"Warm water."

I sighed, "Then fill a bowl of boiling water and let it cool, otherwise he won't be used to drinking it." ”

Aunt Wang didn't ask much, at this time, it was usually Mr. how to say how the owner cooperated, I sat under the bed, set aside a place for Aunt Wang to sit opposite, cross-legged from the bag and took out the paper horse cut out of red paper at home and wound it with red thread, Xiaoliu sneered next to him, "Fourth sister, you are not like a horse, manual work is not good." ”

I didn't bother to pay attention to him, "Yes!" ”

The red thread wrapped around the neck of the paper horse, then put it in the stainless steel basin next to the hand, and then stretched the red thread and tied one end to the wrist, the thread was so long that I had to leave room for a moment to lift my arm.

Then use cinnabar to open the eyes of the paper horse, wipe it lightly with her fingers, silently recite the mantra to open the eyes, and when Aunt Wang comes back after receiving the water, let her take out three pieces of paper and put them in the middle of the bed, the water bowl is pressed in the middle of the paper, and the middle finger of her left hand is tied with a red thread that is more than a foot long, and she looks up at Aunt Wang, "Are you ready?" ”

Aunt Wang's face turned pale, and her nervous mouth trembled a little, "Okay." ”

"Sit across from me."

Slightly calmed down, "Aunt Wang, you don't have to be nervous, after a while, when you see me close my eyes, cover my head with a red cloth, and then burn paper in the basin, remember, you have to burn this paper horse first, and wait for the red thread to burn outside the basin to extinguish, the second step is to burn this red square paper, this is a cloth bag, to be carried by the horse, the third step is to burn the paper, remember, burn one by one, don't be too fast......"

Aunt Wang kept nodding, and I looked at Xiao Liu again, "Have you remembered?" ”

Xiao Liu didn't dare to joke at this time, and nodded seriously, "Remember, I'll burn three pieces of paper and throw them outside the door to reward the little ghost, watch the incense, and finally call your name, shout loudly." ”

"Okay."

Glancing at the time, I saw that I was almost at the beginning.

There are many ways to go to the yin, but I am the first time, so I use the safest one, first light incense into the rice bowl, put a cigarette in my mouth, light it and take a big breath in my heart to ask for borrowing, take this opportunity to quickly use a pen to write the name of my uncle's husband and the place of burial on the red paper, the cigarette butt shook and spit out the basin at the same time lit the red paper eight characters plus send a charm, the mouth read, "The sky is overcast, the mine is heavy, the door is wide open, I call Jiang Chuan to return quickly!" ”

Xiaoliu was ready at the door, and as soon as he heard me shout, he opened the door and burned three pieces of dark paper and threw them out.

I immediately closed my eyes quietly, felt the red cloth cover my head, and silently muttered in my mouth, "The sky is panicked, the ground is cold, lead the horse across the city wall, through the city gate, find Jiang Chuan, say the parents in a few words, the hands are fast, the feet are also fast, the past gentlemen are not embarrassed, go early, return early, and never ask people to be idle......"

There is qi in the body, like a psychic medium, the tip of the nose is cold, and the eyes are open......

The surrounding dark fog was filled, and the unknown sound gradually entered my ears, I was a little cold, I looked around, I couldn't see it at all, I could only turn around, and vaguely saw three towering pillars of fire, and I knew in my heart that it was the guiding incense head of Aunt Wang's house.

There was a neighing sound in his ears, and when he turned his face, a tall horse was already standing beside him, and after a while, it had an extra horse bag on it, and then led the horse forward, and continued to chant in his mouth, "The sky is panicked, the ground is cold, lead the horse through the city wall, through the city gate, find Jiang Chuan, and say a few words......

The trouser leg was pulled, and a little man with a knee height was pulling me, his facial features were blurred, my face did not change, I raised my hand and grabbed the sack that the horse was carrying, grabbed a handful of colorful tickets and handed it to him, and his mouth was still reading, "Looking for Jiang Chuan, looking for Jiang Chuan, the past gentleman is not embarrassed......

The little man received the money and laughed for a while, raised his hand and pointed to the front, and disappeared after a while, the fog was very heavy, dark and heavy, I led the horse to continue walking, the most intuitive feeling is the coolness of the bones.

The words were repeated in his mouth, and he didn't say a word again.

Someone stopped me again, this time, I only saw a pair of black hands like charcoal, or took out a handful of paper money and put it in the charcoal hand, and the hand pointed in one direction, I don't squint, at this time you just want to see what you can't see clearly, what you can do is to find.

Faintly, I felt like I had passed through a gate, but my ankles tightened, and when I looked down, a man with one leg left on the ground with a sharp mouth was grinning at me.

I didn't speak, grabbed a handful of money and handed it to him, stepped his legs, his hand still didn't let go, the other hand was stretched, and he smiled in his mouth, I grabbed a handful again, he took it and still pulled me back, hehe laughed non-stop.

I took out another handful, and struggled hard, his body rubbed forward lightly with my strength, his hand still outstretched, and the white teeth in his mouth were deeply exposed.

"Insatiable!"

I screamed, and with a force in my left hand, a red leather whip appeared in an instant, 'pop'! With a strong pump, "Get out!" ”

He screamed 'whoosh'~, let go and swished back, lifeless.

suppressed his anger, led the horse and continued to move forward, "The sky is panicked, the ground is cold, lead the horse over the city wall......"

Raising his eyes, a man in his fifties walked with his head buried in his head, followed by two flickering figures, removing the two figures, I could see the figure and facial features of the man who came over very clearly.

No need to speak, he turned over and got on the horse directly, and I unloaded the bag, no need to say thanks, handed it to the two figures and followed the man to get on the horse, and vigorously waved the whip in his hand, 'Drive'~! With a bang, he went straight to the three pillars of smoke!

The yin wind gusted, the ghost cried, the horse ran fast, but my hair did not move at all, I only felt that my body was swaying back and forth, and when I reached the incense pillar, it was suddenly dark in front of my eyes, and my body began to twitch greatly, as if falling into an ice cellar, it was cold, and the corners of my mouth unconsciously skimmed down to the right, humming, and made a man's voice, "Ying'er, ah......"

My eyes were bright, my thinking was very vague, I could see Aunt Wang sitting opposite, and I could clearly realize that it was this man who was talking to me again, but I felt very tired and cold, and the corners of my mouth kept twitching, "Ying'er, ......"

Aunt Wang looked at me with wide eyes in disbelief, "Dachuan ......"

I nodded and trembled, the corners of my mouth twitched to look at her, "You and Nizi are living a good life, what do you want me to do...... It's all good...... Don't worry me......"

"Wow!!"

Aunt Wang couldn't control it and cried, covering her mouth and making a small sound, "I miss you, I'm afraid you'll blame me, Dachuan!" Don't blame me! It's not that I won't save you, I've been serving you for more than ten years, and you are so sinful! The doctor told me, saying that if you have surgery, you will be in a vegetative state if you succeed, I am afraid, I am not going to give you rescue, Okawa!! ”

Before I finished speaking, Aunt Wang began to kowtow to me, "You blame me!" You blame me, I can't sleep every day, I think I killed you, I've been really tired over the years, I knew I was sick when you smoked, I deliberately delayed for more than ten minutes to call the ambulance, I killed you~ I killed you!! ”

Aunt Wang broke down abnormally, crying and raised her eyes to look at me, no, Jiang Chuan on my body, "I want to die, everyone praises me, saying that I have taken care of you for more than ten years, but I know that you were killed by me, if I call an ambulance as soon as possible and let the doctor operate on you, you will still be alive!"

At least there is still someone lying next to me, I was wrong, I can't wait to die, Dachuan! You blame me, the longer the days go, the more I can't live, you said that I took care of you for more than ten years and survived, why did you want you to die at that time, I felt tired enough, but I was left alone, I miss you again...... Okawa ah......"

My eyes began to blur, tears flowed out twitching down my cheeks, my throat was stuck, but the male voice was hoarse and distressed, "Ying'er, I don't blame you, I don't blame you at all, you did the right thing...... I live, but I suffered...... You've been serving me for more than ten years, and I should have left a long time ago, and the following says that I should have gone a long time ago...... I owe it to you......"

Aunt Wang shook her head and cried silently, "It's me, I didn't want to save you at the time, I wanted to be free, but as soon as you left, I felt that life was worse than death every day, I killed you, I thought you scared me...... Okawa ......"

"Ying'er."

Although I was in tears, the corners of my twitching mouth were desperately pulled up, my arms stretched out stiffly and tremblingly, and my fingertips gently touched Aunt Wang's face, "Don't cry, I'm sorry for you...... I don't blame you at all, don't think about me, I'm fine, when you think about me, I'm easy to hang, don't cry, I really don't blame you......"

Aunt Wang grabbed me with her backhand, tears and snot all over her face, "Dachuan, you really don't blame me, you really don't blame me." ”

"Don't blame, don't blame, take Nizi, ...... well"

The body began to shake back and forth, and Jiang Chuan's male voice faintly came out of his ears, Jiang Chuan's male voice, a little out of breath, and gulped down, "I'm tired and thirsty all the way, drink saliva and I'll leave, you're good, good ......"

His throat was moist, "It's delicious." ”

It was dark again in front of me, I followed behind a man in a daze, he straddled the horse, I raised my foot and was just about to follow, only to hear a crisp male voice from behind, "Xue Zhi!" Come back!! ”

"Huh?!"

The curtain turned his face, the golden light was dazzling, and he stretched out his hand to cover it, but his body went down softly.

"Fourth sister, fourth sister?"

Xiao Liu's voice sounded in his ears, "It's okay, Fourth sister, you scared me to death, I didn't respond to you one by one, it seemed like you were asleep, but fortunately, Xue recognized that you agreed." ”

I was still cold, my face was full of tears, I was held up by Xiaoliu, Aunt Wang was still half lying on the ground and crying without a sound, I tore off the red thread of my left hand, lit a fire and put it in the basin and burned it, this whip will be sent to him together, otherwise how can I ride a horse without a whip.

I didn't rush to comfort Aunt Wang, my head was heavy, I actually didn't have to listen to what Jiang Chuan said to Aunt Wang, it would be much easier, driven by curiosity, I have been listening to it with my mental ears, and the fatigue is self-evident.

I lit three more incense sticks, sent air, thanked me again and again, and when I was angry, I was even more out of breath.

After a long pause, Aunt Wang sniffed and looked at me, "He's gone, isn't he?" ”

"Hmm."

Aunt Wang wiped her eyes that had turned into walnuts, "I'm just afraid that he will blame me, for more than ten years, I can't even go out of the door, day after day, my heart is very anxious, seeing that he is sick, I am thinking, you go, you are free, I am also free."

The doctor said that he was also vegetative after surgery in this case, and the chance of waking up was very small, and their brothers and sisters all said let me make up my mind, I didn't speak, thinking that it would not be operated, but due to the pressure of relatives, I still agreed to the operation, but the time was missed, he left, obviously I should be relieved, but I can't get out, I want to die, I feel like a murderer...... Bao Si, I really hate myself, I was married to him when I was young, how could I do such a thing after so many years! ”

"Uncle-in-law doesn't blame you."

I responded with a dumb voice, this is also human nature, more than ten years of not leaving, wiping and urine, it is not an overnight thing, whoever is put on it, everyone will be anxious.

I finally knew the real intention of Aunt Wang to tell me to go to Yin, she was not really afraid that her uncle-in-law would scare her, but she had ghosts and shackles in her heart, and she was tormenting herself, so she was in pain, and she had a nervous breakdown.

At the end of the day, it's self-blame.

Kick oneself......

Looking at Aunt Wang's face, I suddenly thought of Lu Pei, was he like this at the beginning?

Aunt Wang cried a lot and looked back at the bowl on the bed, I didn't turn my head to drink, and no one handed the bowl to my mouth, but the water was less than half for no reason, and it couldn't evaporate so quickly, so magical, it goes without saying.

"It's gone, the water is gone."

Aunt Wang sniffed and looked at me, "Bao Si, you are so capable, I was afraid that you would lie to me, but I didn't expect that as soon as I made a sound, it was my husband's movement, and he also called me and my daughter's nicknames, nicknames that only the family knows." ”

thanked her, saying that there were some things she had finally let go, knowing that her husband didn't blame her, and she could live a little easier, otherwise, every day when she opened her eyes, she felt that she was a sinner, a sinner packaged as a good person.

I didn't comfort much, and it was natural to compare her incident with Lu Pei in my mind, Uncle Shen, Lu Pei was able to come out because of Uncle Shen.

Strong strength to go out, tired is tired, but I don't want to show it in front of the owner, I didn't let Aunt Wang send more thanks, upstairs and downstairs, there are opportunities.

As soon as I closed the door of Aunt Wang's room, the elevator opened with a 'ding'~ sound, and when I turned my face, a thin long-haired girl in her twenties walked out of the elevator with a husky, and was a little surprised to see me and Xiaoliu, but she still smiled politely, took out the key and went to open the door opposite. ，

I walked into the elevator with my legs pulled, and just about to press down the floor, I found that Xiaoliu was still standing in place, a little impatient, "Let's go." ”

Xiaoliu waited for the girl to enter the door before she came back to her senses stupidly, and followed the elevator in a few steps, "Fourth sister, you touch my heart, just now, Cupid's little arrow hit me......"

"What?"

I squinted at him, but Xiao Liu's pupils were dilated, and his hand was pressed against his heart, "I fell in love with her at first sight." ”