Chapter 8: Night Dew
"I don't want to turn the page, as long as you tell me, you don't really want to be with Yu Yifan." Pei Heng's eyes were full of unwillingness.
I looked at him for a while and asked, "Pei Heng, when you ignored me and pushed me away before, did you ever think that one day you would regret it?" ”
I'm not afraid of jokes when I say it, I thought about this picture before I died in my last life, Pei Heng finally found out that I was the person who loved him the most, he had already moved his heart to me, and after I died, he would regret it.
Now it's finally happening, and I'm not dead, and I heard him say to me with my own ears that he didn't want to end up with me.
Pei Heng was silent for a moment, he took out the most humble attitude in his life, and said to me, "I didn't think about it, but now I regret it, I can't accept you being with other men." ”
"Pei Heng, thank you for saying this, my revenge has been greatly satisfied," I sat up and leaned against the head of the bed, smiling and looking at Pei Heng, "But there is no regret medicine in this world, I won't give you another chance, I will be Yu Yifan's girlfriend in the future, please stay away from me, I don't want to trouble him." ”
Pei Heng's self-esteem was already on the ground, but I stepped forward and stepped on it.
He looked at me with a strange look.
I looked at him calmly, trying to empty my head and make my eyes look calm.
"Even if I'm with Azure, you don't care, do you?" Pei Heng's thin lips moved.
"Well, I'll bless you." I replied, "As long as you persuade her to stop bothering me, and this kidnapping was planned by her, I will not give up." ”
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Pei Heng let out a sneer, "Hehe." ”
I didn't know what he meant by this sneer, but I felt a sense of unease.
Pei Heng didn't continue, he just took out a palm-sized diary from his pocket, threw it on my bed, and left.
When he was gone, I picked up the small, delicate notebook, which had a lock on it, but it had been opened.
The pages in the diary are a little yellowed, and you can tell how old it is.
I opened the cover, and the first page was my own handwriting: Ninety-nine things to do after marrying Ah Heng!
A small heart is drawn on the back, and a smiley face.
I suddenly remembered that this was the small diary I bought when I first married Pei Heng, specially used to record my so-called sweet married life, and I also searched for various romantic events on the Internet very hypocritically, listing ninety-nine articles, exactly ninety-nine pages.
At the top of each page, different things are written, and a large blank space is used to record the content and results of the completed process.
The first page is: go to a love movie with him, drink Coke together, and eat popcorn.
The blue handwriting had faded a bit, but there was a black handwriting behind the line, with a tick, which looked like it had been added recently.
I was stunned, remembering that Pei Heng asked me to go to the movies with him not long ago, was it because of this diary that I had forgotten?
Does he want to follow the record and do it one by one?
I have a lot of feelings in my heart, and I don't know whether it is uncomfortable or regretful.
"Haven't slept yet?" Yu Yifan's voice suddenly sounded.
"No, why are you here?" I hurriedly put away the diary, and then looked at Yu Yifan who walked in in surprise.
There was a trace of exhaustion on his face, he should have not rested well these days, and the opposition from his family was so strong, it was a kind of mental torture for him.
Yu Yifan walked to my bedside, and the corners of his lips hooked up a smile, "I miss you, just come over and have a look, Pei Heng came just now?" ”
He sat down in a chair, his knobby and slender fingers gently crossed and his voice calm.
I nodded, "Well, come and ask me if I really want to be with you, I've been asked this question several times. ”
"Have you figured it out?" Yu Yifan's eyes looked at me for a moment, and there was a trace of uneasiness surging in his eyes.
"I've thought about it, but Yu Yifan, you really have to think carefully that I can't have children, and besides, you and I will face a lot of criticism." I think Yu Yifan is the one who should think clearly.
The smile on the corner of Yu Yifan's lips deepened a little, and the uneasiness in his eyes turned into a blooming luster, very bright and gentle, "I think very clearly, I won't regret it." ”
"In the past, my parents asked me to choose to take over the company and set off on the road of businessman, but I refused, I chose to become a doctor, after so many years, I have never regretted my choice, every step is taken by me willingly."
I listened to Yu Yifan's words, his calm and clear voice was very pleasant and beautiful, just like him, very charming.
Perhaps it is a very happy thing to have a man who unswervingly chooses himself, provided that there is no one else in my heart.
Yu Yifan got up suddenly, then bent down close to me, his breathing was close to me, "I will always maintain this original intention, whether it is for work or for you." ”
I admit that my heartbeat missed a beat at this time, and the magnified handsome face is comparable to a celebrity retouched photo.
I avoided his gaze, feeling a little weak.
"It's okay, I know that you agreed to be with me, not because you like me, but because you want to completely cut off Pei Heng's thoughts, I said before that I can accept you to use me, no need to blame yourself and no guilt." Yu Yifan is like the most powerful psychiatrist, who understands my mentality very clearly.
"Let's try, maybe we can fall in love over time." I said.
Yu Yifan touched my hair, very doting, "Well, okay." ”
When the atmosphere was ambiguous, I suddenly remembered something, "Yu Yifan, Jin Chijun invited us to dinner before, did you tell my mother that Pei Heng and I had dinner together?" ”
This question makes me feel very confused, and I always have some doubts about Yifan in my heart, so it is better to ask clearly.
Yu Yifan was a little helpless, "You still don't know that your mother added Lu Xicheng to their WeChat?" That day, Lu Xicheng, that fool, sent a photo, although he deleted it after he found out that something was wrong, but it should have been seen by your mother. ”
I:......
Well, I really misunderstood Yu Yifan, with his character, he would not make such a small move.
"Alright, go to sleep, it's almost dawn." Yu Yifan glanced out the window, the days were long and the nights were short in summer, and it was only five o'clock at this time, and the morning light was already on.
I was really sleepy, and I was even more tired, so I didn't say anything, but closed my eyes and rested.
Tonight I dreamed of Pei Heng again, the picture when I first saw him, I looked at him blankly like a fool, and he raised his eyebrows and glanced at me lazily.
At that time, I was still a young girl, and he was also a high-spirited teenager, and in a blink of an eye, we were entangled for more than ten years, which was really long.
When I woke up, the photos of me and Yu Yifan being ambiguously entangled had spread all over the Internet, and some people were deliberately brushing up the heat, so it became popular quickly.