Chapter 197: The Struggle for Conscience (Part II)

"This young lady, where are you going to take me?" In the carriage, the silly eldest sister looked at me cautiously while holding her stomach carefully.

Seeing that she is so protective of her belly, she must think that as long as the child is born, she will be able to bring her happiness, right? But she didn't know that this child was a curse or a blessing, it was her talisman!

"Go to a safe place." I threw food and water to her: "You have eaten and slept first, and you have to maintain your strength." ”

"Oh." The silly eldest sister took the food and showed me a trusting smile: "It's so scary these days!" My dad doesn't know where to go, or hello, you're such a kind young lady! ”

How am I? Silly sister, do you know that I am the one who harmed you like this! If you knew, would you still think I'm good? "Hurry up and eat, eat and sleep, the good guys and bad guys in this world can't be distinguished by your words!"

Who is the real good guy in this world, and who really wants to be the bad guy? It's just that we all have to have a choice, we have to have a trade-off.

"Miss, why don't you sleep?" The stupid eldest sister slept in a daze, and woke up in the middle of the night to see me still leaning on the carriage and looking at the unknown corner in the distance, and asked puzzledly.

"I can't sleep." This journey is completely difficult and dangerous, how dare I relax at all: "Also, you don't have to call me Miss, call me Xiaoying." "This is the first time I have confided my real name to someone of this era, is it because she is too simple? Still, I want to find an inconsequential person to remind me - you are Zhang Xiaoying, a lawyer, not the current Niu Colu who is involved in the whirlpool of power and cannot extricate himself. Qiyun.

"Xiaoying......" The silly eldest sister shouted to me timidly: "Did I do something wrong?" I'm stupid, I'm always doing the wrong thing, and no one likes me except Daddy? Is it because I've done something wrong that we're running away? ”

"No, it's definitely not your fault!" I avoided her eyes of pure trust—such simple eyes only confirmed my wickedness even more: "You remember to me that you are not wrong, it is those who are wrong with wolf ambitions, and it is the sky that is wrong!" "Those wolf ambitions also include me, silly big sister, can you understand?

"Xiaoying, I think I still have something wrong." The stupid eldest sister lowered her head and looked at her hands—those hands, which had become thick from years of manual labor, were now even more red and swollen, and the wounds were faintly black—which was evidence that Fucha Li Rongbao had beaten her: "Otherwise, how could they be so fierce to me?" Xiaoying, I'm so afraid, if those wicked people come again, you must run away quickly, they are so fierce! ”

Silly big sister, are you worried that I will be treated the same way you do? Reduced to such a ruined field, are you still worried about me in your heart - the culprit who caused you to become like this, are you still worried about me?

Are you so kind, are you simple? Or is it just stupid?

"What kind of stupid thing are you talking about, since I am here, I am your friend, I will not abandon you!" The word friend, if you want me to say it to you, it's really embarrassing!

"Friend......" The silly eldest sister kept reminiscing: "Xiaoying, do you know? You're my first friend, no one has ever treated me as a friend before......"

Me too, flattery, smiling and hiding a knife, how many friends can I really have?

"You have a ...... now" I tried to adjust my facial muscles and gave her a gentle smile, but my heart was even more tormented - silly big sister, you know what? I'm taking you away now because I'm going to do something that might hurt you? If you knew the ending, would you still be my friend? Would you still smile so genuinely at me?

In order to keep you alive, now I can only use one method, and that is to take away your child—without a child, my sister has no reason to kill you; Without children, there is no need for the Ulanala clan to arrest you; Even if you don't have children, you won't have evidence, and even the Eight Masters will not be interested in you......

It's just that without children, you will lose the only hope that you can be happy - how can a stupid and lost woman like you survive in such an era?

But I can't help it, I can protect you for a while, but I can't protect you for a lifetime, you will eventually embark on this road - if you want to live, the child must not stay.

"Silly-" I suddenly shut up, feeling that I called her like everyone else, a little demeaning - although she was really stupid, but at this moment, we were friends, and I should respect her: "Do you have any other nicknames?" ”

"Nope." The stupid eldest sister tilted her head and didn't understand why I asked her like this: "My mother died when I was born, and my father was very sad at the time, and he didn't want to look at me, so I never had a name." Later, everyone called me stupid, so they called me stupid eldest sister, and even my father called me like this later...... "Her head was buried very low - it seems that she didn't care about this matter all the time, it seems that his father also called her like this, and it must have made her sad for a long, long time......

"Why don't you say it?" Seeing her surprised and incomprehensible, I then said angrily: "You don't want others to treat you like this, why should you be patient, why don't you say what you think?" "I know it's a thing of the past, I know I shouldn't be so excited, but I don't know if it's out of sympathy or guilt, I just want to scold it out - why? Why, a girl who has nothing to such a point, she is still losing, and she has to lose like this?

"I ......" The silly eldest sister opened her mouth for a long time, and finally said what was in her heart with my encouragement: "I want to have a name, I don't want others to call me that—Miss Xiaoying, you must be literate, right?" Can you give me a name? ”

"......" didn't expect that my momentary indignation would lead the problem to myself.

"Miss Xiaoying, don't you want to?" The stupid eldest sister asked worriedly.

"Where." I smiled and touched her head, such a delicate and sensitive child, is it because he has not been cared for by others for a long time? "Your surname is Qian, so let's call Qian Leyu!" You have lived an unhappy life all your life, and if you add a happy word to your name, will you be happier from now on? Will there be laughter and laughter from now on?

"Money-music-language-" The stupid eldest sister read with me stupidly: "Miss Xiaoying, can you write to me?" I want to see what my name looks like......"

"Okay......" I pulled out the hairpin and was about to write it to her, but I was shaken by the carriage and almost turned out of the carriage: "Leyu, it's done!" "My first reaction was to hold on to the stupid big sister next to me.

"Little-little-Xiaoying, he-he ......" The stupid eldest sister pointed to the front of the carriage in horror - a burst of arrows just now had nailed the coachman to death on top of the carriage, and the entire carriage was splashed with blood. And the horse, frightened, was running directionlessly through the woods without anyone to control it.

"Don't be afraid, you hold on to this." I didn't have time to explain this sudden incident to her—in this formation, the arrows were all shot at the coachman, which proved that he wanted to live, and it must be someone from the Ulanala clan or the eighth master.

And the person sent by the eighth master is a firearms battalion, and he will never let go of cold arrows, that is to say, I was the first one who was very unlucky to bump into Feiyangu, the father of Sifujin.

If I meet the other three parties, I will not be in danger of my life - because my sister cares about family affection and will never kill me; The eighth master is from the Niu family, and he won't kill me anyway - only Feiyangu, for the sake of the entire Nala family, in order to cover up his daughter's eyes, he will definitely kill me without hesitation......

It seems that now it is not only the stupid eldest sister who is in danger, but I am also between life and death......

I quickly unbuckled my belt and tied it to the carriage, so that the stupid elder sister would hold on tightly and not let go, while I myself detoured to the front of the carriage - although I had never learned to drive a horse, the horse would not stop without Feiyangu's hands, and the stupid elder sister and I would both die.

"Xiaoying, Xiaoying, don't go, it's dangerous outside......" Although the stupid eldest sister was so frightened that her whole body began to tremble, she still didn't forget to remind me.

"It's fine." I wrapped my hand in a handkerchief and gave her a reassuring smile at the end: "I haven't written your name for you yet!" So, I'm not going to let myself die like that......"

Your greatest wish is to just see your own name with your own eyes, just for this, I must not let you die, I must not ......