237 Love yours or do you love?

On June 13, Bai Poria took the guards and maids, and set off for the new territory of the Thorn Fruit tribe in the early morning, and now the three forces around Beiguan City are in a stalemate, for fear that someone will be unfavorable to her, the Thorn Fruit Guardian spear personally led the people to pick up, fortunately, the road was safe and smooth, and they arrived at the destination in two days.

The arrival of the white Poria cocos caused quite a stir among the Thorn Fruit tribe, and her beauty conquered the young male animals of the tribe almost instantly, if it weren't for the Thorn Fruit Euonymus spear that had been by her side, showing unusually warm and gentle, I was afraid that many barbarian youths would pounce on her and take the initiative to court.

The Thorn Fruit Spear returned to the tribe this time, his temperament was very different from before, he was no longer the first warrior who was hearty and straightforward, and approachable, he became deep and indifferent, exuding a deep and solemn momentum all over his body, and the clansmen trembled in front of him, not to joke and play, and even to say a word unconsciously cautious.

He stood beside Bai Poria in the posture of a flower messenger, where was there a fool who didn't have long eyes who dared to come forward to die?

Bai Poria is only a trip, and has lived in Beiguan City for nearly ten years, and has never played on the territory of the barbarians, so he only thinks that everything is novel and interesting.

On the night of her arrival, a grand bonfire party was held for her, and the barbarian men and women drank, ate meat, sang and danced on the open grass by the lake.

The colorful long skirt is embellished with countless silver bells, and as the girls twist their waists and make a rhythmic crisp sound, they seem to be beautiful flowers blooming wantonly in the firelight.

Ethnic minorities seem to have a stronger talent in singing and dancing, although Bai Poria has no research on dance, but she also thinks that the singing and dancing of these barbarian girls are much better than the Qi songs and dances seen in the capital.

The white cocos kept their eyes on the details for fear of missing a little detail, but the dancing girls were all focused on the Euonymus of Thorn Fruit.

It's not that they can't understand the unusual importance that the Euonymus Spear attaches to Bai Poria Cocos, and they haven't thought that they can compete with her for the patriarch, but all the capable men in the barbarian clan are groups of wives and concubines, and they just need to share a little bit of the patriarch's attention!

However, it is a pity that the attention of the Piercing Fruit Euonymus has only been on the white poria from beginning to end......

A dance was quickly completed, and the girls still did not get half of the eyes of the Euonymus of Thorn Fruit, so they had to leave the stage gloomily. White Poria came back to her senses, turned her head and smiled at the Thorn Fruit Euonymus, "You are very popular, they seem to like you very much." ”

With such enthusiastic eyes, she wondered how the Euonymus hadn't been burned through a few holes.

The Thorn Fruit Guardian Spear said disapprerovingly, "They're just because I'm the patriarch." After the Snow Tea incident, he became suspicious of most women, but Bai Poria was an absolute exception.

"You can't say that, you're belittling your own charm." Bai Poria felt that the man in front of her was attractive enough in terms of appearance alone, and whether the patriarch was secondary.

When he heard her words, his eyes lit up, and he said happily: "Do you think I'm attractive?" You like me too? ”

Bai Poria's smile froze, and she secretly regretted that she was in a relaxed mood and talked nonsense to cause trouble, knowing that this guy was interested in herself, what did she do when she mentioned the relationship between men and women in front of him?

But looking at the love and joy and prayer overflowing in the green eyes, it is really difficult to say no outright.

"I, I have someone I like......" Bai Poria turned her heart sideways, and decided to cut through the mess quickly.

"Who's that guy?" The Piercing Fruit Guardian Spear was struck in the face.

"That guy is a badass, but it's him that I like." Bai Poria smiled bitterly and lowered her head, reluctantly admitting that the first thing that came to mind was the sea pumice stone. No matter how depressed he has been and how hard he has tried to forget for most of the past six months, his shadow still jumps out from a corner of his heart from time to time to proudly declare his existence.

When she is alone, she can't help but think of the way he gently hugged her and whispered to her, the way she wrung her eyebrows and her temper, and when she suddenly took the initiative to get close, she blushed and was a little helpless, and occasionally showed a childish look and complained to her...... In fact, from the beginning, the person she liked was him and just him.

There are many excellent men around her who are wholehearted, gentle and considerate to her, but she just likes such a bastard who uses her mercilessly and bullies her.

She felt that she was making a mistake, but what could she do?

She remembered a girl who used to stubbornly say, "That's all good, good, but I don't like it", isn't the subtext - I know something is not so good in everyone's eyes, but I just like it?

Reason told herself not to think about this bastard, there is not much time, to live happily every day, but her heart refused to listen to her, she thought that she could live happily without thinking about him, and asked herself, is she really happy this year?

But there is no point in dwelling on these, no matter how sad she is, no matter how reluctant she is, it will only be more than a year, and on the day she dies, all this will come to an end.

Sometimes she even hopes to return to the underworld as soon as she sleeps, hand over the task to the King of Jizo Bodhisattva, drink Meng Po soup and forget the past, reincarnate happily, and start a new life.

But she was reluctant, unwilling to let go of her parents, grandfather, two younger brothers, and Lu Ying and other relatives, so she had given up resistance, so be it.

She admits that she can't forget that bastard of Sea Pumice Stone, and admits that she just likes him, but she doesn't dare to mess with him anymore, so let him take her heart casually, anyway, there is only more than a year left.

The Euonymus has never seen a white poria like this.

When she was in Baili Mountain, she always had a bright smile on her face, as if there would be nothing in the world that made her embarrassed and sad, always full of confidence and happiness. Now she is like a wounded little animal, dazed and helpless, fragile and pitiful.

"He bullied you? Tell me who he is? I'll kill him for you! "The Thorn Fruit Euonymus said murderously, anyone who hurts the White Poria deserves to die a thousand times, ten thousand times!

"It's useless to kill him." Bai Poria smiled, didn't want to talk about emotional problems anymore, and cheered up to educate the opportunity of the Thorn Fruit Euonymus: "Killing people can't solve all problems. ”

"It's good to be the one who can solve the problem." The Euonymus was very slippery, and his expression was gloomy without the slightest joke.

Bai Poria was speechless, she originally wanted to advise the Thorn Fruit Euonymus to be forgiving and forgiving on the issue of snow tea, but when the words came to her mouth, she felt that she was redundant.

She is not a spear of thorn fruit, she has not experienced the grievances and pains he suffered, resentment and despair, and asking him to forgive and tolerate it is a bit of a feeling that her back does not hurt when she stands and talks. Moreover, the living environment outside the gate is harsh, and the sky and the earth are fighting anytime and anywhere, and the consequence of soft-heartedness is likely to be destruction.

Since the Piercing Fruit Euonymus is a person who looks like a king, I am afraid that the future achievements will not stop here, maybe it would be better to put it in another way. She doesn't want the people she saves to become killers, and God knows if that will have an impact on her performance?

"What kind of talent do you think is really strong?" Bai Poria asked.

The Thorn Fruit Euonymus was still immersed in the loss of his sweetheart's embrace, and when he heard the words, he said in a muffled voice: "People who can defeat others and control the fate of others." ”

And save! Bai Poria breathed a sigh of relief, most afraid that he would say that he would be "a person who kills whoever he wants".

"That's right! It may not be difficult to kill your enemies, but it is the most powerful thing to let them live in the world without threatening you at all, and they must survive by your nose. ”

Hearing this, he knew that Bai Poria was not satisfied with his killing actions during this time, he was silent for a while and said: "You don't like me to kill people casually, I can let go of everything I can in the future." ”

Really well-behaved! Bai Poria couldn't help but reach out and pat his arm and said, "Then I'll rest assured!" ”

Even in the hot summer, the night weather on the grassland is still very cold, and people who are accustomed to temperature differences do not feel anything, and still wear a short coat during the day, revealing their muscular healthy arms, and the movements of the white poria do not have any special meaning, but they unconsciously use the means of appeasing other green eyes at home on this green eye.

But the feeling of the thorn fruit euonymus was completely different, the slightly cool fingers gently patted on his bare skin, indescribably gentle and comfortable, his heart moved, he couldn't help but roll his arm, grabbed the hand that Bai Poria wanted to retract, and held it tightly in his palm.

The delicate and silky slender hand was only half the size of his hand, soft as if there were no bones, and it was not the first time that the Euonymus had held a woman's hand, but the feeling of this hand in the palm was so wonderful that he knew that it was offensive, but he was reluctant to let go.

What's the situation, she was eaten tofu by green eyes?! But the green eyes looked at her innocently and pleadingly, as if she was the one who bullied people with her hands and feet!

All right! It was true that she did it first, but she didn't mean it that way...... She tried her best to "pull out" her hand back, but the other party had no intention of letting go.

The Thorn Fruit Euonymus closed its palms and gently wrapped the white Poria cocos' hand in it, and the emerald green eyes revealed a pious brilliance: "I will be very good to you, I will listen to you whatever you say, will you marry me?" ”

The singing and laughter around him seemed to suddenly become very distant, and for a moment Bai Poria was really moved, but it was only for a moment.

"Even if it's not you that I like?" Bai Poria didn't want to hurt people so much.

The green eyes were a little gloomy, but more serious and affirmative: "I care, but I will try to be good to you, be good to you......" He wanted to say more words to impress Bai Poria, but at the important moment, his mind was full of mud and his tongue was knotted, and he only came and went with the sentence "Very good to you".

It's that old question again, do you want to marry someone you love, or marry someone who loves you?

Bai Poria's answer has always been very clear, if she is given a full life, she will marry someone she loves, and then try to make the other person fall in love with her too, if she fails in the end, then let her love wear off, leave and start again.

She is not a virgin and does not lack love, so why should she give her precious time to someone she does not love, and end up making both parties miserable?

"Even if it is...... Even if I only have to live for more than a year? Bai Poria heard her voice as if it was coming from a distance, in fact, the person she wanted to ask most about this question was not the green eyes in front of her, but the bastard Sea Pumice Stone who didn't know where she was.

Hearing this, the Piercing Fruit Euonymus was taken aback: "What can only live for more than a year? Do you have any disease? Or is someone going to work against you? As he spoke, he let go of her hand and carefully examined her breath by the light of the fire.

"I'm not sick, and no one wants to harm me, I'm a messenger sent by the gods, and I'll return to the gods when the time comes." After processing the facts, Bai Poria smiled and boasted to the Euonymus of Thorn Fruit.

If someone else said this, Euonymus would definitely think she was talking nonsense, but the object was Bai Poria cocos, and he couldn't help but be a little suspicious.

Although he is very disgusted with the high priest and others, it does not mean that he does not believe in ghosts and gods at all, and the appearance of Bai Poria is said to be a fairy, and he completely believes it.

"Even if it's just for one day, I'm willing!" The Piercing Fruit Euonymus said without hesitation.

Bai Poria's heart moved, only to feel suddenly enlightened, and couldn't help but hug the thorn fruit euonymus, and said with a smile: "Thank you for the reminder!" I still can't be with you, though. I have a lot of things I haven't done yet, and it's too late if I don't! ”

Poor Euonymus was ecstatic and then sad, and the expression on a "knife-cut face" was very strange.

The night of revelry came to an end in the gloom of the Euonymus and the high spirits of the white Poria cocos. Since being drunk and framed more than two years ago, the Euonymus Spear refuses to drink more, but tonight it can't help but get drunk.

When she got up in the morning, when it was dawning, and Bai Poria got up and freshened up, she saw the Euonymus of Thorn Fruit come and invite her to go for a walk by the lake.

There was a light mist floating on the lake not far from the tent, and Bai Guo heard about the unsuccessful courtship of the Thorn Fruit Euonymus last night, and was afraid that he would be very close to protect him because of his love.

The eyes of the thorn fruit euonymus were clear, and he couldn't see the decadent appearance of last night's drunken and delirious mind. The two walked quietly for a while, and then the Thorn Fruit Guardian Spear spoke, "Do you know why I invited you here at this time? ”

Bai Poria was a little puzzled, this season is hot and sunny during the day, it is indeed not a good weather for visitors to go out, if it weren't for the prickly fruit euonymus to write a letter of invitation, she would not go out at all, and she would definitely hide in the cold spring courtyard of Baili Mountain to escape the heat.

"Two years ago today, I met you in Beiguan City, and you were dressed as a very ordinary little maid, right?" The Euonymus is nostalgic.

Two years ago, June 16, was the opening day of the Beiguancheng Market! Bai Poria remembered the unexpected harvest of "two kings" that day, and couldn't help laughing.

What is the purpose of mentioning this at this time?