Heart Doctor [1]
The street was full of people, men and women in gorgeous clothes hurried by, as if they had never stopped because of people, and the two people who were cowering in this corner were out of place with this prosperity.
One of them was a rickety, wrinkled hand with a black branch, sitting against the wall, unkempt hair in front of his face, coughing from time to time, and his voice was hoarse and old. Next to him was a young child, who covered her eyes with a black cloth, and her face was covered with mud spots, and her facial features were even more difficult to see.
There was a broken bowl in front of both of them, one was old and frail, the other was young and helpless, and the two snuggled up to each other, ragged and unkempt, which was really pitiful.
However, no matter how pitiful it is, the first day I see it is sympathetic, but I can see these two people in this Qianfeng City every day, and that kindness will always gradually dissipate with time.
Since Su Su can remember, she has followed the old beggar to ask for food in this extremely prosperous Qianfeng City.
Although Qianfeng City belongs to the borderland, because Li Chengyuan, the favorite son of the emperor of the dynasty, chose this fiefdom, his status has also risen.
Su Su had heard a lot of rumors about that person, and some people said that because of the presence of this big Buddha, those Hu people did not dare to harass them. Some people also say that he is actually a prince who is not favored, so he was driven here.
Although there are thousands of theories, it is true that this city has become so prosperous because of his merits.
As for what he did, Su Su didn't understand.
But she thought that the lord must not have noticed that they were struggling to survive in Qianfeng City!
Su Su retracted her divergent thoughts, turned her face sideways, looked at the blurred figure in front of her, and gently pushed the old beggar's shoulder, "Grandpa, let's go home!" ”
The old beggar answered softly, then leaned against the wall, stood up tremblingly, and Su Su took the initiative to take the old beggar's rough and warm hand and walked towards their home.
According to the old beggar himself, he picked her up in the ruined temple at that time, and his whole body was hidden in bright red swaddling clothes, although his face was bruised, his facial features were extremely good-looking.
The old beggar would always look at her with drooping eyes, and said regretfully, "I left you because I saw that you were like, but so many people didn't think it was good and wanted to throw you away?" ”
Hearing this, Su Su always smiled and didn't answer, she thought that only her grandfather didn't dislike her, what if she was good-looking, she had such a pair of weird eyes.
At the time when Su Su was picked up, Qianfeng City happened to usher in the first heavy snowfall.
At that time, when the snow was everywhere, the old beggar was holding a small baby, and happened to pass by the door of a scholar, and heard the man shake his head and say, "Wrapped in silver."
Although the old beggar didn't understand this word, he only heard it once, and inexplicably felt that the word "su" was very good.
And just like that, she had her own name.
At that time, the snow covered the whole city like goose feathers, and although the picture of a beautiful woman in bright clothes and delicate makeup wearing a fox fur looking back and smiling in the snow was really beautiful and amazing, the old beggar said that the people who froze to death that winter, those beggars with the same lowly status as them, were several times as beautiful as in previous years.
The old beggar said that he actually thought he wouldn't survive that winter, let alone the delicate baby Susu.
But maybe God is busy taking care of the others, or maybe they have a big life, and the two of them will survive with the meager savings that the old beggar once had.
I have always listened to the old beggar talk back and forth hundreds of times like this, and I can memorize it backwards.
Su Su always knew that if it weren't for the old beggar, she wouldn't be alive now.
But the elderly, as they get older, their memory also declines, and they don't exist to listen to how much they nag.
Every time Su Su heard the old man say this, she would persuade herself like this. There are some things that she has never experienced, but she always unconsciously has the answer in her mind. This has happened a lot, and it always gives her the illusion that she has a life to live, and that she has experienced something different from what she is now.
Their home was the same ruined temple that the old beggar said was where he picked her up, and besides staying here for her family, who might be able to wait for her to regret it, and because he himself had no place to stay.
Su Su couldn't help but bend her lips when she heard the snoring sound from the other party, and after she lightly covered him with an old dress, she sat on the threshold of the broken temple, holding her chin and looking at the bright moon.
At this time, the voice in my head came to mind again.
She was saying that she had read a saying that when you look up and see the moon, you can see your truest self.
Little Su Su didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, what could be called true, she saw far away, from the moon in the sky to the puddles on the ground.
Su Su saw that the mottled and interacting branches were reflected in the puddle, and she walked over slowly, squatted down, and saw her own face.
At this time, she has washed the dirt on her face, her skin is like a cloud, her cheeks are flushed, and her eyelashes are curled...
Su Su looked at the appearance in the water, those black beautiful eyes, as if she was bewitched, stretched out her hand in fascination, and the coldness of her fingertips suddenly pulled Su Su back to reality.
Looking at the ripples in the water, spreading circle by circle, Su Su suddenly felt a little sore, this is just her illusion, her eyes will not be black, her eyes are the most hated blue, it is different from other people's blue, it is the blue that is rejected by others.
It's not that she's so withdrawn that she doesn't want to contact anyone, but whenever she meets the other party's frightened eyes, and the words about "youkai" that come into her ears from time to time, intentionally or unintentionally, she feels that it's better to be alone, and she doesn't have to worry about other people's feelings, but she is more comfortable.
Even in order to show off her strength in this business, she simply blindfolded herself with a black cloth and pretended to be blind in order to get more charity.
But such a routine can't stand the test of time, not to mention that the competition between peers is so fierce.
Listening to the sound of coughing coming from inside, Su Su hurried into the ruined temple again.
As soon as she entered the door, she saw the old beggar coughing heart-rending with a black cloth covering his mouth and nose, and a sudden panic surged in her heart.
She picked up the bowl on the table full of water and brought it to him, and said softly, "Grandpa, drink some water!" ”
"No, Susu, grandpa will just lie down for a while." The old beggar raised his hand and touched Susu's fluffy and soft hair, smiling kindly.
Su Su silently put the bowl back on the table, sat quietly beside him, and gently held the emaciated hands, "Grandpa, don't delay, we'll go grab the medicine tomorrow." ”
"I know what my own body is like, don't worry, I'm an old bone, God is kind to live one more day, why spend this money!" The old beggar took Su Su's hand back, his eyes were gentle, and his words were full of suddenness. Still struggling with the latest chapter you can't find? Amway One or search for hot/degree/net/article "Remember to remove "/" or "otherwise you won't be able to search", here is a young lady to help you find books and accompany you to chat