Chapter 133: How Can Love Be Worthy (II)

As soon as I got out of the door of the seventeenth elder brother's room, I ran towards Cining Palace at a speed of escape as if there was a ghost chasing behind me - I couldn't stay for a moment where Seventeen lived, and then looked at his pure trusting gaze, I almost even wanted to die. I, Zhang Xiaoying, have harmed people a lot in my life, but it is unforgivable to frame a person who is so good to me like this, and I really can't even forgive myself for what I did.

Why, why didn't I even think about it for Seventeen when I did that kind of thing in the first place? Why should I be such a selfish person and always think of myself? Unforgivable, really unforgivable!

"Qiyun, Qiyun, what are you running?"

I was about to run into my house, but I was stopped at the gate: "Qiyun, what are you running, is it that the prince has come to embarrass you again?" ”

I raised my head blankly: "Fourteenth elder brother! Why are you here? "Didn't you just get beaten this morning? How could it be that it's coming to me again? Do you think you are an iron man?

"How could I come?" The fourteenth elder brother was still very angry when he heard my questioning: "You have such a big thing that even my ninth brother was shocked, and you actually asked me why I came?" ”

There doesn't seem to be a contradiction in this, right? Basically, no normal person would expect a person who had just been beaten to forty boards to save his life, not to mention that I haven't died yet, so your situation should be more serious than mine: "It's okay, it's been okay for a long time, you better take care of yourself first!" "I think that when Ke'er was beaten, it took a long time to get up and move, so you don't want to fall into any disease.

"Nothing? You almost got beaten to death, so it's okay? Are you fooling me? When the fourteenth elder brother heard that I was fine, his lungs were about to explode: "Then tell me, what does it mean to have something in your eyes?" Do you have to wait until the day I collect your body? ”

"It's not—I'm just—"

My words were drowned out by a bear hug from the Fourteenth Elder Brother, who hugged me so tightly, so quickly, as if he wanted to hide me in his chest to protect me. I didn't dare to struggle, because I was afraid of touching his wounds, so I had to let him hold him like this.

"Why don't you ask me for help? Even the seventeenth brother you can call, why don't you come to me? Fourteen put his chin on the top of my head and rubbed it: "Don't tell me that you are worried about my, you know that if you have a case, I will also fight with the prince, if I am here today, how can I allow the prince to bully you like this?" ”

Alas, this is what I'm worried about, fortunately you weren't there today, or if you get angry with the prince again, and then make trouble with your emperor Ama, it is estimated that it will be a good fight - I have already hurt seventeen, how can I bear to drag you into the water again? Beating the prince is not a small crime, I guess beating you is considered light, won't I have heartache?

"Fourteenth elder brother." I raised my hand and touched his head: "You have a fever, alas, don't go back and lie down quickly!" "What a bull's temper, he can run at such a high temperature, how does this Concubine De look at children!

"It's okay, it's just a little cold, I'm strong, it's nothing!" The fourteenth elder brother took away my hand on his forehead disapprovingly, and began to carefully check my condition: "Did you hurt anything today?" You have to say it, don't hide it from me! ”

It's not you who is hiding from me - I don't know if you're looking at your beatings, do you? And lie to me that it is cold, do you really think you can hide it from me like this? "It's okay, it's really okay, fortunately, Brother Nine blocked it for me, by the way, how is he?" Since you don't want me to know, I'll pretend I don't know.

"Brother Jiu's arm has been connected, and the imperial doctor said that there is no big problem, you don't have to worry." Fourteen said and checked me again from top to bottom.

My poor stupid fourteen, you comforted the wrong person, I am okay when Lao Jiu is fine! But now I don't want to think about this problem, now I just want to hug Fourteen more: "I'm going out of the palace tomorrow, you don't have to worry, the prince won't be able to catch me for the time being." "But then it will be difficult to see you again—after all, I am a commune in the name of infectious diseases, and of course I must live in seclusion and refuse all visits.

"That's the best, you avoid the limelight, I'll find a way for you." The fourteenth elder brother stroked my shoulder: "Don't worry, I have already sent someone to pass the word to the prince, as long as he dares to touch you again, I will fight with him!" ”

Oh my God, how dare you say such a thing to the prince? For a moment, I felt like the world was spinning - now I'm not completely famous, you fourteen fight for me, even if you fight for me, you actually threaten the prince for me, oh my God, I don't want to live! "Fourteenth elder brother, you don't have to do this!" If you do this, it will only make the prince hate me even more, and besides, if you do this, it will be tantamount to openly opposing the prince, and the prince will do his best to deal with you in the future - don't forget, the emaciated camel is bigger than the horse, and you are dangerous to do so, do you know?

"What are you talking about? How could I leave you alone? The fourteenth elder brother hugged me hard as if punishing me, and it took a long time before he let go of me and said, "This is a man's business, so you don't have to worry about it anymore, I really don't know why you think about so many things all day long, isn't it okay to leave them to me?" ”

Fourteenth elder brother, you are too good to me, but you can manage my affairs if you don't leave my affairs to you. But I'm going to feel guilty for thinking of me like that, you know? I complained to you this morning, I complained about why you didn't come to save me, you say, am I very selfish and selfish?

"Fourteen, I'm sorry!" I lowered my head and said sullenly, "I'm sorry, but I blamed you at the time, I blamed you for why you didn't come to save me, and later-" I knew the truth and felt that I was too good.

"I should say I'm sorry, you're right to blame me, Qiyun!" The fourteenth elder brother took my hand and put it on his chest: "If you didn't want to save me, how could you offend the prince?" I blame myself for why I didn't give a damn a damn when you needed me so much! ”

The fourteenth elder brother said and suddenly took my hand and slapped himself: "It's my fault, how scared you should have been at that time!" At that time, if it weren't-if it weren't for the Ninth Brother, I would have wanted to kill myself when I thought of this! ”

I was so frightened that I quickly withdrew the hand that was working on Fourteen's face, "You are crazy, why are you beating yourself?" It's not your fault, it's the prince's heart is too small! "Great, I actually found out two damn reasons for only one night today: one is sorry Seventeen, and the other is that I don't know Fourteen at all, and he is like this and his mind is full of me! But I still blame him for not rushing to save me, and I've been deceiving him, and even, even once doubted him—I really damn it, damn it!

"Qiyun, can you forgive me this time? I promise there will never be a second time like this, and I swear by my life! The fourteenth elder brother assured.

I don't blame you, I blame myself! You don't need to forgive, the person who needs to be forgiven is me - I never expected to have a future with you, I have been rejecting you for my own future and destiny, and even, I never intended to let you know that I liked you!

At that moment, I saved you on the spur of the moment, but I was still lying to myself, saying that it was just an impulse - even my body was more honest than myself! At least it knows how to save you before I have time to think about it!

And me? I've been regretting it since I saved you - blame you for always holding me back, blame you for never understanding my true thoughts, blame why you didn't dare to save me! Why do you want to be nice to me and why do you have to sacrifice so much for me as a selfish woman like me? How many times have I told you, it's not worth it, it's not worth it!

"Qiyun, I think you're probably tired today, go and rest!" Fourteen helped me straighten out the folds of my clothes, and then instructed: "Don't run around in such clothes again, if you are bumped into by the prince again, he will have another reason to deal with you!" ”

"Got it." In fact, after your threat today, my crisis is about to be lifted - of course, the prince will not commit the bad luck of your fourteenth master in order to kill such a little slave like me, if you really do something, then he will be too wronged - the prince will definitely think that his life is more precious.

Hearing what I said, the fourteenth elder brother was finally willing to go back with confidence. I looked at his obviously stumbling steps, and my heart tingled again - he was still reckless, and he forced himself to walk like this, this must be a serious injury, right? Wouldn't it hurt to walk back step by step like this?

I covered my mouth so that Fourteen could hear me cry again—he seemed to be afraid to see me cry, but why did you all do things that made me want to cry?

You have done this again and again, so how embarrassing is my feelings, how embarrassing is my feelings!