Before she got to the front of the building where she lived, she saw the lights in her house.

Warm yellow, giving a very warm feeling.

From the time I woke up to the present, my heart has been fluctuating non-stop, and the beating speed has slowly returned to normal, and the tumbling blood in my body has become calm.

Gu Yusheng smoked unhurriedly while taking unhurried steps, and he didn't stop until he stood downstairs with her.

He leaned against a street lamp, staring intently at her window, and did not go upstairs.

He thought that on the first day he enlisted, he had been downstairs to her house, just like now, leaning against a tree and staring at her window.

That night, he had been looking forward to her coming to the window, no matter what the reason, as long as he came to stand and let him look at her from a distance, he would leave without regrets.

But that night, he stood still all night, smoked several boxes of cigarettes, and she did not show up, and the next morning, he boarded the enlisted plane with a dry and sore throat that was so painful that he could not speak.

At that time, he walked away with the feeling of never seeing each other again in his life.

But after arriving in the army, he realized how much he overestimated himself and how much she underestimated her influence on him.

He missed her so strongly, thinking that he tossed and turned every night, and couldn't sleep.

But what else could he do besides miss her?

It was he who gave up on her, and he couldn't go back to provoke her again because he repented, right?

To be a man, you always have to have a face.

If not, one day, when I was video chatting with Wu Hao on the Internet, I inadvertently received Xu Nuan's phone call from Wu Hao halfway, and knew that Xu Nuan was talking to Wu Hao a little sad about "little love crying", I am afraid that he would not want to write a letter to her.

Although it was only an anonymous letter, no one knows, but he struggled for a long time before finally making that decision.

After the letter was sent, there was hope.

The night he received her reply, he slept the most restful sleep she had since she enlisted.

The letters she replied to were the only thing that belonged to her in those years.

For him at that time, those letters were his life, his possessions.

She had been writing to her for about three years, by which time she was already in college, and he had gone from a recruit to a veteran, and was beginning to perform some life-and-death tasks.

At that time, there was an earthquake in X City, and there were countless casualties, and their team was temporarily assigned to rescue.

No one knew that he had been back to Beijing before the rescue.

That was the first time he went back to Beijing since he left, because of her.

When I was on the phone with Wu Hao, I heard Wu Hao mention it casually, because he didn't talk much, and when the two of them were on the phone, there would always be no topic, so Wu Hao was always looking for a topic, and he probably thought of it suddenly, so he asked him casually: "Brother Sheng, do you remember Xiaoai?" ”

On the other end of the phone, his emotions were already overflowing, but the tone of his mouth was very calm: "Remember." ”

After a pause, he asked again, "What's wrong?" ”

"I heard Nuan Nuan say that Xiao Ai is estimated to be soaring, in college, a certain high-ranking cadre's son is now chasing her, and the chase is hot, and I also gave her a new laptop that has just come out, tens of thousands......"

Such a beautiful girl, someone chases her, how normal it is, but her heart is still a little sour, until Wu Hao said: "...... I heard Nuan Nuan say that Xiao Ai and that man seem to have a play, and they had dinner together the day before yesterday......"