Good mood, no reason to add more, O(∩_∩)O~

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"The bridegroom is here!" Joy sounded from the window, gongs and drums shook the sky, firecrackers rang out, people cheered, busy closing the door to block the groom, joy and busy. Ming Fei rubbed his temples painfully and continued to immerse himself in the past.

On the day of her father's cremation, my mother had gray hair overnight, and the next day something was wrong, at first she was just a little confused, and asked her every day where her father was and when he would come back, and then once after going out to buy groceries, she couldn't even find her way home. The hospital was finally diagnosed with Alzheimer's, and she cried in the garden on the street with her head in her hands, only to see the newlywed float of the dog man and woman. It's so lively, the red roses and the white lilies are really lively together.

None of them said sorry to her. A colleague told her that if it weren't for her temper being too good, always thinking about the good in everything, and being a good person, people wouldn't dare to bully her to that role, and make her parents angry like that, she wouldn't have ruined her family. They encouraged her to take revenge, and she said helplessly, how to retaliate? Did you kill them?

The colleague said fiercely, that can't be just cheap that pair of dog men and women, your father is angry to death, and your mother has become like this, medical expenses, mental damage or something, you have to let them pay something, right? She shook her head, she couldn't open her mouth. My colleague said, if you can't do it, I'll help you! The man really sent 20,000 yuan, but she refused to see him and let him take it. Colleagues hate iron and steel, vaguely saying that she deserves it. She thought sadly, she really blamed herself for being too wasteful, right?

Her mother, who was only in her fifties, was very ill, and she did not dare to leave her mother alone at home, so she had to hire a nanny to take care of her. Having lost her father's share of pension, wanting to treat her mother's illness, hiring a nanny, she was running around mechanically in the company, in the hospital, and at home, expressionlessly facing all kinds of sympathetic, contemptuous, gloating, and angry eyes. All she could think about was making money, making money, buying a house again, taking her mother to a big hospital, and leaving this ghost place at the same time.

At that time, she still fantasized about changing the environment and starting over, so others were not happy to work overtime, but she was happy to work overtime, because overtime has overtime pay. She is also happy to work part-time, often for a hundred yuan, and can spend her weekends standing on the cold street to hand out a day's flyers.

Some people said that she was pitiful, sympathized with her, and condemned the pair of dogs and men. But the pair of men and women said that in fact, she didn't know how to look at her eyes, she would only blindly pretend to be kind, pretend to be a good person to win sympathy, and people were reluctant to hurt her, so she was forced to be helpless, and had to delay until she couldn't delay it anymore before staging that scene, and they were also very wronged. She wanted to defend herself, but she thought what was the use of saying this at this time?

So some people said that she was stupid, self-inflicted, she is now desperate to make money, and she is obviously hit crazy, taking her as an example of going to the extreme after failure, warning the little girls to beware of the white-eyed wolves around them, and second, to guard against psychopaths after failure.

Gossip is like something that can't be hidden, the sharp little Li flying knife swished into her heart, she wasn't sad, but she thought, no Ji Tailai, no Ji Tailai, as long as she works hard, she can still turn over, right? Can you still find someone who is really good to her? She has no brothers and sisters, and the closest person before was except her parents, the woman who gave her a hard blow, she was tired and sleepy, but she couldn't find someone to talk to and rely on. She could only be quietly and diligently busy, waiting for a new beginning.

But God didn't give her that chance. Worse things come after her overflowing compassion.

On that winter night, she was the last one in the company to go, and it was already the last bus, and she had already seen the gate of the community, only a few dozen meters away from her warm home. But the man was lying on the ground and writhing on the ground, looking in great pain.

She was a little panicked, hesitated for a long time, and still stepped forward to ask him what was wrong? Need help? But the man held the knife against her, and in a trembling voice told her to hand him the bag.

Probably met a drug addict, a drug addict, she was quite calm: "Okay, I'll give it to you, but the phone and keys are not worth much, give them back to me, right?" ”

She only thought that losing her phone and keys would be very troublesome. Unexpectedly, the man didn't say anything, stabbed her in the lower abdomen, and then couldn't wait to take her bag. He ran faster than a rabbit.

She fell to her knees, feeling the blood from the wound in her abdomen slowly take the heat away from her. She heard the security guards in the community shouting loudly, heard the sound of the "120" ambulance "It's over, it's over" from far and near, and she even smelled the disinfectant, but she still couldn't open her eyes again.

At the moment when she was about to lose consciousness, all she thought about was the mother of a child at home. It's really ironic, her parents taught her to be a kind and good person since she was a child, but kindness not only killed her mother's husband, but also killed her mother's daughter, leaving her mother alone to live in this world in chaos. She took the hand of the last person who was with her, unknown by name, gender, age and identity, and muttered, "Mom, I'm sorry." ”

That person said something loudly to her, she didn't hear it clearly, but she remembered in a trance that it seemed to say, even if you want to learn from Lei Feng, you have to know how to judge, and give your life, it's really stupid. What kind of world is this, but if she wants to learn Lei Feng once, she will give her life, she wants to laugh, but she only sheds two lines of tears.

She didn't think that she would be able to come back to life, but the first thought she had when she came to her senses was to never be a good person again, because good people don't live long, and the scourge will last for thousands of years. If she was not a good person, how could her mother suffer from the loneliness and desolation of the widow and daughter? She was stupid. For a whole year after being Ming Fei, she looked at everyone indifferently, and when she was abused to the point of unbearable, she couldn't help but want to cut Wang a few times, but she didn't do it for a long time, but she slashed herself two years later.

"What is Miss Three thinking? So fascinating? Jiao Tao handed a glass of warm honey water to Ming Fei and gently touched her forehead: "Drink it while it's hot." ”

"Okay." Ming Fei curled the corners of her mouth and smiled, the honey water entrance, sweet into the heart and lungs, in this life she wants a different kind of life, live well, she will remember to remind herself at any time not to be soft-hearted, soft-hearted is equivalent to harming herself, indiscriminate use of good people is the most dangerous profession in the world. The past is irreparable, but in this life, since her name is Ming Fei, she must distinguish between right and wrong, repay grievances with straightforwardness, repay virtue with virtue, and be happy with revenge.

The daughter's wine is usually at noon, and after everyone has eaten lunch, the matter is considered to be over after the bride is picked up.

After the people who sent their relatives left, there were only some mothers-in-law and aunts who helped to collect things in the small courtyard of the Wu family, Ming Fei was closed for a long time, and felt depressed, so she took advantage of the flower mother-in-law to nap after dinner, and quietly opened a crack in the window to look out, only to see Wang and Fang'er standing at the door, looking into the distance, with a stunned face. Especially Wang, who was so sad that he still had to force a smile, and his face looked awkward.

Jiao Tao saw Ming Fei open the window and peek out, so she glanced at Hua Pozi, for fear that she would stop Ming Fei by speaking out. Who knew that the flower woman opened her eyes and said, "The person is gone?" After receiving an affirmative answer, he also stepped forward to look at it, and sighed: "Alas...... The hearts of parents in this poor world are the same. Raising a daughter, looking forward to her having a good in-law, when she goes out, she is reluctant, and she has to force a smile. Sometimes I don't even dare to cry. ”

Listening to the meaning of Mrs. Hua, it seems that she has also married a daughter, but this kind of topic is not suitable for a little girl to communicate with an old woman, let alone an old woman in a position of discipline and a young lady who is disciplined.

Ming Fei only smiled, left the window and picked up the enlightenment reading book similar to the Three Character Sutra brought by Hua Pozi, took the slate, dipped the brush in water and wrote on it, and tried to make a serious and literate expression. The text on the book is traditional Chinese characters, fortunately, she has always learned ancient Chinese well when she was in school, although these traditional Chinese characters are not very good at writing, but there is no big problem in reading, but she does not dare to expose the true situation that she knows a lot of words, but according to the progress of the professor of Hua Pozi, she appropriately expresses the wisdom that she will never forget.

The Dafeng Dynasty she came to is different from any dynasty and country in Chinese history, but the writing is almost the same, and the customs and culture are similar, but fortunately, women don't have to wrap their little feet, so she doesn't have to worry about being disabled, or being ridiculed for having ugly big feet.

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These two chapters intersperse the events of Ming Fei's previous life, which can be regarded as a necessary explanation for her character development. But rest assured, the heroine's name is "Ming Fei", which actually means "distinguishing between right and wrong", to report grievances directly, to repay virtue with virtue, and will not go to extremes.