Chapter 132: I Still Love You

Leng Qingxi drank the white porridge that Bai Shunan made for herself, although it was not delicious, it made her stomach warm a lot.

Under the light, Bai Shunan's concerned gaze made her dare not look directly.

"How? I'm pretty good, right? This is my first time cooking, and if you don't do it well, you have to bear with me. Bai Shunan said half-jokingly.

Leng Qingxi nodded: "It's delicious." She said to Bai Shunan with a smile, a grain of rice stuck to her face, and Bai Shunan reached out and plucked the rice off her face without thinking about it.

The atmosphere between the two became a little delicate for a while.

Leng Qingxi had no choice but to eat porridge in small gulps to hide this embarrassment. Bai Shunan watched Leng Qingxi eat a big bowl of porridge, fed her medicine again, and when he cleaned up the things in the kitchen and came back, Leng Qingxi was already asleep.

Looking at Leng Qingxi's sleeping face, Bai Shunan was a little relieved, he walked to Leng Qingxi's bed, turned off the warm little lamp, and took advantage of the night to take a look at Leng Qingxi again before turning around and leaving.

Hearing the door slam shut, Leng Qingxi sat up from the bed suddenly, looked at the closed door, and breathed a long sigh of relief, in fact, she didn't fall asleep just now, but the atmosphere between her and Bai Shunan was so strange that she didn't know how to face it, so she had to pretend to be asleep.

Her head still hurt a little, she sat in the dark, looking at the distant moon outside the window, but her heart had already drifted to Mu Xuncheng again.

What is Mu Xuncheng doing now? Why did he react this way. Even if he doesn't have the slightest affection for himself, but according to Mu Xuncheng's character, he won't explain like this.

Thinking back to everything last night, Leng Qingxi felt that his blood was about to burst his head.

But she's not rejected, is she? Recalling the picture of them entangled, there was a hint of sour sweetness that flooded my heart.

I still love him after all.

No matter how many nasty things he said, no matter how many misunderstandings and discords there were between them, no matter how much he hurt himself and hurt others, he still loved him.

Otherwise, why didn't you resist last night, otherwise why didn't you look back on it and be angry.

Perhaps, in his subconscious, he accepted him.

Leng Qingxi hugged his knees with both hands, and his body shrank into a ball with all his might.

It turns out that after going through so much, my heart is still the same.

Leng Qingxi suddenly had an impulse to see Mu Xuncheng and tell him what she really thought in her heart.

For a long time, due to various considerations, in the face of many obstacles, she has never been brave once, and she missed Mu Xuncheng again and again, and she didn't want to miss it again.

Since the two of them already have such a fact, then, what else do they have to worry about, she has already entrusted it all, and now, she is just waiting for Mu Xuncheng to give her love a judgment.

Yes, she wants to see Mu Xuncheng, tell him that she has always loved him, tell him that she does not reject being with him, this is the truest thought in her heart, and she wants to tell him everything openly and honestly.

Thinking of this, she didn't hesitate any longer, she didn't expect that it was already midnight, took out her mobile phone from under the pillow, and dialed Mu Xuncheng's number.

The phone rang for a while before it was connected.

Leng Qingxi didn't wait for Mu Xuncheng to speak, so he grabbed Bai and said: "Mu Xuncheng, don't talk first, you listen to me." I thought about what happened last night, I don't reject intimacy with you at all, I think I love you, I want to tell you that I can't deceive myself anymore. Leng Qingxi was already in tears when she said this.

In one breath, after saying this, she seemed to exhaust all her strength, and after speaking, she sat down on the bed, her chest rising and falling violently, nervously waiting for Mu Xuncheng's voice.

On the other side of the phone, there has always been silence, and this long silence has made Leng Qingxi's entire body cold.

It took a long time for a woman's voice to sound.

"Leng Qingxi, I know you're shameless, but I didn't know you would be so shameless, what are you talking about? Confession? Do you think Brother Xuncheng will believe your words? The woman's indifferent and sarcastic tone made Leng Qingxi's face flush instantly.

"Ling Fei'er, how could it be you? Aren't you gone? Leng Qingxi asked incredulously.

"Hmph, do you think that your unruly methods can shake my status in the Mu family? Stop dreaming. Ling Fei'er said triumphantly.

"He told me what happened to you and Brother Xuncheng last night, he is very annoyed now, he doesn't want to answer your phone at all, he is just drunk and mistakes you for me, otherwise, do you think he will touch you?" Ling Fei'er lied without blushing.

When Leng Qingxi heard Ling Fei'er's words, her already cold body was already trembling a little at this time.

She didn't doubt Ling Fei'er's words in the slightest, because judging from Mu Xuncheng's silence today, his silence had already explained his attitude.

However, if this is his decision, he should at least say it to himself, doesn't he even bother to talk to himself?

"What about Mu Xuncheng? I'm going to talk to him. Leng Qingxi's voice was also trembling.

"Brother Xuncheng won't answer your phone, he said that when he thinks about it now, he feels disgusting, Leng Qingxi, I advise you to still have some self-esteem, don't make yourself so embarrassed, okay? Also, Brother Xuncheng asked me to tell you that what happened last night was purely accidental, and I hope you don't mention it again in the future, even in front of him. Ling Fei'er continued to speak coldly.

"Mu Xuncheng, did he really say that?" Leng Qingxi asked unwillingly.

"Of course, you'd better not mention it, I advise you, it's better to die of this heart." Ling Fei'er said viciously.

Leng Qingxi put down the phone dejectedly, thinking that this was an opportunity, thinking that everything would be different, and thinking that this time he could clearly show him his sincerity.

It's a pity that all this is just wishful thinking.

Ling Fei'er's words made Leng Qingxi feel that it was difficult to breathe, when did she come back, why she was holding Mu Xuncheng's mobile phone, and why Mu Xuncheng was unwilling to say these words to herself in person, Leng Qingxi's heart was full of pathos and questions.

Ling Fei'er put down the phone, quickly deleted the call log, and then put Mu Xuncheng's mobile phone back on the table.

After a while, Mu Xuncheng walked out of the bathroom with a bath towel and asked, "What's the matter?" Did my phone ring just now? ”

Ling Fei'er quickly shook her head, pretending that nothing had happened, and looked at her phone.

"No, I was sitting here just now, and the phone never rang."

"Really?" Mu Xuncheng picked up his phone in disbelief and looked through it, and sure enough, there was nothing.

"It's weird, I just heard my phone ringing in the bathroom." Mu Xuncheng muttered quietly.

"It's really not, Brother Xuncheng, let's sleep." Ling Fei'er said with an innocent face.

"Fei'er, I'm very tired today, you better go back to the house and sleep." Mu Xuncheng did not respond to Ling Fei'er's invitation, but picked up the razor and returned to the bathroom, Ling Fei'er was lying on Mu Xuncheng's bed, still in an inviting pose, and the smile had frozen on her face.

After a while, she got up from the bed and shouted unwillingly to the bathroom: "Brother Xuncheng, I'll go back to my room to sleep." ”

Mu Xuncheng's muffled voice came from the bathroom, and Ling Fei'er walked out of Mu Xuncheng's room in a huff.

Hearing the sound of Ling Fei'er closing the door and leaving, Mu Xuncheng walked out of the bedroom, he sat on the bed, glanced at his mobile phone, Leng Qingxi disappeared early in the morning, and he didn't go home until now.

Last night, he vaguely remembered that she seemed to be leaving with her luggage, and she was scolded by herself, and he didn't know where she ran away at this time. For Leng Qingxi, he didn't know what kind of attitude he had, but one thing he knew very well was that he couldn't let her move out of here during their contract period.

Mu Xuncheng didn't know whether his thoughts were out of his own maintenance, or something else. He didn't want to think about it, and he didn't want to dig into it.

He warned himself again and again that in his heart, there was only Zhi'er, and he couldn't tolerate others at all.

However, his actions were completely out of his control.

He still deliberately went to Leng Qingxi's room to see, her luggage was still there, indicating that she hadn't left yet, but it was so late, she didn't come back, and she didn't have any explanation, this woman is really getting more and more excessive.

Leng Qingxi didn't know that Mu Xuncheng didn't hear his affectionate confession at all, and he didn't even know that he had called him. thought that Leng Qingxi was still messing with him, and insisted on moving out of the Mu family.

She didn't know what she was going to do next, so she gave up? Since Mu Xuncheng has already said that he doesn't want to see him again, shouldn't he disappear in front of Mu Xuncheng with interest.

However, she is unwilling, she is really unwilling, she has just made up her mind to pursue her love desperately. It was doused with a basin of cold water. This is not Leng Qingxi's style, although she has been hesitant, but since she has decided, she must do it, and she must give herself a result, this is her Leng Qingxi.

Thinking of this, she put away her tears, walked to the bathroom, washed her face, patted her red and swollen eyes, and cheered herself up in the mirror: "Leng Qingxi, you can solve things that are more difficult than this, don't be knocked down here." ”

She went back to the bedroom, lay on the bed, didn't think nonsense, tomorrow, she would go to Mu's house to find Mu Xuncheng, she had to tell him what she wanted to say in person instead of letting others say it for herself.

No matter what Mu Xuncheng's reaction will be, he has to work hard.

Even if she is injured all over her body, she has to give herself a result, this is her character.

Looking at the time, it was close to midnight, Leng Qingxi turned off the light, lay on the bed, an unprecedented fighting spirit burned in her heart, no matter what, she had to fight for herself.