I'm hard.

These are the words that will haunt my ears as soon as I was born, and the blind fortune teller in the village said that I was born with a White Tiger destiny, and I was born hard, and Kefu Kezike himself.

Of course, I felt that I would have such a reputation because I had no choice of origin, let alone control my mother and my second aunt to give birth at the same time, and I landed safely, but my second aunt had a difficult birth, and both mother and child died.

This account, inexplicably, even if it is on my head, it is not to say that I am dead, I am bent, there is really no place to reason.

The end of the fourth lunar month in 1988 was the day I landed, and the reason why the day I was born is remembered so clearly is because there was a lot of rain after the spring opened that year, and the crops that had just been planted in the field were waterlogged, and everywhere was damp.

My mother and my second aunt were like a race, holding their stomachs in the house and screaming wave after wave, so loud that even the dogs in the village were scared when they heard it.

Blind Chen and Blind Li, who passed by my door, listened to the sound of the courtyard and chatted outside the gate of my house in the light rain.

"Lao Li, did you hear it, and I don't know whose child came out first, and delivered two at the same time, which is enough for Feng Nian to drink a pot."

The corner of Li Blind's mouth raised a smile, "Feng Nian is a famous midwife in these ten miles and eight villages, it's not bad, besides, being able to deliver his daughter-in-law and daughter-in-law at the same time is a happy thing, maybe he will hold his grandson with one hand and his grandson with the other!" ”

Blind Chen nodded approvingly, "Yes, let's just wait here, just go in to congratulate after giving birth, and you can also ask for a glass of wine to drink, and there will be a drop for lunch!" ”

As soon as the words fell, there was a sudden burst of thunder on the rainy day, and Chen Blind raised his head in a hurry, staring at the sky as if he could see, "Lao Li, did you hear it, this is a tiger roar......"

Li Blind closed his shriveled eyelids and glanced at the dark sky, "Well, what a good omen, Wuchen Year Wuwu Moon, at noon, the heavenly general white tiger, the life belongs to the dragon, the great forest wood life, the wood master benevolence, its nature is straight, its sex and compassion, kindness and compassion, high and generous, simple and unpretentious, masculine life, and the talent of the leader!" ”

Chen Blind nodded again and again, "The old Xue family has finally come to Fuxing, I just don't know if it was born by the Fengnian girl or the daughter-in-law, but no matter who gave birth to this male baby, it must be a talent in the future, and our Baishan Village will finally be able to produce another champion." ”

The two blind men were counting there, only to hear a sound of babies giggling in the courtyard, and at the same time, the sky was bright, and the sunlight poured out through the thick clouds. The old Xue family gave birth to a yin again?! ”

Blind Li was also shocked, "Not good! It's a woman! The White Tiger woman is born a male life, and her life is too hard, can she survive! ”

As soon as the words fell, the door of my grandmother's house was pushed open, and Chen and Li hurriedly stepped forward, as if they could look at it, "Feng Nian, is it that your family has come out again, is it Ruowen's Xiaocui'er or Ruojun's birth?" ”

My grandmother's lips snorted twice, "Two big brothers, go find the blowers in the village......"

"Huh?!"

Chen Li was blind at the same time, "Looking for a blower?!" Who is gone, Ruojun is gone! ”

Listen, at such a critical moment, the two blind people thought that my mother was gone, and it is said that my second aunt, who had never met her, was very big, who would have thought that she would be able to give birth and leave.

'Blowing hands', is the village when there is a white thing to find the suona team, blowing hands into the door, knocking and beating, mourning together, the village of the family as soon as they hear that this family is gone, their own family left, this belongs to bad luck, no one will go out of their way to tell the neighbors that our family who died you go to see it, are by blowing hands into the door with mourning in the village notice, you heard, willing to come, willing to go, do not greet when you come, will not send when you go, look impolite, in fact, are the rules that have been handed down.

My grandmother looked back at the courtyard, and my grandmother was in the house wailing, "Cui'er, why did you just take the child away!" ”

The two blind men understood at the same time, "Is Ruowen's daughter-in-law gone?" Mother and child are all gone? Then your family is born ......"

Before he finished speaking, the two blind men glanced at each other, "It can't be that this girl born by Ruojun is too hard, and the Ruowen family will be killed......

"Who dares to say that!"

My grandmother was angry at the time, "Giving birth to a child was originally a trip from the ghost gate, my daughter-in-law did not cross this catastrophe, the death of both mother and son is my old Xue family has no blessing, I Xue Fengnian put the words here, if anyone dares to chew the root of the tongue about my granddaughter, don't blame me for inviting the black mother out to administer justice!" ”

As soon as they heard the name of the black mother, the two blind men looked respectful at that time, "Don't dare, don't dare, let's go find the blowman...... You mourn. ”

Saying that, the two of them supported each other and turned around and walked a few steps and looked at their grandmother, "Feng Nian, don't blame us for talking too much, your family Ruojun gave birth to this, the White Tiger Girl, the life is too hard, you'd better ask your eldest brother to come out and take a look, otherwise, I'm afraid I won't be able to live." ”

My grandmother stood there straight, "Our family will do this ourselves, please go find a blowman......"

This is the episode when I was born, this past, Chen Li Blind Man has mentioned it to me several times in the future, and what he said is called painting sound and color, as if they even saw my grandmother's clean and decisive expression when such a big thing happened at that time.

Of course, every time I say this, I don't forget to add another sentence at the end, Si'er, if you can survive safely, it depends on your grandmother, otherwise, even if you don't become a complete fool by fate, you will have to be scolded when you grow up in the future, not to mention that you killed your second aunt and your aunt's child, just say how long you have been dry since you were born, and that year's harvest is gone, all of your grams!

Si'er, did you hear what I said?

I squatted in front of Chen's blind feet and was playing with living mud, listening to his words and looking up at him with a smirk, "Grandpa Chen, I'm not a fool. ”

Chen Blind snorted, "It would be nice if you really came out with a smile like your mother and came out as a yin girl, but you still can't go yin, your life has to be yang, you can't go up and down, you can't get stuck properly, a good life makes you blind, you can't cry, you can't cry, it's not a fool......

"Then I'm a fool."

I threw down the mud on my hands and got up, "Grandpa Chen, I'm going home for dinner!" ”

"Let's go, let's go! You have a blood mold in your family, no, the whole village is unlucky, there was a drought that year, tsk tsk......"

Blind Chen waved at me, raised his leg and took a step forward, and kicked into the pit I had dug in the living mud, "Oh my God! This little king eight calves! Xue Baosi! Who told you to dig a hole in front of my feet! Even the blind are bullied, Feng Nian! Your kid is smoking!! ”

I ran home with a bumpy ride, passing by the store and saw the proprietress Na Mingyue's open-liped son was sitting at the door eating steamed buns, and I looked at him, "Rabbit, what are you eating." ”

He rarely speaks, doesn't pay attention to me, and eats it himself, but the bun in his hand is squeezed out of the soup because of too much force.

A grunt in my mouth, I stepped forward a few steps and snatched it up and ran away, Xiao Huo'er was made to not react to my sudden attack, and it took a long time to find that the bun in his hand flew, and he cried with a big mouth, and his mother came out with a broom, "What's the matter, what are you crying about, what about the buns......"

"Yes...... It's ......"

Huo'er pointed in the direction I ran away, and cried breathlessly, "Yes...... Bao is ......"

"Xue Baosi!!"

That Mingyue understood at that time, and shouted in my direction, "Xue Baosi! You little bastard with a mother and no mother! You even rob you of a bun! Look at me if I catch you and don't educate you for your mother!! ”

I was scolded by her and stopped directly, stood in place and sang, "Little rabbit obediently, open the door, if you don't open it, I won't open it, my mother didn't come back!" Four is four, ten is ten, and the rabbit will only be yes!! ”

"You ......"

The root of the bright moon qi was raised, and he skimmed his shoes, "!" Why did you have such a thing in Baishan Village! You see, I'm not looking for your grandmother!! ”

I hummed a song and walked home with a big meat bun, "I'm not afraid of heaven and earth, I'm afraid that the teacher will find my father......"

Singing and singing, I was blindfolded, standing at the door of the house and scratching my head, "No, I'm not afraid of my dad, why should I be afraid of my dad." ”