Sixty years of Kangxi. summer

Somehow, this year's weather is much hotter than usual, and I can't help but wonder if this distant Qing Dynasty has the same warming trend as our time. The hot weather and heavy clothing make every exercise a kind of torture.

Because of this hot weather, all my plans have been slowed down, and I have a little more comfortable time since returning from the Northwest camp.

"Miss, the spies from the north came to report, the seventeenth elder brother is all right, it seems that the spirit has changed a lot, and several new maids have been added to the mansion recently, but the young lady is nothing, the seventeenth elder brother is not very close to them......"

Sometimes, Chen Huaifeng knew my concerns, and would mention the situation of the Seventeenth Elder Brother Mansion by the way when he passed the news to me, although I knew many things, he was still hiding from me, although I also knew that these situations were mostly the same, reporting good news and not bad news.

But if he has a heart, I will also put away my sorrow and make a look of listening with relish.

"What does it matter to me whether to be close or not? Dong'er, you should understand that unless God has mercy, it will be very difficult for us to go back. ”

I've done my best over the years, and now I want people and money. However, I will be dealing with a mighty empire, my father-in-law, a man I need to look up to even if I live in the twenty-first century.

Over the years, I have continued to work hard, constantly become stronger, and tell myself not to think about my final success or failure, because only by continuing to go on will I not despair, not collapse or even go crazy. Dream back at midnight every night. The bloody faces of those people I have designed remind me of the value of doing this.

Dong'er noticed that my expression was a little abnormal, and hurriedly comforted: "Miss, miss."

Poor Dong'er, did I scare you again?

I remember last winter, I just came back from Hebei. I kept having a high fever. I vomited all the things that Dong'er fed me, and my condition went back and forth, and it never improved. Sometimes I wake up from nightmares, and every time I wake up, I cry the name of Brother Seventeen vulnerily.

Dong'er was frightened by me at that time, so she had to guard me all night. When I was a little sober, he told me about the current seventeenth elder brother, and after a whole month, my situation was a little more stable.

"Dong'er, don't worry. Even if I have to hide like this for the rest of my life, I won't give up on myself like last time, and I will live well. "It's like Brother Seventeen. Live well, so that I can at least hear from him in my lifetime, even if it is just a few words; Let me know that he is still alive, and that he is in the same world as me, and I don't know until now. Sometimes, living is also a way to love someone......

But I didn't know that soon after, I was forced to return to the capital again......

Sixty years of Kangxi. winter

I don't know why, every time I enter Beijing, I am greeted by heavy snow because my heart is too cold, or does God think that this place is too cold?

His hand gripped a side of Ayapa. The bright red blood stains on it reminded me that last time, at least there was Dong'er who accompanied me, and this time, I really had to come alone. Mobile station AP,.

"Miss, Miss......" Dong'er was lying in my arms, and I had to cover her wound with a handkerchief: "You, you, are you okay......"

Many, many times. I didn't even think of Dong'er as my own. Her definition in my heart is very clear, she was sent by the Heaven and Earth Society to spy on me, and she loves the Fourteenth Elder Brother in her heart. She almost killed me for this......

I was suspicious by nature, and if it weren't for the fact that Dong'er's pulse was now weak, the moment the sword stabbed into her chest, I would even think of the word bitter meat meter again.

"I'm fine, don't talk, I've already found someone to ask for a doctor." And now, I finally think about believing her, is it because I have been betrayed that I will not trust anyone for the rest of my life?

Perhaps, it was the fragility of my illness that infected her hopeless love, isolated in the past, in those days of life and death, I was the only one by my side, and she was the only one with me......

While my weak* wept fragile on her shoulder, was she also weeping for myself too?

Perhaps, a woman's friendship, without love, will become strong and pure because of loneliness......

"Little Miss, don't want a doctor, run away......" Dong'er closed her eyes weakly, and it took a long time to squeeze out a sentence: "It's the master of Ouchi, those few just now are from the palace, go quickly, the emperor has found you!" ”

"No, I'm not leaving, I'll go again when you're okay, I'll be fine. Qiyun may be despicable, but he doesn't even have this responsibility! "The blood has soaked my handkerchief, and I have a deep fear, which is stronger than the incomparable disgust I felt for myself when I came back from Hebei, this confidant who has been by my side when I am the loneliest, watching me with all my tears and pain, is also going to leave me?

"Let......'s go" Dong'er's hands became colder and colder: "When the second master sent the slave and maid to Miss, it was ......, and it was to protect Miss's ......"

The silk handkerchief in my hand was twisted by me and almost shattered, I still remember the tears that fell from the corners of Dong'er's eyes when she finished the last sentence, Chen Huaifeng sent her to me, she must be unwilling, right?

She is witty and studious, and she has a good martial arts, and she is determined to resist the Qing Dynasty, how can she be willing to be a slave to a Manchurian Gege, let alone ask her to sacrifice her life to protect me?

When she found out about the fourteenth elder brother's affection for me, she must have been even more unwilling, right? Why is a person who is so infatuated with himself clinging to a woman whose heart is not far away from him at all?

So much unwillingness. But she still wants to serve me, but she thinks about me and does what I do, but in the end she wants to die for me, even if she understands me now, even if loneliness makes us turn enemies into friends. Is she still unwilling?

Unwilling to fate, unwilling to be so arranged by fate?

"Dong'er, remember, you have to live, because from now on you are no longer my maid, no longer a pawn of the Heaven and Earth Society, I will give you freedom, you can do whatever you want." Dong'er didn't die after all. My nightmare can finally have one less source, but fortunately, Lu Siniang is idle and has nothing to do, so she just came to me to take a look.

When I handed Dong'er over to her for healing, I personally sent away the only companion I had for so many years.

"I'm destined to be alone!" Stretching my hand out of the car window, I let the wind take the handkerchief away from my sight and chose this path, I can no longer have to worry, and the people around me will only die with hatred because of me......

Because of this idea, I left the Li Mansion and my existence would affect him and even the fourth elder brother. I have come to the capital now, not to run for my life, but to face it again.

At such a great price. I endured so much loneliness, but I didn't expect that my life was still a mirror, and I couldn't hide from it, so I might as well face it head-on......

Capital. Seventeen Elder Brothers' Mansion

When he stood in front of the seventeenth elder brother again. His expression was not just the joy of the reunion, although he wanted to make that expression the moment I got off the carriage, but as soon as I considered my current situation, his expression immediately changed to extreme horror, a fear greater than the death of him, which made his handsome face very distorted and strange.

Because, in order to patronize and admire his strange expression, I ignored the sad and strange look of the morning light beside him.

"Qiyun ......" He ran out and shouted loudly, oh my God, I miss his gentle days, I will suspect that domestic violence will happen in the future when he looks like this!

I wiped away tears from my eyes before he could say something that would be caught in the grip of someone else. Then he shouted with good singing and composition: "Ah, master, the slave family has found you!" You are so ruthless, ** once you didn't say goodbye, so that the slave family is easy to find! ”

Then I was satisfied to see that Brother Seventeen's mouth was open as if he had swallowed a fly, and it seemed that I had stimulated me too hard, and he had a tendency to be concussive.

"You. You're not Qiyun? "It's still the dawn of the earth, and it's amazing. Finally, I can say a word.

"Who is Qiyun?" My eyes widened blankly, and then I turned to Brother Seventeen. Next door to him was a burst of squeezing: "You, you have no conscience, you got drunk that day and said who I looked like, people thought you were deliberately using excuses to get close to others, but I didn't expect to suck hard: "You dead with no conscience, the slave family also redeemed yourself for you, I beat you to death without conscience!" ”

"Stop!"

"Bold!"

It was very helpful to be the Meng clan back then, but now she has been named a nobleman.

And what shouted boldness was everything that Chenxi had done, but it was just to make Chenxi believe that I could never be Qiyun, even if she knew that Qiyun was not dead.

Because, the arrogant and domineering Qiyun in her eyes will definitely not be the appearance of the scoundrel I am now.

"Wow" In order to consolidate the answer in her heart, I immediately sat on the ground and cried: "You have no conscience, you actually let them bully me like this, I don't live anymore, I don't care......"

My piercing howl basically overwhelmed all the people in the originally "quiet and harmonious" Seventeen Elder Brother's Mansion, but the Seventeenth Elder Brother reflected it in time.

pulled me up, his eyes were a little evil: "Okay, okay, don't cry, don't cry, I'm responsible for you." ”

Charge?

I know that he is not a good child since he was a child, and I don't know what he is responsible for......

Originally, I just wanted to find a justifiable reason to stay in the capital, but I could be angry with Kangxi and make him not know what to do with me for a while, after all, staying in the palace and assassinating such an unseemly thing, he will never come again. However, the play seems to have been overdone, Comrade Seventeen, you won't really be angry, right?