"That's what I arranged, but I didn't have time to do it!" Jin Guo heard the disgust and hatred in Emperor Xianjia's tone, and hurriedly explained, "I really didn't do anything!" I don't know why she died by herself? Could it be because someone quietly relayed the news to her? But how is this possible?! ”

"You really haven't done anything?" Emperor Xianjia didn't speak for a long time, and he couldn't hear the joy and anger, "Are you sure?!" ”

"Really, no one has been accepted into the Zhanchun Pavilion!" Jin Guo said in a loud voice, "I originally planned to wait for her to give birth to a child and ...... in a few days."

After listening to her incoherent plan, and repeatedly swearing that she hadn't let anyone touch a finger of the Yishui County Lord until now, Emperor Xianjia snorted coldly and said, "Then I know, you don't have to worry about this matter, just leave it to me!" ”

"Wait!" Jin Guo stopped him, "Why do you think this is Yi Shuizi. Exhaust? I don't think she has the courage and calculation! ”

"Old Madam Duanmu's royal means, it's not that the county lord of Yishui himself has a dead mind, and he strongly asks for cooperation from left and right, who dares to kill her?! That's the old lady's only biological flesh and blood that has survived until now! And the medical skills of the doctors of Jinxiutang have always been unique in the world, beyond the reach of outsiders, Yishui County is mainly to die under other means, but it is poisoned, what do you think is poison in this world, can spare the female doctor next to her and let her be recruited? ! ”

Jin Guo's eyes flashed when he heard this: "It's really her calculating me!" That ......"

"Then we must also eat this loss!" Emperor Xianjia interrupted her with a sneer, and said unceremoniously, "Don't forget, the county lord of Yishui is about to give birth, and she was waiting for the birth of an heir in her county lord's mansion - if you hadn't forced Jian to leave Miao and tricked her into coming here, how could she have died in the Zhanchun Pavilion?!" ”

The emperor took a deep breath, "You took the initiative to get the person, and now that she is dead, even if we know that it was her own death, this pot is also determined!" What's more, if you hadn't been forced by you, she had endured it for so many years, why take the narrow road?! Do you think you'll be able to wash it off?! Based on what you have done to her over the years, do you believe that she just fell down in front of everyone and said that you pushed it, and everyone believed it?! ”

The Jin Kingdom in the screen turned pale and frightened, only afraid that his younger brother would be disgusted with him and not plan to care about it.

Fortunately, although Emperor Xianjia was very angry with her, after a seizure, he still took over the aftermath, "If there is nothing else, I will leave - I will bring two people this time, you arrange to go to the side of the son of Yishui, I tell you, no matter how many reasons or excuses you have, Yishui is dead, and the son she left behind must survive!" Even if the son you have born dies, the child will be fine!! ”

…… The emperor said a prophecy, and a few days later, the son of the Jin Kingdom really died.

After Emperor Xianjia received the news, after repeated thinking, he decided to let the son of Yishui replace this child and raise him under the name of the Jin Kingdom.

"You also know my body, Sister Huang, it's hard to say how long it can last." He sent his henchmen to deliver a message to the Jin Kingdom, "Once I have three longs and two shorts, even if Hexiao ascends the throne, with his current age, he will not be able to take care of himself, let alone protect you." When the time comes, Old Lady Duanmu and Jian Limiao will investigate Yishui's death, maybe they will think that you are the adoptive mother of Yishui's son, and be merciful to your subordinates, no matter how bad it is, you can also be merciful to your children...... So, you know how to raise this child! ”

"As for the death of Yishui, as you said, it is impossible to extinguish the mouth. If you extinguish your mouth, it will make Old Lady Duanmu and the entire family completely count this account on you, as well as on me and the queen mother! ”

"So I can only guide - Yishui is kind to you, why do you take revenge on her? Because Jian Pingyu and his son were afraid that Old Lady Duanmu and Jian Limiao would investigate Mrs. Yan Guotai, they reversed black and white in front of you, making you mistakenly think that she was good to you back then, but in fact, she harbored evil intentions! As for your unsparing beating of Yishui and his wife in the past two years, it is also because of Jian Likuang's repeated provocation and slander! ”

"In this way, this is a family matter, not the murder and insult of the royal family to the children of the family."

"In the future, I will give Jian Pingyu's title to this child, and I will give him a noble honor that surpasses that of all the emperor's nephews...... And you, Sister Huang, should also show regret for the past! ”

At first, after listening to Emperor Xianjia's reminder, the Jin Kingdom had to pretend to wake up and infinitely remember the lord of Yishui.

But after a few years, she and Jane drifted apart, and the husband and wife couldn't even talk about respecting each other, even to the point of hating each other. And no amount of empathetic faces in the backyard could soothe the desolation of her heart—not even her children.

The eldest daughter and the second son landed on the ground, and they were taken to the knees of the first mother-in-law, Mrs. Sun, to be raised, and they were not even allowed to visit the Jin Kingdom.

Even after Emperor Xianjia ascended the throne, these two children were sent to her as soon as possible, but the estrangement that they had not gotten along with for many years could not be bridged in a short time.

The most important thing is what Shouchun Bo Dou Siyan did to the Jin Kingdom, as well as Mrs. Sun's indifference and child-snatching behavior in those years...... It is impossible for Jin Guo to forgive them, even if they leave, she will not let go of Dou Siyan and Old Lady Sun.

But for her, these two people deserve death, and they don't have a heart to kill at all; For Dou Roumei and Dou Rouchi, those two are their grandmothers and biological fathers.

Although compared with Mrs. Sun, who worked hard to raise her grandchildren, Dou Siyan was intoxicated with the entanglement with Shentu Wuchen, and was not very attentive to the original children, and even preferred the selfishness with Shentu Wuchen. Bear. Children. But because of this distraction, he almost never went out of his way to visit the original children, so of course he would not personally humiliate and abuse them, and even occasionally brought one to the children when he gave things to Mrs. Sun.

And Mrs. Sun naturally wouldn't tell Dou Roumei and Dou Rouchi siblings, Dou Siyan paid more attention to their half-brothers and sisters.

Like a normal grandmother all over the world, she will only tell her grandchildren that Dou Siyan can't come to visit them because she is busy with government affairs and can't get out, in fact, Dou Siyan attaches great importance to them and always keeps them in mind - otherwise, how can they not forget to send someone to send them things during the New Year's holidays and daily leisure?

Of course, those things were bought by Mrs. Sun, who asked her subordinates to buy them, sent them to the door in the name of Dou Siyan, and then distributed them to the two children.

However, in the Jin Kingdom, because of being hindered by Mrs. Sun in those years, in the minds of the two sisters and brothers, the biological mother neither visited them nor gave them anything.

Mrs. Sun did not do this to separate the relationship between mother and son, but thought that there was no need to let her grandchildren accompany her daughter-in-law to be sad and sad. is because she doesn't want her grandchildren to thank and care about her daughter-in-law, which means that the pain of the Jin Kingdom will also become the pain of Dou Roumei and Dou Rouchi.

Growing up under the teaching of their grandmother, even if the two sisters and brothers understood the truth and knew the bias of Mrs. Sun when they grew up, how could they bear to blame their grandmother who really loved them?

So when the Jin Kingdom wanted to kill Mrs. Sun and Dou Siyan, the first thing to stop her was none other than a pair of her own children - many years later, she still remembered that before she could rejoice in the reunion with her children, the two children had already "plopped" and knelt down, holding their legs and crying, begging her to spare their grandmother and father.

But when their biological mother was wronged, did they think of asking their grandmother and father in this way?

Of course, they were still young at that time, and because of Mrs. Sun, they didn't know or imagine how difficult their biological mother was at that time.

However, Jin Guo can understand, but he can't help but get hurt.

Jian Yiyou, who was born later, due to the estrangement between the Jin Kingdom and Jian Likuang, this child was also personally taken by Jian Likuang to teach, getting closer to his father day by day, and becoming more distant from his mother day by day.

Jian Xubai, who is ranked fourth, is not her biological flesh and blood at all - even in the first few years, she often worries that one day Jian Xubai knows the truth, will she really show mercy to her subordinates because of her years of raising and getting along?

I think she didn't have any kindness to Yishui back then, and Yishui helped her so wholeheartedly, but how did she repay Yishui?

Yishui's child, why did she give her a glimmer of life?

One beautiful man after another entered her mansion, but those bewitching and charming sheng songs became more and more boring in her eyes.

One day, when she entered the palace to visit Qiu as usual, Qiu looked at her haggard expression, waved back left and right, and whispered: "If you think it's not good for Jian Likuang, it's okay to change to a favorite colt." ”

"It doesn't matter if I change it or not, I don't have a shortage of people to serve." Jin Guo replied casually, but suddenly thought of Pei Ze.

Pei Ze is shy by nature, and the most outrageous thing he did in his life was to ask Lord Shang after the Jin Kingdom and Dou Siyan reconciled.

But whether before or after marriage, he never confided in Jin Guo the slightest sweet words.

However, after he fell from a horse and died, Pei Ze's brother and sister-in-law once broke into the mansion of the eldest princess, bluntly expressed his intentions for the Jin Kingdom, and angrily reprimanded the Jin Kingdom for his coldness - the Jin Kingdom didn't take it to heart at that time, and she really didn't take it to heart at that time.

At that time, she thought that with her status as an imperial sister, there were more people who admired her, and Pei Ze died, didn't Jian Likuang immediately abandon his wife for herself?

So Pei Ze died, even though she knew that this person might be sincere to her...... So what?

She didn't feel pity at all, let alone feel guilty.

But after returning home from the palace that day, Jin Guo suddenly wanted to go to the house where Pei Ze lived.

After Pei Ze married her, he lived in the main house according to the rules.

However, because Jin Guo didn't like him, he basically didn't have a few rounds with him...... And when they don't want to see him, they drive him to live elsewhere. Pei Ze chose a remote corner in the eldest princess's mansion as his residence.

At that time, Jin Guo knew about it and secretly laughed at him for not being on the stage, but in the dusty room, when she found a thick stack of her own portraits, and looked at those brushstrokes that had faded but were still full of emotions, she suddenly remembered when she was newly married.

That was the past she was most reluctant to think about, because Dou Siyan was extremely dissatisfied with Lord Shang, and because Dou Wan was still there at that time, he didn't dare to toss Jin Guo openly, so he could only use cold as ice to show his disgust for her.

At that time, the Jin Kingdom, who was still docile and simple, did not know the anger and hatred in her husband's heart, and she tried to please him cautiously and diligently like every wife who hopes that her husband and wife will be harmonious and loving until she is old.

First, the situation of the Qiu family was not good at that time, she knew that she would think well in the future, and she wanted not to be bullied by Concubine Shentu and Mrs. Zhenyuan, so she could only rely on her husband's family; Second, she also hopes that the Dou family can become a supporter of her half-brother Emperor Xianjia.

She put down the princess's shelf, full of longing and expectation, and wanted to be a good wife with all her heart.

However, in exchange for the constant praise of his father-in-law Dou Wan, the lukewarmness of his mother-in-law Sun, and the increasingly profound ridicule and boredom in Dou Siyan's eyes.

Later, when Dou Wan died, her nightmare began - when did it start to change?

She is no longer the imperial daughter who is so gentle that she is cowardly, and she doesn't even dare to speak loudly to people, but she is full of resentment and venting, and even takes revenge on her cousin to death, and she has to hold her cousin's only child in her hands to blackmail the child's grandmother and father?

Maybe it's Dou Siyan's humiliation again and again? Maybe it's Shentu Wuchen's countless provocations?

Or is it the coldness of Mrs. Sun who does not allow her to raise any of her children?

However, what does this have to do with Yishui and Pei Ze?

Whether it was Dou Siyan or Shentu Wuchen, as well as the eldest daughter and second son crying and shouting in the hope that her subordinates would show mercy, Old Lady Sun had all been sent to Huangquan before the first year of Xianjia.

But she has never been able to come out of that darkness - so Yishui and Pei Ze, who were originally kind to her, have become her continuous targets.

It wasn't until many years later, when the unfillable emptiness in her heart hit her, that she realized that the darkness that lingered when she was an imperial maiden could have disappeared from the day she became an imperial sister.

But now, she probably can't get out of this darkness, right?

Jin Guo looked at the sachet in his hand - this was specially asked by her from Pei's family, and it was said that Pei Ze had been holding in his hand before he died.

Originally, this kind of thing should accompany him to the burial, but Pei He hated the Jin Kingdom very much, and resolutely disagreed to let the things of the Jin Kingdom be in the same coffin with him. But because Jin Guo was not good to Pei Ze at that time, he was afraid that she would make a fuss with this sachet and make things difficult for the Pei family, so he threw it in the corner.

But after many years, the thing was returned to its original owner.

In fact, Jin Guo can't remember that she had such a sachet, the day she went out to seek death, the whole person was groggy, and she couldn't even take care of makeup, let alone a sachet?

However, the blood stains that had dried to black still reminded her how she almost died and was rescued on such a cold winter day.

And the people who saved her both died at her hands.

"Maybe I shouldn't have lived at all, so whoever saved me against the will of heaven is destined to be punished, right?" Jin Guo personally put the sachet into his best box, covered his face, and thought to himself, "But I don't know, what kind of retribution I will receive if I accidentally stay in the world for all these years?" ”

- Once, when she got the true heart, she stubbornly thought that only power was everything.

It wasn't until she trampled on her true heart by relying on her power that she didn't know ...... What is emptiness and loneliness?

But at this time, there was no second Yishui and Pei Ze to dispel the heaviness that haunted her heart.

Even if there is, the examples of Yishui and Pei Ze are in front, and they will inevitably try to avoid her.

For the rest of her life, she was destined to live in endless remorse and guilt, waiting for God to know when revenge would come.

At that time, she worked hard to make Yishui lose everything, and live forever in despair and pain; At this time, Jin Guo realized that it was actually himself who would really live in despair and pain.