Chapter 512: Gentleness
"Father-in-law Mingshi, Aunt Linghua seems to be looking for you."
When Ming Shi heard the voice of the little eunuch who was serving him, he was looking at the handkerchief that Su Qingcheng had given him.
In fact, this handkerchief is not given to him by Su Chengcheng.
Both he and Su Qingcheng understood the meaning of this handkerchief.
He was a little distracted.
He always thought that Su Chengcheng would rise step by step and dominate the world as he thought.
In fact, she did.
She fought Concubine Song Xian into the cold palace and killed Queen Shen.
The rest of the concubines either don't have the ability to compete for favor, or they don't have the ability, but they don't want to fight.
However, no one expected that before he could be happy for her, she would disappear in front of his eyes.
Once upon a time, he could still look at her.
Even, she never cared about him. However, just looking at her, he felt satisfied.
And now?
But he couldn't even look at her.
He didn't believe that God would be so cruel, so cruel that he couldn't even satisfy his humble wish.
He, like all those who still believe that she is alive, believes that she must still be somewhere in this world, alive and well.
He tightened his grip on the handkerchief and buried his face in it. It seems that in this way, you can see the haunting figure in your memory.
In her memory, she walked past him and brought a burst of incense.
That was the first time they met.
At that time, she was still humble, and she was about to be sent to Shao Mingsheng's side by Xiao Qingjue.
And he, the godson of the most popular chief of the inner chamberlain around the emperor, has a bright future.
Ming Shi never felt that it was a humiliating thing for him not to be a real man, even after meeting Su Qingcheng.
Because, if he is like this, then he can always stay by her side openly.
There is no one in the world to gossip.
At this point, he is already much better than most men who love her.
He wanted to be with her at the end, after she ascended to the high position.
She was still there when everyone in the world was far away from her......
The little eunuch's words interrupted his thoughts, and also woke him back from the sad and at the same time with a trace of memories.
Ming Shi put the handkerchief in his hand back into the box on the side, and then hid it well.
He touched the box and wondered why Linghua was looking for him at this time.
"You ask Aunt Linghua to wait first, and I'll come immediately."
"Okay." The little eunuch was very respectful to Ming Shi.
Linghua leaned against the fence on the second floor, looking at the island not far away.
After the ship docked here, it has not sailed again.
After all, after that big storm just now, they found that they had deviated from their original voyage.
At the same time, it is uncertain whether there will be a bigger storm coming!
The sea breeze blows from the side, and without that violent sea breeze, there is an indescribable ease blowing on the body.
It seems that the tiredness in my heart can be blown away by this wind.
However......
Linghua smiled bitterly, it would be nice if the wind could really take away all the troubles.
Linghua never thought that she would like Ming Shi, a eunuch, a eunuch who was not in her.
This is a desperate and even more ironic thing.
Linghua felt that she must have been a failed woman.
Perhaps, in the matter of serving her master, she is so smart. But in other ways, she really wasn't.
There were some feelings that she thought she had forgotten. But as time passed, she still didn't forget.
"Sister Linghua."
Ming Shi's voice sounded behind him, and after Linghua's body stiffened, he turned his head.
Linghua looked at Ming Shi, who was walking towards her, and her expression was a little trance-like.
Because outside, Ming Shi did not wear the clothes of a eunuch, but wore a men's style of cyan brocade.
The clothes are not very good, but they are definitely not bad.
Wearing it in his current status doesn't have any sense of reason.
She seemed to see the man walking towards them in the rain, holding a paper umbrella.
The rain is fragrant, and the green shirt does not fall into the dust.
Linghua suddenly smiled, and Mingshi, who was on the other side, was a little confused.
"Sister Linghua, this is ......"
Linghua stopped laughing, her face was gentle, her eyes were clear and translucent, and her mind was even clearer.
"No, I just thought of the scene when I met my father-in-law for the first time. At that time, I was thinking, which family is this person's son, and how did he run away to the harem. ”
When Ming Shi heard this, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly: "I don't know what Sister Linghua means, I didn't understand it too much."
Linghua shook her head and did not continue the topic.
It's just that I really figured it out.
Sometimes, if you like someone, you really don't necessarily have to get it.
Just like when she was young, she wanted to eat sugar gourds on the street, but because she was too poor, her family didn't buy them at all.
No one expected that one day, she would finally eat sugar gourd. However, she suddenly felt that the sugar gourd was so unpalatable.
The trace of liking in my memory also disappeared with the sugar gourd of this meal.
She was very sorry.
If she doesn't try, that glimmer of love will always be there.
It exists in memory, does not disappear, and is difficult to disappear.
"I have one thing I want to discuss with my father-in-law Mingshi."
Linghua didn't worry about the feelings in her heart, but said with a serious expression.
Mingshi's eyes flashed slightly, how smart he was, from some of Linghua's expressions and eye changes just now, he could see something.
However, he is also a smart man and does not dwell on too much.
He is indifferent, maybe in addition to Su Qingcheng, Wang Dequan can make him sincere.
What else does the rest have to do with him?
He is not cold-blooded, just because he knows that many times, he is the most gentle without naming or piercing.
Aunt Linghua said, Ming Shi and the queen mother...... So, Aunt Linghua, you don't have to be polite at all. ”
Linghua also sighed when she heard Ming Shi mention Su Chengcheng.
At this time, he found that in the past, she was often depressed because Ming Shi and Su Qingcheng stayed together, and even when she heard them mention each other, she would have a strange feeling in her heart.
But now, there is none.
Perhaps, she really let go.
"That's ......"
Saying that, Linghua told Ming Shi about Ziche'an.
After hearing this, Ming Shi fell silent.
Linghua's hands were clenched tightly, and her eyes were firmly fixed on Ming Shi.
To be honest, although she believes that if Su Chengcheng is here, she will definitely stand on Su Chengcheng's side tomorrow. However, now that Su Qingcheng is not here, she is not sure whether Ming Shi will be on their side.
The human heart is fickle, and there has been a truth since ancient times.
For Linghua, this is a gamble, and she can only choose to believe in her eyes, believe in herself, and will not look at the wrong person.
When you missee it.