All Chapters_Chapter 387
I took a deep breath and understood, it seems that this Aunt Gui is obviously deeper than the poison of Lu Zhixin in Shen Mingya.
Shen Mingya took revenge on Xue Ruojun, but with that high self-esteem, she was tired of playing and passed, and now she wants to force me to go.
And Aunt Gui is not, even if she knows how Lu Zhixin died, she also puts the responsibility on Xue Ruojun, and it will be clear if she brings it in a little, back then, Lu Zhixin must have divorced Shen Mingya and quarreled fiercely, Aunt Gui saw it in her eyes, she not only felt sorry for the young lady who had been with her for many years, but also loved the husband of this young lady, and at the same time, she hated this woman who stole Lu Zhi's confidence the most.
In terms of the degree of hatred, Aunt Gui is completely above Shen Mingya.
It can also be clear through Shen Mingya's words that Shen Mingya knows that this Aunt Gui is interesting to Lu Zhixin, but she doesn't care too much, she doesn't care, first, she knows that Lu Zhixin will not take a fancy to Aunt Gui.
On the other hand, it is probably her identity, her self-confidence, she understands everything, in her words, that is, as soon as Lu Zhixin died, the coffin of the year was covered, and she could also suppress it, and finally sent Aunt Gui over, first, she was a confidant, and secondly, she knew that Aunt Gui would do her best to help her and Lu Pei because of Lu Zhixin.
I absolutely admire Shen Mingya's strong psychological quality, a woman, knowing that the people closest to her are worried about her husband, but she can still play, just this point, she is not a simple woman.
The only thing that didn't play was probably that she didn't expect that this Aunt Gui didn't play her cards according to her routine and secretly gave me contraceptive pills to take......
Heh, I can't imagine that this Shen Mingya's thinking is quite avant-garde, how about an illegitimate child, isn't her saying that even if the Shen and Lu families don't recognize my child, it's also Lu Pei's!
The most important thing is not what the child's surname is, but that Lu Pei wants children and grandchildren all over the world!
The intention is obvious, it's okay to hurt adults, but children, she doesn't allow it.
"Take Katsura in the car."
Aunt Gui, who was slapped by the two slaps, completely lost her temper, Shen Mingya began to order with a cold face, and the bodyguard immediately took this Aunt Gui out, and as soon as the people left, Shen Mingya looked at Lu Pei, "Son, don't worry about this, Mom will deal with it for you, Xiao Gui, I didn't expect ...... either"
I didn't see Lu Pei's expression, but the breath was obvious, Shen Mingya still softened her attitude a little, "Recently, my mother has been a little excessive, and I won't be able to do it in the future, what about it, my mother has finished telling you, you remember your mother's words, and if you are willing to raise Xue Baosi, then raise it, I have also told the old man and the old lady about you and her, if you don't want the elders in the family to have problems, let the old lady enjoy her old age in peace, then you have to be obedient......"
I couldn't listen to it, leaning on the wall and slowly going upstairs, when I returned to the bedroom, I smiled at the wall in my mouth, I didn't understand what I was laughing at, I just felt sad, half an hour later, the mobile phone rang, picked up, it was Shen Mingya calling, I heard her enter the yard, as if she had just gotten in the car, so close to the distance, she still communicated with me by phone.
"I really admire Miss Xue's strong psychological quality."
connected, Shen Mingya opened her mouth and said.
I approached the balcony and looked at the Bentley car in the yard with an expressionless face, "Aunt Shen's psychological quality only has me learning." ”
Her tone was so flat that I couldn't deduce her expression, "Don't say it, I really admire the fact that you can calm down, oops, you really don't feel sorry for my son, okay, then my old bones just wait and see, let's see, who can survive to the end, my son, but there are few relatives, my mother can't hold it, and my old man, old lady......
Your best choice is still two, first, leave voluntarily, second, do your duty as a concubine, take care of my son, my age, what storms and waves have not been experienced, little love, what is it, my son's road is still very long, I understand his ambition, how long can you be fresh by him, Miss Xue, a smart person, is to be able to settle accounts, temperament, let's grind slowly, let's do it first, you are good for yourself. ”
The call is terminated.
A cold air slowly surged up my toes, and I gritted my teeth, concubine? Scold! It's ridiculous!
"Bao Si, what the is Lu Pei?"
The second aunt pushed the door and hurriedly got in, "Why don't you give an explanation, just slap the old witch twice and leave, if it weren't for Brother Xu pulling me, I really have to go and say, didn't look at me, is there such a person, ah, Bao Si ......"
I didn't answer, I sat back on the bed with a fluttering body, and the second aunt complained there with all kinds of troubled looks, "Bao Si, why didn't I understand it just now, did she agree or disagree, saying that it was for you to be good with Xiao Lu here, so why did I still hear what he meant by letting Xiao Lu find someone else, what does it mean to keep it if you are willing to raise it, kittens and puppies, this Xiao Lu promised me and your second uncle to be bright and upright...... Yikes......"
The second aunt's eyes widened and she sat next to me, "What the hell does that mean that you won't be a little wife, you will be raised here, and then his son will find a big one, does that mean?" Bao Four! ”
I was a little empty, and the second aunt pulled my shoulders to look at her, "What's wrong with you, don't scare me, what kind of family is Xiao Lu, it's too yin and yang, you can't abuse people if you have money, I've heard that there are a lot of rich people before, I've only been here for a few days, and there are too many things, and I'll drug you, who is disgusting!" ”
"Bao Si, you should have gone downstairs just now and pinched Xiao Lu's! There is Xiao Lu in his mother, how can I recruit you, I don't know what kind of temper our child has, give you medicine, so that you can't conceive a child, how bad! You shouldn't put up with it, you can't bear it because people still think we're bullying, our children ......"
"Second aunt...... I'm tired......"
"Huh?"
The second aunt was stunned, "Bao Si, don't scare me, how energetic I used to be, our family is supported by you, let's ......"
"I'm tired."
I looked at her, my lips trembling a little, "I'm really tired." ”
That is, in an instant-
The second aunt's eyes were red, and she hugged me hard in her hand, "I'll take you home, let's not talk to Xiao Lu, what's this, this house is like a big maze, up and down are still tired, how good is it for us to go home, front and back yards, you can be a neighbor when you go out, what's the matter with being raised here, it's also sick."
Bao Si, let's go back, don't toss with this, go back to the village and continue to show people, who in our village now mentions that you are not glorious, as soon as people say Xue Jiabao Si, then they all give a thumbs up, I and Ruowen are stained with you, and I am really angry when I put this away, but it really fulfills your second uncle's previous words, I am afraid that your mother's family is far away and cannot be relied on, what is this picture. ”
I closed my eyes, my body was hollowed out, and I couldn't cry anymore.
"I'm not going back, I'm not going back."
"Your second uncle has to feel sorry for you, Bao Si, I'm from here, you don't know what is going on here, in this case, Xiao Lu has no choice, if the parents die, it hurts feelings, go back, go home, let's still be the same Bao Si, don't be like this, so I feel uncomfortable......"
"I'm not leaving."
Shaking my head, I gently pushed away the second aunt, smiled hard, and raised my hand to wipe her tears, "Lu Pei won't wronged me, we will get married, second aunt, don't worry about me, no one can bully me, didn't you help me drive that Aunt Gui away, and the days to come will be easy." ”
The second aunt snorted, "But I think Xiao Lu is even more difficult to fix, that mind is too deep, and he is not a good bird at a glance." ”
I could only comfort her, pulling the corners of my mouth and smiling, "I like it here, I can't leave Lu Pei, second aunt, will pass, you believe me, um." ”
The second aunt was coaxed by me like a child for a long time, and when I saw that it was late, I went downstairs to make dinner, I was quiet in the bedroom for a long time, and the open door heard the sound of Lu Pei being cleaning up things in the study, got up and looked, and saw that Lu Pei threw all the things sent by Shen Mingya into a few cardboard boxes, and then called Uncle Xu to come up and bury the boxes in the backyard.
I stared at it for a long time, until Lu Pei leaned on the desk and lit a cigarette after finishing cleaning up, Xu felt my gaze, turned his face to look at me, his eyes converged in mid-air, I smiled softly, but I felt that the air was bitter, together with the smoke he spit out, like smoke flying into the clouds, and my heart was boundless from the clouds.
……
That night, Lu Pei went back to the bedroom, he hugged me to sleep, I knew that he had not taken antidepressant medicine, he couldn't sleep, and asked him softly if he wanted to take some sleeping medicine, he said no, after a long silence, I drilled into his arms, "Lu Pei, will you marry me." ”
"Yes."
I wet my eyes, but I didn't ask more, put my hand on his waist, and listened to him say, you have to be obedient and take care of your body.
With a mush, I fell asleep to the faint smell of tobacco.
After Aunt Gui left, it seemed that he was about to quickly return to normal, at least, Lu Pei didn't let me see that he was very negative, he printed out a form and pasted it on the kitchen wall, which was full of things I couldn't eat, he forbade me to run again, taught me to play billiards, and said that he was not there, and Uncle Xu could accompany me to play a few strokes.
Even, he accompanied me to the corner of the yard to help Uncle Xu water the rose seedlings I planted, saying that in the coming year, you can climb all over the courtyard wall, and he also bought rabbits and raised them in the yard......
He tried his best to adjust his mood, and I watched all the efforts, and he would smile at me, but he didn't talk much, and occasionally, I would catch a person standing behind the study window and smoking.
Uncle Xu said to me with some distress, "This disease is the most difficult to get, very anxious and suspicious, it is not easy for him to control himself to this point." ”
Of course I understand, so I actively cooperate, I also want to get rid of my own emotions that are about to collapse every minute, this kind of disease, I feel that I have to have, look up, even if the sun is shining at the moment, I will still be afraid of the dark clouds that are emerging all the time.
Two days later, Lu Pei had gone out in the morning as usual and came back in the evening, the two of us didn't communicate much, but we also wanted to create a very harmonious atmosphere together, the second aunt was in the eyes, a few times she wanted to say something, but when I saw the rabbits that Lu Pei bought for me, I got flower seedlings and roses, and I pressed it down.
She is also a person who can't be idle, as soon as Lu Pei goes out, she goes out to buy vegetables, Uncle Xu said no, you can send it, the second aunt said it's not fresh, buy it every day, it's fresh, she has to take care of me for a day on this day.
I don't have any opinions, I am more erratic, I like to sit in the yard for a long time, hold a rabbit in the sun, or take advantage of no one to go to the gym to practice for a while, take out a few coins and try to play hexagrams, all the hexagram solutions I use notes, no understanding is simply from the literal understanding, nesting on the sofa, a study, you can study an afternoon.
"Bao Si! Bao Four! ”
I came back to my senses, closed the notebook I was recording, turned my head and came in with the bag on my face, "What's wrong?" ”
"You're studying again."
The second aunt is not curious about my notebook, in her dictionary, Mr. is to learn more literate words will be one by one, "Guess who I saw in the supermarket!" ”
"Who?"
The second aunt sold a pass, "I'll tell you tomorrow!" ”
I thought she was going to the supermarket over there in Shunkou, "Pang Pang? ”
The second aunt still smiled, "Tomorrow!" You're going to be sick at home, I've bought all the tickets for this time, and we'll take you out tomorrow!! ”
I shook my head and smiled, opened my notebook and continued to pick at what was in my head to record my research.
In the evening, the atmosphere of the family meal is mainly dependent on the second aunt, she has been chatting with Lu Pei, talking about what she is leaving, and after chatting, she still can't help but ask tentatively, "Xiao Lu, ......have you been in a better mood lately?"
Lu Pei nodded expressionlessly, "Much better." ”
"Ahh
The second aunt was a little embarrassed by Lu Pei's attitude, and scratched her head, "Xiao Lu, I have bought all my tickets, and the day after tomorrow, I plan to go back, my small store can't always let others watch." ”
"You ask the second uncle what is lacking in the family, and I will call someone directly from my side......"
"No short, no short!"
The second aunt waved her hand, "We don't lack anything, now we eat our own food, but it's fresh, that, I just want to say something, Xiao Lu, I can't hold back things, I can see that you are in a bad mood, and you have been holding it back, but if you have something to say, you have to nag, you don't say it, this woman always loves to total, my family is sensible, she is not willing to trouble you, make you feel pressured, but you can't always hang it...... Ah, no......"
Glancing at me, the second aunt adjusted her tone, "You two are now a little bit competitive with each other, I feel it, you two lack communication, how lively my family Baosi used to be, then you look at the entire Baishan Village and see, who has the spirituality of my family Baosi, now you can look at it...... It's like a piece of wood, Lu, you're old, you have to take care of it, otherwise, her second uncle and I don't feel at ease. ”
As soon as the second aunt said that she was a little excited, she wiped away her tears, "This child has a high spirit, his life is still hard, he is sensible, you say, everything is considered for others, no matter how much her second uncle loves her, it will be far away, and now you are the only one left, you are the only one around, don't you ...... Don't ...... anymore."
"Don't worry, aunt."
Lu Pei got up and handed the tissue to the second aunt, "In my life, I will definitely be good to Bao Si." ”
The second aunt nodded heavily, took the tissue and wiped her tears, and hugged me who was sitting beside her, "Then I'll rest assured, Bao Si, you also have to get along with Xiao Lu, if you have something to say, ah, it's like when you were a child, don't hold it back, ah." ”
I hummed in a low voice and patted my second aunt's forearm across my chest, "I know, don't worry." ”
Feeling Lu Pei's eyes on my face, all I could do was to hold the corners of my mouth and chuckle without looking at him.
When I returned to the bedroom at night, as soon as I saw Lu Pei come in, I stuffed the password box aside, turned over and lay down, and felt Lu Pei's breath sweep across my neck, "Sibao, I have a lot of projects recently, and I'm a little busy, don't be angry with me." ”
I understand that he also wants to forget something quickly, just when he sees me, he will remember it, so the fault is neither him nor me, but the fault is in the past, and the second aunt doesn't understand what Lu Pei has experienced, so she feels that we get along a little awkwardly.
It's not awkward, I'm making it easy for him by giving him space.
Feeling the burning heat of his palm, I grabbed his hand through my pajamas and said a little nervously, "I'm a little tired." ”
"Really tired?"
"Hmm."
He sighed calmly, not obsessive, and helped me tidy up the quilt, "Then you go to sleep first, I'll go to the study to read the documents." ”
"Okay."
Bad luck.
I don't know, but I don't want to, but it's true.
Hearing the sound of the door closing, I leaned down and took out the box, and continued to push the roller in my hand, this is already a habit, I don't know when the habit was formed, knowing that some passwords have been tried several times, or will push again and again, the gears travel back and forth between the fingertips, the 'quack' sound is soft, I will always expect a miracle to happen, when the box is opened, I will suddenly open up, willows and flowers.