Chapter 992: Sadness
After Sun Concubine finished speaking, the old lady also fell into silence for a while, and after a long time, Sun Concubine touched her chin and slowly opened her mouth, "Otherwise, I will go in to find out what Chu Muhan is trapped by, so that I can leave it in the future." ”
The old lady blessed her body, "The mother said that it is right, so the old slave will do it." ”
Concubine Sun nodded, now there are fewer and fewer people around her, and there are even fewer people who can believe it, Xiao Ju will follow her uphill, and she really can't think of any tricks at other times, as soon as something happens, she only knows to invite the old lady to come, it's really a waste for nothing, or she is really useless, and she can't keep this stupid maid who knows her so secret.
After the old lady left, Sun Concubine sat down in the chair, looking at the back of the old lady leaving in a daze, she had to let go of Jiang Concubine's affairs even if she didn't want to, Chu Muhan's matter was the right thing now, if Chu Muhan and Yun Jinglan were put back, it would be the real trouble.
As for why they stayed in Tianyue at the moment, let the old lady find out first, and she might be able to continue to set some news here in Zhongzhou, Sun Concubine, who thought about it, stood up and walked to the desk on the side, and saw that Xiao Ju, who had gone out, also walked in from outside the palace gate at this time, but she didn't come forward when she saw that Sun Concubine was writing a letter.
Concubine Sun, who vaguely saw a figure, raised her head, and saw Xiao Ju standing obediently in the distance, but she was also satisfied, Xiao Ju is so good, acquaintance, but the bad thing is that if she falls into the hands of others that day, it is not a good thing to know each other like this.
After writing the letter to Zhongzhou, Sun Feng folded the letter and put it in the envelope, this letter naturally could not be sent by Xiao Ju, she put it aside and planned to wait for the old lady to come back and give it to her later.
Xiao Ju saw that she had finished writing the letter, so she came over, and blessed her body with her concubine: "Niangniang, it's time for lunch." ”
Sun Concubine nodded, from behind the desk, Xiao Ju stretched out his hand to help her, and finally couldn't help but look at the letter twice, Sun Concubine walked to the outer hall, the lunch on the table has been placed, sure enough, today is her alone, think about the laughter and laughter of Emperor Chengqi a few days ago, the hand holding the chopsticks was a little weak.
Concubine Zhen has no feelings for Emperor Chengqi, and Concubine Zhen doesn't care who he loves him, but Concubine Sun feels that she can't do it, when she was young, he was the white moonlight in her heart, not so much that most of the time she was using her position in the mind of Emperor Chengqi, but that she wanted to know if she still existed in his heart.
Seeing her put down the chopsticks, Xiao Ju looked at her with some concern, "Is it because the food is not the same as Niangniang's appetite?" ”
Concubine Sun shook her head and stood up, I don't know why she always has to think of those things today, before Yun Wankey became pregnant, she seemed to be used to the time when he was not by her side, and after gaining and losing, the feeling of emptiness was especially strong, when Concubine Zhen came, she was not angry or depressed, but she buried all the unwillingness in her heart for a while.
For Emperor Chengqi and Chu Zijin, only she understands how much she has paid, but even so, that person will never cherish it.
"Let people come and withdraw, this palace really doesn't have much appetite today."
Xiao Ju saluted, helped Sun Concubine into the inner hall, the latter took the letter with his hand, and leaned softly on the couch, the sadness in her heart today was particularly strong, so she waved her hand and said to Xiao Ju: "You go and stay outside, this palace wants to be quiet." ”
Xiao Ju retreated, she felt the letter in her hand, afraid of the soft collapse, closed her eyes and remembered that when she was twenty-eight years old, when she met Emperor Chengqi, he was not the current majesty at that time, at that time he did not even have the ambition to be with the sky, he was just one of the many white-clothed young men, she hid behind the flowers with many official ladies and secretly looked at who was more handsome.
Even then he wasn't the best, but he was what she could see.
For so many years, even though all the love has been worn out, the look of her love back then has always been engraved in her heart, what if he hadn't become the emperor? If she hadn't been stubborn and had to marry him, she should have been a simple and kind person, but now she was so exhausted by such and such things.
She opened her eyes, and replaced sadness and confusion with a determination that what he couldn't give her, she wanted to get it back herself.
Instead of expecting when he will think of him when he is in a good mood, it is better to let him have to raise his head to look at him, since Chu Zijin is pretending to be crazy and stupid, he must return to his former position, at least now Chu Muhan must not be allowed to continue to grow.
After Sun Concubine took a nap, the old lady came back, Xiao Ju hurriedly told her that Sun Concubine did not eat lunch, the old mother sighed, and knew that Sun Concubine remembered the past again, she was always one step short of this, it was also because she still had old feelings for Emperor Chengqi in her heart, when Chu Zijin was the most powerful and the other princes were the weakest, they thought that Emperor Chengqi did not take the throne in one fell swoop, who knew that in the future, this piece of heaven suddenly collapsed, and it was Emperor Chengqi who peeled off Chu Zijin's power little by little, It was also him who lowered his trust in Chu Zijin little by little.
Now how difficult it is to climb up again, so it will be said that those who achieve great things cannot be benevolent, and now Concubine Sun should have figured it out, but I'm afraid it's too late.
After the old grandmother waved her hand to let Xiao Ju retreat, she personally made some pastries and sent them to the inner hall with a plate, Sun Concubine also woke up at this time, and hurriedly got up to ask her how she arranged it, the old mother pulled her to sit on the stool, and handed over the finished pumpkin pie, Sun Concubine looked at her with some surprise.
"Let's have something to eat."
"What did Ju tell you?" She looked over with an eyebrow.
The old lady nodded, "Although Xiao Ju's brain is not bright, he is still loyal to you." ”
"Really?" She lowered her head and took a bite of the pumpkin pie, "Bitter? Concubine Sun looked at her in surprise, didn't pumpkin pie always be ordered?
"Niang, you can eat the whole piece."
Concubine Sun was suspicious, and when she took a bite of the filling inside, she found the bean paste inside.
"It's ......"
"This is bitter first and then sweet, didn't my mother like to eat it very much? Before the mother married His Majesty, she had suffered so much, so much so that later His Majesty also cherished the mother very much, didn't he? ”