Cold dew and autumn 5

The court staff of more than ten catties slammed heavily on my body, not the flesh and pain, \ the blurred vision made my thoughts fly to two years ago, two years ago when the crown prince was just in the palace of the emperor......

"Fourth, you are very good, dare to sue Huang Ama against me!" I looked coldly, looking at this brute who always regarded his brother as the main target of persecution in his life - the funny thing is that this word Huang Ama is only used to scold me, no matter how bad the prince is, he is a good son in his eyes: "Do you think I can't get out if I go in?" Dare to fight me! ”

"Get down on your knees, give me a few kowtows, maybe I'll forgive you......"

No, you won't, people like you won't let go of anyone who has had a holiday with you - Huang Ama, just because I arrested a few people in accordance with the law of the country, you scolded me for being narrow-minded and mean, and what about this really mean and unkind person standing in front of me?

"What, you're not convinced?" There was a tingling pain in his scalp, and he grabbed my braids: "Dare to look down on me, the eighth child looks down on me, you dare to look down on me, even that unknown Gege She dares to look down on me!" ”

"Unknown?" I know that I should remain silent to the end, after all, I am still in the Prince's Mansion: "Qiyun Gege, what did you do?" ”

"What did I do, why didn't you ask her what she did to me?" The scalp pain made my whole body numb, but I still insisted on staring at him with wide eyes: "Because her old fourteenth actually threatened to die with me, she is good, you are all very good!" ”

The prince spit out what he had drunk in his mouth and brought it to me: "Drink it, otherwise you don't want to get out of this prince's mansion!" ”

He wanted to insult me, to completely break my will by insulting my personality, but how could I be broken by this insult alone? I slowly turned out to be a wine - I was wrong, I was not ruthless enough, and someone advised me to cut the grass and eradicate the roots during the prince's captivity, but I hesitated......

I want to remember this lesson for myself, sometimes, if you don't harm others, others will take the initiative to harm you......

……

"Qiyun. Are you alright? ”

"Fourth elder brother. Your face is very white. Did you just throw up? Do you want me to get you a doctor? ”

I don't know why I came to the Niulu Mansion when I left the Prince's Mansion. But I knew I wanted to see her—because the prince was restored. Every step I take is like walking on thin ice. How long has it been since I've cared about her condition?

She almost fell into the hands of the crown prince. She was almost beaten to death by the crown prince. She has completely broken with the crown prince - for the sake of the fourteenth brother! At a time when none of our brothers dared to clash with the prince head-on. She actually threw herself into the limelight like this......

"I'm fine.

I tried to suppress the disgusting feeling in my heart: "Something has happened to you." Why? The fourteenth brother is really worth ......."

"Fourth elder brother, it doesn't matter if the fourteenth elder brother is worth it or not, now it's a question of whether you are worth it or not." She pointed to the door: "Leaving the Niu family, now my Niu Lu Qiyun is not a fragrant dumpling, but a hot potato that cannot be touched." Fourth Elder Brother, if the prince sees you knocking on the door of my house, then his next primary target will not be Eighth Elder Brother, but you! ”

I know this, today I endure humiliation and grievances, but just to preserve my strength, for the prince not to be the first to target me. But I couldn't help it—I didn't know it when she was dying, and now she's alone, and I'm going to be her passer-by—the world is cold, and I'm going to prove it to her myself......

"Take care ......" calmed down, and realized that impulsiveness was not the best way to protect her—if she found out that she contacted me, he would be even more determined to get rid of her. It's just that, having said this, why should I feel guilty - I just thought about the throne after all, I thought that I must now dissociate myself from her, and I finally leaned towards reason in the tug-of-war between emotion and reason.

I felt as if she was relieved by my choice, knowing that she was a strong woman, and that she would not seek refuge from anyone at this time: "Go back!" I have my own way to deal with the prince's affairs, he is just a prince, and it is not yet time to cover the sky with one hand! ”

Merely?

My gaze was a little stupid—this nightmare that had been pressing on our brother for more than 20 years was, in her eyes, just a "just"!

After all, he is the crown prince, and Huang Ama ...... him, "Huang Ama knows everything, what he does, his arrogance, but Huang Ama never pretends not to know!"

"Isn't the crown prince amazing? Want to kill me? I saw her hands clenched into fists, and for the first time I saw a murderous look in her eyes: "I want to see if he dies first, or if I die first!" ”

Is the crown prince amazing?

I've never thought about this question, and I don't dare to think about it, but today I suddenly want to blurt it out - no, not at all, he's not as good as you, really! Everything in this world is probably nothing big in your eyes......

……

"Your Majesty! Emperor! I felt someone fall on top of me: "No matter what happens to him, he is your son!" How can you kill a mere folk girl! ”

Is it Eniang?

In the blur, I felt that she was groping for my injuries - since I was a child, compared to my fourteenth brother, who has lived in her arms since childhood, this is actually the first time she has hugged me!

She came to save me, even though I knew that her favorite was the fourteenth brother, but this realization still made me happy for a while - without affecting the fourteenth brother, my mother might consider saving my life......

! I heard Huang Ama's angry shouting: "It's not for that folk girl, T7 died this brute, and he lost his ancestors and the face of our Aixinjueluo family!" ”

Don't be sad, don't be sad - I remembered Qiyun, she said she wanted the prince to die before her, and she did it. A person's success or failure does not depend on the praise of others, there is no myth in this world that cannot be broken - Huang Ama does not love me, it will be him who regrets it, and it will not be me who is innocent!

"Qiyun, it's dangerous for you to enter the palace now, the crown prince—" I heard the news from her sister that she was going to enter the palace again, and rushed over in a hurry.

"If you don't enter the tiger's den, you can get the tiger!"

"You don't know Huang Ama's favor for him!" How many ways have we tried to bring him down? We brothers can't remember clearly, but no, we are still trembling, but he is still proud: "If he doesn't fall, you will die!" ”

"If he were to be emperor, I would only die faster, and so would you." She raised her head, her eyes were so dazzling - that was self-confidence, something that I lacked for twenty-eight years, and for the first time I found that courage and self-confidence were so dazzling and beautiful: "Your emperor Ama is also a human being, and if you are a human being, you will have weaknesses, and no one will never be able to eradicate them!" ”

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"Your Majesty! Emperor! Eniang's tears fell on my face - I was too unconfident, what I lost, sooner or later I will find it back: "Enough, Yinzhen knows the lesson!" Your Majesty, you should punish your ministers and concubines for the crime of not being strict! ”

I looked up at the vague bright yellow figure - Huang Ama, you are also a human being, you are not a god! You also have weaknesses, you can make mistakes, you can also be partial, it's ridiculous that I have blindly worshipped you for twenty-eight years, but I understand this truth from others!

"Drag me away, I don't want to see him again, drag me away immediately!" Don't want to see me? Huang Ama, Your Majesty, Xuan, have you ever thought that you will have to see me one day, and you can't see me if you don't want to?!

"Your Majesty Xie, Your Majesty Xie......" I fainted in my mother's kneeling thanksgiving, and the picture of my head was frozen in that sunset-Qiyun was draped in her head, her hair was scattered, and her clothes were even the one that I tore -

"Fourth elder brother! You wait, the thirteenth elder brother has already gone to invite Concubine De Niangniang to come, you must wait! ”

She thought of calling me Eniang!

She is different from me, even if I die today, I will not beg that woman to save me, but she is different - in her eyes, people are only divided into useful and useless, even if she knows that my mother doesn't like me, but as long as she is useful this time, she will not consider anything else.

If she is not a woman, if she is a man, it is estimated that she will really be a threat to the entire Qing Dynasty......

I was locked up in a lama temple in Chengde, with a rudimentary wooden bed, a wooden table, and a foul smell all over the room.

But it's good, I didn't have a lot of sober moments in the first few days, so the outside environment was just a decoration for me, and I can't remember how many days I was locked up until—

"You're the host here?" I opened my eyes slightly and saw the sturdy fat monk: "You eat meat here?" "Probably because I'm so weak now, I'm particularly sensitive to the smell of oil.

"We are the Cardinal Lamas." I looked at him, they have been giving me food and medicine for the past few days, and I suddenly found that they are all very good, and they seem to be masters.

"Why is your temple so dilapidated?" Because it doesn't fit in with the Central Plains culture, isn't it taken seriously?

"You're not the same." The big lama pouted: "I heard that you are an elder brother, and you are not worse than us!" He glanced at the medicated wound on my body: "It's not as good as us!" ”

"If I were the kind of well-dressed emperor's favorite, you wouldn't have a chance to see me, and that kind of person would have no one in his eyes, and he wouldn't consider cooperating with you......" Not angry, what they said was the truth.

I think when Qiyun and the prince were opposed, the wall fell down and everyone pushed it, even me-

In the end, even I avoided the trouble and stayed away from her, and she was not just smiling proudly - people must learn to face their own failures, instead of blindly complaining and giving up on themselves!

"You want to work with us?" The Grand Lama was very curious, and he couldn't figure out what he could do with me.

"Yes, cooperation." I threw out the tempting conditions: "Do you want to build a big temple one day, where incense can flourish, and your lama temple can be built at the foot of the imperial city?" "Use everything that is available, and even if you don't, you can save it for later use - she taught me again, and I suddenly realized that I was really influenced by her.

It's hard for me to move now, and the brothers who are eyeing me outside, including the crown prince, don't want me to die? To protect yourself, you need someone, and now these lamas with strong martial arts can protect my safety: "I promise that if I gain power, you will become a national teacher in the future, how about it?" ”

"If you're like this, will you be able to gain power in the future?"

"Nothing in this world is impossible, as long as you want to!" If it's so familiar, it's what she said again - I suddenly found that my poison in her was really deep, deep......

"Okay, I will do my best to assist you in the future, Fourth Elder Brother!"

"Very good, I will prove that your choice is not wrong with reality!"

Seon lost his horse, how do you know if it is a blessing?

The important thing is that you know how to turn everything that is not good for you into what is good for you...... (To be continued, if you want to know what will happen next, please log in**m, more chapters, support the author, support genuine reading!) )