A few days later, Chen Yi called Gu Changqing.

Gu Changqing came to the hospital.

Pushing open the door of the ward, I saw Feng Jue standing by the windowsill, looking at the snow scene outside the window through the glass window.

There was no one else in the room.

Gu Changqing walked in, turned around and closed the door, then walked to Feng Jue's side, and said softly, "This year's snow is later than usual. ”

Feng Jue still looked out the window, there was a pine tree outside the window, the heavy snow was pressing on the branches, the wind blew, and the snow floc was flying all over the sky.

He looked at the snowfall and said softly: "It doesn't matter if you arrive early or late, it's better than not, because of its decoration, Beijing's winter is complete." ”

Gu Changqing stood beside him and looked at the flying snow outside the window with him. Then, Gu Changqing turned around and looked at him. He has obviously lost a lot of weight, his body is slightly thinner than before, and he looks loose in casual clothes. The complexion is somewhat pale, and the jaw is smooth, apparently freshly shaved. He wears a gray hat on his head, and the edges are covered with heavy gauze.

Gu Changqing knew that his head was shaved off because of surgery, so he wore a hat, but he didn't know that she had already seen his ugliest appearance.

Gu Changqing smiled, but his smile was extremely dry.

When she looked at him, he also looked back at her, with a delicate and small melon seed face, black eyes like paint, and clear eyes that seemed to be full of souls.

He knew that he would never forget these eyes for the rest of his life.

"Now that you've been able to get out of bed, it looks like you're feeling better." Gu Changqing pretended to be relaxed, but his heart was as heavy as a big stone.

"When I was unconscious, I always heard someone calling me, and I knew it was you." Feng Jue looked at her and said, "I remember that you babbled a lot, but when I woke up, I didn't remember, what did you tell me at that time?" ”

Gu Changqing smiled and lowered his head, "If you don't remember, forget it, it's nothing important, it's just chatting with you." ”

She looked up again and looked at his head, "Does it still hurt?" ”

Feng Jue stretched out his hand and touched his head, "It doesn't hurt anymore, it's actually nothing." ”

"How could it be nothing, you shed a lot of blood at that time," Gu Changqing remembered the terrible scene of his bleeding face at that time, her eyes couldn't help but be a little sour, she hurriedly lowered her head and held back her tears, "It really scared me at that time." ”

Feng Jue took a step closer, held her hand, and said softly, "What are you afraid of?" Afraid I'll die? ”

His hand regained its warmth, and Gu Changqing held his hand, and suddenly felt great comfort in his heart

It's good, he's still fine, he's still alive.

At the same time, it is accompanied by a kind of sadness.

"Of course, if you die for me, even if I live for the rest of my life, it is equivalent to death."

He squeezed her hand, nodded, and said, "If the situation at that time was that you were me, would you do that?" ”

Gu Changqing raised his head and looked at him, "I will." "Tears couldn't help but wet my eyes.

"You see, it's the same thing." Feng Jue's heart ached, and his eyes turned red unconsciously. "Changqing, am I early or late?"

Gu Changqing covered his face and shook his head: "It's not early or late, I shouldn't have involved you." ”

"How can I blame you, in fact, I have foreseen today's situation a long time ago, but I deceived myself into thinking that I must have a way to solve it, and I will definitely be able to have the best of both worlds, but when it happened, I realized that I didn't have a good solution, which not only made my family sad, but also made you sad." Feng Jue's face was pale, and his expression was gloomy, "I stubbornly didn't let go, thinking that this was loyalty to my feelings, but I didn't expect that it would hurt more people instead." ”

"Changqing...... My family has already broken their hearts for me, and I don't want to hurt them anymore......" Speaking of this, Feng Jue's face turned pale, and tears finally couldn't help rolling down

Once, he wanted to be with her and make himself happy, but as a result, everyone was unhappy, and now, he would rather be unhappy than make everyone happy.

Although he was very uncomfortable in this way, as if his heart had been hollowed out, he remembered a sentence that time would dilute everything, and he was willing to believe it.

Gu Changqing didn't want to shed tears, but the tears were completely out of his control, and he couldn't stop it.

"You're doing it right, we started off the wrong ......"

"Do you regret it, Changqing?" He looked down at her

Gu Changqing shook his head, and then shook his head, "I don't regret it, I don't regret it, although I know it's wrong, but I don't regret it." "How painful it is today, how happy she used to be, how can she regret it.

Feng Jue took a deep breath, suddenly hugged her into his arms, hugged her very tightly, Gu Changqing was a little stunned, and couldn't help but wrap his waist tightly, burying his face in his arms, his nose was filled with the familiar smell that belonged to him, which reminded her of many, many past events, and more tears gushed out, through his clothes, and slid into his chest.

Feng Jue hugged her with all his might, this woman who occupied his whole heart, this woman who was deeply rooted in his soul, maybe this was the last time to hug her, after that, her joys, sorrows, and sorrows would no longer be shared with him

Feng Jue's heart ached,

Letting go is also a kind of fulfillment, and it is so light to say...... But who knows how much pain these simple words contain, like the pain of being peeled off from life, who can understand?

Tears were falling down one by one

The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place

"Changqing, whether it's early or late, I'm very glad to have a place in your life, and I'm also glad to have memories with you, if time can be turned back, I still don't hesitate to go to you, even if I have to face today's pain again, I don't care."

Gu Changqing nodded and nodded, tears flowing, but he couldn't speak.

The two hugged each other, and I don't know how long it took for Feng Jue to let go of her,

"When I'm fully recovered, I'll go to work at the embassy in Canada," he said. The family has already arranged it for me. ”

Gu Changqing nodded, she knew that this must be Chen Yi's arrangement, so it was okay, the two did not have a chance to meet again, and they could adapt to the new life faster.

She looked up at him and barely squeezed out a smile, "When you leave, I may not be able to see you off, so I'll say goodbye to you here." ”

She looked at him with tears in her eyes and a gentle smile, "Feng Jue, I wish you a smooth journey." She held out her hand to him.

Feng Jue lowered his head, looked at her hand, and slowly stretched out his hand, his hand trembling uncontrollably.

From now on, the heavens are separated, and there may be no intersection

Feng Jue held her hand, looked at her, and also showed a gentle smile.

But Huang Tao is right, he has got her truest and purest feelings, and has had the best time and sweetest memories with her

What else is he not satisfied with?

He looked at her, his eyes flashing, and he said softly, "Goodbye, Changqing." ”

Goodbye, Changqing......

Next month is the end of the month, and the final volume begins. Thank you all for your continued support~~