Feng Jue's world has always been very simple.

The dead grandfather was the earliest party member. After the founding of the People's Republic of China, he also held a relatively important position in the Central Committee. The personality is very hot and upright, the general character of grandpa and grandfather, and the father's personality is more introverted. Both his father and mother had their own jobs, so he was almost single-handedly taught by his retired grandparents.

The concept that his grandfather instilled in him from childhood to adulthood is that he must be worthy of his conscience, what should be done and what should not be done, and there must be a measure and principles in his heart.

I remember when I was a child, once my father heard my grandfather lecturing him, and immediately smiled: "Dad, it's still like this, the times are different."

At that time, my grandfather glared at him and said angrily, "No matter what the times have become, the principles of life cannot change."

Later, three years later, once when my father came back, his face was very bad, he touched his head and said heavily: "Your grandfather is right, no matter what time it is, the principle of being a man cannot be abandoned." ”

Later, he learned that the son of an old leader of his father had embezzled and accepted bribes in the local area and did whatever he wanted, resulting in a great disaster and many lives. The old leader was so angry that he had a cerebral hemorrhage and died.

"There are some things that can be put on hold, but good character is the most important thing. In the future, you have to listen to your grandfather. His father spoke to him earnestly.

That's how he grew up, and when he grew up, he was also exposed to some things one after another, some things, that couldn't be avoided. But he has always been very clear about right and wrong, and he has never confused what should be done and what should not be done.

But all these days, he didn't know what was wrong with him. He couldn't tell the difference between right and wrong. Some things were clearly wrong, but he accepted them.

He could understand the hatred in her heart, but he couldn't understand what she had done to Yas, even if Yas was wrong, he was only responsible for what he had done, and the punishment he was suffering now was imposed by her. Is that right? Is it really right to take such drastic revenge, even unscrupulously, for something that did not happen?

But she had endured so much pain, and he couldn't bear to criticize her. He even hated himself a little sometimes and hated his incompetence, if he was strong enough, if he could bear everything for her, she wouldn't do such a thing, her nature is kind.

But what can he do now? He couldn't even stand by her side openly and protect her openly.

Yas, although he didn't understand it, although he complained, he never thought of leaving her, Gu Changqing was the girl he decided to love and love all his life, and he couldn't give up on her just because she did something unsatisfactory to him. Maybe in the future, when he becomes stronger, when he can shelter her from the wind and rain, she will naturally become a simple and lovely angel.

But...... How did it come to this......

"Knock knock." There was a knock on the door.

Feng Jue, who was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, turned his head and looked at the door, but saw Gu Changqing pushing the door in.

Gu Changqing walked into the apartment, turned around and closed the door. Then he walked in front of Feng Jue. During the whole process, Feng Jue kept looking at her.

"Brother Feng Jue." Gu Changqing called softly

She looked at Feng Jue, Feng Jue had lost a lot of weight, and there was a faint black halo under his eyes. Sunlight shines through the glass window on half of his body. But he still didn't look energetic.

He looked at her and said softly, "Yas died by suicide, you know?" ”

Gu Changqing lowered his head, "I know." ”

Feng Jue nodded, then turned his head to look out the window, the sunlight shining into his eyes, reflecting a bright light.

"Changqing......" his voice was a little choked, "I often can't control myself thinking about this, I know that he gave his heart to his brother, I said to myself, Feng Jue, you should think that he committed suicide for his brother." But ......"

He turned his head again and looked at Gu Changqing, the light flashing in his dark eyes, "However, I always think that Yas must have known that he and his younger brother had been successfully matched, why didn't he do it before?" It's just because he wanted to live before, but now he doesn't want to live......"

Gu Changqing's face turned slightly pale and he was silent.

"Changqing, Yas shouldn't have been imprisoned this time, six years...... He thinks it's better to be dead......" He shook his head, his expression sad, "Actually, what right do I have to say you, I watched things happen from the sidelines, I thought about it again and again, and felt that even if I knew the outcome of the matter, even if it was a new one, I would still let it happen, I couldn't tell so clearly." My self-proclaimed principles, my self-proclaimed bottom line, are actually so ridiculous......"

Gu Changqing can fully understand his mood and his inner struggles and contradictions. Because of her, he compromised in front of his principles again and again. This mood can be imagined.

She decided to be with him in the first place, not for this result.

"Brother Feng Jue, let's break up." Gu Changqing said quietly.

Feng Jue turned his head abruptly and looked at her, his face pale.

Gu Changqing turned his head to look out the window, his expression calm, "I actually dreamed of being an angel, but I forgot that it was never an angel who took revenge. When I decided to go this route, I was disqualified as an angel. ”

"Changqing......" Feng Jue grabbed her hand, his voice choked.

Gu Changqing's heart was sour, and he slowly withdrew his hand from his hand, "Brother Feng Jue, I like you very much, my life is full of deception and conspiracy, and few people are so sincere to me and love me so wholeheartedly." I'm like a kid grabbing a beautiful outfit that he likes, and trying to keep it for himself, whether it's suitable or not. But once I bought it back and wore it on my body, it turned out to be so inappropriate, I was uncomfortable, and my clothes were broken, and as a result, neither I nor my clothes were happy. ”

"So, you don't want that dress now, do you?" Feng Jue looked at her, his heart aching.

Gu Changqing nodded and said softly: "I want to return that dress and let him find a more suitable buyer, so that he will be happy." ”

"No...... No, Changqing, we shouldn't be like that. Feng Jue turned around and took her into his arms, hugged her tightly, and he closed his eyes sadly, "There will definitely be a solution." I like you, you like me, that's the most important thing, the rest, we'll figure out how to ......"

He seemed to convince her, and he seemed to convince himself.

Gu Changqing's tears fell unconsciously, "Brother Feng Jue, there is no solution, such things will happen in the future, and our relationship can withstand several tortures." I don't want to break up at that time, when you hate me. There are not many people who are good to me, and even fewer people who love me wholeheartedly, and I want to keep this wonderful memory. ”

"Changqing...... Changqing ...... "He hugged her and murmured her name, sad, reluctant, and loving.

"We are not suitable, we all have our own insistence, and our insistence cannot be integrated, and reluctantly being together will only make both parties unhappy."

Gu Changqing took a deep breath and pushed him away vigorously,

Feng Jue looked at her, there were tears hidden in his dark eyes, Gu Changqing looked at his eyes, and said softly: "Brother Feng Jue, this time, we say goodbye." The next time we meet, we're just regular friends. ”

"Ordinary friends?" When Feng Jue heard these four words, his heart throbbed, he lowered his head and said with difficulty, "Then I won't meet you again until I forget you, because now I can't treat you as an ordinary friend." ”

Gu Changqing nodded, she was silent for a while, her lips moved, and she spit out two words, "Goodbye." ”

He suddenly took her hand, held it tightly, stubbornly held it,

"As long as Gu Changqing doesn't let go of Feng Jue's hand, Feng Jue won't let go of Gu Changqing's hand......"

Gu Changqing felt a pain in her heart, she withdrew her hand little by little, and turned to leave.

Feng Jue is voice came from behind him, his voice was low, with a kind of undisguised pain, "I know...... When you decided to deal with Yas without me, you actually decided to let go of my hand in your heart...... I know ......" that voice makes people's hearts tug

Gu Changqing paused slightly, then decisively raised his foot and quickly left the apartment.

She rushed downstairs in one breath, ran out, kept running forward, she didn't know where she wanted to run, as if only this non-stop running, the speed of running could make her feel better.

When she stopped, she found that she had stopped at the door of the church.

She stepped forward and pushed the door open, and the church was empty, quiet and serene. The Father opens his arms and looks down on all beings, loving and peaceful.

Gu Changqing sat down in the back position, and seemed to hear a faint singing voice in her ears, she listened carefully, it turned out to be a gentle and soft Christmas song, and she sang along unconsciously.

At the end of the song, a deep voice seemed to sound in my ears

"We will always be together, happy and happy......"

Gu Changqing couldn't hold back any longer, covered his face, and cried bitterly.

Before the start of the holiday, Gu Changqing received a text message from Feng Jue.

"I'm back home. Won't be coming back. ”

Gu Changqing quietly deleted the text message and deleted his number.

It's all gone.

The days that followed were peaceful

Zhao Zhenzhen asked Qiu Wanyi what her plans were in the future, and Qiu Wanyi said: "Yas spent a lot of money on me, not only did he not get the slightest good, but he almost compensated myself for it, but fortunately he died, otherwise I don't know what to do?" If he gets out of prison, he doesn't know what trouble he will cause, and his brother's life is great, and he is sponsored by a rich man, by the way, didn't I tell you to find someone to investigate this matter, do you have eyebrows? ”

"It's said that Yas was a good old man before, and he was still a man"

"Tsk, it's disgusting, these people are not clean, and the slightest mistake will cause a big disaster. But who is willing to do this kind of thing if the person with a clean foundation and Gu Changqing will definitely be wary after this matter, this road is not passable, so let's do this for the time being, and then talk about it later. You keep an eye on her for me, and tell me if there's anything you can use."

Zhao Zhenzhen promised in his mouth, but how could he be so thoughtful?

In this way, until he graduated from high school, there were no strange people around Gu Changqing.

After graduating from high school, although her grades were not very good, she was admitted to New York University with the 30th place in high school tennis in the country. Although NYU is not as good as world-famous universities such as Princeton and Harvard, it is not bad in the United States.

When he got the admission letter, Gu Changqing deliberately called back to report the good news, and asked Kong Qingxiang, "Dad, what do you say I should major?"

Kong Qingxiang said: "Whatever major you want to study, you can study whatever major you want."

"It's the same for me to study any major, I only like to play tennis......" Gu Changqing looked very hesitant, and then suddenly asked: "Dad, what major does Kong Yufen study?"

In this life, Qiu Wanyi sent her to the United Kingdom to study, and Kong Yufen studied well and was admitted to Cambridge.

"Business administration, of course." Kong Qingxiang said casually.

Gu Changqing seemed to be angry, and immediately connected: "Then I also study business administration, so I won't lose to her."

In this way, Gu Changqing entered New York University to study business administration for four years. During this period, although Qiu Wanyi intended to add some small trouble to her, Gu Changqing naturally would not fall for her.

In this way, another four years passed without danger.

After graduating from university, she returned to China at the age of 22.

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