Chapter Ninety-Eight; Lovesickness
"Wan'er, it's dark, don't go out, I'm not very hungry, if I'm hungry, just go out and find something to eat." On a night like this, I didn't know what would be outside, so I didn't want Wan'er to go out. Wan'er is an ancient girl by nature, and she is used to being inferior to men, so she takes serving men as her duty.
"But, but I need your blood a little, look at my face and my hands." Wan'er smiled embarrassedly and pointed to her face to show me. That originally smooth face was a little vicissitudes, bumpy all the way, exposed to the wind and sun, and really needed some of my blood to moisten it.
I bit my finger and gently handed it to her. Shangguan Wan'er smiled shyly, and was a little embarrassed to hold my fingers, she was half-kneeling in front of me, her hair covered her whole face like a black waterfall, the thorns in the mountains had torn her clothes, and there were scars on her arms, which made me feel very distressed.
After a while, Wan'er spit out my fingers, and when she looked up, her beautiful face became smooth and round again, and her dexterous tongue licked the blood from the corners of her mouth, and then she said; "Brother, thank you!"
I smiled. I didn't speak, I should thank her now, to be able to accompany me here, it can be regarded as my creation.
As the night deepened, Wan'er and I sat in the small house, through the window, we could see the outside world, the sky was similar to ours, but there were many moons, a piece of light, just like the feeling of the full moon in the Mid-Autumn Festival where we were.
Shangguan Wan'er sat at the door, holding her knees with her hands and looking at the scenery outside, and I looked at her back, forming a unique scenery.
"Brother, you sleep, I'll give you the wind, I don't have to sleep anyway." Shangguan Wan'er sat there, looking at the hazy moonlight outside and said.
I'm not welcome, I'm used to being with her these days, Wan'er just doesn't have to sleep, and sometimes the lights out and lie down at night are completely to cater to me.
Lying on the ground, with thatch under me, although it is simple, it is also an encounter, an experience, but I have something in my heart, and I don't have the heart to experience this feeling of taking suffering as pleasure and happiness with sorrow.
My mind is full of Wang Ying and my mother, and I have never been able to figure out whether the woman in white I saw last night is Wang Ying, her figure, appearance, and even voice. But why didn't she recognize me? Is it really being controlled? Or is there another reason? After thinking about Wang Ying, I thought about my mother, my mother and second uncle were arrested by the Hades King, and they were still dead, thinking about it, I felt sad in my heart. My mother has hardly lived a good life since she was a child, and my father is not in tune, and left when I was very young, leaving my mother behind, and finally lived a decent life with my second uncle for a few years, but was killed by the king of Hades. Hades, I have a common enmity with him, and if I don't avenge this revenge, I swear not to be a human being.
"Okawa, Okawa." As I lay there thinking fiercely, there was a shouting outside. Listening to this familiar voice, I scrambled to my feet.
"Mom, is that you?" I got up from the ground and ran out.
Outside the door, standing in the moonlight, was my mother. She was still the same as before, with a kind face, a face of vicissitudes, and a smile on her face.
"Mom! It's really you! Why are you here too? "I ran over and hugged my mom tightly. Her body was cold.
"Mom. You. What's wrong with you? You really ......" I hugged his cold body, tears streaming down my face.
"Dachuan, I just can't rest assured of you, so I came to see you, I was satisfied to see that you were good, I don't have much time, I should go." My mom reached out and touched my face, then broke free of my embrace and walked away.
"Mom. Don't go. You can stay by my side, just like Wang Ying and Wan'er, I can use my blood to feed you. Seeing that my mother was leaving, I hurried after her.
"Brother, brother, wake up!" Just as I was crying and chasing my mom, someone pulled me behind me. I woke up all of a sudden, and my feelings were a dream of Nanke. I fell in love and dreamed of my mother.
I was still lying on the ground, and I didn't chase out, only Shangguan Wan'er was sitting next to me, and she was shaking my arm with her hand.
"Brother, you're crying!" Wan'er helped me to sit up and let me lean on top of her, the faint smell of her fragrance penetrating my nostrils and making me slightly confused.
"I dreamed of my mother." At the mention of the dream, my tears flowed again. Sometimes I feel like I'm pretty useless, and I cry like a girl.
"Brother, don't do this, you have to believe that it will be fine." As she spoke, Wan'er raised her hand to gently wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes.
I leaned on top of her, my back pressed against her softness, which was very comfortable, but my heart was very uneasy.
After sitting for a while, my mood returned to normal, Wan'er asked me to sleep for a while, I didn't feel sleepy, the night was getting thicker and thicker, the sky was getting colder and colder, and my stomach was empty, so I was very awake and didn't feel sleepy at all.
Wan'er and I sat side by side at the door, looking at the night scene here, such a scene, there is a primitive quiet beauty, but unfortunately I am hungry and cold, and I am not in the mood to appreciate it.
"Brother, I'm thinking about one thing, what if we can't go back?" Shangguan Wan'er gently turned her face to look at me, and the moonlight washed her face clean, which was extremely beautiful.
I never thought of such a thing, but it is an inescapable reality. Last time in the underworld, if it weren't for the Hades King throwing me and Wei Qi out, it is estimated that we would not be able to find an exit, and now that Wan'er and I are here, we don't even know where it is, how can we leave here.
Roar!
At this moment, there was a roar in the distance, and it was so loud that it shook the earth. Shangguan Wan'er staggered into my arms in fright. "Brother, what is it?"
I hugged her soft body, so I didn't panic; "The voice is very familiar, it should be a roar from the sky, it's strange, how can there be this monster here?" I was thinking, is this monster the one in Wang Ying's hand? Probably not, although the one from the stone became spiritual, it was not that big.
"Brother, why do I feel so messed up?" Wan'er got up from my arms.
"What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell? "Actually, I know why she is very chaotic in her heart, lonely men and widows are together, hugging, can it not be chaotic? But things are still quite weird, she is a female ghost, the body and soul are separated, how can the soul feel the body know?
"No, no, I just felt panicked when I was in your arms just now." Shangguan Wan'er smiled embarrassedly.
"Wan'er, Ziyi hasn't hugged you?" When I said this, I regretted it a little in my heart, does this still look like a brother? How can you ask your sister such a question. It's a bit of a damn thing.
Shangguan Wan'er unnaturally touched a handful of soft hair and lowered her face; "We were different then than we are now, and most girls don't know what men do when they get married. I'm engaged to Ziyi, and we've met a few times, and we haven't even held hands! ”
My heart sank, I felt very sad, I didn't even hold my hand to be so infatuated, so what would happen if I had a skin-to-skin kiss? Now men and women are different, they know each other for a week and go to bed for two weeks and break up. I don't know if this is the progress or regression of society, but in the end, the wise see the benevolent and the wise see the wise.
"Sister, you two haven't even held hands, so are you two in a good relationship? You're waiting for him like this......" I asked.
"Good! He was very kind to me, said that he would marry me, and risked his life to get me blood when I was poisoned, and finally died in the tomb of King Ju. As Shangguan Wan'er spoke, her eyes turned red.
I'm so troubled, why do I have to mention some things? I had just finished crying, and this girl started crying again. I hurriedly put my arms around her shoulders; "Wan'er, don't cry, isn't this me!"
Shangguan Wan'er wiped away her tears and looked at me with wet eyes; "Brother, although you are not as handsome as Ziyi, you are kind-hearted and dare to take responsibility, and your voice is very similar to Ziyi."
I smiled embarrassedly, it turned out that I was so good in Wan'er's eyes!
"Brother, your body is trembling! Isn't it cold? If you're cold, just hug me, I don't have a body temperature, but I can store the temperature, you can use mine as a quilt cover! Shangguan Wan'er wiped the corners of her eyes and said with a smile.
I did feel a little cold, but I never thought of sleeping with Wan'er in my arms. Men and women don't kiss each other! Hey? This girl is an ancient person, she should know these etiquettes better than me!