Chapter 12: The Good Times Didn't Last Long
June 9, 2004, in any case, was a very important watershed in life, again before the rules of study, under the guardianship of parents, after that, marked adulthood.
When Liu Ze returned home, his mother made a big table of dishes, his father was killing chickens, and the family had a calm meal, which was rare to get the warmth of the family that had not been seen for a long time.
The father said, "You have nothing to do and go out for a walk and say hello to your uncles, uncles, aunts and aunts." ”
Liu Ze was not interested.
"What school are you going to apply for?"
Knowing that he did well in the exam, his parents were relieved, and he began to worry about what school to choose, and his father almost had to say a few words to everyone, although he didn't know much about the universities in the country.
Until Liu Ze said his answer: Bingcheng University.
The two of them were a little more relieved.
Then he began to mumble and discuss something, and the grain seller in the village and town, Da Niu, came to the house to take a look, and when he saw Liu Ze, he gave a thumbs up and praised: "Your baby is promising, and she has been admitted to a prestigious university." ”
Then he said to his father: "Now the wheat is unsalable, I have collected a lot of it and squeezed it in my hands, the price is really not high, for everyone else, I am pressing the grain money, your family's school money, immediately settled." ”
"Why did it drop again, it was five points more last month."
In the end, it was still not negotiated, and Da Niu said with a smile before leaving: "You must call me for wine before leaving." ”
After the big cow left, his father's face was not very good-looking, and once he felt uncomfortable, it was difficult to adjust, and he had to send it out.
Liu Ze understands that he is afraid that he will quarrel again today.
Sure enough, that day, the two quarreled again, and the core issue was how to solve the tuition problem.
Liu Ze felt a little sad in his heart, why he couldn't control his fate, pushed open the window, stared blankly at the old moat behind his home, and made a decision silently.
Three days later, the students all returned to school to estimate their scores and fill in their volunteers.
Su Anan didn't do well in the exam, with an estimated score of only more than 400 points, and she couldn't even get into three books, so she looked very unhappy.
It is conceivable that this will be a very difficult summer vacation, the anger of the family, the inquiries of the surrounding neighbors, and the feeling of invisible contempt, such as sitting on pins and needles, only to know how regretful those days of self-study and chatting.
Meng Xue took the exam very well, chattering non-stop in the classroom, and according to her estimated score, she could get a book, which was a super long performance.
On weekdays, she is Su An'an's little follower, and now, like completely releasing herself, she is good at dancing with long sleeves.
"My dad said, let me choose one of the three in YN, GS, and Inner Mongolia to travel, and I will go when I sign up for volunteering, and I have to prepare the items for school when I come back from traveling."
"Meng Xue, you are too exaggerated, travel is only half a month, and the admission notice will not be able to arrive by then, this summer vacation is three months, it's still early, it's early."
"Earlier? It's the first time I've been away from home for so long, so I have to prepare all my autumn and winter clothes, and when I go to college, I have to buy a few pairs of high heels, sneakers, sportswear, well, I have to buy two shoes first, all of which have to be prepared, and I choose ...... slowly."
Liu Ze was a little depressed in his heart, yes, he was the one with the highest score in the class and the only famous university he applied for, but he was depressed, he didn't have the money to prepare any sneakers, not even tuition, and it was not enough to sell all the wheat harvested this year.
Why are people's lives so different?
He was very hungry for money, money that would make his life easier.
Su Anan was also very silent, biting her lip, although her grades have not been top-notch, the top ten in the class, it is not difficult to be admitted to the undergraduate, but she failed the exam, although her parents have been comforting, but she is also proud.
Liu Ze filled in the volunteer and handed it to Gu Qing, she glanced at it, Bingcheng University, it's very good, it's about to leave, maybe we won't see each other again, Gu Qing opened his mouth and still didn't say it, like Liu Ze is not social, I'm afraid it will be very painful to go to the university, there, your study will no longer have an advantage, all-round talents lead the way, club activities, the relationship with the instructor, the class position election, the reality is afraid that it will pour cold water on him.
Liu Ze walked to the rental house of the nursery.
Su Anan followed unknowingly, but did not attract the attention of other classmates.
Liu Ze walked all the way to a quiet bench by the South Lake, this place is close to the lake, and now the weather is hot and empty, if you wait until the evening is cool, it will definitely be occupied by couples, and I didn't see a large ball of toilet paper piled up in the grass not far away, as for the use, it is self-evident.
Looking at the lake, Liu Ze was in a daze.
Su Anan followed the door and sat next to her, Liu Ze noticed her, her long hair was still so beautiful, and the girl's fragrance was still in the air, what kind of fragrance was this? Does it smell good? Liu Ze has no experience, so he thinks it smells good.
Su Anan looked at Liu Ze, his eyes full of unspeakable words.
"Liu Ze, I like you very much, I'm sure this feeling is not limited to good feelings, after the college entrance examination, I want to see you every day, in fact, if it weren't for the fact that we were about to separate, I wouldn't be able to see you every year, I wouldn't be so abnormal, I'm more afraid of not seeing you than going to college in the college entrance examination."
A girl's first temptation is always full of complex feelings, and it is also the most beautiful and pure pearl in the world, unadulterated by the world.
"Liu Ze, I like you."
Su Anan said suddenly.
Liu Ze didn't know how to respond and remained silent.
"You don't have to have any mental burden, this is my business alone, the flower of my first love is destined to wither before it blooms, I just want to tell you that there was once a girl who liked you very much, and every emotion was affected by you."
Liu Ze didn't expect Su An'an to say this, his mind was also a little fluctuating, the girl chattered soft love words, which man would not have a ripple, especially since he had a crush on Su An'an.
"Liu Ze, don't feel half embarrassed, I don't want you to say this to me, I just want to tell you and say my feelings, otherwise I will always be entangled, just sit like this for a while, okay?"
The afternoon sun slowly slanted westward, a big locust tree next to it blocked the light, the gentle wind blew along the lake, feeling some coolness, Meng Qingqing Tao was fascinated in this picture, closed his eyes, carefully felt the taste of the man next to him, and deeply remembered this feeling.
Her throbbing girl's heart was left on the bench by the South Lake this summer.
Liu Ze's heart was also extraordinarily calm.
Su Anan leaned on his shoulder.
I don't know how long it took, and even a few fallen leaves drifted down and stopped on the heads of the two, Liu Chen's body kept frozen, half of his body was numb, but it was maintained.
He felt Su An'an move his head, and muttered, "It's really comfortable, giggles, I'm okay, Liu Ze, thank you." ”
The two looked at each other, their eyes were not evading, Su An'an's eyes were less burning, but more tender.
Her mood was completely better.
"Wow, what birds are flying over the lake?"
Liu Ze stretched his neck and looked at it carefully, but he didn't expect Meng Qingqing to come over quickly, kiss him on the cheek, and the dragonfly shrank back with a little water, but his face turned red instantly.
"Wow, are you going to pack your things? I'll help you. ”
Su Anan rejoiced.
Liu Ze always has a gloomy gloom, seeing that Su An'an, who was originally unhappy, is now in a high mood, he is very envious, she is an optimistic girl in the end, so that people can see the sunshine.
"It would be nice if you also went to college in Ice City."
Suddenly, such a sentence popped up.
Su Anan listened to the whole person for a moment, and then laughed like a silver bell, and said, "Then you wait for me." ”
Mom and Dad were going to send her to study abroad, but she didn't want to.
Or just go to a junior college, she doesn't want to either.
You can repeat it, but you don't want to.
At this moment, she suddenly made up her mind that she wanted to repeat it.
"Let's go, I'll help you clean up, hehe, is your house clean? My room was a mess, and my mom cleaned it up every day while teaching me. ”
"Rental housing, what kind of home?"
"No, it's home where you sleep."
Liu Ze doesn't agree, there is no sense of belonging, bricks pile up isolated space, where is home?