Curled up in the corner of the bathtub, Gu Ling's eyes were red, his face was red, and his hands were clutching his chest.

"Ye Chengshu, that's enough!"

"You said you'd help me out."

"I said it!"

"Because you love me."

"Yes, yes, yes!"

"And what are you hiding?"

"Because I said to help you relieve, I didn't say that you should help me too! I don't need to! ”

"I love you too."

"So what?"

"I want you to be comfortable too."

"No, you don't. I'm fine with that. I don't need you to help me. ”

"Love is mutual."

"But I'm really—"

It didn't take three words to be swallowed into his mouth.

Until he was carried to bed in a daze, Gu Lingse still couldn't react to what kind of plot development this was.

said that she helped him, how did he somehow become the virtue he is now?

But—

"Well, it's very comfortable. Use some more force. ”

"So what?"

"Uh-huh! That's it! Don't stop! ”

Gu Lingse is like a little emperor, Ye Chengshu is fast, she shouts slow, he is slow, she shouts fast. He was light, she shouted heavy, he was heavy, she shouted light. In a word, it's comfortable to fly to the sky!

Lying on the edge of the bathtub, she snorted lazily, a pair of charming eyes like silk, long black hair scattered casually on her shoulders, and a bewitching dark red rose on her shoulder blades, which was particularly shocking on her snow-white skin.

The water-stained fingertips gently stroked and slid through, and his pupils tightened and were sour.

Even if you have a tattoo, you still can't hide the scar the size of a palm.

The big palm, not light or heavy, massaged her shoulders with just the right amount of force, soothing her sore and stiff muscles.

fingertips, nostalgic for the bewitching rose, and asked softly, "Does it still hurt?" ”

"It doesn't hurt anymore." Lying on the edge of the bathtub, her cheeks were red, and her eyes were squinting comfortably, "At that time, when I had a car accident, I couldn't care about the physical pain at all, and I only had Uncle Zhang's sentence in my head that the child couldn't be saved." Later, by the time I reacted, the wound had already begun to scab and heal. It doesn't hurt, it's just itchy. ”

"When you get a tattoo, does it hurt?"

After thinking about it, Gu Lingse nodded, "It hurts." ”

"I hurt too. Heartache. ”

"Me too, heartache." She reached out and grabbed the big palm that helped her massage her shoulder, leaned her face up and rubbed it gently, "I melted all my hatred for you." The more I hate you in my heart, the more numb my body becomes. ”

He snorted, his fingertips lingering on the bewitching rose and refusing to leave.

"How did you choose such a pattern?"

"Because you always have a faint scent of roses on you."

"Well, but not because you love me."

"It's because I hate you." Letting go of his big palm, she continued to lie on the edge of the bathtub, her eyes were silky, and her tone was languid, "I want to imprint my hatred for you all the time in my heart." That's why I chose the smell of your body as the pattern. Every time I take a bath, this pattern will be printed in the mirror, Ye Chengshu, that represents my hatred for you. ”

"I know, you hate me."

"I've always hated you. I hated before, I hate now, and I will hate in the future. ”

"Hmm." Softly answered, he knew, he understood.

She hated him to the bone.

"But I love you more."

"Hmm."

Turning around, his misty eyes looked at him brightly.

"Ye Chengshu, no matter if I hate you, it doesn't prevent me from loving you. Do you understand? I know it's contradictory, but-"

The big palm, lightly pressed on her red lips, he hooked his lips, chuckled, and nodded, "I understand, it's not a contradiction." ”

Between him and her, so much happened.

Love and hate.

But in the end, love and hate can't be compatible. Therefore, they can only be entangled in this way.

"It doesn't matter what the ending is, whether it's love or hate. As long as we're together, that's enough. ”

If she wants to be very, she will hate it.

After all, as long as he knows that she still loves her, he is satisfied.

A child, a child who died just after birth. may be doomed to the purity of their inability to love.

But as she said, no matter how much they hate, it doesn't prevent them from loving each other.

"What about tormenting each other?"

"That's better than breaking off and you're gone."

"It took me seven years to forget that child, but I couldn't, I couldn't forget that child."

"You don't need to forget. That's our child, and if even you have to forget him, he really doesn't exist. ”

"So, I decided, I'm coming back. I'm going to come back and face it with you, even if it's painful, I want you to be with me. ”

The pain of losing a child, the pain of dystocia, the pain of parting, the pain of longing.

She asked him to accompany her to taste all the flavors!

"If you hurt three points, I will hurt ten points. Isn't that good? ”

"Good!"

The head was a little heavier, and Gu Lingse suddenly wrapped around his body, opened his mouth, and bitten!

The small sharp tiger teeth were fiercely embedded in the skin on his shoulders.

Soon, the strong smell of blood opened up in the mouth.

The blood stained down her red lips and down his shoulders, eventually blending in with the milky bubble bath. In a few moments, the liquid surrounding them had been outlined by the red liquid into a demonic pattern. If you look closely, it vaguely looks like the rose tattoo on her shoulder blade on her back!

Ye Chengshu didn't even frown.

It wasn't until he was almost stimulated by the smell of blood that he was about to vomit that Gu Lingse let go of his mouth.

Raising his head, he looked at him with burning eyes, "Does it hurt?" ”

It's painful. But it doesn't hurt.

If she hurts three points, he will hurt seven points. For the first time, he couldn't imagine it. How much pain should she have? will bite so hard.

"You, does it hurt?"

"The thought of having you with me doesn't seem to hurt so much."

He chuckled, squealing.

"That'll be fine."

If he was in pain, she would have been less painful, and that would be fine.

Clenched his fists, Gu Lingse lowered his head. Avoiding his intent, expressional gaze.

Why did their love come to this?

Every love is mixed with a hate, a grudge, and a lingering shadow.

She really wanted to say something, actually, she also wanted to be good.

But there was a child in the middle of them, a dead child.

The child, the child......

On the ground, she straddled her shoulders dejectedly and leaned on his shoulders tiredly, "Ye Chengshu, give me some more time." ”

"Okay."

If only she could come back. No matter how long she needed to heal, he would wait, and he would accompany her in pain.

"I'm trying hard to forget. But I, I can't. As soon as I see you, I can't help but think of our children. As soon as I saw Yuzu, I couldn't help but think of him. I fantasized over and over again, if that kid was still there, his eyebrows would be like you or me. His eyes are like you or like me. The curvature of his side face will not be as sharp but soft as you. He-"

"Don't think about it!" Ye Chengshu burst out, "If you torture yourself like this, that kid won't come back!" ”

"I, I'm ......" moved her lips and looked at him vaguely, she tried to hook her lips but couldn't smile.

Yes, she tortured herself like this, why wasn't she torturing Ye Chengshu?

But the boy couldn't come back.

She watched as the child burned to ashes and buried in the cold ground.

Her child can't come back.

The thought of how cold the land was, and how crawling with insects, made her heart desolate. It was empty, as if she were walking alone in the endless sea of red earth, with desolate depression on either side, and hovering vultures overhead. And in front of her, there is no end, and there is no boundless land.

Only her, and only her, walked alone.

"Ye Chengshu, actually, the person I hate is not you, but myself."

distressed and wanted to take her into his arms and comfort her. But Ye Chengshu couldn't do it.

He couldn't hold her like this in his arms.

He could only restrain himself expressionlessly and respond calmly, "You should hate me, and you must hate me." Only when you hate me can you have an outlet for your emotions. Otherwise, you're going to drive yourself crazy. ”

"If I continue like this, I'll not only drive myself crazy, but I'll also drive you crazy."

"I don't care! As long as I'm with you, I'm willing to be crazy. ”

"Nonsense. You are Ye Tezhu from Jiangnan Province, you are crazy, what should others do? ”

The man hooked the corners of his mouth bitterly, "What kind of Ye Tezhu am I." I didn't even protect my wife and children. I said I would give you a world of ice and jade, and I promised to protect you. But I didn't do any of that. ”

"I put you in hell."

"But, Ye Chengshu, even if it's hell, you'll be with me, right?"

"Well, I'll accompany you wherever you go."

So, don't hate, don't think about it. Just let herself go.

"And what if I die? Will you accompany me? ”

The corners of Ye Chengshu's mouth hooked, and he asked in a casual tone, "How do you want to die?" Cut your wrists? Jump? Throw yourself into the river? Hang oneself? Sleeping pill? You name one, and I will accompany you to the end. ”

She understood that he was not joking, nor was he comforting her.

He's serious.

As long as she dared to say it, he would act on it now. With her, to die.

"Now, I want to think about it......"

"You think slowly, tell me when you're ready. I always have time. ”

Picking up the absolute vodka he had just taken from the living room, Gu Lingse took a big sip of the bottle, gurgling, and the small half bottle just went into her stomach.

"Wine is intimidating!" She said, handing the bottle over.

Ye Chengshu disdained it and knocked the wine bottle to the ground.

The bottle hits the ground with a crisp cracking sound.

"Isn't it just dead, it's not like I haven't died. In the seven years you have been gone, I have died once a day before going to sleep, and when I wake up and find that I am still alive, the torture accumulates. It's like stepping into an infinite loop of death and resurrection. If you can really die, it can be considered a relief. ”

What wine to drink, what courage to strengthen.

Die?

The last thing he fears now is death.

Raising his eyebrows, he calmly raised her chin and smiled wryly, "Wife, do you want to know how to die?" ”

Shaking her dazed head, she mumbled, "I've figured it out." ”

"Say."

Her slender fingers grabbed his neck fiercely, and her nails were deeply embedded in it.

Snugly up to him, the serpentine twist climbed up his chest.

The red lips opened lightly, brushing his earlobes as if they were nothing.

"Ye Tesuke, are you really ready to die with me?"

"Manager Gu, it's also romantic to be a ghost under the peony flower."

"That's good. I want you ......"

Red lips, latching on his earlobe, licking clumsily on the tip of his tongue.

Because of the paralysis of alcohol, she doesn't even know what she's doing now.

"Death in the belly. Have you heard of it? ”

Her eyes were silky, and her smile had never been so bewitching.

His pupils tightened suddenly, and he looked at her expressionlessly, and the emotion in his eyes had turned into a fire that could ignite the prairie fire.

She doesn't need any skills, as long as she appears in front of him, she can easily arouse all his desires. Hope. The reason that he was proud of collapsed in an instant.

What's more, is it her charming appearance now?

Ye Chengshu smiled. The smile is extremely bright and very casual.

He said, "This death is the best ending for me." ”

The lingering kiss swallowed up his cold voice.

also devoured the two of them's remaining sanity.