612 You can't escape from the Yellow Spring
The more Lingse spoke, the more aggrieved she became, "You said it yourself, how much has happened during this time." Where can I take care of this? I've never been in good health, and I've often had minor illnesses. I never thought that those symptoms were caused by pregnancy, I just thought that it was because I was in a bad mood and affected my body's appetite or something. It's all your fault, Ye Chengshu, if only you had told me earlier. It's all your fault! β
"Yes, it's all my fault. I should have told you early on that I shouldn't have kept it a secret from you. Ye Chengshu hurriedly comforted, "Wife, don't feel uncomfortable, Dr. Zhang is like that." The old man scolded him when he said he would, and he was ruthless at all. I heard that Dr. Zhang had been much more merciful. You didn't hear how he scolded me. Ye Chengshu hurriedly comforted.
Lingse was a little aggrieved, and felt that the old doctor was right.
It's her who is the one who is the mother, how can she not even notice these basic things! I never thought that this was because she had a little life in her belly, and she only cared about being alone there and feeling sorry for herself, with the posture of a heroine in a bitter love drama.
If Dr. Zhang wants to scold, she can only blame herself for being too dull!
If Gao Lan hadn't told her the news of his pregnancy before leaving, I'm afraid she wouldn't have realized it now!
"I understood it the first time. If you get pregnant in the future, you will definitely not be so stupid and stupid. β
"But didn't you react early, by the way, it was you who reacted and took me to take a pregnancy test. Could it be that you Ye Tezhu has many experiences? β
"Wife, don't dare to talk nonsense. When did I have an experience with this? Ye Chengshu smiled bitterly, for fear that she would want to clarify quickly, "I have never hidden anything from you in terms of feelings." Before I married you, I had a few regular bed partners. But that was a long time ago, to say the least, five or six years ago. Later, with the promotion of the position, even the fixed bed partners were no longer in touch. After I got married, I was the only one with you. Where do I go for multiple experiences? β
Lingse smothered his face in his chest and laughed out loud.
He never hid his affairs from her. Including lawyer Yao, several of his bed partners, he has honestly explained. is even as serious as work, and formally let her read the resumes of those girls. He couldn't remember it clearly, but she remembered it well.
The closest bed partner to the present is six years ago. After the age of twenty-four, Ye Chengshu lived like an ascetic, and his pure heart made Quan Zimo feel ashamed to go to the rooftop and jump off the building. He only had three bed partners, all of whom he found after breaking up with Lawyer Yao, and each of them lasted less than two months. Ye Tezhu was the most 'prodigal' in his life, and he only met with people once a month.
In terms of private life, it can't be said that he is simply a blank slate, but it is indeed clean enough. In this materialistic world, he holds a lot of power and his status is high, and Gu Lingse often feels that he has found a treasure.
He never hid these things, and she knew everything. But he was still in such a hurry to explain, how frightened should Ye Tezhu be? The trust between them has also reached a level of vulnerability. Even the usual jokes don't dare to open anymore now.
How cautious they are between them.
Although both of them had tried to use the most relaxed atmosphere to explore, this caution still exposed their already precarious relationship and the crisis of trust that was on the verge of being broken.
Shaking his head, he was no longer in the mood to joke with him, and Lingse picked up the topic again, "Doctor Zhang is right, the son of the Ye family is too domineering. I feel like I've been dead more than a dozen times, and he's still alive in my belly. Ye Chengshu, is this the reason why you dare to let it go. β
"Wife, how dare I joke with your daughter's life." Ye Chengshu was helpless, "It's not that I'm overbearing, it's that I have always asked people to drink the medicine for you to protect the fetus, and even the soup you drink every day is all the most fetal-protecting medicinal materials." Otherwise, what do you think I have to do to order Aunt Wu to make soup for you every day. I've never let your mother and daughter go. β
After a pause, Ye Chengshu reiterated again seriously, "I've always cared about you. Never let your guard down. β
"You're always so thorough, and you don't leak." Lingse said inexplicably.
Okay, even Aunt Wu knows the news of her pregnancy. But she never knew. He could tell a lot of people the news, but he didn't want to tell her.
Ye Chengshu, what is your mind? Why didn't she guess right once?
Ye Chengshu didn't bother to delve into the meaning behind her words, but said: "The safety and health of this child is not accidental, it is inevitable." No matter how much thought I put into it, this child is destined to be fine. β
"Don't talk about that." Lingse shook his head, "Don't you want to tell me about it, hurry up, I'm a little tired." β
Ye Chengshu narrowed Danfeng's eyes and debunked her without hesitation, "Wife, are you tired, or are you unwilling to stay by my side." β
"Ye Chengshu, you don't-"
"You have already made up your mind to divorce me, so you will be obediently held by me. Because, you told yourself in your heart that this is the last time, right? β
Lingse licked her lips and didn't speak. She never guessed his mind correctly, but her mind always couldn't escape his eyes.
It's really unfair.
Seeing that she didn't answer, Ye Chengshu didn't mind, and continued to ask: "Divorce, you have already decided for yourself." You've already decided not to want him, kid. After you divorce me, you're going to have an abortion, am I right? β
"I want to think about it, you don't plan to let anyone accompany you to the operation, you plan to go to the hospital alone, right? After killing my child, Gu Lingse, what else do you want to do? Is it a person who disappears quietly, or is he going to hide where I can't find you, self-pity and self-pity every day, scolding me for how I hurt you, and at the same time letting me go, secretly looking at me. β
"Ye Chengshu! Don't go too far! β
"The person who is overdone is never me." Compared with the excitement of Lingsheng, Ye Chengshu seemed much calmer, he lowered his eyes calmly, and said calmly: "If you take care of yourself, you want to divorce, and if you take care of yourself, you want to kill your children, aren't these all things you are about to do." β
"Then you are hiding the existence of my child and doing so many things by yourself, you are not wrong at all?"
"Wife-" Ye Chengshu slowed down his tone and pressed her to his chest again, "I don't want to quarrel with you, and I don't want to quibble about what I've done." I'm just scared, harmβ"
"You Ye Chengshu will never be afraid!"
"I'll be afraid. I'm afraid you'll disappear, I'm afraid you don't want me, I'm afraid you don't want children. β
"But you forced me." In Lingse's voice, it was finally stained with resentment and hatred for him.
"So I'm going to dispel all your thoughts." The big palm gently stroked her back, and after a moment, he said, "You calm down, I will tell you everything as it is, and I will never hide anything." If you want to divorce me at that time, I won't object. Only the child...... Wife, you can't do without him. β
Lingse was slightly stunned, and didn't dare to look up, because he didn't dare to look at his expression at the moment.
Ye Chengshu, was he talking to her in a pleading tone just now? Pray to her not to give up this child.
His little hands were clenched into fists, and his cheeks were buried deep in his chest.
"Now, Ye Chengshu."
"Huh?" The man looked at the ceiling, his handsome face expressionless, not knowing what he was thinking.
"You're still not fit for this."
"Hmm."
"You have always kept you alone in heaven and on earth, taking no one into account, and looking at everything with contempt. That's fine. β
"No." He kissed the ends of her hair softly, "I can't do that." Because, I have you, I have children. β
Closing his eyes, Lingse didn't want to fall into the tenderness and sweetness he weaved anymore, and urged: "I'm calm and rational now, you can say it." β
"The reality is cruel."
This sentence is the beginning of Ye Chengshu's narrative. It was also his warning and reminder. With these words, Ye Chengshu opened the conversation box and also opened Pandora's box.
No one can guarantee what exactly will be released when Pandora's box is opened.
Knowing all the truth, even he didn't dare to guarantee whether she would be able to maintain her sanity and not collapse.
In these things, everyone has hurt her, and everyone, including Kwon Zimo, who she sees as the 'last salvation', has also hurt her.
Pandora's box has been opened, and what will be released will be the redemption of their relationship, or her unhesitating break.
All those who have hidden it from her are hurting her. Because of all kinds of reasons and their own interests, they have more or less done things that hurt her. Even Hu Lao is no exception.
No matter how fanciful Hu Lao said in front of her, in all fairness, without the existence of him Ye Chengshu, would Hu Lao be one more ordinary person? Never. The father of a head of state is by no means as harmless as it seems. The blood on Hu Lao's hands is probably much more than him!
Is it possible for this kind of person to help others regardless of profit?
Gao Lan needless to say, everything she did was just revenge on the Ye family.
Even Bai Jingjing had hurt her. Bai Jingjing tore her face with him for her sake. But Bai Jingjing also did things to hurt her for the sake of Quan Zimo.
The forces of all parties are intertwined, and in order to protect her, he hides from her. He didn't say this for the sake of convenience, but it was the truth.
How fragile she was, he knew from the first time they met.
His wife really can't accept these cruel realities.
He thought he was good enough to protect her from any harm, but the reality was cruel to him. Tell him that Ye Tesuke is not a universal god. There are many things that he can't control and can't predict.
Look, what he's doing now is still hurting her.
In order to keep her by his side and not let her leave him, he cruelly told her these cruel truths. Let her know his helplessness, know his dedication and sacrifice.
After knowing this, she couldn't hate him to the core, and as long as she still loved him, she wouldn't leave him.
In order to keep her, he did something to hurt her again. But knowing this, he still had to do it.
Because, there is only one thing that he cannot accept, nor can he see the discovery of this thingβ
Gu Lingse, you can't leave him!
He didn't allow it.
As he said before, even if he died, Gu Lingse's corpse could only be his.
Only when she is dead can she leave his side. And it's a temporary departure.
"Wife, you must know that even death cannot separate us. Up to the Nine Heavens Yao Pool Fairyland, down to the Boundless Hell Abyss, where you are, I am there. Don't say that the ends of the world, the sword mountain and the sea of fire, are the blue and yellow springs, and I want to be with you. β
Therefore, if she wants to divorce and kill her children, she won't think about it in her life!