"It's jealousy, the child you give birth to is smart and healthy, and likes it up and down. Because of this, whoever is born can't compete with him. Nian smiled bitterly and gently stroked his slightly bulging abdomen.

Su Li nodded again, yes, because she didn't have it, she was jealous of what others had, which was understandable. She didn't want to dwell on the old things anymore, and if she continued to talk about it, she couldn't finish it tomorrow morning, and she could only go to the cracks in the ground to find herself, what about yesterday? What's wrong with it? ”

"Just to see you, how easily let me lose, I don't even have a chance to turn the tables." Nian did not answer positively.

Su Li smiled, turned the salt bag over, and then looked back at Nian, "Turn the tables? ”

"No way?" Nian glanced at her proudly.

"It's not!" Su Li shook her hand and thought for a moment, "What do you want besides having children?" Don't tell me that it's the fourth master, of course, I really want to do it, except for that? ”

"What about you?"

"Except for my son and daughter, I just want to live comfortably, and whoever stands in my way to be comfortable, I won't let others be comfortable." Su Li drank a large mouthful of goat's milk and lay down comfortably.

"Comfortable?" Nian's sideways looked at Su Li, who was no longer an opponent, her face was a little red because of the heat, for more than ten years, she actually found the shadow of the little girl on Su Li's face, she has been working hard to live a comfortable life, she just wants to be comfortable.

"Yes, now I'm comfortable, no one cares, I can support myself, Yin has nothing to threaten me. Remember. My mother's family withdrew from the court, and he wanted to give a garden, but I gave Fujin silver to that garden in front of the big guys. I bought the land myself, and now they have some small businesses in addition to Zhuangzi, and their lives are very comfortable; and not in the court, so Yin can't threaten me with them; As for talking about babies, let's be honest. It's just a position of a prince, and now I'm really not rare, I'm telling the truth, even if he becomes a noble in the future. I don't care, I can't stay in China, I'll go out, I have silver, and I have knowledge. I won't starve to death anywhere. Su Li calmly called Yin's name, she was telling Nian that women can actually live as comfortably as her.

"So now you can threaten him, because you don't care anymore, so he cares." Nian Shi was frightened, glanced nervously at the door, and then looked at Su Li. She felt as if she had caught something, but she wasn't sure yet.

"Why do you have to think about these things with a fighting mind? Sister. You're so smart alone. I've been talking about this for a long time. Still haven't got it? Su Li gave her a blank look. Pointing to her chest again. "You. How? ”

Nian Shi looked at her stunned. What do you want? Oh, yes. What do you want? Childhood. When Yin and his second brother went home together. She used to peek at them. They were full of enthusiasm. Thinking about how to do something big. At that time, Yin was like a root in her heart. to the age. Participated in the draft. Logically entered the house. Everything is taken for granted. He is her heaven and earth. She lands. She has everything. However. He was only a fraction of his land. In the heart of his earth. Who is more important? She knew she couldn't be the only one. But she still wanted to try. She wants to be the most important one. but ended up in such a miserable situation. Now Su Li came to ask her. What does she want. Oh, yes. What does she want? I was at a loss for a while.

"It doesn't matter. Think slowly. Think it through. Just know what to do. Su Li closed her eyes and pretended to sleep. Just now, Nian was complaining to himself that no one cared about him. But does she care about herself? She didn't expect a few words to wake Nian. But you have to think about how you will live in the future.

"What would you think in your heart?" Nian still couldn't break free. Lala Sulidi sleeves.

"That's his business. What does it have to do with us? Sister! You're stupid. Of course, I don't blame you. I told you. We never stand on a starting line. That's why I've never fought you. It's not that I look down on you. And just to say. Basically. You have been educated by the earth to make Him heaven. He is your life; And I'm not. I've always had myself in my life. Myself, my son, and my daughter are more important. He is always secondary. Su Li stretched out his finger and pointed to the center of the Nian's earth. What about you? Where are you? Desperately trying to give him a child he didn't want. Interesting? Didn't you say that no one cares about you? Do you care about yourself? You don't care for yourself. Who will cherish you? ”

Nian was stunned. She didn't expect Su Li to say this to herself. I thought about it. looked at Su Li suspiciously. "You're not because of me. And leaving the home? ”

"It should be said that I didn't leave the Diyong Mansion because of you, it was never my home. Actually, it's not here, it's the old man's reward, and he will take it back in the future. Home is to be bought with the money you earn, and where others can't take it away, that's home. Su Li smiled faintly and sighed, "In this era, it is very difficult to be free, but freedom is relative everywhere, and if I moved out like this ten years ago, it would be a dead end." But now it's different, as long as there is a suitable excuse, you can live a relatively free life like this. I can, in fact, you can, what a good opportunity, go to the garden, your mother's family also has silver, how to get better, you don't need me to teach you. You gave birth to a child happily, raised him with your heart, taught him, and took him to play horseback riding and war, and travel to the mountains and rivers when you are free...... Slowly you will understand that there are many things that can be done in your world, and that man is not all you have. ”

Nian Shi was silent, she was thinking, it was not so easy for her to turn, but at least, her mood at this time was very different from when she first came in, "You still don't want to know why I came today?" ”

"Come to say goodbye, you are rather for the jade than for the whole character, you think you lost, so you come to say goodbye, let me see your beautiful background, regret it. And, of course, you want to use your life to save your mother's family, your brother. Su Li closed her eyes and said softly. Just looked at her bloodshot eyes, and said that she was resolute when she was kicked out, the fool also knows what she is doing, otherwise he would have wasted half a day of saliva with her?

Nian didn't speak, but her eyes were red, yes, when Yin slammed the door yesterday, she was disheartened and died. Her heaven, her earth, and her whole life have abandoned her, and what reason does she have to live? They didn't care that they still had a child in their wombs, so they took him away. And kittens, in another world, the three of them are together. When she left Yongwang's Mansion in the morning, she didn't alarm anyone, and asked the car to send her to Su Li, she could die, but she couldn't let her mother's family and herself suffer, if it was just because of her grievances with Su Li, she and Su Li would solve it. Unexpectedly, after sitting for so long, I have dispelled the idea just now. Yes, if you don't cherish yourself, who else can you expect to cherish yourself?

"Unrecoverable?" Seeing Su Li's unmoved appearance, Nian was a little helpless, but he was not as angry as yesterday.

"No, in fact, I also heard about this yesterday, not to shirk responsibility with you, but to tell you that this is actually not something we can change. I told Yin yesterday that since we can't change it, we have to think better and see if this thing will be profitable. Nian Qianyao has been with Yin for so long, and letting Yin give up on him is afraid that it will be more difficult than giving up on us. So you, don't think too much about yourself, you stay by Yin's side or leave, in fact, it has no fundamental effect on the Nian family. It is even less worth sacrificing yourself for them. Su Li finally opened her eyes, thought for a while, and sighed with some pity, the women of this era were already pulling their mother's family on the one hand, and their husband's family on the other, they all desperately wanted to sacrifice, and they didn't know what kind of sacrifice they had, in fact, people are the most indispensable creatures in this world, and the vernacular means that the sun will rise in the same way if you leave anyone. But looking at Nian's thousands of turns, she sighed and shook her head.

"I also thought about it for a long time yesterday, and this is a blessing or a curse for you. Maybe it's a pity for Nian Qianyao to lose his position as governor at the moment, but don't you think his life is too smooth? Every year, like flowing water, he sends rare treasures to the palace of King Yong, and those who have eyes look at it, and it will be a sin in the future. Don't really think that you are short-handed, you are a minion, and it is your duty to give gifts! No one will accept your affection. So when you don't need it, no one will be soft. People, if you want to be happy, comfortable, and free, the only prerequisite is to live. Do you want your brother to pay homage to the prime minister or do you want him to live? ”

"So you let your mother's house out early in the morning."

"That's two different things, now it's about Nian Qianyao! You still point to Nian Qianyao to make money for you and your son, so he can't fall, the governor of Sichuan can't do it, but he didn't commit anything, the old man has to give him a corresponding position, with his ability, he shouldn't do a bad job, so you want him to understand that if you can't be the governor of Sichuan, you are protecting him, and you don't know what it will be like to die in the future! Let him write a letter and let Yue Zhongqi listen to Yin's words honestly, and the Nian family will slowly fade out of the Four Masters Party and be their own Nian Party. Su Li looked at Nian's with a smile, if Nian's didn't come, she would have written a letter to remind Yin to prevent Nian Qianyao from fading out of the Four Masters Party, but now she instructed the Nian family to quit, it seems that she is still soft-hearted. Shaking his head, but happy.

Nian is not a fool, he immediately understood what Su Li meant, and opened his eyes wide, "You mean ......"

"I didn't say anything, I told the baby, I'm still nominally Yin's side Fujin, two, we are still the fourth master." Su Li knew that Nian's had understood, so she immediately smiled and shook her hand, giving her a blank look.

If Nian wants to live a better life, he must have his own power. Nian Qianyao can't be the governor of Sichuan doesn't mean that he is useless, he is a capable person, give him a stage, and he can become the focus. But now, Nian Qianyao is no longer just fighting for Yin, he should fight for himself. If Nian's mastered this, then she, like herself, would have the opportunity to fight against Yin.