Night Rain and Light Cold (4)

Night Rain and Light Cold (4)

I admit that I have had ambitions and desires, as long as a man has ambitions and desires, but I can't bear to have to accomplish such ambitions at the cost of hurting him.

Not only him, but also her......

I still remember that after hearing the screams and exclamations from the Shenwu Gate, I rushed up to the city wall, and what caught my eyes was the scene of her weak figure slowly falling along the city wall. At that moment, there were no lights and fireworks in my eyes, no emperor who fell beside her, only a piercing pain spread to my heart, and I still remember it vividly until this moment.

That very night, ignoring the courtier's etiquette, I picked her up, and then hurried down the tower, calling out to the imperial physician in panic.

I remember that she was in my arms, so thin and terrible, as if a light breeze could carry her away.

I carried her back to the dormitory, but halfway through I was stopped by another hurried man, the steward who was following her, and he took her from my arms.

Finally, her pale face caught my eye, and then she disappeared into the vast and far-reaching palace.

The brief hug that night was the most intimate contact I had with her. The feeling of thinness was still in my arms, and she had disappeared into a place I could not see or touch.

In fact, on that cold and rainy night, the moment that turquoise figure met my eyes, my path was already doomed.

And there is only one doomed.

I calmed my mood and asked, "Concubine Lian Niang...... How is she now? ”

"The mother is fine. It's just that because the blow is too big, I'm still in a coma for the time being. Mr. Ge bowed his head and said, "The imperial doctor has been carefully diagnosed, and I believe there is no major problem." And...... Niang Niang is pregnant again......"

My body shook uncontrollably, and after a moment of silence, I looked up at him and asked, "What does Sir think Qinghan should do next?" ”

……

In the court on the second day, Ting Xuan and I had no prior contact. But they stood side by side and supported the three-year-old prince to succeed to the throne. Since the two of us have taken the lead in expressing our position, it is natural that various local forces will not raise objections.

This amazed everyone, and it was hard to believe that there had been no private negotiation between the two of us. In fact, after that sword, there was no more private meeting between me and him.

In a weak regime with only orphans and widows, the two generals with heavy armies did not have the slightest intention of being powerful ministers, which is rare in the history of all dynasties.

The courtiers were under such a strange unity. No longer have to bother thinking about the faction you need to turn to, and prepare for the ceremony with all your heart, bid farewell to the old days, and welcome the new court.

After that, it was smooth sailing, and the funeral of Emperor Cheng and the enthronement ceremony of the new emperor.

On the day of his accession to the throne, at the moment when everything new began, he said goodbye. She almost immediately agreed, and the suspicious courtiers couldn't help but wonder what conspiracy was involved.

Then he left the capital, and was so determined to lose. I didn't expect that he, who has always been calm and quiet, would have such a decisive side.

On the day he left the capital, I didn't go to see him off, I just stood on the city tower and watched his distant procession from afar, and stood for a long, long time...... Perhaps I know more than anyone about his secret love and sorrow. Be clearer.

After that, for a full fifteen years, except for the official document of the border pass, there was no contact between me and him, and we never saw him again.

Until today, until now......

Why? After a long fifteen-year gap, these pasts buried deep in my heart have been brought up again, and they are still mentioned by the person in front of me.

My puzzled look came into Mr. Ge's eyes.

A bitter smile suddenly appeared on his face, and he whispered, "The Queen Mother ......." It looked like a tired old man talking about his own child.

His next words left me in disbelief. My time-tested sanity almost collapsed, and my mind froze at the same time.

When I finally understood the meaning of his words. I don't know how I said yes.

……

Seeing Mr. Ge away, Zi Mo jumped in, saw my face, her shining eyes widened, and asked, "Daddy, your face is a little bad, did Lord Ge just say something?" ”

I didn't answer her question, just looked out the window at Hanmei, the crimson color reflected in my eyes as if it was about to burn. In the middle of the ring, I asked, "You have been in the palace to serve these days, and you have seen ...... The Queen Mother ...... How is she doing? ”

In the autumn of this year, Zi Mo was summoned to the palace with several aristocratic women to serve the court as female officials. This time, because of the upcoming New Year, the Queen Mother made a decree to let these female officials go home to visit relatives.

"Queen Mother, ......" Zi Mo said: "Queen Mother, she is fine, she has always been healthy, but ......" She hesitated, tilted her head sideways, and recalled for a moment, as if she was thinking about words.

I felt my heart jerk, and then I heard her continue, "But...... The Queen Mother's mood seems to have been not very good, and sometimes she seems to have that kind of lonely and lonely look, but she has always been very kind...... Ah, I can't say clearly, my father is deeply trusted by the Queen Mother, and he will discuss state affairs almost every day, isn't it clearer? ……”

Alone? Lonely?

I lowered my head, how could I be clear about such a mood? How do I have the opportunity to find out?

She was inside the deep walls, and I was outside the heavy gates. The distance between me and her is beyond reach.

Perhaps, Mr. Ge's proposal is right.

As I walked away, I felt my arm being grabbed tightly. Looking down, it was Zi Mo who looked at him with a slightly disgusted gaze, "Daddy will stay at home for a few days this time?" The Chinese New Year is coming soon, don't you have to be idle? Zi Mo is going back to the palace after the New Year, how many days will it take to see his father by then? ”

I laughed, maybe I had neglected their mother and daughter for too long.

"I don't have to go out this time, I will definitely accompany your mother and daughter more. I stroked her head and said kindly.

At my words, she laughed, her eyes shining with pleasure, and she kept shaking my arm.

My eyes missed her, and I was focused on the pen, ink, paper, and inkstone on my desk.

I remember that I used to compete with him, although I always won more, but I knew that in fact, my martial arts were not as good as his, and he was just letting me, especially when there were more guards and brothers around. So in that arena that decided our fate, I resorted to that despicable means.

Now it's all in the past.

It's just that I didn't expect this time to be like this, on the surface it was me who won, but in fact, the one who won ...... It's him.

I used to think that I was the closest man to her in this world, the man who has been with her for the longest time in this world, but now it seems that ......

I smiled shallowly, a little sad in my heart, but there was also a glimmer of relief.

Night Rain and Light Cold (End)

Tomorrow will be the last part of the main drama.

After being the number one for almost a month, the monthly ticket list finally fell at the last moment, (~ ̄▽ ̄)~

With a vitality that is not inferior to Xiaoqiang, he continues to die unwillingly......

I guess everyone is also annoyed by my nagging.

But there is no chance to shout again in the future.

Just put up with my last nagging.

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