The sincerity in Ning Wan's eyes was not a lie, she really didn't hate Li Yan at all.

She was so calm, so calm, without a little resentment and resentment as Li Yan imagined, but Li Yan felt lost.

He was afraid that Ning Juan would hate him, in his life, maybe in his life, few people were really good to him, Ning Juan was one of them, he was naturally afraid that Ning Juan would be reluctant to associate with him if he was angry.

But compared to this kind of non-love and hate, he is more willing to say his badness hoarsely, say what he is not, in that way, he will feel better.

Don't they all say that love is deep and responsible? Ning Huang hated him, at least it showed that in Ning Juan's heart, he was a very important existence, which could affect her mood and enter her heart.

But she didn't even give him a little hatred, and facing him so calmly made him ashamed and ashamed.

He loves her so much, loves Yan Chengcheng so much, and follows Yan Chengcheng's footsteps all the time like a child, wanting to keep her by his side.

He used all his tenderness on Yan Qingcheng, and he even planned to give her the most respected position in the world after he seized the throne.

He thought that he would move Yan Chengcheng, he would definitely move Yan Chengcheng with sincerity, let Yan Chengcheng stay by his side willingly, and not object to this unknowable relationship, he was confident, he could move Yan Chengcheng, and he would definitely be able to keep Yan Chengcheng. Besides, Yan Tingcheng didn't dislike him either, every time he got along, Yan Tingcheng revealed in front of him was the shyness of his youngest daughter's family.

He still remembered the shallow smile on Yan Chengcheng's face every time they met, and he still remembered the gentleness that couldn't be concealed in his tone when he followed him to call Brother Li Huan.

He thought that Yan Chengcheng also liked him, so even if Yan Chengcheng rarely appeared, he thought about everything.

He had even thought about the way out from now on, and even thought about everything he could give Yan Chengcheng in the future.

No matter what Yan Tingcheng wants, whether it is wealth and glory, or whether it is the best choice in the world, as long as Yan Tingcheng is willing to stay by his side, he will give everything.

It was a good that no one else had, and it was a good that Li Huan and Yao Xi could not have, but he was willing to give Yan Chengcheng, so he wanted to give Yan Chengcheng.

However, Yan Chengcheng is Ning Juan, a woman, and a woman of his favorite brother.

His blood froze in that moment.

She said that she liked him, and she showed that she liked him very much, but he couldn't like her, she was a woman, and he was not a man who would love women.

Everything he had conceived before had become a joke, his love, his goodness, and he didn't even have the qualifications to start.

It's ridiculous, there are lovers in the world who eventually become married, but he can only throw his heart full of sadness into a corner where no one is.

He knew that it was impossible, he knew that it would be impossible forever and ever, because his Yan Chengcheng spent a lot of money on him, and Yan Tingcheng, who fell into his eyes when they met for the first time, was a woman, or a normal woman, she needed her husband's love and needed to have children, but he couldn't give these.

If it hadn't been for the things of the past, if he hadn't become the ghost he is now because of the things of the past, if he was a normal man, how nice it would be.

Ning Juan said that he was once her husband, and he laughed at her for being stupid, but he would not have expected that the ridiculous rhetoric he disdained had become the deadliest and sweetest poison he hid in his heart.

She married him, and although he couldn't give her anything, she was here.

She was, as she was at this moment, sitting quietly beside him, with a faint smile of satisfaction on her lips, and that was fine.

It would be great if we could do this for the rest of our lives.

"I know, you're sad too." Ning Juan opened his mouth to say this, in a firm tone.

Li Yan still looked at Ning Juan indifferently, watched the corners of Ning Juan's mouth fall down by two points, and watched her two bright red lips open.

Listening to her, "No matter how much you hate, in the end, blood is thicker than water, how can you not feel sad at all in your heart when you attack your father." Such a determination is just trying to cover up the scars in my heart. If you hadn't experienced inhuman trauma. trauma, who would be so hard-hearted to deal with their father. ”

"No, it's not." Li Yan shook his head with a smile and said, "Allure, you don't know me, I am hard-hearted, I am ruthless and unscrupulous by nature." Whoever I deal with, who I hurt, it's all because they're in my way, I just let the stumbling blocks on the road get out of the way, I'm not sad at all, I'm never sad. ”

Li Yan also said firmly, every word was said with his heart, if there were no tears in his eyes, anyone who saw it would only say that he was a bloodless and tearless person.

"Be kind to yourself." Ning Juan still said in the same tone, "If you don't want others to be good to you because of guilt, if you feel that what others give is good with charity, if you don't want to accept that kind of goodness, don't want others to be good." Just give yourself all the good, love yourself well, and be good yourself. ”

A tear slipped from his eyes, just a drop, nothing more, cold and cold, rolling down his cheeks.

Li Yan stretched out his hand tremblingly to touch the tears on his face.

He thought that he would never have tears again in his life, he thought that he was not even qualified to shed tears, and could only hide all the pain in his heart, but it turned out that he still had tears, even if it was the last tear in his life, he felt happy.

The tears flowed out, and the pain and despair in his heart seemed to fade.

Ning Juan is actually the person who knows him best.

She knew he was sad, she knew he was using layers of masks to hide his scars.

She knew that Li Huan's good accommodating to him in every way was because of guilt in his eyes, and she knew that he hated charity very much.

These things that his father and mother don't know, his friends and siblings don't know, and even Li Huan doesn't know, but she can tell them in one word.

She knew where his pain was, she knew where his humanity was, she knew, she didn't know anything yet, but she had seen everything clearly.

She knows, and only she knows.

Be kind to yourself, love yourself well, and be good to yourself, so that only when it comes out of her mouth can there be no pity and charity.

She is just like a friend, just like a relative, just like the closest person, saying this sentence from the bottom of her heart, hoping that he can be well.

No one knew that this was the blessing and salvation he had wanted all his life.

He needed a feeling free of impurities, an expectation of nothing charity, and that's what she gave him.

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