Chapter 60: Lovesickness
After the Spring Festival in 2005.
After the endless quarrels between his parents, Liu Ze returned home every day after half a year of peaceful college life, and finally found a reason to leave home on the sixth day after the Spring Festival, and took the bus from the town to Gyeongju City, although the bus was crowded, his breathing was also smooth all of a sudden.
The long-distance bus from Gyeongju to Xucheng is only one flight a day, and if you can't catch up, you can only go to a city in the middle first, and then go to Xucheng, and then take a 26-hour train to Bingcheng, just in time for the Spring Festival, a ticket is hard to find, and every window in the ticket hall is lined up in a long line.
The crowd was crowded, the crowded place was crowded, but his heart was extraordinarily calm, this holiday, he refused all contact with the outside world, and did not contact any classmates.
The mood seems to have lost its former peace, maybe it's time to fall in love? The life of two people is always more difficult to deal with than one.
In the past six months, he has been accustomed to Kan Kang, and he rushes to catch the train at every turn.
I also saw the fiery mode of Wei Sixin and Kou Chong's sweet love and heartbreaking, Wei Sixin complained more than once, after the girl fell in love, the whole person changed completely, before falling in love, she was alone and autonomous, and she was able to arrange her own things in an orderly manner, and after falling in love, the whole person would stick up like gummy, rely on you, and always want to be tired of being together all day long.
He couldn't even read a book in the library for a day alone.
Kan dare will say at this time, if a girl really likes you, she will definitely rely on it, if she is still like before falling in love, then it is not in love.
Reason is not in the state of being in love.
Liu Ze has a clear plan for life and the future, he doesn't want to deviate, there are still too many things to do at this stage, he really wants to achieve financial freedom at the age of thirty and live the rest of his life in style, at that time he can lie lazily, or even be in a daze all day, and be as tired as he wants with his lover.
And the two of them, he is not confident that he can not affect the planning, he does not want to stay unpleasant.
Feelings, not the more you experience, the better, the most perfect life should be to talk about a white-headed love, those failed emotional experiences will be like shadows, into an evil contrast.
Tickets were hard to buy, so I finally bought a temporary green car, and it was already early in the morning two days later when I arrived at the ice city after the transfer.
At this time, the campus was still covered with a layer of white snow, silent, it was still early at this time, I thought there would be no classmates, but I didn't expect a student to come out of the apartment building, the two didn't know each other, they were a little surprised, nodded slightly, and said hello.
Liu Ze's mind is still studying a few books on electrical science, and after spending several months in the laboratory, he also has a small toolbox to practice programming single-chip microcomputers.
It's just a little distracted occasionally, and even a little looking forward to the end of the holiday soon.
Finally, when it came to the Lantern Festival, the classmates came back one after another, and the first person to come back from the dormitory was Kan Kang, the high number at the end of the semester was very difficult, and there were many people who failed the course, Kan Kang unfortunately became one of them, obviously his state was not good, and his face was shrouded in a gloomy face.
"Why did you come back so early, and you won't fail."
"There's something else."
Kan dared to see him fiddling with the development board of the single-chip microcomputer, pouted and smiled: "I really don't know what you mean by doing this all day long, you don't fall in love in college, and you are in college in vain." ”
"Well, I've heard this kind of saying too, and there is another saying that if you don't fail in college, you will go to college in vain." After Liu Ze finished speaking, he continued to work on the matter at hand.
Kan dared to be dumbfounded.
There is still a day before the start of school, and Wei Sixin has also arrived, but this guy will flash when he puts down his things in the dormitory, Xiao Beisheng is newly married, needless to say, he went out with Kou Chong.
Only Han Xiucao has not come back from the dormitory.
Kan Dang went out and made a long phone call, and he didn't come back until the lights went out.
Today is a special day, February 14, which is called Valentine's Day in the West.
Liu Ze was lying on the bed, his thoughts were a little chaotic, and he was forced to calm down, but he was inevitably looking forward to it, and a shadow flashed in front of him, and he couldn't help but feel distressed.
Bang, the door opens.
"Grass."
The voice was very loud, Liu Ze frowned, and said unhappily: "The grass hasn't come yet." ”
"Can you not lift the bar?" Kan Dang's tone was very bad, "Get up and drink with me." ”
He carried six cans of beer and drunkard peanuts on the table, obviously in a bad mood, and lit a candle.
"You can do it yourself, I'm sleeping, just don't make too loud noises."
Kan Kang's mood is often affected by his girlfriend's phone calls, and his brothers in the dormitory are not surprised by this.
"Grass, isn't it a brother? Drink with me. ”
As he spoke, he grunted, and the indescribable suffocation in his heart weakened a little.
Liu Ze sat up from the bed and wore autumn clothes, this is the benefit of Bingcheng, it is very comfortable in winter, and he will not get up and be cold to death.
He is a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and when he opened a beer and touched it with Kan Dang, he drank it gurglingly.
"You have just been tired of a winter vacation, and it is inevitable that your heart will be empty when you are suddenly separated, and it is normal to quarrel, you don't have to worry too much, calm down for a night, maybe the sound of the waves will still be there tomorrow morning."
"Hey." Kan Dang sighed deeply.
Facing the light of the candle, Liu Ze saw tears flashing from the corners of his eyes.
Kan Dare has always been an emotional person.
"Brother, I understand the truth, but I feel uncomfortable, the first Valentine's Day we have together, I can't accompany her, fucking Zuo Ming, I have to give Lao Tzu 58 points, and I don't have to come back early if I don't fucking fail."
It was originally an ordinary day, given a special meaning, special to men and women, Liu Ze was noncommittal about it, he felt that the feelings were pure and beautiful like wine, and as the days became more and more sweet, put it in his heart, not on the surface.
"It's all here, what else can I do, have you ever thought that one day, maybe you will break up, and the days will still go on."
"I'm grass, will you comfort people in the end, we will never break up."
Liu Ze really won't comfort people, so he can only drink with him, and soon he drank the beer six times, Kan Kang's tongue is a little big, Liu Ze is still clear-headed, and being too rational is also a pain.
"No, I have to go back and make up for Valentine's Day."
Kan Dang has always been a man of action, he did it when he thought of it, and began to pack his luggage immediately, but in fact, his luggage had not been opened yet.
"It's so late, the doors of the apartment are closed."
"If you don't go crazy about love when you're young, you will definitely regret it later, and I don't want to regret it."
Kan dared to make a decision, and the nine cows couldn't be pulled back.
"Let's go, brother, take a hand, I'll go down from the first floor and a half, and there will be a train to Beijing at one o'clock in the morning."
Liu Ze knew that he couldn't be persuaded, Kan Dang still left, although he disagreed, he would never do such an impulsive thing, he didn't believe that a relationship would disappear because he couldn't celebrate Valentine's Day, and he didn't agree that if he wanted to go, he could deepen his feelings if he wanted to go and suddenly appeared, and the feelings supported by surprise and so-called romance may be very hot at the beginning, and after falling in love, it will fade faster.
Han Xiucao only arrived at the dormitory in the afternoon of the report, while making a phone call, with a sweet smile on her face, it was obvious that at the end of last year, Zhu Zhu suddenly appeared downstairs, tore the window paper between the two, and after living together for seven or eight days, the relationship between the two grew by leaps and bounds.
Wei Sixin also came back to change his clothes to play tennis, and when he saw Liu Ze, he said happily: "Big Niu, you can't just patronize reading, women, you have to be bold and thick-skinned, you can hold absolutely not holding hands, and you can touch it boldly." ”
The smile was very meaningful.
"Can you never wear a condom without wearing a condom?" Liu Ze responded unceremoniously, many times, he can be regarded as a poisonous tongue.
Wei Sixin was very embarrassed all of a sudden, in fact, last night, he didn't wear it, Kou Chong's menstrual affair has just ended, it should be absolutely safe, greedy for a moment's pleasure, and then began to regret it, this kind of thing is not 100%, complaining about himself, it's really good The scar forgot the pain, it seems that until the next menstrual affair, he has to take care of it.
"Grass."
Han Xiucao just finished calling, and smiled cheaply, "What are you calling me for?" ”
"If you don't do it, you can't do anything."
Liu Ze had a rare sense of humor and walked out with his schoolbag on his back.
Wei Sixin suddenly caught up from behind, patted Liu Ze on the shoulder, and said, "Dude, make a move when it's time to make a move." ”
The two walked side by side.
"What are you going to do next when you? It's more exciting to get a human life. ”
Weiss was stunned, and he kindly reminded you that you have to speak so badly.
Liu Ze didn't mean to scare him, but was thinking, the relationship is by no means maintained by increasing stimulation, just like Kan Kang, he is more decisive when he returns to his hometown every time, I am afraid that in the long run, even if he suddenly appears in front of his girlfriend, there is no shock.
I have always disliked relationships that develop too fast, and being together is not about falling in love for the sake of falling in love, it is never about seeing that everyone around me is in love, and I feel that it is time to fall in love, let alone looking for a beautiful girlfriend.